On Saturday, Lin Zhi went to the welfare home again.

He found some old clothes that the original owner and his brother could not wear, and most importantly, winter clothes, and donated them to the welfare home.

Lin Zhi values the opportunities behind charity activities, so he never leaves a stain, and he will not only do superficial work, this kind of thing middlemen make too much money, and Lin Zhi doesn't want his money to go into the hands of these people.

In addition to money, he would mostly donate some clothing, food, and medicine, which were daily necessities and cost money.

The mother's mother thanked him again, and the children in the courtyard cheered and had biscuits and sweets, and there were clothes, even though they were old clothes, and they were happy enough.

Lin Zhi also brought some old textbooks, which he took cheaply from the scrapyard, most of them elementary school textbooks, as well as dictionaries, which could be used by those children who could see them.

Before Song Jiazhu came, Lin Zhi left again.

Song Jiazhu heard from the children in the courtyard that there was a sister who couldn't speak, Mei Xinshan, who had come for two days, and this matter only stayed in his mind for a while, and then passed.

It wasn't until the third day that he inadvertently met the 'girl' who was leaving.

A child told Song Jiazhu in sign language that this was that sister.

Song Jiazhu watched Lin Zhi walk towards him in a daze, stopped beside him, and pointed out the door.

Out of the welfare home, Lin Zhi said: "After learning sign language, I have to have some useful places, so I walked here, and I don't have to worry about men dressing up as women and being found to have abnormal voices." ”

Song Jiazhu had several things circling in his mind, intertwined to complicated.

He actually wanted to ask, did he still like that person while wearing women's clothes, or did he really like it?

In the next moment, Lin Zhi seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and said, "This should be the last time I wear women's clothes, and I won't wear them again." ”

The young man's voice was brisk: "Maybe it's really strange, at least I received such a message from him, in fact, I found that I still like women's clothes, not only beautiful and beautiful, but also another feeling that I can be released and breathe freely." ”

"But it may not really look good, so forget it."

Lin Zhi said the bitter words in a cheerful tone, which made Song Jiazhu's heart burn.

It was obviously winter, and the hands and feet of the people who were blown by the wind were cold, but Song Jiazhu's hands that were clenched into fists in his pockets were hot.

Why do you want to lose yourself because of someone else, you wear women's clothes because you like that man, and then you find out that you really like it, but because you are rejected by the man, you have to abandon what you like?

Just because that person thinks it's weird, because that person loaths?

Why, Song Jiazhu thought, why.

Why can you do this for that person, and why can he be so important to you?

Since he doesn't like you, don't look at him anymore.

Don't look at him anymore.

Song Jiazhu looked at Lin Zhi darkly, and said with a serious sign language: Good looking.

Not strange at all, not ugly at all.

Lin Zhi's expression was a little surprised, and he asked, "Really?" ”

Song Jiazhu nodded and added: In my eyes, this is the case.

Just for my approval, just for your like.

Chapter 40: The Double-Faced Table of the Scholar

Lin Zhi was stunned for a while, looked at Song Jiazhu and said with a slow smile: "Little mute, you are really good, but you don't need to comfort me." ”

Lin Zhi deliberately let the sadness and relief he expressed precipitate, if he responded quickly and cheerfully, even if Song Jiazhu didn't notice anything strange at this moment, he would feel weird afterwards, it would expose the fact that his original target was him, and maybe his sense would be greatly reduced.

He wouldn't let himself fall into this predicament, a web with loopholes is a failure.

Song Jiazhu responded quickly: I'm not comforting you.

The young man's picturesque eyebrows and eyes reveal seriousness, and in the gray-white world, it is like a green vine reviving against the season, which has a positive meaning that cannot be ignored.

Lin Zhi let himself show a little surprise at this time, and his eyes wandered slightly with some expectation: "Really? ”

Song Jiazhu nodded, he hoped that Lin Zhi would insist on himself.

After Lin Zhi said the reason for his women's clothes, Song Jiazhu actually didn't like his women's clothes very much.

The raspberry-colored dress that often appeared in his dreams changed to a more striking color, which made him very repulsed.

He now knew that perhaps it was not Lin Weaving's clothes that he rejected, but the imagery he represented.

From the perspective of pure appreciation, those clothes look good on Lin Zhi's body.

He clearly knew that Lin Zhi was a boy, but he didn't feel that those clothes appeared on Lin Zhi's body very inconsistently, just like a beautiful gift with a beautiful package, no matter what Lin Zhi was wearing, he felt good-looking.

After Lin Zhi decided to abandon this thing he liked, Song Jiazhu separated the clothes from the person Lin Zhi liked, and the clothes were just clothes.

Outside of the division, in the hope that Lin Zhi would stick to his preferences, he also suddenly had an almost ardent desire.

Can you let Lin Zhi wear it for him and find the strength to persevere from him?

The idea of spreading wildly was almost irrepressible, filling his brain in an instant, making his heart beat fast.

Replace...... Replace that person and become a new image.

The secret and unspeakable almost despicable thoughts seem to have become the existence of consciousness at this moment.

Even though you haven't gotten the results yet, you seem to have seen what you're looking forward to appear in front of you, and the sweet joy can make people lose and make people look forward to the future infinitely.

Song Jiazhu's fingertips trembled slightly, and he continued to sign and said: Those children in the courtyard all said that you were a beautiful sister, and the nurse aunt also thought you were very good-looking, and I didn't see that you were a boy, so not only I thought so, everyone thought so.

This is probably the longest sentence Song Jiazhu has ever said in sign language, considering Lin Zhi's sign language level, Song Jiazhu specially slowed down, worried that Lin Zhi would not understand.

Song Jiazhu once again saw a smile in those innocent eyes, and Lin Zhi said: "I can understand, in fact, you don't have to fight so slowly, in my head, your voice seems to have been adjusted to 0.5 times the speed, it's funny." ”

Normal people need to have a process of turning visual symbols into meanings when they look at sign language, not as fast as listening directly, but there is only a gap of a few tenths of a second, Song Jiazhu slowed down in order to take care of his sign language ability, like a human voice being automatically slowed down in the brain, and combined with Song Jiazhu's own image, it made Lin Zhi want to laugh even more.

Song Jiazhu saw Lin Zhi return to his usual appearance, his lips pursed slightly, and he made an expression that was almost smiling.

"I'll think about what you said, I've come out of it, you go in, I won't bother you, see you at school tomorrow."

Lin Zhi waved his hand at Song Jiazhu, it was enough to be here today.

Song Jiazhu looked at his figure and nodded.

Lin Zhiben wanted to say something, but when he saw Song Jiazhu's eyes, he still didn't say anything, smiled and waved his hand at him, and walked to the nearest bus stop to leave.

This is the way he specially chose to ride, Lin Zhi did have other things to say to Song Jiazhu, this was part of his plan, but looking at Song Jiazhu's eyes, he decided not to disturb the young man's good mood at the moment, and wait until tomorrow to talk about it.

Lin Zhi's figure walked towards the bus stop, and Song Jiazhu walked towards the welfare home, but he didn't stay long, standing at the door and communicating with the aunt inside, while looking at the location of the bus stop.

An orange bus came from a short distance, past withered trees, past wide buildings, through the bright and dark sides, to the designated platform.

Song Jiazhu didn't say anything more, and hurriedly ran in the direction of the bus stop.

Lin Zhi had already gotten on the bus, scanned the code at the coin drop, and sat in the back seat.

Before the bus started, there was a sound of footsteps coming from the front, Lin Zhi looked up and saw Song Jiazhu sitting next to him.

Seeing the surprise in Lin Zhi's expression, Song Jiazhu calmly replied with sign language: I forgot something at home and didn't take it back, I'll go back and get it.

Lin Zhi nodded, without doubt.

When he turned his head to look out the window, the fog on the window reflected the smile in his eyes.

Song Jiazhu also followed Lin Zhi's eyes to look at the foggy car window, but this time because he was not outside the car, Lin Zhi did not wipe out a clear place.

There is never more than one train from the place of origin to the destination, and the traveler who misses the train can always board the next one, as long as the train continues to run, as long as he is determined.

The early winter sky seems to be forever shrouded in lead ash that makes people unable to see it, hazy, but when you look closely, it seems to be extremely clear.

Due to the different destinations, Lin Zhi had to get off the bus before Song Jiazhu.

"I'll go down first."

Song Jiazhu said in sign language: See you tomorrow.

His gaze subconsciously chased Lin Zhi's figure until the car door closed, and he could no longer see it.

The bus stop is still some distance from Lin Zhi's home, Lin Zhi walked on the road unhurriedly, and bought a cup of hot freshly ground sweet soy milk, holding it while walking in the direction of home.

01 said happily: [Host, this mission is about to be completed again. 】

Lin Zhi didn't deny it, only said: [It's still a little close. 】

It's just that he is unwilling to do enough, Lin Zhi bent his lips.

A person who is used to losing, his fear is still loss, and Lin Zhi needs him to completely overcome this fear, so that he can clearly recognize that he can do it without losing.

What's more, according to the personality, he is a teenager with a broken crush, and he will not be with someone who appeases him and may like him soon.

In general, this is all a script for a male partner, and in the story of Lin Weaving's plan, Song Jiazhu is the male lead, and this script does not belong to him.

01: [The host host, the task object has moved, it's not his house or a bookstore, and the place where it stops is a shopping mall? 】

Lin Zhi took a sip of the hot soy milk in the cup, felt the warm and delicate feeling, and said: [Don't care. 】

There is a high probability that it is to buy him a gift, or it may be something else, he does not need to monitor Song Jiazhu's life in an all-round way, and he can do whatever he wants.

In the mall, Song Jiazhu looked at the map guide and walked towards the store.

He didn't know exactly what he wanted to buy, but after he was reminded of a shopping mall at the bus stop, the idea suddenly sprung up.

Just as suddenly and anxiously as the idea that he wanted to follow Lin Weaving into the car, he got out of the car.

He walked into a women's clothing store, looked at the various clothes hanging on it, and wondered what effect Lin Zhi would have if he wore it.

The shopping guide immediately greeted her and asked, "Hello, do you want to buy women's clothing?" ”

Song Jiazhu nodded, and his gaze continued to wander over those clothes.

"Whether it's for your girlfriend or your family, what age is it, I can recommend it for you."

Song Jiazhu was made by the words of the shopping guide, and subconsciously shook his head.

This action made him a little annoyed, and he typed the text on the memo with his mobile phone and handed it to the shopping guide to read.

"Is one of your girl friends, about your age?"

Song Jiazhu nodded, indicating that it was right.

The shopping guide looked at his expression, and she had a grasp in her heart, it seemed that she wanted to send clothes to the girl she liked, but she hadn't arrived yet, so she immediately expressed her understanding and began to recommend it to Song Jiazhu.