74 Pregnancy (1)
Wen Fan felt that his body was not quite right recently, and he couldn't tell exactly when it started, but it had been going on for a short time when he reacted.
At first, he had some insomnia, fell asleep very late, and always woke up in the middle of the night, but Wen Fan didn't take it to heart, because since that night, Wen Fan still remembered some pictures more or less, even if he and Shao Yi said that he would forget, but this kind of thing was not under his control.
Every time he woke up from a dream, there was a tingling sensation on his body, and it would take him a long time to uncover it.
Later, not only insomnia, he always felt very tired, he couldn't sleep at night, he couldn't wake up during the day, several times he was obviously nesting on the sofa to read, but he didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, the sky was dark, his whole body was sleepy and tired, drowsy, and he seemed to be able to sleep for a long time, and there were countless such cases.
Wen Fan didn't particularly care about it until he started to lose food.
One day, Aunt Liu suddenly said unintentionally: "Fanfan has lost weight recently, and his chin has become sharper." Wen Fancai was shocked to realize that he went to weigh himself, and he weighed five pounds thinner than last month.
He didn't dare to delay like this any longer, so he and Aunt Liu ordered some of his favorite dishes, thinking about making up for it, who thought that he would vomit after eating, nausea and retching all night, and finally the food in his stomach was about equal to nothing.
It was too obvious that something was wrong with his body, and Shao Yi also found out.
Shao Yi came back very early that night, looking at the posture to watch him eat dinner, Wen Fan put two bowls and a plate in front of him, containing porridge and side dishes, as well as fried golden and crispy chicken legs, Shao Yi was peeling shrimp for him, Wen Fan drank crucian carp soup with a sullen head.
It's a very sumptuous dinner, a table full of people, as long as Wen Fan has eaten and said that the dishes are delicious, he has made a dish, but Wen Fan just has no appetite.
Shao Yi watched as he slowly scooped the soup from the bowl and handed the peeled shrimp to his mouth.
"Fanfan, eat the shrimp."
Wen Fan pursed his lips and looked up at him: "I...... I don't really want to eat it. ”
Shao Yisui: "Obedient, just eat this one." ”
Wen Fan hesitated for a moment, but still opened his mouth obediently, thinking that he would eat one and eat one, but as soon as he took a small bite, his stomach began to churn, obviously Wen Fan used to love to eat the prawns made by Aunt Liu, but now this taste only makes him sick to his stomach.
He jerked his head away and covered his mouth.
Shao Yi threw down the shrimp and gloves, and his face became solemn: "What's the matter?" ”
Wen Fan covered his mouth and shook his head, his stomach twitched like a spasm, he forcibly suppressed the menacing nausea, so that his throat began to hurt, his heart was suffocated, and tears came out.
After pressing it for a minute, he still couldn't hold it down, so he got up and ran towards the bathroom.
The stomach was tumbling, Wen Fan thought he would vomit, but when he lay on the side of the toilet, he was still retching, his hand was supporting the shelf next to him, and his joints were white.
Didn't spit out anything.
Wen Fan was almost exhausted, he gasped, physiological tears welling up in his eyes, dripping down the tip of his nose.
The door opened again, Shao Yi followed, and saw Wen Fan almost kneeling on the ground, the whole person shrunk, walked over quickly, reached out to hold the person, and gently wiped his tears.
Wait for him to slow down a bit
asked, "Are you done throwing up?" ”
I can't say anything uncomfortable,
Only nodded slightly.
Shao Yi picked him up and walked out: "I contacted Dr. Chen,
He came over soon to check it out. ”
Wen Fan was bored in his arms and didn't speak.
Shao Yi went upstairs with the hugging person, carrying the weight of the young man in his arms, and his heart sank to the bottom, he actually found out that the person had lost so much weight now, and he couldn't help but think of the night a month ago.
is so intense, could Wen Fan be ...... his body damaged by him?
During this time, his heart was wavering, he always felt weak, and he deliberately distanced himself from Wen Fan, and no longer pestered people to sleep together, so he also ignored Wen Fan's physical condition, but he didn't expect it to be so serious today.
He carried Wen Fan back to his room, put him on the bed, and poured him a glass of warm water.
"Drink some hot water to warm your stomach first."
Wen Fan held the cup silently, Shao Yi felt a pain in his mouth, took him into his arms, and rubbed his soft hair one by one: "Don't be afraid." ”
There was an almost inaudible "um" sound.
Dr. Chen came quickly, took a simple instrument to examine Wen Fan, and asked him, "Are there any other symptoms besides nausea and not being able to eat?" ”
Wen Fan's face was still a little pale, and he said softly: "Some time ago, the insomnia was a little serious, and I couldn't sleep at night, and then I was very tired during the day, and I felt that my body was very heavy and a little drowsy. ”
Dr. Chan nodded in understanding and continued to examine him.
Wen Fan lowered his eyes, and suddenly noticed Shao Yisui's gaze, the man twisted his eyebrows, his mood was written on his face, Wen Fan looked at him and gently hooked his fingers.
Pursing his lips and chuckling: "Don't frown, it's okay." ”
Shao Yi grabbed his hand and rubbed it.
After the examination, Dr. Chen was silent for a while and said, "At present, Mr. Wen's body is fine, nausea and nausea cannot be eaten, it cannot be ruled out that it is a digestive system disease, such as chronic gastritis, peptic ulcer, etc., insomnia may be caused by too much stress, did something happen some time ago?" Or if there is a place where the mood is not going well, it may be the trigger. ”
"But this is only a preliminary diagnosis, I only brought the most basic facilities and instruments, for the sake of insurance, let's wait for Mr. Wen to come to the hospital for a full body physical examination, so that I can make further judgments."
Dr. Chen only gave this result, which cannot be said to be good or bad, in short, Shao Yi could not let go of his hanging heart.
In the evening, he didn't let Wen Fan leave, fed him a simple drink of light vegetable porridge, and was slightly relieved to see his face ruddy.
He gently rubbed Wen Fan's stomach with his hot hand, and asked in a low voice, "Is there anything uncomfortable now?" ”
Wen Fan shook his head.
Retching and nausea are only intermittent symptoms, and they will suddenly be very uncomfortable, but after that, they will get better again, and they will be fine.
He said: "It's really fine, maybe it's just that I ate too much shrimp before and I got hurt from eating, maybe I'll love it again after a while." ”
Shao Yi stared at Wen Fan with his gaze, his tense nerves couldn't relax, he hugged him and buried him in his neck, his lips rubbing the flesh around his neck heavily.
Wen Fan laughed and patted him.
This night, Wen Fan was held in Shao Yi's arms, and he unexpectedly did not suffer from insomnia, he fell asleep early and slept until dawn.
Shao Yi didn't go to the company today, he pushed off two important meetings, asked Secretary Qin to postpone all work, and heard him answer two phone calls on the way to the hospital.
He knew that Shao Yi was busy, so he only prayed that there was really nothing wrong with him.
Dr. Chen's private hospital is not located in the city center, and the surrounding area is very secluded and the environment is good.
After Wen Fan arrived, Dr. Chen began to help him do a whole body physical examination, blood routine, liver and kidney function, electrocardiogram, etc., and also did a tumor marker examination, and the general result report takes two to three days to get it, but today it came out quickly.
In the SVIP lounge, Dr. Chen hurriedly knocked on the door with a report and entered.
At that time, Shao Yi was holding Wen Fan to warm his stomach, and during the time after the physical examination, Wen Fan retched again, he didn't know what he smelled, his stomach turned over again, and his eyes were red with tears.
Dr. Chen didn't know how to speak, so he hesitated for a while and said, "Mr. Wen's HCG is not very high, and the normal value of human chorionic gonadotropin is generally less than 5 IU \\liters, but Mr. Wen's report shows that ......"
The man frowned and looked over, Dr. Chen: "Up to more than 4,000." ”
This value is really high, and Dr. Chen does not dare to be sloppy: "Mr. Wen should do another relevant examination." ”
Half an hour later, several more reports came out, ruling out a series of related diseases such as cryptorchidism, choriocarcinoma and seminoma.
Dr. Chan's brow furrowed, this was the first time he had encountered such a situation.
If there are no related diseases, then there is only one reason why the HCG value is so high.
"I think...... Mr. Wen may also need to do an abdominal ultrasound. ”
Wen Fan was stunned.
He wouldn't be unaware of the hidden meaning behind this.
Dr. Chen gave the vaccination in advance: "I didn't think about it at first, but now all the test results have come out and there is no problem, so I can't rule ......it out."
Wen Fan didn't know what was wrong, so he was stunned and asked, "Are you pregnant?" ”
Dr. Chan nodded.
There was a sudden silence in the air.
After having the possible directions, the inspection went smoothly and the results came out quickly.
It's pregnant.
Forty-three days.
This result was undoubtedly an atomic bomb, which exploded between Wen Fan and Shao Yisui, they both agreed to forget the events of that night, and they could still be each other's most cherished friends, but now they said that because of that night, they had a child.
Even though the child was still a germ with nothing.
I forgot when I went home, and when Wen Fan's thoughts came back to the cage, he was in the room, quietly nesting at the head of the bed.
Shao Yi walked by his side without leaving him, his eyes locked on him.
Wen Fan blinked his eyes, saw the man's eyes red, and said softly: "Shao Yi ...... with you"
What else did he want to say, Shao Yisui suddenly hugged him into his arms, his voice was hoarse and dull, he seemed to have not spoken for many years, and his tone was chaotic and eager: "Fanfan......"
Wen Fan was hugged by him a little painfully, and his bones were about to break, so he snorted: "It hurts, you hug it lightly." ”
Shao Yi instantly relaxed his strength, but did not let go
Open him.
......The man's voice was so hoarse that he could barely hear the original voice (),
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The whole person circled him, and his muscles were as stretched as a stimulant beast.
He just called Wen Fan's name one by one and didn't say anything.
Wen Fan leaned against the side of his face, looking up at the ceiling.
He didn't know how to describe his current mood, the panic and fear that he imagined should have were gone, but strangely peaceful.
He has a relatively soft personality since he was a child, and he is easy to accept and let go of everything, and he is pregnant...... It means that he is going to have a child of his own.
Very surprised, even faintly surprised, his emotions are too complicated to be summed up in a simple word, he has always been very clear about his sexuality, he thought that he would never have children of his own in his life.
The moment Shao Yi called out his name, Wen Fan had already thought of all the solutions, Shao Yi Sui didn't like men, Wen Fan wouldn't force him to accept it, they were all independent individuals, that night was an accident, since Wen Fan would allow things to happen, then he couldn't take this matter as a condition for entanglement.
He didn't want to make things too ugly, he could have left with this little guy, and he also had the conditions to raise a child.
Wen Fan slowly passed these thoughts in his mind, and suddenly there was a tingling pain in his neck, and he came back to his senses.
Shao Yi took a bite of him.
Neither do the smells
Angry, tilted his head, patted him gently, and said in a gentle voice: "What's wrong?" ”
Shao Yisui didn't know what was wrong with him, he only knew that he was distressed, it was not clear how hard it was to be pregnant, he held Wen Fan on the tip of his heart and spoiled him, how could he be willing to suffer like this, but he was very excited, unprecedentedly excited, and his body's reaction could not be faked.
He was shaking, and his breathing was heavy and rapid.
Wen Fan has their child, does it mean that there is a bond between him and Wen Fan that can no longer be pulled, and it means that he can let Wen Fan stay by his side forever.
His lips rubbed against the delicate flesh between his neck, which was sweet and soft.
"Complicated...... Complicated ......"
Shao Yi called his name over and over again, as if he couldn't get tired of calling him.
Wen Fan thought that Shao Yi was blaming himself, thinking that he couldn't make a decision, and after thinking about it, he reached out and hugged him back and opened his mouth.
"I think...... This doesn't mean anything Shao Yishou, you don't have to have any pressure, I also have the ability to raise the child until our agreement expires...... Well, I thought about it, I kind of want to go to Xicheng to develop, the scenery is good over there, and I am recuperating there. ”
"When the child is born, you will still be my best friend, it really doesn't matter, you can be the child's uncle......"
The more Shao Yi listened, the more wrong he became, he was the child's uncle?
Which man is Wen Fan looking for to be the father of the child??
His eyebrows were twisted so that he could catch mosquitoes, and when he saw that Wen Fan was about to say, he whispered: "Wen Fan." ”
He called Wen Fan's name, and gritted his teeth a little: "Do you want to listen to what you are talking about?" The child is mine, let the child call me uncle? How dare you? ”
Wen Fan blinked his eyes dumbfoundedly.
Shao Yi hugged him very domineeringly, emphasizing word by word: "The child's father can only be me."
() Where do you want to run? ”
Wen Fan: "I don't have ......"
Shao Yisui interrupted him: "You are not allowed to go anywhere, you are not allowed to go anywhere, you are going to the West City and the East City, it is in Cloud City, it is by my side, and you are not allowed to leave my sight for half a step." ”
Wen Fan was amused by his domineering tone: "Why don't you understand the good words, don't I want you to be stressed?" ”
Shao Yi let out a somewhat annoyed "tsk", lowered his head and bit his face.
"Why can't you understand the good words?"
Wen Fan's "hiss" sound: "It hurts, why are you biting me?" ”
Shao Yi was unreasonable: "Besides, I will bite you." ”
Wen Fan sat in his arms with a muffled voice, and stopped talking, Shao Yi's eyes stared at him tightly, looking at the baby, Wen Fan couldn't help it: "I'm ......"
Shao Yi's gaze sank, and Wen Fan sighed: "Okay, you listen to me." ”
"I think we all have our own lives, we are all independent individuals, and there is no need to be forced to tie up because of our children."
Shao Yisui understood what Wen Fan meant.
Wen Fan said that there was no need to tie up the premise that he was unwilling to admit the child, Wen Fan thought of all the ways out for him, as long as he didn't accept it, then Wen Fan could leave with the child at any time, as if these things had never happened.
But.
"Who said I was forced?"
Shao Yi frowned, his fingers gently rubbed his crimson and full lips, and asked again, "Who told you that I was unwilling to accept this child?" ”
The young man was speechless, looking a little pitiful, his eyes soft and simple.
Shao Yi closed his eyes and took a heavy breath.
"Wen Fan, is my character so unbearable in your heart? It's so unbearable that I don't want to have my own children because of my sex? Even if it's someone else......"
Shao Yi stopped abruptly when he said this, because he knew that there would be no one else, but the young man in front of him really made him angry, and he paused for two seconds before continuing: "Even if it is someone else, I will not accept it, not to mention that this person is you, you give me to stay here obediently, I am the father of the child, no matter when, the child can only call me father." ”
Wen Fan seemed to have a lot of things he didn't understand, his eyelashes trembled, and he pursed his mouth and nodded.
He can understand Shao Yisui's mood, what he doesn't understand is that after the child is born, how should their relationship be defined, Shao Yisui is not allowed to leave, then he will stay here, he can do it, but the child calls him dad, Shao Yi is called his father, what are the two of them?
If your child asks one day, how will they answer? You can't tell your child that you were an accident, it's too much.
Thinking of this, Wen Fan opened his mouth again: "Shao Yi ...... with you"
Shao Yi was really afraid that he would say anything about taking the child away, so he interrupted in advance: "You can say anything except the topic of the child." ”
Wen Fan: "......"
He stopped talking, but Shao Yi was casual but soft-hearted, his big hand fell on his hair, looked at him and said helplessly: "Say it." ”
Wen Fan: "Nine months later, the child is born, and we ...... What kind of relationship does it have? ”
Shao Yi's gaze froze on the young man's face, Wen Fan seemed to be very distressed, there was a rare sadness on his beautiful and fair face, and he frowned slightly: "Do you want to tell the child directly that we are friends?" ”
Shao Yi was silent
After a long time, he actually wanted to say, you can not tell your children that we are friends, if you want, you can also tell your children that we are lovers and partners.
When this thought flooded his mind, Shao Yisui found that this seemed to be the result he had been looking forward to for a long time, and it seemed to ...... That's how it should be.
He has always felt that he doesn't like men, but Wen Fan can, even if he pretends that he is willing, what he is afraid of is that Wen Fan will not agree.
"Forget it, take your time."
Wen Fan had a gentle smile on his face again: "It's still early, it's only a month, and it will take many years to wait until the child is born, and then wait until he is sensible." ”
Shao Yisui's thoughts came to an abrupt halt.
Wen Fan pulled his sleeve: "I'm a little hungry." ”
Such a big thing ups and downs, like a dream, Wen Fan naturally felt hungry and tired when he quieted down, not to mention that he was not only him now.
Shao Yi also woke up like a dream, and put a pillow behind his waist for him to lean on: "It'll be fine in a while." ”
Wen Fan nodded obediently.
Aunt Liu didn't know the news yet, and she wanted to do it according to Wen Fan's previous taste, so Shao Yi stopped it, and asked Aunt Liu to boil some porridge and make some light side dishes, and then asked Secretary Qin to contact a full-time nutritionist who is very good at studying pregnancy recipes.
Secretary Qin was extremely efficient, and when he arrived first, he asked, "Mr. Shao, which friend did you invite you?" ”
Shao Yisui didn't know why, he didn't want to hide it inexplicably, his tone was as plain as possible: "No, please come to your own home." ”
Secretary Qin: "......?" ”
No.
Wait a minute?!!!! What do you mean???!!
He glared at the other end of the phone: "That...... Is that...... Is that Mr. Wen......? ”
Shao Yi was noncommittal: "Okay, the nutritionist has arrived, I'll go and ask the nutritionist for a recipe." ”
Secretary Qin was stunned by the news, and he didn't react when he hung up the phone.
No?? Yes??
He said that the tone of their Shao Zong just now was wrong, and he was clearly showing off, isn't that ??!
So...... It was they who heard that Mr. Wen was pregnant??!!
My dear mother......
That's big news.
Shao Yi invited the nutritionist to come and docked with Aunt Liu, and then went upstairs with a simple side dish and white porridge, Wen Fan didn't eat well during this time, and he obviously lost a lot of weight, Shao Yi said that it was fake that he was not distressed, so he wanted Wen Fan to eat more and gain weight.
As a result, Wen Fan's reaction was very violent, and he didn't drink much porridge and didn't eat a few bites, so he covered his mouth and ran to the bathroom, he retched so badly that he could hardly get anything into his stomach.
Shao Yi casually felt that he was thinking too simply, but he still thought about pregnancy too simply.
Seeing that the young man's eyes were full of tears, panting heavily, and the whole person was stiff in discomfort, Shao Yi's thought flashed in his mind that he might just beat the child out.
He hugged Wen Fan and gave him a smooth breath.
When he spoke, his voice was also tight: "Complicated. ”
Wen Fan buried himself in his arms and whispered, "...... It'll be fine in a while...... It's okay Shao Yi to ......"
Shao Yi hugged him tightly.
Where did the people he loved and grew up suffer from this, Shao Yi touched his hair and said in his ear: "Fanfan, put."
Let's knock it out, kid. ”
Smell the excitement,
Relieved a little,
Glaring up at him, "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
Shao Yi followed his head and said in a difficult voice: "I feel sorry for you, I made a mistake, I tossed you, and let you suffer this." ”
Wen Fan paused for a while, and suddenly bit him on the shoulder: "If you say this kind of thing again, I'll leave." ”
Shao Yi's eyes were red, he was really distressed, he touched Wen Fan's face, and said in a dumb voice: "I feel sorry for you, I don't want you to suffer, you still have to go, where are you going?" ”
Wen Fan: "The child is innocent, if you want to beat the child, of course I have to run away with the child, and when you see the child in the future, you should not know it, let him call you uncle." ”
Shao Yi laughed angrily at these words again, and reached out to pinch his face.
Wen Fan frowned and hid to the side: "It hurts." ”
Shao Yi let go of his hand, got up and picked him up.
"Then eat some more, I'll feed you."
Wen Fan pursed his lips and laughed: "It's pretty much the same." ”
After retching once, the reaction was not so strong when he ate again, Shao Yi fed Wen Fan and drank a small half bowl of porridge, but the dish still didn't move a few chopsticks, Wen Fan couldn't smell the smell, and he was about to vomit when he smelled it, so he removed the dishes.
At noon, Aunt Liu also made a new dish, he learned the news of Wen Fan's pregnancy, the whole person was surprised and happy, he couldn't speak, Shao Yi went to Wen Fan to eat and said to Aunt Liu Don't tell his father and mother first, Wen Fan needs to rest quietly during this time, I am afraid that too many people will know and affect Wen Fan.
Aunt Liu also understood very well, and hurriedly went to ponder the knowledge of nutrition during pregnancy.
When Shao Yi went upstairs with the second meal, Wen Fan was already asleep, and the young man slept quietly between the soft pillows.
Shao Yi casually put down the tray in his hand, walked over gently, and put a small blanket on him.
The young man seemed to sense his presence in his sleep, rubbed over in a daze, and hugged his arm, which was cute and beautiful.
Shao Yi looked at Wen Fan with lowered eyes, endured and endured in front of the bed, but finally couldn't hold back, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.
He maintained this position for a long time, reluctant to leave a little.
He muttered, "Complicated ......"
What to do?
He seems to like the current situation very much, as if Wen Fan will stay by his side and become his family for the rest of his life, and there is a common bond between them.
A child of him and Wen Fan.
As soon as he thought of this, Shao Yi's whole body was hot casually, and he couldn't restrain the joy in his heart at all.!