32 REBIRTH:25D
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"Huh."
Falling Valley Zero suddenly chuckled, he shook his head, and laughed in the bewildered eyes of the mountain lantern.
"Mr. Shibuyani?"
Zero put his arm on his shoulder, his demeanor and tone were gentle: "Why apologize." ”
Miyama did not speak.
Falling Gu Zero's body leaned forward slightly, keeping himself and the adjutant at about the same height, and he could clearly see his reflection in those beautiful golden eyes.
Even if it's a fake, pretending that there is only himself in the eyes of the mountain lamp.
In the past few days of confirming his feelings, Zero has also taken some time out of his busy routine to think about his relationship with Yushan Chao Deng.
The adjutant obviously didn't have feelings for him, otherwise he wouldn't have rejected his jokes so directly in the hospital that day, and maybe even disgusted with such a thing.
It was really hard to say that kind of thing in front of Gin for him before.
If he really chases people, he thinks that even if the adjutant doesn't like men at all, with his means, he may not be able to succeed.
But he is not willing to use that kind of love method, especially since he is the boss, their relationship itself is unequal, in this case, Yushan Chao Lantern has no right to refuse at all.
He likes someone and wants him to be better, not just to stay with him.
Even so, Zero wants to try to change the relationship between the two of them.
Even if he is a friend, he prefers to be the kind of Peng Gelie who wants to meet even at the end of his life.
Of course, if he could, he would prefer the adjutant to be healthy. He's six years younger than himself, so it's only natural that he'll live longer than himself, right?
In short, since the relationship between the two of them is to be improved, his identity as a boss is very redundant. But now that he has to rely on this identity to escort Yushan Chao Deng to the hospital, he can only try to change the way the two of them get along.
Hiro said before that he wanted to be gentle with his juniors, but he scared the other party and ran away.
Now that I think about it, it was his execution that went wrong.
In the eyes of the adjutant, it was the boss who had always been very strict with him who suddenly smiled at him as if he had been taken away, and it was natural to be afraid.
If it was him, his friend who had been making a mistake with him every day suddenly handed him a cup of hot water, and he also had to consider whether there was half a cup of salt in it.
In short, if you want Yushan Chao Lantern to change your perception of him, you have to start from the most basic point to change.
First of all, be sure to use less commanding tone.
He has been running in with the adjutant for almost four years, and he is too accustomed to many things, and sometimes he will ignore the adjutant's dedication, so he should be praised more at this time.
Sure enough, Hiro is still a god.
"Don't apologize to me anymore." Gu Zero's tone was very gentle, looking at the adjutant in front of him, and asking as if discussing, "Okay?" ”
Miyama looked at him stunned and didn't speak.
"You don't need to always apologize to me, you've done a great job. Suffice it to say, whoever is in this position will not do it better than you. Because of you here, I've been a lot more relaxed over the years than I was when I first started. ”
He stretched out his hand and straightened the sideburns around Yushan Chaolan's ears.
"Whatever decision you make, I will trust and support your judgment. Even if something really goes wrong, I can accompany you to fix it. ”
What Falling Valley Zero is saying now is definitely from his heart, in fact, he has done this in the past, but it is the first time he has said it so clearly.
Sure enough, he was too sluggish to really notice anything.
Whether it's Chao Deng's illness or the other party's emotions all the time.
"So, don't apologize in the future."
His voice was very gentle the whole time, but just as the last sentence fell, he saw Miyama Chao Lantern looking up at him, and something shiny from those beautiful eyes slid down his cheeks.
This was followed by the second, and then the third.
Just like the first time he saw Miyama Chao Lantern and smiled at him a few days ago, today is also the first time he saw Miyama Chao Lantern crying to him.
It's not the kind of emotional out-of-control howling, just watching him quietly, tears constantly falling.
Falling Valley Zero panicked instantly, he had been really fierce before, and the most excessive time he called the adjutant and said that he had been close to twenty minutes.
But even at that time, Yushan Chao Lantern only maintained his cold iceberg persona, listened quietly, and apologized to him when it was over.
But now he is really praising the adjutant very gently, and he is also telling the truth, how can he make people cry?
He held the face of the mountain with both hands, and took the trouble to wipe the tears on the adjutant's face with his thumb, but he couldn't wipe it clean, and the corners of his eyes were a little red.
"Chao, Chao Lamp?" Zero looked at him and said, "Did I say something wrong?" you off? ”
"Nope." There was a very pronounced nasal tone in the voice of Miyama Chao Deng, and he seemed to be trying to stop himself, but to no avail, "I just think that I am really ...... Despicable. ”
Falling Gu Ling was slightly stunned when he heard his words, and immediately retorted: "No, do you have any misunderstanding about yourself?" You're the best ...... I've ever met."
Yushan Chao Lamp interrupted him: "It's not this, it's just that I realized it at this moment, and I'm really very ......"
He didn't say the rest of the words, and he paused and slowed down: "Can you tell me?" ”
Miyama shook his head at the lamp.
He lowered his head slightly, allowing his forehead to match the adjutant's forehead, and gently comforted him in a very mature manner: "Okay, then don't say it." ”
He'd completely forgotten about keeping his distance, or rather he had forgotten it on purpose.
With a little bit of strength, he hugged the other party and patted his hand lightly on the back of the mountain lamp.
"As long as you are human, you will inevitably have negative emotions. Even I sometimes do things that are selfish and inferior. Zero sighed.
He was telling the truth, he felt that he was taking advantage of the danger of others now, and when he was in a bad mood at the mountain and the lantern, he should have kept his distance from the other party, but he still couldn't control the idea of hugging him.
Even if he actually had ninety-nine percent of the thoughts in his heart, he really just thought that this would appease the Yushan Chao Deng, but the one percent wanted to get closer, and he couldn't deny it.
"This is the instinct of human beings to be happy, and there is no need to hold the moral heart so high at such a moment."
Yushan Chao Deng listened to his reassurance in silence until the last sentence, when he suddenly asked, "Really?" ”
"Hmm." Seeing that he still had a reaction, he put his mind at ease, "Occasional indulgence doesn't affect anything, I trust you." ”
In the next second, Yushan Chao Deng hugged him hard and buried his face in the side of his neck. Soon, Zero felt a little cold on his shoulder, and it was already soaked to the skin inside.
He also reached out and wrapped his arms around the lieutenant, as he comforted himself, occasionally indulging.
Probably ...... in the future There won't be such an opportunity, right?
Hold like this and definitely won't like yourself, like the person.
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The two people with ghosts in their hearts hugged each other for a long time, until the passing wild cat sat in the best viewing seat, staring at them without blinking, and the two parted slightly awkwardly.
Yushan Chao Deng's eyes were red, and on his body, which was almost all white, a little red was very conspicuous.
He didn't know what to say, so he could only ask, "Why did Mr. Tsumiya come all of a sudden?" ”
No matter what he said, he entered the society earlier than him, and his face was much thicker, so he pretended to be casual at this time, and explained: "It's Conan, tell me that there is a strange home delivery person from your house." ”
Yushan Chao Lantern felt that the little detective seemed to be quite useful for a moment, and repented for a second when he was at home just now, and deliberately bullied people.
“…… That's right. But he couldn't answer, and suddenly remembered that he forgot to bring out the clothes of Zhufu Jingguang, "I forgot to take out the clothes of Zhufu seniors, you wait for me for a few minutes, I'll go back and get it." ”
"This is not in a hurry." Zero said, but didn't refuse.
"That dress of yours, I missed it when I sent it for dry cleaning, can I return it to you in a few days?"
Since he went back to get his clothes on purpose, he pretended to be the boss's clothes and forgot to take them very deliberately, so Yushan made an excuse for the lamp
。
Of course, if the boss says that it doesn't matter if you don't wash it, it's just over.
Fortunately, Drop Valley Zero agreed, and he forgot about his clothes at all: "Ah, it's okay. It's okay for you to stay. ”
Miyama tried to resist the urge to ask, 'Is it really?'.
He nodded at Falling Valley Zero, and hurried back to get Zhu Fu Jingguang's coat.
It seems that he didn't get the dress back at that time, but Yushan Chao Deng is not the one who will take the initiative to ask for it, he can only treat it as if there is no such thing, anyway, he does not lack this dress.
All the way he was thinking about what had just happened.
Miyama Asa Lamp himself didn't expect him to cry in front of Mr. Shibuyani. He is indeed a very affectionate person in private, but he has never shown it in front of anyone other than the young tame who grew up together and knows his true face.
But at that time, I really couldn't control that emotion.
Yushan glanced at the light and looked at the system showing that his remaining health was only twenty-five days, and his heart was like pouring cold water on a flame, and suddenly it fell silent.
He finally told himself that he must keep his distance from Mr. Shibuyani, no matter how good the other party is, if he shows something, he will definitely be hated.
But he didn't count what would happen today.
From the first day he stood behind Falling Valley Zero, he very much hoped that the other party could praise him, but when this day finally came, Yushan Chao Lantern realized that this was clearly punishing him.
The heart that finally calmed down revived, obviously the other party was praising him and comforting him, but he was so despicable and greedy for this tenderness.
But he couldn't control the feeling of saying, 'I like him so much.'"
It wasn't sudden, but now that I think about it, it was probably a long time ago, the first time he met Zero Valley, a long time ago, and that memory was like a close-up in a movie, and I can't forget it.
I've liked him since then, but he's never dared to admit it.
If you still pretend not to know your feelings, wouldn't you feel more comfortable now?
It's going to be hated, he's been very sure of it since then. Either way, he still hoped that Mr. Shibuyani would watch him.
Miyama opened the door and took the paper bag on the table and prepared to leave, and the system that had already started to use the home theater to watch "Death ○" on the huge wall looked back at him, picked up the whiteboard and flipped two pages forward, and asked him with the old "Are you okay?"
Yushan Chao Deng's eyes were red, and he didn't want to pay attention to him at all. Glancing at it, he was startled by the huge death on the screen, and ran away pretending not to see the system note.
Handing over Zhufu Jingguang's clothes to his boss, Zero asks him where he is going next.
"Let's go to work." Yushan Chao Deng didn't want to go home and face the grim reaper on the big screen, so he said simply.
Falling Valley Zero was a little speechless, and looked at Yushan Chao Deng hesitated for a long time before saying, "Otherwise, let's rest at home for a day." ”
"I'm almost healed." Yushan Chao Lamp remembered that he was very concerned about this matter, and took the initiative to say.
Falling Gu Zero paused, took out his mobile phone from his pocket and turned it to selfie mode, and showed it to Yushan Chao Lamp.
The whole self is very white, only the eye circles are red, almost like a rabbit.
Yushan Chao Deng instantly felt a little embarrassed, and he persuaded Gu Ling again: "Let's go tomorrow, I'm not busy these days, I can handle it alone." ”
Yushan Chao Lantern is still a little hesitant. Feeling that he didn't want to go home, he proposed, "Then go to my house." ”
Miyama looked up at him with a face towards the lamp.
Really just thinking about a safe place, Falling Valley Zero felt that he couldn't convince himself of his innocence, and coughed: "I won't go home at noon, you can help me walk Harrow." It was raining around four o'clock in the morning and I didn't take it out. ”
"That's right." Yushan Chao Lantern couldn't say whether he was disappointed or happy, but he agreed, "I know." ”
Trying to calm himself down, he said, "Do you want to eat together at night?" ”
After speaking, he realized that he had accidentally said what was in his heart, but it was not a big problem, and the adjutant would most likely refuse.
"Okay." Miyama Chao Lantern also tried to say expressionlessly.
Hearing his words, a smile appeared on Zero Valley's face again, and he felt that he couldn't hide the look he looked at, but fortunately, the adjutant lowered his head again and didn't see it.
"Then, you wait for me to come back." Falling Gu Zero raised his face and said as expressionless as possible.
*
Seeing Miyama Chao Deng and Bourbon just leave hand in hand, Deep Blue Whiskey got into the car angrily and slammed the door of the small pickup truck.
The man in the driver's seat puffed out a smoke ring, he was wearing the same taupe cargo uniform as the dark blue whiskey, and his long white hair was tied in a high ponytail and pulled out of the ring behind his hat.
Seeing Deep Blue Whiskey's distorted face, he gloated and laughed, "This is the scene you asked me to witness with my own eyes?" ”
"Shut up! Gin! Deep Blue Whiskey glared at Gin, and then kicked in front hatefully, "****, Lao Tzu is still the first time to fail!" ”
Only then did he hum and chirp to save his respect: "It's not my problem, that little beauty is a love brain, he loves Bourbon too much, I really don't know what's good about that black skin——"
Gin scoffed, "At least he likes Scotland." ”
Deep Blue Whiskey instantly broke through the defense, and tears of humiliation fell from his eyes: "Forget it if I can't compare to Bourbon, where can I compare to that Scottish mouse?" ”
Gin puffed out his cigarette, glanced in the rearview mirror, started the car and left.
"Why the hell do you insist that Scotland is a rat? It's Bourbon who collides with you. Gin was amused to see him like this, and he didn't think anything of it even if he ran for nothing this time," the gentleman trusted. ”
"Fuck off." Deep Blue Whiskey scolded, and no longer pretended to fake crying, his voice became gloomy, "There is definitely something wrong with Scotland, I knew it from the first time I saw him." That gentleman was deceived by him, and I will ...... sooner or later."
“Skyy。” Hearing Deep Blue Whiskey mention the gentleman's tone, Gin called his code name warningly, and the latter closed his mouth tightly.
"I'm not going to give up." Navy Whiskey raised his hand and patted his face, pulled out a tablet from the side and took notes on it, "Looking at his personality, I thought he would like warm and cheerful people, so he and Bourbon get along like this...... Do you like someone a little bit stronger? ”
Gin raised an eyebrow, and the navy whiskey analysis was not entirely unreasonable. With the gossip object of the Yushan Chao Lantern that he knew, except for the last pink hair, he didn't know anything at all, and the other few people were not good things.
How many of the black ones have a soft personality?
"The last time you saw him go to open a house with Scotland, right? Tsk, I can't see that Bourbon is so bad, there is such a little beauty who has to take drugs, how can he still let Scotland get it. I'm definitely better than Scotland, I'll know when he tries it once. Deep Blue Whiskey grunted, and Gin had a headache to hear.
But he still had a navy whiskey, so he didn't say anything.
"Wait, Gin." Deep Blue Whiskey suddenly looked at him suspiciously, "This mission was supposed to be yours, you didn't look for Bourbon because you avoided suspicion, and you found me because you didn't want to do it...... Aren't you avoiding suspicion? ”
Gin:?
"Because of that gentleman's order, you are reluctant to attack him, so you can only find me, an innocent passerby...... Just tell me if it's okay, I don't mind. He's so good-looking, it's worth ...... just looking at his face."
Gin's face darkened, pulled over to the side of the road, crossed the dark blue whiskey and opened the door, and ......
kicked a colleague out of the car.
"If you are sick, you will be cured."
Gin said to the dark blue whiskey sitting on the road with a confused face, and drove away.
Deep Blue Whiskey was stunned for a long time, and jumped up in anger. dialed Gin's phone and shouted: "Homophobia is deep cabinet, Gin, you're finished!" You're definitely GAY! ”
Then he was hung up and couldn't be reached anymore, and he may have been blocked.
The dark blue whiskey walked around with his hands behind his back, so angry that he was about to crawl.
Fortunately, he finally remembered another person, so he avoided using such a handsome face to do things that violated public order and good customs.
He dialed another person's phone and began to spread rumors on the spot: "Vodka, do you know that Gin had a relationship with that white-haired beautiful little strip?" ”
Vodka:......???
"Huh? Isn't this orthopedics? ”
Navy Whiskey: Grass, Big Melon.
"That's right! I really didn't expect him to be this kind of person, I think he's perverted even if I'm a psychopath. ”:,,.