Nie Zhao had never felt that Meng Xun's words were so bad and ugly, like an ice blade, piercing straight into Nie Zhao's fifteen-year-old heart, her body shook with it, her eyes were wide open to look at him, her eyes were full of tears, and a little dazed flashed.

She didn't dare to look for him again, and she had nightmares for a month, vomiting and diarrhea, and was hospitalized for another month, and there was only one thing in the dream, she stood on the rooftop, pushed a girl down, the girl was rescued, and everyone began to cheer.

Then she also jumped down, and fell to her death on the lime floor, her bones were smashed to pieces, and a puddle of rotten flesh spread blood everywhere, and the people around her only felt disgusted and disgusted, and retreated step by step.

The eyes of the people watching in that circle were exactly the same as Meng Xun's.

After half a year of serious illness and initial recovery, Nie Zhao seemed to be a different person, her world began to no longer revolve around Meng Xun, she became flamboyant and wanton, extraordinary extroverted, fun-loving and playful, wantonly squandering her youth, consuming herself, all day long with a group of fox friends who couldn't tell whether it was good or bad, the bar became her frequent place, she didn't drink or smoke, the smell of smoke was unpleasant, and she made mistakes, but she learned to put on makeup and dress up, and fell into all kinds of frenetic and exciting atmospheres half-dead all day long until she went home in the early hours of the morning, and was at ease. It seems that there is no tomorrow.

The photo that exploded on IG was sent by Ge Yuankai at that time, and it was sent a nine-square grid, and the others were a few other friends, just her photo that looked sad and misanthropic became popular.

After playing for a whole year, she went to Phuket with a few friends during the winter vacation, sitting on the deck and watching the snow, maybe an inexplicable sadness hit, Nie Zhao was enjoying what she was going to do in the future, the most beautiful thing she could think of was to jump into the sea, and the other ways to die were too tragic and disgusting.

But she felt that fate should not let her go easily, she killed someone, and she dreamed countless times that Meng Xun and Jiang Ting came to her to ask for her life, and they wanted to repay their debts.

After going back, Wen Yan suddenly told her that Jiang Ting's death had nothing to do with her, and she didn't like Meng Xun at all, because she wanted to get money from Meng Xun, and she was able to enter that school because she had a lot of connections.

Before she died, she sent a WeChat message to Meng Xun.

She cried and said that her parents had borrowed loan sharks, and people came to the door all day long, and her parents had long been eyeing Meng Xun, forcing her to approach Meng Xun and ask Meng Xun for money, she didn't want this, she couldn't live anymore, so she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

At that time, Nie Zhao was just thinking, why did Meng Xun say that she killed her?

Maybe because of that kiss, Jiang Ting knew that she liked Meng Xun, and because she was openly in love, she realized the gap between herself and Meng Xun, and she chose to die.

Of course, the consequences can only be borne by this fuse, Nie Zhao, if she doesn't make it so directly public, maybe things will take a turn for the better.

She is still the same as before, the more she plays, the worse she gets, the less motivated she is, she feels that her bones are about to rot, and her whole person is more mature than her peers, and she is more failed and hopeless.

Not long after the second semester of the second semester of high school started, Ge Yuankai came to her house to play games and found that there was surveillance in her bedroom, more than one.

Nie Zhao had found out before that Wen Yan wanted to take pictures of her and sell her for money after she accidentally got drunk, and she had already grown a heart, locking the door every time she went to sleep, and she didn't dare to drink, but these monitors seemed to have been installed before she moved in.

She didn't tell Wen Yan about the surveillance, but her eyes subconsciously looked at Wu Bin, who was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper and was polite.

Nie Zhao suddenly laughed, laughed out of tears, and walked to the bedroom while wiping the corners of his eyes, and then thought.

This pervert doesn't just want to marry Wen Yan.

She had to take pictures of the magazine, signed a three-year deed of sale with the magazine, and quickly moved out of the house after getting the deposit.

So far, not only has he been quite far away from Meng Xun's family, but he has also cut off contact with Wen Yan's family.

But that's not the end of it.

Outside the window, there was still a violent wind and rain, Nie Zhao sat on the cold floor, the room was dark, she was already night blind, she couldn't see at all, she raised her head and looked at the light above her head because of the thunder, the light flashed and fell on her face, and the scars on her body were a little seeping, one by one as if she was atoning for her previous sins.

She was in terrible pain, and picked up the medicine on the table that had been taken away from Zhao Rui's house, and slammed it directly on her arm and forehead, and another spicy stinging sensation attacked, and by the flickering light, Nie Zhao saw the production date clearly.

It's been a year since it expired.

The last time I vomited, it may not be because of drinking alcohol at all, but because I ate expired instant noodles in their store.

Sooner or later, it will go out of business. Nie Zhao was too lazy to open WeChat to scold him.

The eyes are on the little black cat that has shrunk itself into a ball in the distance, it is still very afraid of people, and it is often nested in the small nest by itself, and it can't run for a while, or maybe it will act in the living room when Nie Zhao is not there.

Nie Zhao took the cat to the hospital to see, and the animal doctor said that it may have been stimulated by something, so it was afraid of people, and it was originally a wild cat, so it was necessary to recuperate slowly, and after waiting for a long time, it would naturally know that it would be close.

The doctor explained to Nie Zhao with difficulty: "Do you know the sequelae of trauma? The cat too, you also said that it lay on the tree for two or three days, and the cat had some abnormal reactions after being violently frightened, and this kind of sequelae...... Like depression in humans? It may take a long time to adjust. ”

"Now there are some psychological problems that are more difficult to treat than physical problems, let alone such a skinny cat."

"If you want to take care of it, you can usually try to get close to it."

"It's a little malnourished, but you can't eat too much at once, control your appetite and take your time."

Whatever.

Why should she try to get close to something that is not ripe?

It's even more difficult to serve than her, did she raise an ancestor and come back?

She lay on the couch and looked at it weakly.

Thinking that it hadn't eaten for so long, the person who couldn't stand up in pain had to stand up again, poured imported cat food for it to drink, and when the weather turned cold, he covered it with a small quilt, and then bent over and covered his stomach and moaned.

It hurts so much, it feels like a stomach puncture, the spine hurts, and there's something in the skull that's jumping and jumping, about to blow up the scalp.

Nie Zhao frowned and felt a dry pain in her throat, and vomited a mouthful of blood from her mouth and flowed to the corner of her mouth, she had never suffered such a crime in her life.

She didn't know if she had paid off the sin of Meng Xun and Jiang Ting, but it seemed that it was time to return Jin Zhuoqi. She wiped the blood from the corners of her mouth and thought with a vacant look in her eyes.

It was April of the previous year, and as with the recent weather, the wind was howling and the typhoons were not stopping.

Nie Zhao's sophomore year of high school was coming to an end, and he moved out of his home for four or five months.

Meng Xun was the end of his freshman year.

She went home one day to celebrate Wen Yan's birthday, and suddenly saw the door of the Meng family next door open, and only after hearing Wen Yan say that Meng Xun came back from school.

When he had a heart attack, the doctor said that it was best to have heart replacement surgery, otherwise he should be mentally prepared this time. For so many years, the Meng family has actually been looking for a heart source for him, but they have never found it.

Nie Zhao thought that she felt guilty about Meng Xun, maybe it was more love, she kept an eye on it, and asked the group of friends around her to help find it.

It may be that God really thinks that she is ashamed of Meng Xun, and she really found it in less than a month, and the matching is very successful, and she can have surgery soon.

The other party is a person with major depression who is about to end his life, and Nie Zhao has visited the girl, who is twenty-four years old this year, and has been working in finance in a private company for two years after graduating from university.

She said that she felt quite happy, although the family was not rich, although her parents divorced and she lived alone, although she did not have a high education and a low salary, she was an optimist.

She wants to make a lot of money, buy an old and dilapidated one in the future, set up a barbecue stall at the gate of a university, and slowly retire for the elderly, she is full of vitality every day and looks forward to a new day of life and a new day of sunshine.

Until one day she found that the pain seemed to be more refreshing than lying in a five-star hotel and eating a French meal, and she began to get used to being alone and used to the world without any sound, to the dark and damp basement, and to the edge of a tall building as if there was always an inexplicable attraction.

She thinks it's really great to be able to die easily without any ties and without causing trouble to anyone, and it's cool and handsome.

She also knew it wasn't right.

Later, she began to commit suicide frequently, waking up crying at night, hugging herself tightly, looking at the cramped and leaky basement with fearful eyes, no one took her away, she was hospitalized, and no one cared, even if there was no "how is it lately", she was completely desperate, signed a donation heart surgery, and decided to consume the last value.

She knew that this was wrong, she knew, she tried desperately to save herself, but it seemed that she was terminally ill when she found out, and no one saved her at the critical moment.

Nie Zhao stood next to him, listened in silence, and asked, "Do you want money?" As much as you want, I'll give it to you. ”

She can take as many pictures as she wants, as long as the face is still valuable.

The girl smiled happily and said, "Thank you, is your name Nie Zhao?" Shall I call thee to call? ”

No one has ever shouted like this, what a crooked nickname.

Nie Zhao said yes.

And the next day, Nie Zhao learned another news.

This heart has been successfully matched with another woman, the woman's son is trying his best to raise money, and even borrowed a high amount of money, and the doctor originally arranged the operation with the other party.

The appearance of Nie Zhao has caused a reversal in this matter.

Her mind suddenly became a little confused.

She secretly went to see the woman again, and saw the woman lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, her face was very vicissitudes, her hair was a little white after being overtired, and she was covered in a tube, exactly like Meng Xun.

But Meng Xun is only 20 years old.

She would have thought so.

Once this idea came to her, she was scared into a cold sweat, and she came out of the ward in a hurry, got off the elevator, and accidentally bumped into a teenager.

At that time, she was wearing a mask and a baseball cap, wrapped tightly all over her body, and she was already well-known in the magazine, so she naturally didn't want to be recognized by others as she was in the hospital.

She didn't look at the boy too much, but remembered that the boy grabbed her arm at that time, his voice was very magnetic, he looked like a pheasant, but his tone was tired and low.

The moment I saw her, there seemed to be a bright light rising in my eyes.

"You...... Don't know me anymore? ”

She looked at him, thinking that it was a bit too exaggerated to be recognized like this, she chuckled and said, "If you want to sign, I can sign it for you, I just brought a pen, where do you want to sign?" ”

The boy just stared at her silently, and Nie Zhao wrote a dashing stroke directly on his clothes that looked washed and white.

He didn't resist, he should be very happy.

"Please don't tell anyone I'm coming to the hospital."

Nie Zhao winked at him, walked out of the hospital, and looked at the endless stream of vehicles, the smile in his eyes disappeared in an instant.

After all, she revealed this, and when she found the girl, the doctor didn't tell her that she had been matched with someone else.

It is not difficult to think that because of Nie Zhao's popularity, the other party knows that she is the adopted daughter of real estate tycoon Wu Bin, and Wu Bin has always had close cooperation with the Meng family.

The Wu family has a 10 percent stake in this hospital.

Because the girl's donation was sudden, she happened to meet Jin Ruxin's mother and son, who came here for treatment at that time, and signed a heart donation operation the next day.

The doctor said that they should be in the hospital for a few days to recuperate, and they would have to be observed.

Wait and wait, wait and wait, wait and wait for hopeless.

Nie Zhao tried to restore this matter to its original state, but Wu Bin didn't know where to know about it, when his company had a problem with capital turnover, he told the Meng family about it as if he was flattering, so as to seek funds to continue the normal operation of the company.

At this point, the matter has developed to the point where she can't control it.

She admits that she is selfish, Meng Xun is only twenty years old, and her good youth has just begun.

He is a proud son of the sky, pampered and noble, with red roots, good conduct, sitting upright, and having dreams and revenge.

His goal is to study medicine and save the world, and he wants those ordinary people to no longer be bothered by diseases.

She liked him.

But he didn't know that his life was also obtained by occupying the quota of another ordinary woman.

Just because the Meng family knew what their son would think, they kept this matter from him from beginning to end.

Nie Zhao never dared to see Meng Xun, but she still went to him, as long as she told Meng Xun about it, Meng Xun would choose to die by herself.

Meng Xun didn't want to see her, and she didn't have a chance to tell Meng Xun, so she let things develop wantonly as if she was evading.

After Jin Ruxin's death, Nie Zhao tried to contact her son, but never found where the other party had gone.

So she began to sing night after night, numb herself, and forget about it.

In a daze, another rainstorm began outside the window, mixed with lightning and thunder, as if it was about to break through the floor-to-ceiling window.

She lay on the floor with a weak body, and moved her neck slightly to look out.