Nie Zhao asked again: "Do you still want to eat?" Buy another copy? ”

Lu Xiang shook his head and said, "I don't want to eat it." ”

Nie Zhao couldn't help but tell her: "The next time you walk to see the road, are your eyes short-sighted, and you can't see clearly at the red light." ”

Lu Xiang smiled and shook his head: "I have something else in my head. ”

Nie Zhao's eyes fixed on her face, and after examining it several times, he always felt that something was wrong with Lu Xiang.

"Are you alright?"

"Are you with Jin Zhuoqi?" Lu Xiang asked.

Nie Zhao frowned and asked, "You don't like him?" ”

Nie Zhao remembered that when he first entered the school, Lu Xiang's hostility towards Jin Zhuoqi was very great, and it was not only a kind of resistance to his character, but a real dislike for this person.

Lu Xiang thought for a while and said: "One thing, it's like, you suddenly ran into a problem, obviously that person could easily save you, but he didn't make a move, you know that he has no reason to help you, but you still don't have a good impression of him." ”

"His eyes are so thin and cold, as if he is very cold-blooded and ruthless."

She prefers warm and enthusiastic people like Luo Yuxun and Luo Xiao.

Nie Zhao subconsciously connected.

Bu Jia had bullied Lu Xiang in high school, how could Jin Zhuoqi not know.

Lu Xiang looked at Nie Zhao again and said, "But he doesn't seem to treat you differently." ”

"Nie Zhao, can I sleep with you tonight?" Lu Xiang said suddenly.

Nie Zhao nodded: "Well, I'm fine anyway." ”

When he went back with her, Nie Zhao looked at Lu Xiang again and frowned and asked, "Are you really okay?" How do I feel like you're weird today. ”

Lu Xiang shook his head and patted her head with a smile: "It's okay, I just want to hear you play the guitar, it should be recorded, and I can listen to it when I go back to school." ”

"If you have something to tell me, don't hold it in your heart alone."

Nie Zhao said: "If I play a few more songs, you can listen to them at any time." ”

Don't you like to talk about anything, too?

Lu Xiang smiled and said okay.

***

In the distance, Ma Quan, who was dressed in black, was wearing a mask and holding his pocket, staring at Nie Zhao for a long time, Zhao Rui came out of the store next to him and picked up two bottles of beer, noticed his gaze, and held Ma Quan's arm.

"Calm down, Nie Zhao is now like Jin Zhuoqi's lifeline."

Ma Quan chuckled, revealing the hideous scar that crossed the bridge of his nose and chin from his forehead, and his whole face was slightly distorted.

This is still a knife wound left by a fight with the boss in prison, how he survived like his grandson in it, no one knows, and no one can empathize.

"So what? Do you think I still care about this life? Ma Quan's eyes were gloomy to the extreme.

"You really think she's nothing in front of Jin Zhuoqi, you can try to move her."

Zhao Rui said in a deep voice: "Did the Meng family know a few days ago? Jin Zhuoqi did it, Huo Chengju helped, you can't fight him. ”

Ma Quan glanced at him expressionlessly, Zhao Rui let go of his hand and said, "Don't move first, anyway, you are out now, and you are not in a hurry for a while." ”

Ma Quan laughed, because of the scar on his lips, the smile looked strange and penetrating.

"You'd better not let me know you've betrayed me, there's nothing I dare not do right now."

Zhao Rui turned around and followed him, and said in a low voice, "I bought flowers, let's go see grandma." ”

Recently, there have been a lot of flowers in the cemetery, and perhaps when the Chinese New Year comes, many people who have been working outside for many years and have no time to go home will come back, and the whole cemetery is like a sea of dead flowers.

Not long after Zhaorui and Ma Quan left, Jin Zhuoqi also went to the cemetery with a bouquet of white lilies.

Jin Ruxin's favorite flower before her death was the lily, perhaps because the name of the flower is good, she thinks that in life, as long as everything goes smoothly and the beauty is the best.

She never asks for anything else, she is easily satisfied, she is full of energy in her own little life, loves to laugh, and always tries to infect Jin Zhuoqi, but Jin Zhuoqi always does not learn well.

Jin Zhuoqi knelt in front of the cemetery, placing flowers, and quietly looked at the fucking tombstone.

In my mind, I couldn't help but think of the screenshot sent by Fu Kun.

Nie Zhao said that he would tell her in advance before he was going to push her out.

At that moment, her heart was thwarking more than the timidity in her eyes the last time she saw it, and the blood vessels that connected her heart began to constrict.

She never thought that anyone would protect her, not even ask for help, but only told her in advance that she was going to be abandoned.

Jin Zhuoqi was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Even though she knew that she might not be able to defend his guilt at the police station that time, and that she might be targeted and retaliated against by Ma Quan's people after she spoke to him in front of the police, she still did it.

As a result, he was beaten to the ground by others until he was covered in blood, and he lay motionless in the rain, and his breath was almost gone.

Jin Zhuoqi knows what kind of life she lives in the Taiwan Strait, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is a princess.

She lived under the flashing lights, always glamorous, proud and beautiful, and when she came here, she fell from the clouds, covered in filth, and broke her proud bones, as if everyone could step on it, and everyone deserved to think about it.

Those insulting words became her label, as if she was born so bad.

The weather was still very cold, and there was white smoke coming out of my breath, and I don't know how long I knelt down, and my ears were a little buzzing from the cold.

Jin Zhuoqi said slowly: "Mom, do you know, she was very good when she was a child, she was very good, obviously she couldn't eat enough, and she had to give me something to eat, she thought I didn't like it here, and said that she would take me away in the future." ”

"She was always very kind, so she was often bullied in the orphanage, and some people thought she was soft and always took her things, but she still greeted her with a smile and looked like a fool. Later, maybe for other reasons, her personality changed too much, but she was not bad in nature. ”

"She was sick, depressed, and she secretly went to the doctor last time, and the doctor said that the medicine she was taking was useless, and she had a problem in her heart that she couldn't overcome, and she might need spiritual counseling, but she didn't want to go, she didn't want to live anymore."

"I don't want her to be alive."

"I'm sorry Mom, you can forgive her."

Jin Zhuoqi's eyes were a little red, he lowered his head and took the towel next to him to wipe the fallen leaves on the tombstone, and continued: "Thank you for adopting me." ”

Jin Zhuoqi thought of her kneeling here that day, as if Jiang Hang saw the hospital that sent her to and asked her to kneel here and repent, she was really obedient and knelt all night without leaving, and she was frozen and fainted.

She knew she was wrong.

That's the person he used to want to keep in the palm of his hand.

Chapter 39

The year Nie Zhao came here and felt that the year had passed quickly, and before he knew it, time had slipped away.

After more than ten days of confusion, it was Chinese New Year's Eve, and when I woke up at noon, I ordered a takeout and sent a message to Lu Xiang asking her if she had any arrangements for tomorrow and if she would like to come out to watch the fireworks together at night.

was rejected by Lu Xiang.

I'm in the hospital. 】

[What's wrong with you?] After Nie Zhao finished sending it, he called Lu Xiang directly, but he didn't get through.

Since they slept together at her house that day, Nie Zhao has always felt that she is very strange, and she is not in a state of doing anything, and originally said that she was going to find a part-time job during the summer vacation, but after so many days, Nie Zhao did not see her to look for her.

In the past, it was Lu Xiang who took the initiative to ask her for dinner, and the two of them were always on the passive side when they were together, but recently it seemed to be completely reversed, and I didn't know what she was busy with all day.

Yesterday I asked her if she was still reading at home, and today I went to the hospital.

Nie Zhao frowned and quickly typed the words: [What's wrong with you? Why don't you answer the phone? 】

After two or three seconds, a very low-pitched voice came from there, quietly.

"I'm in the hospital, I can't make a noise, it's nothing, it's just a little cold, nasal congestion, so I came to hang a bottle of water, and I'll be back in a while, ready to go back to sleep, my head hurts."

Nie Zhao: [You scared me, I thought something had happened to you. 】

Every time she chatted and met with Lu Xiang recently, she was always inexplicably flustered, her heartbeat was accelerating, she felt that something was wrong with her, and it was like her delusion to ask her something.

Ah, what could happen to me. I'll go back to the fireworks tomorrow, I'll want to go home and sleep in a while, I'll be sleepy, I'll buy you a lot of fairy sticks tomorrow. 】

【Okay, have you had lunch?】 How do you go back in a while? I'll go to the hospital now and come back with you, I'll be fine anyway. 】

[No! I just ate it, and the hospital helped me get the takeout I ordered, pumpkin porridge, and I just have a little bit left now, and I'm gone when I'm done. 】

After sending it, Nie Zhao also received a photo of the infusion, and there was indeed a little bit left.

[Okay, send me a message when you get home.] 】

Lu Xiang: [Okay. 】

Nie Zhao always felt relieved, a touch of thought lingered in her heart, she couldn't help but pick up her mobile phone and look at it several times in a row, and finally prepared to go to Lu Xiang in the afternoon, she had never been to Lu Xiang's house.

I heard that her family was stricter, and she also said that her father didn't like his classmates to visit her home, so Nie Zhao never saw her father once.

It snowed heavily on Chinese New Year's Eve, and Nie Zhao later recalled that it was like the grandest snow of the year.

After eating at noon, she took a nap, and didn't wake up until three or four o'clock in the afternoon, played with the pieces for a while, went out for a spin, and went to a nearby shop to order a seafood noodle.

The shop is a time-honored brand that is not easy to detect, and the inside is not very clean, but there are a lot of grease stains on the tabletops, and in addition to the smoked black on the walls, there are many small posters that cannot be torn clean, and the sky is already gloomy, and the lights in the house are not bright, and the appearance gives people a kind of rush to catch customers.

But it was very tasteful, Lu Xiang brought her here once, and just walked in and noticed Nie Zhao's frowning expression, and lowered his head and quietly strongly recommended that it was really delicious, let her taste it before making a judgment.

Within two minutes of sitting down, the stool was not covered with heat, and when he heard someone coming in at the door, Nie Zhaoxia glanced up and saw Zhao Rui and Ma Quan following him.

Ma Quan wore a mask, a black cotton jacket and trousers, and even if only a pair of sharp eyes were exposed, he could see the twisted scars on his face that extended to his forehead.

Nie Zhao subconsciously looked up and met his eerie eyes, and the feeling of being crawled with maggots made her creep.

She staggered her eyes without leaving a trace, and continued to hold her guard and pinch the chopsticks to pull the seafood noodles in front of her.

Next to him, Zhao Rui didn't expect such a coincidence, so he subconsciously tightened his grip on Ma Quan's wrist, pulled him away from the aisle next to Nie Zhao, and walked to the front desk to order food.

"Three seafood noodles, packed."

"63, scan the code here."

After being released from prison, Ma Quan exuded a gloomy aura that was out of step with the world, as if the river water had been left for a long time, mixed with the smell of moss and seaweed, and the whole person seemed to be stinking and rotten, especially the eyes, which were not angry in the slightest, and were so rich that there was no hope.

Nie Zhao was very familiar with such eyes, the only difference was that the girl she saw had only sadness in her eyes, and his eyes were full of irrepressible hatred.

The phone rang a few times, but before the face was ready, Zhao Rui turned his head and said, "You go first, I'll be there in a moment." ”

Ma Quan's voice was hoarse: "Okay." ”