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Feelings are like a hazy mist that can't see the light, Shao Yi lingered in it for a long time, and those who were outside could see a clear direction, but he was about to hit his head and bleed.
He and Wen Fan have known each other for ten years, Wen Fan has always been by his side, and their relationship is so good that everyone envies him, but I don't know why, he always feels that there is an empty corner, and he always feels that it is not enough to like Wen Fan.
Until now.
The answer that I stumbled upon countless times was within reach.
He loves to smell and has long crossed the line of friends.
It turned out that as long as he figured this out, he understood the source of all the anxiety and pain he had been suffering from all this time.
Shao Yisui couldn't remember what the sky on the island was like this night, but he remembered that the young man's clear and moist eyes, with a gentle smile, looked at him with starlight.
On the evening of the first day, Wen Fan and Shao Yi picked up enough shells to paint, washed them and glued them to the drawing board, and made a big-headed painting for Xiaobao.
The process of making it is not difficult, but it doesn't look like it's just a cat.
Of course, this reluctance is really reluctant to say, when Jiang Ci saw it for the first time, he asked if it was a hedgehog, and was pulled away by Li Jiang with his mouth covered.
Wen Fan liked it very much, hugged the shell and smiled, and also called Aunt Liu to see Xiaobao.
The cat on the other side of the screen was lying in Aunt Liu's arms, at first she was lazily lifting her eyelids and yawning, and her tail flicked comfortably, and then Wen Fan's voice came from the earpiece, Xiaobao was instantly excited, got up and sniffed to find someone.
Seeing that his beautiful and gentle master was framed on the electronic screen, he hurriedly pulled it with his paws.
Aunt Liu smiled: "Xiaobao is missing you, you don't know, you and Mr. Shao are not in these two days, Xiaobao has to go up to the floor every day to look for it, if you can't find it, just wait at the door, usually a small dried fish can be called down, these two days to add more!" β
Wen Fan listened, and also felt itchy, I didn't see Xiaobao for two days, and now that I see it, I can't wait to go back and hold the cat in my arms and kiss it well.
He put the shell painting aside and said softly: "Xiaobao, Dad will go back in two days, and I will go back to make you chicken balls to eat." β
Xiaobao meowed in response, rubbing him across the screen.
Wen Fan also kissed it across the screen.
The cheek was pinched by a big hand, Wen Fan turned around and saw Shao Yisui stretching out his other hand to take the phone away.
"Then it's going to be troublesome for Aunt Liu to take care of the cat these days."
"Mr. Shao, where are you, don't you say that I will take care of Xiaobao, you and Fanfan, just relax and relax, play for a few more days, everything at home has me."
Aunt Liu was afraid of disturbing Shao Yi's easy-going and Wenfan's one-person world, so after saying a few words, she took Xiaobao to the kitchen to cook cat food for it.
After hanging up the phone, Wen Fan was still held in his arms by Shao Yi with the mobile phone, and the other side of his face was also pinched.
Wen Fan took his hand away with amusement and asked, "Come back so quickly, what did Mr. Li and Jiang Ci say to you just now?" β
"Invite us to the hot springs."
Shao Yi turned off his mobile phone, put the screen on the desktop, and lowered his eyes to look at the person in his arms: "Do you want to go?" β
Wen Fan just shot it off
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The escape failed, so I had to wait obediently.
He replied in a good temper: "It's okay, anyway, the shell painting is done, nothing else, so go now?" β
Wen Fan has always been such a talkative character, and he may not be really angry when he is rounded and flattened, as if he has endless patience.
The more this is the case, the softer Shao Yisui's heart becomes.
He didn't go back to the hot springs, but said, "If you want a cat, I'll ask Secretary Qin to take it." β
Wen Fan blinked: "Let Xiaobao come here?" He paused, tilted his head to look at the eyebrows of the man in front of him and laughed, "What's wrong with you today?" In the past, if I accompany Xiaobao for a while, you will be jealous, and I will be biased, but now I have made a special trip to spare time to accompany you, why do you still want to bring Xiaobao? Transsexual? β
The young man's eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and his beautiful face is full of lively joy.
Shao Yi was suffocated, and he had the urge to kiss him.
"What kind of god?"
Wen Fanxue learned the lawsuit in his hand, raised his hand and pinched his face.
"No need, Xiaobao is fine at home, we can't take good care of the island, I'm afraid it will be stressed, and we'll go back in two days, but you, Mr. Shao, have been working overtime day and night for so long, just take a good rest, worry so much."
"Let's go, go to the hot springs, Mr. Li and Jiang Ci are waiting for us."
After Wen Fan finished speaking, he withdrew from his arms, and as soon as he moved, Shao Yi immediately came back to his senses, and most of the charm in his heart was scattered.
also suddenly realized that the only person who has this kind of mind is himself.
Shao Yi couldn't say the heat in his heart, and he needed a word to dissipate the warmth.
He said, "I want to make you happy." β
Wen Fan: "I know, I know your thoughts, let's go." β
The heat didn't dissipate at all, and the two of them soon arrived at the hotter hot spring pool.
Li Jiang and Jiang Ci went in with them for a while, and they had already gone in, and when Wen Fan and Shao Yi went back after changing their clothes after the shower, they heard something that they shouldn't have heard.
Fortunately, the soup pools are all independent, and you can hear the sound but not see the people.
Wen Fan stopped at the door and looked at the soup pool very uncertainly.
Just then, a whispered voice came from next door.
"Fanfan and Mr. Shao, are they really not coming?"
"I guess it's been so long."
Jiang Ci was probably relieved, and kissed him with a "bang", and the voice came here, and Wen Fan couldn't advance or retreat now.
The roots of his ears were on fire, and he reached out to pull Shao Yishou, and his voice was very low: "Don't bubble, let's go." β
"There is also an outdoor hot spring pool......
"Be quiet."
Wen Fan's voice was a little anxious, and his head was about to be buried under Shao Yisui's arm, pulling people back.
It was only when he walked all the way to the dressing room that he breathed a sigh of relief.
It was also at this time that Wen Fan realized that his concerns were right before, Qiao Yanzhong AMOS and Li Jiang Jiangci were really married, and they naturally came out for a honeymoon vacation, and there were pink bubbles and yellow bubbles everywhere.
And he is different from Shao Yisui, caught between these people, and can't avoid this embarrassing situation.
Wen Fan said while loosening the straps of the bathrobe, "I don't think we're still there."
() It's so embarrassing to be with Mr. Qiao and Mr. Li, isn't there a theater in the attic? Let's go to the movies so we don't bump into each other again. β
As he spoke, Wen Fan's bathrobe had already taken off half of it, slid down, and hung halfway around his arms, revealing his thin and fair back.
He opened the closet to get his clothes, and a pair of butterfly bones were sharp and beautiful.
Shao Yi didn't speak, leaning against the wardrobe, his body relaxed, but his eyes looked at Wen Fan with a heavy look.
"Separate invitations are always like this, Mr. Li and Mr. Qiao, they can ...... when they are together"
He took out his clothes and handed them to Shao Yisui.
"Yours."
Shao Yi moved quickly, and quickly changed it, Wen Fan was a little slower, and as soon as he took out his clothes and put down the hanger, Shao Yi reached over and caught the bathrobe for him.
"Don't you like the vibe? Or is it that some of the behaviors of Li Jiang and Qiao Yanzhong and their partners make you feel uncomfortable? β
Wen Fan was stunned by his question: "Huh? β
Then he took off his bathrobe and put on his shirt in a daze, following Shao Yi's movements: "No, I just think we are a little out of place, Mr. Li and they are affectionate, they just got married, and they are still in the honeymoon period, it is normal for people to be intimate, of course I don't feel uncomfortable......"
"It's you."
Wen Fan paused, and raised his eyes to look into his eyes: "I've been worried that you don't fit in, and I haven't figured it out after thinking about it for a few days, why did you agree to Mr. Li's invitation to come to the island for a vacation, if it's just a work exchange, there are many opportunities, there is no need to come to this kind of occasion." β
He had always known that Shao Yisui did not accept homosexuality, but this time Shao Yisui not only came, but also got along very happily with Li Jiang Qiao Yanzhong, no matter how you look at it, it is abnormal.
And Shao Yi knows best with this person's temperament, a bad temper is still a trivial matter, and he is deviant in his bones, and he doesn't have any affection for the things he doesn't like, so Wen Fan is even more strange.
Shao Yi followed...... You don't have anything else, do you? β
Of course, Shao Yisui had other things, and it was still a big deal, but he didn't think it was a wise choice to reveal the fact that he might have bent over him to Wen Fan now.
Shao Yi floated and pressed down with the words in his heart, floated up and down, couldn't hold it down, and changed his words when he came to his mouth.
"I you off a few days ago, we had a cold war for several days, you ignored me, I thought you could have fun and forgive me if you came here to have fun."
Wen Fan's first reaction when he heard this explanation was to laugh.
"What...... Was it just because of this? Didn't I make it clear to you before I came? I don't like the Cold War, I'm worried about you. β
Shao Yisui still wanted to test something, and after changing his clothes, Wen Fan chuckled and pushed his shoulder and walked out: "Let's just say that you are naΓ―ve, what is the reason for this, forget it, let's go quickly, let's go to the movies, the theater in the attic heard Jiang Ci say yesterday, everything is available." β
Shao Yi's words could only be swallowed back.
The theater in the attic is indeed as Jiang Ci said, with everything available, not only eating, drinking and having fun, but also a big bed, a big wall cabinet, and toys with a big wall cabinet.
Wen Fan complained bitterly, slammed the door shut before Shao Yi came over, and pushed him to another theater.
Fortunately, the theater here is quite normal, although the space is not large, but it is indeed a positive
After the appearance of the theater, there is nothing strange that Wen Fan can't look at directly.
He and Shao Yi leaned back in their chairs, picking out the movies they wanted to watch from the electronic screen.
There are a lot of movies in the library, most of them are very classic, Wen Fan and Shao Yi have basically seen them, his fingers slowly slid on it, and he didn't find what he was interested in, but slipped to a cover with a large scale.
The two men hugged each other β‘β‘ all over their bodies, and the parts that should be covered were not covered much, looming, and the darkness was full of meaning.
Wen Fan was stunned, silently raised his eyes and looked at Shao Yisui, he didn't see anything wrong from his expression, he hurriedly slid down, and accidentally clicked on a very fresh movie in the hurry, with a blue sky and green land on the cover, like a literary movie.
The dots were all clicked, Wen Fan's fingers stopped, and Chi asked, "Is it okay?" ()β
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The young man called his name, as if he had given some kind of amnesty, and Shao Yi was a little more natural with this, and leaned over and whispered, "Are you tired of picking up shells in the afternoon?" β
Wen Fan: "Hmm. β
"Then go back and rest, it's not too early."
It was already nine o'clock when they finished painting the shells, went to the hot spring pool to poke a few yellow bubbles, and came to the theater to watch a movie, and it was really late.
Wen Fan shook his head lightly: "Look, it's all here, don't worry, I'll squint for a while." β
His voice became lower and lower, and finally leaned on Shao Yisui's shoulder and said, "Let me lean on it." β
The young man's face pillowed up, and his warm and soft breath sprayed, and Shao Yi warmed up with the piece of skin he touched through the expensive fabric of his shirt.
After a moment, he shouted, "Fanfan." β
Wen Fan snorted in a low voice in response, and Shao Yi instantly passed an electric bolt on his body, and his whole body became soft.
He knew he was wrong, and from the moment he was sure of his mind, he was no longer him.
Every cell in the body seems to have been broken up and reorganized, branded with a mark called Wen Fan, this person is entangled with him through a thin layer of flesh, the most
A simple action can trigger the butterfly effect of a mountain and a tsunami.
It's completely different from before.
Shao Yi then realized that his dullness had come back with Wen Fan's behavior of crossing the line, and it filled his mind, becoming a new fire, burning every inch of his nerves.
() He has kissed and smelled,
It's a hug that smells complicated,
Those things that he is crazy about wanting to do to Wen Fan have already been done, but at that time, he didn't think so, and when he finally reacted, these things could not be done without pressure and without fear.
He shattered their agreement to marry, and suddenly gave birth to a sense of betrayal, especially when Wen Fan didn't like men.
"How long is the movie......"
Wen Fan's pillow was a little uncomfortable, and he muttered in a different direction.
"There's still an hour." Shao Yi turned around with Chao Wenfan, half-hugged the person into his arms, and asked him to lean against his neck, "Is this more comfortable?" β
"Hmmm......"
Wen Fan has always trusted him as a friend, and he shouldn't have lived up to Wen Fan's trust, but the more Wen Fan trusted him, the more he liked it and went crazy.
"Sleep in peace, I'm here."
Shao Yi spoke for a moment, and Wen Fan breathed for a long time.
Later, I don't know what plot the movie played, and the whole theater went dark, which lasted for about five seconds.
These five seconds of darkness are enough to subtly grow countless ambiguities and palpitations.
The itch of his neck was tickled by breathing, and he couldn't help but lower his head and couldn't help but get close to the sleeping youth.
"Complicated ......"
Shao Yi raised his hand and ran it over the long eyelashes of the person in his arms, and then slowly lowered it towards his lips.
At this moment, the hall suddenly lit up again, and Shao Yisui's movements came to an abrupt end.
Wen Fan was also awakened by the light, he touched the man's fingers in a daze, gently pressed the back of his hand, and whispered, "Is there something on my face?" β
Shao Yisui: "...... Dust. β
Wen Fan nodded, let go of his hand, and after a moment he yawned and sat up straight: "I'm asleep, where is the movie?" β
Shao Yi knows wherever he wants.
Fortunately, the movie was broadcast at a critical moment, and the two protagonists were talking about life and ideals one second, and the next second they hugged each other and kissed inseparably, and soon rolled into bed.
There is no need for Shao Yi to say it, Wen Fan also knows where to act.
He really didn't expect that the second half of the movie, which was so fresh and literary at the beginning, couldn't tell what was being talked about, was like a wild horse on the loose, and the two male bodies were rolling together intuitively and enthusiastically, Wen Fan just wanted to find a crack.
"Shao Yi followed." Wen Fan coughed lightly: "Go back." β
How could he take Shao Yi to see this kind of thing, it was too terrifying.
And then the scarier ones came.
Shao Yi grabbed his hand and said, "Let's finish reading." β
Read?
Watch the two protagonists roll the sheets?
Wen Fan blinked in a daze, Shao Yi looked at him, and there was a complexity in his eyes that Wen Fan couldn't read.
Wen Fan asked, "What's wrong?" β
Shao Yi grabbed him and leaned back in his chair, looking like he didn't plan to leave, and said, "Suddenly a little curious, let's take a look." β
Shao Yi stared at him the whole time he said this, Wen Fan sighed in his heart, and pursed his lower lip.
Half-tentatively whispered, "What are you curious about these things for?" Is it because I have watched too much Mr. Li and Mr. Qiao in the past two days? β
Shao Yisui: "Not exactly. β
"Not all?"
Shao Yi followed the Adam's apple
Uncontrollably rolled (),
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But he didn't ask any more.
But not asking doesn't mean it's not embarrassing, and in the second half, Wen Fan finally understood the routine of the movie.
The routine of tricking straight men into killing them.
In the remaining thirty minutes, the two protagonists rolled on the bed almost all the time, kissing and kissing, and the sound of saliva in 3D surrounding, Bili Jiang and Jiang Ci kissed wildly in the hot spring pool.
And Shao Yi's face was deep, and his index finger was slightly bent under his lips, as if he was looking at the screen and was distracted.
Wen Fanbai was worried, and when he finally left the attic, only he had weak legs and a red face and couldn't walk.
After returning to the room, Wen Fan avoided Shao Yi and went into the bathroom, and took an hour's bath before coming out, he changed into pajamas, and the irritability aroused by the movie finally dissipated.
He sucked the water from the roots of his hair with a towel while looking for Shao Yisui, and finally saw the figure on the balcony outside the large floor-to-ceiling glass door.
The temperature of the island near midnight dropped a lot, and the hidden glass door was blown open and closed by the sea breeze.
Helpless, he dried his hair and took a coat from the closet.
"What do you think? Isn't it cold when it's so windy outside? β
Wen Fan pushed open the door and walked over, handed him the coat, but Shao Yi leaned over directly, the meaning was obvious, Wen Fan laughed, stood on tiptoe slightly and put it on him.
"Only one piece?" Shao Yi frowned.
Wen Fan's body is slender, his pajamas are loose, and when the sea breeze blows, only a handful of waists are instantly outlined.
He reached out for Shao Yi and put his coat together, and said with a smile: "I didn't plan to stand outside and accompany you all the time to blow the wind, I will go back after giving me the coat, so I didn't take ......."
Before the words fell, Wen Fan was put into his coat by the person in front of him, and he strictly blocked the wind blowing.
Shao Yi didn't know where his temper came from, his two arms clamped around his waist like iron hoops, locked firmly, and tilted his head to look at him.
"What did you say? If you have no conscience, I want you to accompany me. β
Wen Fan was hugged by him a few steps forward, clinging to it, he stretched out his hand to support Shao Yisui's chest, and said with a sullen smile: "Virtue." β
Shao Yi lowered his eyes, and when he saw the young man laughing, his heart instantly softened again, and he gently pinched him: "What are you muttering to me?" Be louder. β
Wen Fanyi said: "I said, virtue, say you are naΓ―ve, say you are pestering." β
"It's not what you're used to."
Wen Fan: "I didn't, nonsense." β
Shao Yisui: "You have." β
Wen Fan didn't argue with him about this kind of meaningless childish words, leaned back, and changed the subject: "After Jiang Zi Amos and I left last night, what did Mr. Qiao say to you?" β
Shao Yi fluttered his eyelids almost inaudibly.
"You weren't quite right when I went to look for you...... Shao Yisui, if there is anything you can't figure out, you can talk to me. β
Sensing that the arm clasped around his waist was tighter, Wen Fan picked up a hand, grabbed the side of the man's cheek, lifted it, and then tilted his head to look into his eyes.
"Don't you know? It's very obvious when you have something on your mind, since you were a child, I guess it's not a matter of work...... Well, does it have anything to do with me? β
() Shao Yisui was silent for a long time.
"He said a lot of things about him and Amos when they were kids (),
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Covering up the more and more full emotions, he lowered his body and buried himself in Wen Fan's neck socket, a cool soft fragrance poured into his nose, it was the gardenia that had been smelled thousands of times, blown and blown by the sea breeze, and only the tail note remained.
"Complicated."
Wen Fan's voice was soft: "Here you are." β
"I ...... I remember when you were sixteen years old, you went to Port City to participate in a competition, and that time you walked for a long time, and you were gone...... Maybe a month, I happened to be very busy at that time, I couldn't go to you, so we didn't see each other for a month, I knew you for so long, except for the years in college, that was the longest time we were apart. β
"You've been practicing, you're in the competition, and if I call you, you won't be able to answer for a few minutes."
Shao Yisui's voice was a little hoarse: "I miss you very much, especially I want to, I had insomnia almost every night in the month you left, and I also had an illness, and since then, I have been very afraid of separating from you." β
Wen Fan didn't expect him to say this.
When he went to Hong Kong City to compete that year, he was really busy, 14 hours a day, he spent almost 10 hours in the piano room, or he was competing again, and Shao Yisui had something to do with every time he called.
He could hear Shao Yisui's resentment full of dissatisfaction, and he always had to say a few beautiful words to coax people away, he knew that Shao Yi thought about him, and he also thought about Shao Yisui, but he really didn't know that Shao Yisui was still sick during that time.
Wen Fan patted him on the back: "Then I promise you that I won't be separated from you for so long in the future, okay?" β
Shao Yisui: "Lie to me." β
Wen Fan smiled: "Where did I lie to you?" β
"Won't you get married?"
Wen Fan was stunned.
"After getting married, you naturally have to separate."
Wen Fan subconsciously replied: "You can also ...... after getting married"
Before he finished speaking, he crashed into Shao Yisui's eyes, and the man straightened up, just looking at him, chasing his gaze.
Wen Fan suddenly couldn't speak.
He changed his words: "It's too early to get married, let's talk about it, at least now that we are in Cloud City, what do you want to do so much?" β
Shao Yi fell silent.
Wen Fan is well aware of the difficulty of this promise to be fulfilled in the days to come, not to mention that they may all get married separately, and even if they don't get married, no one will never be separated.
But he didn't expect it to come so soon, let alone get married or not, he didn't even finish the resort on the island before he was called away by a phone call.
Some time ago, when he and Shao Yi were in the Cold War, there was a special student in the piano shop, who was not very old, but extremely talented, and he never forgot to read the piano scores.
Wen Fan was very impressed with him, and he was a pity for his talents, but this time the student went to Hong Kong City to participate in the competition in a very novel form, so when the student's parents said that they wanted to ask him to do the last pre-competition guidance in the past two days, Wen Fan did not hesitate to respond.
He has guided many students over the years, whether it is technical guidance or psychological counseling has experience, parents sent him a copy of the electronic version of the rules of the innovation competition, Wen Fan probably read it, more interested in this competition.
Because the time is relatively tight, so Wen Fan booked a ticket to Hong Kong City at nine o'clock in the morning on the first day, first cut and then played, Shao Yi was full of lawsuits, these days he and Wen Fan are on vacation on the island, and the work is as high as a mountain, and there is no time to go to Hong Kong City, so I can't wait to detain people directly and not be allowed to go.
Wen Fan knew that he was at a loss, and he just promised Shao Yi to follow the matter and turned around and broke his promise, so he comforted him for a while.
Originally, Shao Yi had to send him to Hong Kong City in person, but he couldn't laugh or cry when he heard Fan, and when he called Secretary Qin to arrange a plane, he deducted his mobile phone, which was another good talk and persuasion.
Shao Yi was like something, Wen Fan was laughing and helpless, and promised him that he would accompany him well when he came back to barely stabilize people.
Early on the first morning, Wen Fan left the island.
Shao Yisui completely lost the idea of vacation, what he said in front of Wen Fan before was "It's okay to waste a little time", as soon as Wen Fan left, time was immediately precious, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were unhappy, and he began to deal with work with his head stuffy.
Among them, the happiest person is Ming Jiyang, who looks lively and energetic, so that he is not the only one on the island now.
Li Jiang is still righteous, after Wen Fan left, he also showed affection and excitement with Jiang Ci from time to time, but saved a game of mahjong, and wanted to deliberately lose a few games to make people happy, but after a few rounds, he was disgraced by Shao Yi.
This person without a wife is like eating gunpowder, and he can explode at any point, and he can't be provoked.!
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