Atypical Redemption [Fast Wear] v. 195
Therefore, when he calmly recounts the past, but it is difficult to hide the loneliness and pain, it will make people feel fragile and valuable.
The greenness between the eyebrows and eyes of the fifteen-year-old boy was obscured by the gloom in his gray eyes.
Lin Zhi listened quietly, looked at Qi He's face, and did not say anything to disturb his thoughts.
"When I was not born, my father and mother saved a seriously injured mysterious person in a dart, although the person died in the end, but my parents did what he entrusted on his deathbed, and got a prescription from his residence, which can wash the meridians and cut the marrow to make people reborn into the body of Tianwu, the speed of people who take this medicine is three times that of ordinary people, but the medicinal materials are not common, and more importantly, the prescription stipulates that only ten-year-old children with internal strength can take it, otherwise it is easy to explode and die of internal force disorder."
"My father has always regretted that he is not a martial arts material, can not inherit the traverse knife method, he and his mother decided to leave this medicine for me to use, because the prescription is so precious that it is easy to covet, in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, he and his mother did not reveal it to the outside world, memorized the prescription respectively, and then burned the paper."
"It took them almost ten years, slowly collecting the ingredients on the prescription, until I was eight years old, they collected everything, and they only waited for me to take it when I was ten years old."
"I don't know what happened that night, my father and mother said something in a hurry, my mother pushed me into the agency, stuffed the pills and Bilu cold weather in my hand, told me not to make any sound, she didn't have time to ask too much, so she hurriedly closed the door."
"I heard the sound of someone rummaging through the cabinets, and I knew that my father and mother might have been in misfortune, and the cause might be the two bottles of medicine in my hand."
Qi He lowered his head, his empty fingers slightly bent, as if he was holding something.
"Daddy and mother said that the entrance of the pill will make the body feel like it is burned by flames, and you must take it quickly to lower the temperature of the internal organs, and they also said that they will definitely protect me by the side when that time comes, and if I have any discomfort, I will inform them."
"But I know they can't do it, except for my father, there are two people's voices, but maybe there are others, they ask me about the location of my father's medicine, the content of the prescription, my whereabouts, and my father and mother didn't say anything."
"I don't know if I'm going to be found, and I don't know if they're going to set fire to it, but I know I can't cheapen them, and even if they find me, don't even think about getting the medicine."
Qi He's voice was very calm, and there was devouring hatred hidden in the calm, and even a little smile in the end.
The corners of his lips curled slightly, and his tone under anger was very similar to Lin Weaving.
Lin Zhi realized that as a guide, he had no intention of shaping Qi He into a character like him, but it also affected him more or less.
People will always be partial to children who are more like themselves, and the same is true for a refined egoist like Lin Zhi, who doesn't think there is anything bad about his character, and even likes it very much, so he can't help but be more tolerant of children who are a little similar to himself.
Especially since this man was still a fragment of the soul of a lover, so he let out a sigh full of pity.
He seemed to be able to see the appearance of the little boy who was hiding in the secret closet to make a decision, and he could feel his determination in pain.
"Master, now that I think about it, my original decision was not stupid, I could have waited until they were going to find me before drinking the medicine, if they didn't find me, I would have exploded and died, and I didn't even have a chance to avenge my father."
Qi He's hand tightened and looked up in the direction of Lin Weaving.
"Don't be stupid, you can't wait that long, the more day you stay in your hands, the more danger you have."
This choice was the best solution to the situation at that time, Qi He had no way to entrust this medicine to others, and it was not easy to hide it, if more people knew, he would be involved in unknowable variables, which would be even more troublesome.
"Master is right, after I drank the medicine, I turned the porcelain bottle into powder, and they couldn't even find the ashes, but fortunately, Master appeared in front of me back then, if I didn't die in front of them, I don't know how long I would be secretly stared at."
This is the reason why Qi He swallowed the pill given by Lin Zhi without much hesitation, he was in a very bad situation at that time, and only by breaking away could he avoid being monitored.
"Maybe my eyes are caused by taking medicine in advance, so even a famous doctor can't cure it."
Qi He raised his hand and touched his eyes, he already had this kind of guess in his heart, so he could always face it calmly.
"I'm sorry Master, I haven't been telling you the truth, so you have to put so much effort into my eyes."
Qi He unconsciously used an honorific title, and his tone was apologetic.
Lin Zhi knew that the real cause of Qi He's eyes was not this, but he didn't break it.
After all, Qi He couldn't understand that this was just a world with him as the core, his illness was a concrete manifestation of his death thoughts, and a symbol of his misfortune, as long as he opened his heart knot and had no suicidal thoughts at all, and learned to love himself, his illness would naturally disappear.
"It's okay, it's time to hide it, even now, don't tell others, if such a thing spreads, the rivers and lakes will be crazy again."
And Qi He, who was the only one who might know the formula, had to be disturbed to the point of not being at peace.
Lin Weaving's words changed: "Although the waves have risen now, others will not associate this matter with you, and when the time comes, whoever does it will take care of it." β
Lin Zhi, who knew the truth for a while, already had the idea of causing trouble, Qi He would not always use the name 'Lin He' after his revenge, someone would always have to divert his attention, and this person who didn't know who might be collecting medicinal materials was the best candidate.
Qi He listened to Lin Zhi's plan, and the smile pouring out of the corners of his lips was a little more sincere.
"It's good if Master doesn't get angry with me and hides it, but Master already knows that my talent is not born, but the acquired scriptures and marrow, will you think I'm not so good?"
Qi He's face was worried, without the dullness of pouring out his family feud just now, revealing the doubts that belonged to the young man, lest his status in the master's heart be reduced.
began to pour tea, Lin Zhi commented in his heart, it was really fragrant tea.
"Naturally not, this medicine can't change the mind and understanding, if it's dull, even if you have a good foundation, it won't become a big climate."
Lin Zhi has always believed that luck is also a part of strength, and chance is also a part of luck, not to mention that Qi He paid a huge price for this.
Not to mention the lives of several people in the family, the whereabouts of his grandfather are unknown, and he deserves these just the risks he took when he made the choice to swallow the pill and drink Bilu's cold weather.
Even if Qi He didn't mention it, but Lin Zhi knew that it was not easy to wash the meridians and cut the marrow, what kind of hatred and pain did little Qi He endure in the secret cabinet back then, hovering between life and death, Lin Zhi knew that it must be extremely difficult even if he couldn't empathize, not to mention that he knew how Qi He endured the pain of fake death poisoning back then, waiting for his appearance in the cold coffin.
Therefore, Lin Zhi never hesitated to say these things that Qi He liked to hear, and tried his best to give the child a sense of security, even if he sometimes knew that he was acting and pretending to be pitiful.
For the sake of what he wants, why not play a little innocuous and careful, Qi He will love him more like Lin Zhile.
"Fortunately, I met Master, if it weren't for Master, I wouldn't be where I am today."
Qi He muttered in a low voice, and the emotions in his chest seemed to have been stacked to overflow, confiding a little from between his lips and teeth.
The young man's dependence, attachment and admiration, intertwined with his own unclear feelings, scattered in the early summer wind.
"Master wants that prescription, I'll write it down for you."
As far as Qi He is concerned, everything belongs to the master, everything can be given to the master, and he also wants to do something for the master, so his words rarely carry some eager emotions.
Because compared to everything that the master gave him, he only had this one that he could handle.
Lin Zhi didn't respond or refuse, leaned on the side of the bed, and asked thoughtfully: "I have long passed the age of ten, and Xiaotang is also fourteen this year, are you preparing for my future children in advance?" β
Qi He subconsciously stood up, and the words of refusal came to his lips, but he didn't know how to say them.
The act of 'laughing', which should have been made easily, seemed to become extremely difficult at this moment, and every skin and flesh on the face seemed to become stiff and solidified and uncontrollable.
Children of the future...... Children of the future...... Yes, Master will always have someone to accompany him, and he will also marry a wife and have children.
It's normal, and if it can benefit Master's children, it's also right, isn't it?
Qi He told himself so, but the sour coldness and cold feeling in his heart surged up for a while, and his brain was numb from the cold, as if someone had forcibly cut off the piece of flesh at the tip of his heart with an ice blade, and the cold pain was cold, and the fishy wind came from his throat to his nose for a while.
The sound that made him feel beautiful continued, like a beautiful but extremely poisonous spider, piercing its fangs into his body.
"But my child must also be a Gu master, and learning others will be delayed, after all, no matter how strong the internal force is, it has nothing to do with refining Gu Worms."
"Master can give it to whoever he wants."
Qi He heard himself say this, but he felt that his voice seemed to be strangely hoarse, like words squeezed out of his teeth, hoping that the master did not find anything abnormal.
Qi He's mind uncontrollably surfaced a picture, there will be a woman next to the master who can't see her face clearly, and he will still hold their child in his arms, the three of them are happy, this scene is simply dazzling.
Qi He thought to himself that maybe he was too close to his master, so that he didn't want anyone to share his favor, this kind of mind was too naΓ―ve and ugly, and it was obscure that could not be known.
"Teasing you is all a shadowless thing, how can it be fun to talk about love."
Lin Zhi saw that Qi He's face was already very wrong, and stopped this temptation.
He's a little innocent, he didn't do anything to bring bad kids, why did he still turn to this step.
It stands to reason that a sense of dependence similar to family affection should satisfy his mental illness, but perhaps after so many worlds, his psychological need for dependence has been raised.
Xiao Qi He's previous dependence on him only made him feel reassured, because he hoped that Qi He would feel safe and understand his kindness, but these were all from Qi He's point of view, and for himself, there was no morbid satisfaction.
But looking at the pitiful appearance of the young man in front of him, he felt a little bad pleasure.
He didn't plan to break it, his age was only secondary, he had always chased after the object of the mission, and now let him see how his object of redemption planned to attack him.
Therefore, Lin Zhi pondered for a while and said, "But if you raise another apprentice, I'm afraid you can use it." β
Qi He calmed down and said softly: "If the master wants an apprentice, I will help pay attention." It's just that it's been inconvenient lately, waiting for my business, if the master has some leisure, you can find me a few more junior brothers and sisters. β
Qi He said this because the master doesn't like trouble and noise, sometimes Lin Tang is too noisy, and the master is a little unbearable, so he gently persuaded Lin Tang to leave, and his niece is still like this, let alone others.
So the master is just on a whim, just wait until his interest is gone, if he opposes it, according to the master's temperament, he will really do it.
The Master seems to be by his side all the time, but in fact he does a lot of things by himself, without supervision.
Qi He had already discovered that the master only liked well-behaved children, so he had always been obedient.
The side of his threat to Bai Youqiu has never been shown in front of the master.
"Forget it, having you is enough for me to bother, you don't have to tell me this recipe, it's rotten in the stomach, don't say anything."
Lin Zhi thought that Qi He had grown up, and the fifteen-year-old boy Lang was not like when he was eight years old, he would only say that he was only a closed disciple of the master.
He didn't need or needed this prescription, and in order to avoid suspicion caused by more incidents, it was better not to know.
However, after Qi He's matter is over, he can ask, maybe he can use it in the future, in short, be prepared.
"Apprentice understands, it's not too early, Master, you have a good rest."
The matter has been clarified, and Qi He naturally has no reason to stay.
Lin Zhi responded and watched Qi He leave the room.
He dried his hair with internal force and fell asleep with his clothes closed, so that no one would come to him in the middle of the night because he remembered the past.
However, until dawn, Lin Weaving did not notice that anyone had come.
He asked 01 in his mind: [Did Qi He come last night?] γ
01 replied: [No, he has not moved next door. γ
Lin Zhi murmured: "Fortunately, it seems that it is not completely enlightened." β
01 stopped talking, the mission target moved in his room an hour ago, so there shouldn't be any need to say this.
Maybe he just got up and drank some water?
01 was persuaded by his own answer and left the matter behind.
Qinhe Valley is still in a state of lockdown today, and many people who are in a hurry have become a little restless after yesterday's lively state.
Those who couldn't get in from outside the city also knocked on the door in protest, and people's hearts fluctuated a little.
Therefore, the silence of Qinhe Valley was broken early, and the streets were already lively, and even the stalls selling breakfast came out earlier than before.
Everyone is angry, and there are even people who compete on the street.
These voices were noisy, but they did not affect Qi He, who had always had excellent ear power.
The voices seemed to be cut off by him, and he sat in his chair, not knowing how long he had been stunned.
The astonished of this morning remained, and he woke up from a very sweet and enthusiastic dream, feeling unusually wet.
He was not a child, he didn't feel like he was wetting the bed, and the first time he felt so ashamed that he immediately scrubbed his clothes.