Even at the moment when her leg was broken in prison, she never broke out in such despair.

Xie Shu was so uneasy.

"Sister Xie......"

Gu Suisui stared at her, "Don't be like this." ”

"I know everything my mother did is unforgivable, don't ...... like this"

"I'll leave now, don't be angry, it's me who is not good."

Gu Suisui turned around and walked out.

The pain spread inch by inch in Xie Shu's eyes, and his head was muddy.

She didn't hear what Gu Suisui said at all, she just hugged her trembling body, trying to expel the terrifying memory in her mind.

Boundless blood spread out in front of my eyes, pastries scattered on the ground, dark and deep night, and howling cold wind.

She was a little stunned, and couldn't tell whether this was the past or the reality.

All of this overlaps with the nightmare of five years ago.

"Don't eat ......"

"Don't eat it......"

Her voice was broken and choked, and she slammed her fist into her chest.

"You don't want to die."

What came out of his throat was a distressing whimper.

Xie Shu suddenly rushed over like crazy and crushed the pastries on the ground.

She pinched it wildly, her fingertips grasping the porcelain shard, which was cut and bleeding.

She seemed to have lost her mind, and she didn't care about the blood on her hands.

She just wanted to ...... Destroy all these pastries!

Like, he won't die.

It was probably because the tips of the fingers hurt too much, and the sharp pain continued to spread from the tips of the fingers, and Xie Shu walked out of the nightmare instead.

She calmed down, looking at her hands full of wounds and blood.

She was calm and hollow, like a dead man.

She couldn't think about it anymore.

It's all gone.

Isn't it?

Xie Shu couldn't fall asleep that night, and the pain in the tips of her fingers kept reminding her of what had happened.

Time passed for a long time, she almost kept her eyes open until dawn, and after dressing up, she suppressed all her emotions in the deepest part of her heart.

She also has to help Gu Suisui copy Buddhist scriptures, and she can't be lazy.

It's just that her hand hurt a little badly, maybe she didn't rest well last night, she has been feeling a little uncomfortable, she has a headache, and she is top-heavy.

But she went to the study anyway.

Today, Chu Tongshang and Gu Suisui are not there, and she can copy Buddhist scriptures with peace of mind.

Her fingers hurt and her body was uncomfortable, but Xie Shu gritted her teeth and insisted, she had to let Chu Tongshang see her worth.

Xie Shu copied it from dawn to lunchtime, and after copying it for so long, her fingers were already hurting, and the gauze was dyed a little blood red.

The maid who was grinding ink next to her hugged the qin and felt distressed, "Sister Xie, why don't you rest for a while?" ”

Xie Shu and Baoqin have a good relationship, she tried medicine and lived in the palace for a period of time earlier, and Baoqin took care of her.

Baoqin is also one of the few people in the palace who is willing to give her a smile.

"No, you don't." Xie Shu lowered her eyes and continued to copy the Buddhist scriptures.

Baoqin has a kind temperament, and she can't help but speak for her, "Sister Xie, we all thought that you were the future princess of Chu." ”

"The prince has treated you like this, it's really a bit excessive. Sister Xie...... Why didn't you explain it to the prince? The prince will listen to you-"

There was no expression on her face, but the wolf pen in her hand was a beating.

Interpretation?

"The prince is back." The maid guarding outside the door gave Baoqin a look.

Baoqin immediately shut up, where do you dare to say anything?

Chu Tongsheng, who was wearing black clothes, strode in, the man's face was as handsome as jade, his eyes were as deep as obsidian, and his breath was cold.

When he entered the study, he frowned when he saw Xie Shu copying Buddhist scriptures.

"Why did you refuse the princess's reward?"