Why are they having such a bad time?

It's not good to get together.

It's like no one can save anyone.

Lu Xiang knew very well how Nie Zhao could let her return.

"Okay."

Lu Xiang's voice was a little choked: "Nie Zhao, do you know something?" ”

Nie Zhao raised his eyes to look at her and nodded: "You are already an adult, you can leave him, and next time you do this, call the police." ”

Lu Xiang sniffed and nodded: "He is not my own father, although my mother never told me, but I overheard that my mother was pregnant before she married him, and he also knew that my mother didn't love him at all because he regarded him as a pick-up, but he seemed to like my mother very much." ”

"After my mother gave birth to me, she bleed and died, and after that, he began to drink and gamble, and he never thought of me as his daughter, thinking that I was unknown and that I had killed my mother."

Nie Zhao sat next to her and put down the chopsticks, his mouth suddenly didn't taste, and he touched her head: "Then I'll accompany you in the future." ”

Lu Xiang wiped away his tears, raised his head, and said word by word very seriously: "Nie Zhao, knowing you is the luckiest thing for me at the moment. ”

I don't know why, such heartwarming words made Nie Zhao feel a little palpitating.

She stared at Lu Xiang's haggard and pale face, and her heartbeat quickened.

Lu Xiang took out a lot of packing boxes from the refrigerator, packed them for her one by one, and said while carefully packing, "You can eat these things at home." ”

Nie Zhao frowned: "Why do you have so many packing boxes?" ”

Lu Xiang sighed, then lowered his eyes and said unhurriedly: "I like to cook by myself when I bought it before, and when I used to work part-time, I would make it myself and bring it there for a serving, and I could eat it at noon." ”

She blinked and said mischievously, "Even though I have a part-time job, I vomit every day when it's a hamburger." ”

Nie Zhao listened to her vivid complaints, and the corners of his mouth slowly rose: "What you make is much better than that of a fast food restaurant." ”

Lu Xiang was very stinky: "Of course." ”

"Don't you leave some for yourself? All for me ? ”

Lu Xiang shook his head: "I originally wanted to give you a taste, but I won't have a chance in the future, so don't waste my craftsmanship if you taste it." ”

Nie Zhao was stunned for a moment, frowning and always feeling that something was wrong, but she couldn't grasp where the wrong place was, so the whole person fell into a kind of dryness that she couldn't spit out: "Why don't you have a chance in the future?" ”

Lu Xiang raised his head to look at her and chuckled: "What are you doing?" Think of me as your chef? Actually, I don't like to cook too much, so if I have a good takeout, I have to make it myself. ”

Nie Zhao stared at her silently, and after two seconds, he nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Carrying the things back and taking a taxi home, she put every dish in neatly and finally filled the entire refrigerator.

For the first time, an empty refrigerator was filled with such a delicious meal.

Looking at those meals, as well as the photo that Lu Xiang wanted to take with her on a whim just now, she suddenly wanted to post a circle of friends.

Flipping out the photo, Nie Zhao edited it, and his eyes fell on the photo again, enlarged inch by inch, perhaps because of the light of the mobile phone, the living room was a little dim, and Lu Xiang's face in the photo looked extremely pale, even if the two of them were smiling happily, Nie Zhao also felt that she was not really happy.

Her eyes didn't quite look like they were smiling.

Nie Zhao felt that she was about to cry.

She looked at it for a long time, and stared at the photograph inexplicably, feeling a sudden strange feeling, a bad premonition that seemed to accumulate little by little, and exploded in an instant at this moment.

Nie Zhao instantly launched WeChat, flipped out the address book, and called the number of Note A at the top.

The mobile phone Didi sounded twice, and it was connected.

The hanging heart fell instantly, and Nie Zhao breathed a sigh of relief instantly, and sat down on the sofa weakly.

"What are you doing at home? I'm home. ”

"Nie Zhao." Lu Xiang suddenly called her, and his voice was calm and empty.

"Huh?" Nie Zhao stopped all the movements of his body at an instant.

Then there was a roar of a green car about to pass by on the other side of the mobile phone, which was dragged for a long time, and the sound of Zizi overwhelmed Lu Xiang's voice.

Nie Zhao stood up in an instant, his expression changed, and he also felt some tinnitus when he heard the roar in an instant.

Her voice was tinged with obvious nervousness: "Where are you?" ”

"I'm sorry Nie Zhao."

The voice on the other side of the phone was unclear, and with the sound of electricity, Nie Zhao suddenly thought of what she was doing on the railroad tracks.

Lu Xiang smiled and said, "I hope I can be friends with you in the next life." ”

The second the voice fell, it was accompanied by Nie Zhao's hurried steps outside and the sound of a huge object being hit on the other side of the phone.

The call on the phone was cut off in an instant.

The brain buzzed, and Nie Zhao opened his lips and was about to speak, because his brain was down for a while and he didn't say a word, so he was stuck in his throat.

Her feet stopped in place, her brain went blank, she stood at the door of her house in a daze, her fingers looking at the extinguished screen frame by frame, her eyes were sore and red, a tear ran down her cheek to her chin, she raised her hand and touched it, full of cold tears.

No wonder she felt that her eyes were a little blurry, and she couldn't see clearly.

Nie Zhao's footsteps seemed to be floating in the air, her mind went blank, and she ran out of the house and took a taxi to the railroad tracks, leaving the door behind her to echo without closing.

After sitting in the car for less than 20 minutes, Nie Zhao felt that it was unusually long, her ears were ringing, she sat in the car shivering, her finger bones were white, and she clasped her mobile phone tightly, and after extinguishing the phone, a photo with Lu Xiang from an hour ago was displayed on the screen.

The driver thought she was feeling cold and reached out to turn on the air conditioner in the car.

Outside the window, there was still a heavy white snowfall, and there was even a posture of getting bigger and bigger, and the ground was covered with snowflakes from time to time, and the weather was cold and frozen, and the cold air penetrated the mouth, nose, ears, and throat, and the cold invaded the limbs and hundreds of remains.

At the same time, the police and the ambulance arrived at the track, and the snowflakes were getting bigger and bigger, and Nie Zhao got out of the car and stood there as if he had lost his soul, and he saw from afar that the railroad tracks full of red embroidery were covered with dead grass and snow, and at this time they were dyed with a particularly dazzling bright red, and even some blood droplets fell far away from the tracks.

The street lamp in front of her was not very bright, and her eyes were a little blurry, and she opened her eyes wide to see clearly, and she also felt that this place was bleak and cold, but the red seemed to linger in her heart, and it was extremely dazzling.

The snowflakes were falling all over his body, and Nie Zhao just stood there and fastened his phone, not having the courage to take a step forward.

Lu Xiang wanted to die for a long time.

She knew the precise time of each green car here, and she wanted to end her illness countless times, to end all her pain in an instant.

But she always wanted to try to live, to get out of here, to leave the teachers who harassed her, the classmates who bullied her, the friends who isolated her, the violent father, and the place where there was nothing to miss.

She has been drained countless times, and she has saved herself again and again.

She was as tough as a piece of grass, but she didn't want to usher in the next spring.

His body staggered backwards, his steps backwards against the man behind him, and almost all his strength was supported by him.

Jin Zhuoqi was wearing a dark brown gown, the neckline of a black sweater was wrapped around her neck, and she reached out to take off the checkered scarf around her neck and put it on Nie Zhao's body.

The fingers were exposed to the icy air, so cold that it seemed to have lost their fresh drive.

I don't know how long I stood there, and when I saw the corpse being carried onto the brace by the doctor, Nie Zhao walked over step by step, and walked in front of Luo Xiao, his throat seemed to be blocked, and he was a little speechless after stress, opened his lips, and said with difficulty: "Will there be an autopsy?" ”

Luo Xiao nodded, his eyes touched her reddened eyes, hesitated for a second and said:

"The medical examiner has arrived, and the preliminary diagnosis is that it is a suicide."

He still remembered the timid and hopeful look in her eyes when he first saw her, a kind girl who chose to call the police to save a wild cat when she saw a wild cat crumbling on it, and chose to commit suicide this winter, and in such a cruel way.

Luo Xiao felt a little heavy in his heart.

What is this world like?

"Suicide." Nie Zhao's eyes were sore, her throat was so dry that she couldn't swallow anything, the tip of her nose was frozen red, and she even had some difficulty breathing.

She turned around in despair and tried to get out of here quickly, and the footprints in the snow were intricate.

Jin Zhuoqi looked at her and wanted to leave, frowned and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

Nie Zhao just lowered his head, and with trembling hands, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and took a taxi: "I'll kill them." ”

Jin Zhuoqi turned sideways and easily withdrew her phone with her fingers.

"Nie Zhao, calm down, the police haven't finished dealing with it yet, it's just a preliminary appraisal."

Nie Zhao's eyes were red and bloodshot, and compared with a pale face, it was a little extraordinarily infiltrating.

"So what? Jin Zhuoqi: I'm enough for you, will the police sentence those people to death? No, it won't. ”

"I'm going to kill them—"

"Nie Zhao." Jin Zhuoqi's voice was low, trying to wake him up.

Nie Zhao watched him hold his wrist, tilted his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Let go." ”

"I let you go, can't you hear?? I'm going to kill them!! She fell into a breakdown, and tried with all her strength to break his palm open, but she didn't shake it in the slightest.

Jin Zhuoqi pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, his entire chest exuding a high degree of heat was attached to her, trying to give her all the warmth of his whole body.

Nie Zhao was very thin all over, and since he came here, it seemed that he was losing flesh every day, and at this time, it was even more like a pile of bones piled up, about to fall apart.

Jin Zhuoqi hugged her vigorously, letting her resist frantically, his fingers grabbed his palm and kept scratching the skin and flowing out, Jin Zhuoqi just hugged her and didn't let go, his white lips and teeth came to her ear, his voice was hoarse and full of calming stability, but the slight tremor could still be heard, Jin Zhuoqi was also a little scared.

"Nie Zhao, you look at me."

Her girl is crumbling and going crazy and losing her mind, and he has to hold her hand tight.

Jin Zhuoqi clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, pressed her chin slightly, her eyes were at her level, and her tone slowed down: "I'll help you, I can help you with anything, Nie Zhao you believe me, I'll help you find out." ”

Nie Zhao broke free, the tears in his eyes fell down one by one, and his cheeks were dried by some salty tears.

"You help me, you said you help me, Jin Zhuoqi, are you playing with me?"

"Didn't you tell me that you went to Lu Xiang's house to collect debts and saw her being bullied, what did you say to Bu Jia that day in the bar? You are the most designative person, don't you know that Bu Jia will bully Lu Xiang if he doesn't dare to touch me? ? ”

"If it weren't for me going to the bar, wouldn't you have told me that Bu Jia was your ex-girlfriend? You know she-"

"That's not right." Nie Zhao suddenly smiled, his expression was still out of control, and he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his somewhat stiff fingers.

"You designed it that time, you should know that after Ma Quan was imprisoned, Bu Jia, who had a good relationship with Ma Quan, would deal with me, was she really because of Ma Quan? Isn't it really because she likes you? ”

The sound of hoarseness and strength completely ended in the snow, Nie Zhao was so cold that her whole body trembled uncontrollably, her breathing was also short, her heart seemed to be pressed hard by a heavy stone, and her whole body was about to be unstable.

Nie Zhao raised his eyes, his eyes were still silently tearful, his lips that had been chapped were opened, and his voice was hoarse: "Jin Zhuoqi, is this also revenge?" ”

Why is there no one who can only love her?

She really doesn't deserve it.

Jin Zhuoqi only knew that Lu Xiang's family was not very good, he knew everything, but he didn't care if it had nothing to do with him, and he never thought that Lu Xiang would commit suicide.

He looked at Nie Zhao, whose long hair was pressed against his cheeks, and his whole person was in endless pain and torture, Jin Zhuoqi didn't say anything more.