Co-chanting verse 53

"It's not that simple, it's not that I don't want to do it, I owe him."

It was very troublesome to explain, Nie Zhao sat on the sofa and looked into her eyes, and said in a gentle and comforting voice: "Okay, I haven't used the Internet, aren't I also being treated?" ”

Lu Xiang didn't understand the severity of her condition, and she didn't expect Nie Zhao to have this disease, how could depression be associated with Nie Zhao?

"Really? Don't lie to me. ”

"Have you been to the hospital? Don't take your medicine blindly. ”

"After seeing it, the doctor said it wasn't a big problem."

Nie Zhao lied, stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of her eye, it was warm and wet.

"It's going to be good."

"What's going on online?" Nie Zhao scooped up his mobile phone, "I'll see." ”

Lu Xiang sniffed and grabbed her mobile phone: "Don't look at it, there's nothing to see." ”

Nie Zhao didn't really want to go to see it, he glanced at Lu Xiang, chuckled, and asked her, "Have you eaten?" ”

Lu Xiang's mood had not yet recovered, he lowered his head and nodded: "I have eaten, I ate at school." ”

It was during dinner that I heard two girls discussing, and she usually didn't go to the school forum much, but when she went to see the forum of Big A, she realized that the quarrel was so intense.

I hurried over after eating half of it.

"Let's go, go out and take a walk."

It was already a little cold in the evening, and Nie Zhao had not eaten yet, so he went to a nearby wonton shop and ordered two servings, which were sparsely populated and the red light was blurred.

Sitting at the dining table looking at the hot wontons, Nie Zhao wondered if Jin Zhuoqi had eaten it, and maybe more people would eat it at noon tomorrow.

"You're not going back tomorrow? Isn't tomorrow the winter solstice? ”

Lu Xiang shook his head: "I don't want to go back, I guess I'll go to the library." ”

"Then don't you look for Luo Yuxun?" Nie Zhao.

Shouldn't young couples who have just been together stick together all day?

Lu Xiang also shook his head: "I'm not with him anymore." ”

After she went back that day, she told Luo Yuxun that she would no longer contact her.

Nie Zhao was a little surprised: "Why?" ”

Lu Xiang lowered his head, shook his head, and said vaguely: "I feel that I don't seem to have so much time to fall in love." ”

She also felt that Luo Yuxun deserved a better girl.

And not like her.

If he knew her more completely, maybe he wouldn't like her.

Nie Zhao nodded, not too involved in Lu Xiang's feelings.

Lu Xiang didn't really want to eat it, but he symbolically ate a few and pack the rest later.

"What about you? Do you have someone you like? She pursed her lips and her fingers clenched, "Do you like Jin Zhuoqi?" ”

Even if Nie Zhao didn't say it, Lu Xiang could guess that Nie Zhao's appearance was not lacking in people chasing him.

Perhaps it was because of the flood of suitors that she was so dismissive of feelings.

She didn't think that being with Jin Zhuoqi would really like it.

Lu Xiang just felt more disgusted with Jin Zhuoqi in his heart, why was he with him, if he was scolded by Nie Zhao.

Nie Zhao's thoughts suddenly stopped, thinking about something.

He continued to eat the wontons with his head down, and the old board made it was very delicious and had a very homely taste.

"I used to have someone I liked very much, but now I don't seem to like it very much."

Lu Xiang hadn't heard Nie Zhao say it, but she read what it said on the Internet, that person's name was Meng Xun, and Nie Zhao liked him very much.

Curious, he asked, "Why?" ”

"Actually, I didn't like it for a long time, he didn't like me, and then because I did something wrong, I felt more guilty in that little bit of liking."

"He used to be very nice to me, but when I hurt him, I wanted to make up for something."

The last time she went to find Meng Xun, her mind was very messy, she didn't tell Jin Zhuoqi about it, she just didn't want things to ferment again.

It is good that things start because of her, and it ends because of her.

She even sometimes felt that if she didn't find someone who could match Meng Xun, would the Meng family have a way to save Meng Xun when they were in a hurry.

Aunt Jin won't die either.

In the end, she still didn't want to see Meng Xun who was so glorious, because she was dragged to hell alive because of this incident.

He doesn't have the strong psychology of Jin Zhuoqi, he can't stand it.

Nie Zhao's thoughts slowed down, and he turned his head sideways and said, "If I really want it, I want someone who is willing to give up everything for me." ”

Including his future, his life, and his great life.

Such a person can pick her up piece by piece.

Absurd, she is greedy and desperate.

But she didn't think there would be such a person.

"Is your new part-time job still with Jiang Hang? Or yourself? ”

Lu Xiang hung his head and shook his head dejectedly and said: "Myself, he didn't do it, he seems to have gone to a nearby boxing gym as a companion, with a salary of more than 10,000 yuan a month." ”

Nie Zhao was a little surprised: "He? Sparring? ”

Lu Xiang said matter-of-factly: "Well, you don't know, he has a lot of tendons and flesh on his body, and when I go to work with him in the summer, he doesn't dare to leak his muscles, which is very scary." ”

Nie Zhao was a little surprised, he usually looked at Jiang Hang's appearance really He didn't like to talk and was silent, and he didn't have any sense of existence.

He hadn't seen her kissing since the last time he saw her kissing Jin Zhuoqi.

"Let's go, let's pack it, I don't know if the pieces can be eaten."

Lu Xiang's eyes widened when he heard this: "It's not good to have a broken stomach, don't give it these things." ”

Nie Zhao was helpless: "Okay, I'll eat, I'll eat, just wait for you to graduate and raise you." ”

Lu Xiang followed beside her, his eyelashes flickering, and promised: "Yes, if I have my own house when I graduate, whether it's rented or whatever, and have a stable life, give it to me, and you can go to see it every week." ”

"Okay."

Nie Zhao always felt that he would not survive At that time, he glanced at her and asked, "Send you back?" ”

"No, you can go back quickly, can you take me with you next time you go to the hospital for a check-up? I want to know. ”

Nie Zhao paused for a moment, then nodded: "Okay." ”

Lu Xiang waved his hand, saw that Nie Zhao raised his eyebrows, and beckoned to walk towards the apartment in the community.

Until the back disappeared, a WeChat message popped up in Lu Xiang's mobile phone, which was sent by Nie Zhao.

[Send me a message when it's time for school.] 】

Lu Xiang just finished replying: [Okay. 】

As soon as she looked up, she saw Bu Jia standing on the side of the road in the distance, and under the dim light, there were two girls and two tall men who looked like bodyguards standing next to her.

Lu Xiang's whole person instantly froze in place, she held her mobile phone tightly, and subconsciously glanced back.

As soon as he walked in front of Bu Jia, she grabbed her hair and knelt on the ground, and the packed wontons in her hand were smashed to the ground and shattered in an instant.

"You still don't believe it, I didn't lie to you, did I? Didn't your good sister tell you that she climbed into Jin Zhuoqi's bed after graduating from high school, it's ridiculous that you don't know anything about protecting her so much. ”

Bu Jia was half-squatting, and his palm slapped Lu Xiang's face mercilessly, making his cheeks red.

"Maybe I didn't treat you as a good friend, so pitiful, Ah Xiang."

Lu Xiang was grabbed by her hair as if she was going to rip off her scalp, she was just like in high school, she lowered her head and didn't say a word, no matter how Bu Jia vented, she didn't give any response.

"Huh? Does Nie Zhao not know what is going on in your family? Hiss Jin Zhuoqi didn't tell her, don't you really hate Jin Zhuoqi? She's all with Jin Zhuoqi, do you still want to play with her? ”

Bu Jia suggested on a whim: "Otherwise, you have a good time with us, it just so happens that you have a good relationship with Nie Zhao, and it is easy to get something out of it, you don't have to come forward, just lead her to a place where no one is there for us to play, and then you can pretend to be her good friend to comfort her." ”

The more Bu Jia thought about it, the more excited he became: "Don't worry, we will definitely protect your identity." ”

"You dream, and you deserve to be compared to her."

Lu Xiang slowly raised his head to look at her, the corners of his mouth were bloody, but his dark eyes were exceptionally bright.

"Are you jealous that Nie Zhao is with Jin Zhuoqi?"

", what are you talking about?"

Bu Jia grabbed her by the neck and pressed her flat to the ground, her knees pressed against her stomach, and the whole person pressed against her slender body full of bones.

Seeing the appearance of people struggling to breathe, Bu Jia's expression was a little weird and hideous: "I envy her? Make no mistake, Ah Xiang, do you really think Jin Zhuoqi thinks of her as something? In front of Jin Zhuoqi, Nie Zhao only has the right to open his legs, don't really treat yourself as a dish. ”

"Don't provoke me Ah Xiang, I just don't want to provoke Jin Zhuoqi, so I didn't touch Nie Zhao, but what about you, we have always been good friends, but you are not as good as high school."

"Why, college wings are stiff, aren't they?"

Lu Xiang just snapped her fingers uncomfortably and didn't say a word, her eyes were bloodshot and she didn't say a word, closing her eyes and letting Bu Jia strangle her to death.

An arrogant and cruel bullying ended two hours later, Lu Xiang was lying on his back on the ground, his clothes were disheveled, and his shoulders were still exposed with the ambiguous kiss marks left over from a few days ago, and the smell of wontons falling on the ground was not shallow or strong, and the juice was also wet on his back.

She stared at the bright moon in the sky, her eyes wide and closed, her eyes blank, wondering when it would snow.

She loves winter, the cold relieves pain and numbs the nerves .

The snow is white and beautiful.

After regaining his strength after a long time, Lu Xiang struggled to get up, dug out something in the trash can that could wrap rotten wontons, and after disposing of the garbage on the ground, he lowered his head and looked at the time.

She limped along, and the streetlights stretched people's backs, making her look depressed and lonely at night.

On the day Nie summoned them to the school to eat with her in the cafeteria, Lu Xiang saw Bu Jia.

Perhaps she had a natural sensitivity to the enemy, and even though she was far away and there were many people in the cafeteria, she could still see Bu Jia at a glance.

Was it fate, perhaps?