After the Bamboo Horse Agreement Flash Marriage Section 98
Jing Luo recounted the events of that day, although the words were very immature, but the logic was clear.
It turned out that Mr. Ren actually recorded the audio at that time?
and also sent Chen Ke to Jing's house, and on the eve of the wedding, in front of everyone in the Jing family, released the recording of his conversation with Li Qiao?
Jing Mian became more and more frightened when he heard this, and his pupils vibrated.
Mr. Ren actually did these things silently when he didn't know it.
But I never mentioned it to myself once.
No wonder, when he went home this time, Li Qiao's words were a little less, and he no longer asked for warmth from Jingmian as in the past.
After the family went downstairs, she looked at him from a distance, and even when chatting and eating, she didn't communicate too much with Jing Mian.
It's like I'm afraid of something.
At the same time, that is, his father also knew what Li Qiao had said to him?
Jing Mian's heart was inexplicably full of strangeness.
Now in addition to himself, the person who knows Li Qiao's true appearance has another father?
After all, in Jing Mian's impression, what Jing Guozhen appreciates most is Li Qiao's good and gentle personality, so he started a family with the other party, and Li Qiao has been hiding it very well in the past ten years.
If it weren't for the fact that Li Qiao warned Jing Mian fiercely when the two met for the first time, maybe until now, even he wouldn't be able to recognize Li Qiao's true appearance.
Compared with Jing Guozhen, who was exposed at the first meeting and has really lived with Li Qiao for nearly ten years, will he be indifferent when he learns this kind of news?
Jing Mian wasn't sure how he felt about it.
But once I have hope in my heart, I can't help but want to find out the truth.
After dinner, Jing Mian went to the study. Jing Guozhen often works and reads here, but Jing Mian knows that this is also a means for his father to avoid communication.
In his early cognition, once his father entered the study, it meant that he did not want anyone to disturb him.
Jing Mian knocked on the door of the study.
I heard the voice inside.
Jing Guozhen held a book in his hand, with a gold-rimmed glasses, his expression was relaxed when he saw him, and even a rare smile, he pulled the chair not far away, let Jing Mian sit down next to him, and asked, "What's wrong?" Sleep. ”
After Jing Mian sat down, his eyes froze, and he saw that the wrinkles in the corners of Jing Guozhen's eyes were much deeper than before.
His impression seems to stay forever in the past, when he was young, his father was very tall, and when he was poor, he went out to work, did business to make money, and supported himself and his mother, he was like the pillar of the family, so that Jing Mian felt that Jing Guozhen was a calm and powerful father from a very young age, and other fathers could not compare.
And the memory seems to be far away.
Separated by the death of his mother, his father formed a new family, and now, it is difficult for him to see the traces or appearance of the past years from this man's eyes.
Jing Mian said bluntly: "You also know what Aunt Li Qiao said to me that time. ”
The topic seemed to be beyond Jing Guozhen's expectations.
The sunny atmosphere just now, at this moment, instantly turned cloudy, relieved from surprise, the man maintained his original expression, and said, "Why did you suddenly mention this matter, did your husband say it?" ”
"It's not." Jing Mian said: "Mr. Ren never mentioned it. ”
Who said it, it doesn't seem to matter that much.
Jing Guozhen's expression became a little complicated, and he said, "Why did your aunt listen to those words like that?" ”
The man sighed and said softly: "On one side is my wife, on the other side is my son, there are misunderstandings and conflicts between you, and it is difficult for Dad to do it on his side, it is not appropriate to favor either side." ”
“……”
Jing Mian's lips opened slightly, and surprise and a trace of confusion appeared in his eyes.
Contradiction... and misunderstandings.
Everything in the past ten years seems to have been blown apart by these two words.
Brushed aside.
As if sensing Jing Mian's expression, Father Jing coughed lightly and said embarrassedly: "Li Qiao's temperament, I originally knew, she wasn't like this at that time, it may be that the marriage in the past few years has consumed her enthusiasm, I went out to work, she is in this house day after day, the days are too boring, and her temperament is sharpened." ”
Jing Mian's throat moved, and he said slowly: "So you mean, it's not her fault." ”
Jing Guozhen: "Don't misinterpret Dad's meaning. ”
Jing Guozhen: "I'm thinking about you." ”
"Jingmian, you have to learn to refute and resist properly when you encounter things, you can't be like a stuffy gourd, the essence of people is to like to bully people with soft temperament, if you don't follow her again and again, she won't be so arrogant and domineering to you."
……
Jing Guozhen: "I say this, I am also worried that you will be bullied when you join the work and enter the society in the future, although you now have the Ren family to protect you, but people are unreliable, that Ren Xingwan, if it is not a long one, maybe now I can protect you in everything." ”
"But who knows later? He may not be able to protect you all the time, and Dad is also worried about you, and he doesn't want to be bullied, so he wants to be strong. ”
“……”
Where is this to protect yourself.
What really surprised Jing Mian was his father's attitude towards this matter and Li Qiao.
It turned out that after Jing Guozhen knew that Li Qiao was such a character and true face, he didn't really care.
As if to maintain family harmony, he acquiesced to the matter, even if he mentioned it to his face, he turned a blind eye, and even defended Li Qiao, turning the spearhead around and turning the blame against the customer.
For the sake of the peace of the family, Jing's father can silently connive, even before this recording was exposed, how many times Li Qiao had verbal harm and violence against Jing Mian, these don't seem to matter to Jing Guozhen.
Jing Mian is no longer a child, he can hear that Jing Guozhen is defending Li Qiao.
But what is even more outrageous than this is that he faintly has expectations, and even thinks that his father will give up Li Qiao's self for him.
It's not that he won't refute and resist, but Li Qiao pinched his soft underbelly, and when he tried to make any resistance, he smashed into the collapsed rib, even if the skin had healed, it would be heart-wrenching inside.
Mr. Ren may change his mind, but he has never been himself.
With Mr.'s character, probably not in the future.
But these words, even if they are said to Jing Guozhen, will not have any meaning.
No one could help him before, and in the abyss of endless haze, he tried to save himself, but he never really came out.
I just thought that this time, Jing Guozhen would reach out to himself.
But he couldn't wake up a father who didn't love him.
Jing Guozhen noticed that Jing Mian lowered his eyes, he sighed and said: "So Mian Mian, don't take it too seriously, it doesn't matter what Li Qiao says, what matters is whether you are doing well or not." ”
"Dad, I'm also old, and I can't toss around, Aunt Li Qiao...... She's not perfect, but she's also someone who's been with me for decades, and I can't judge her for a few unintentional words, just like you've made countless mistakes since you were a child, and I won't abandon you because of one of those unforgivable things. ”
At the end of the voice.
Jing Mian's shoulders stiffened.
……
……
Truly.
What's he doing?
Want your father to give up Li Qiao?
Li Qiao is not wrong.
She just wasn't good enough for herself and didn't hurt anyone else.
Relative to himself, the mistakes he made are unforgivable mistakes.
It is yourself who should be abandoned.
If Mr. Ren knew the truth, he would definitely not treat him like he is now.
There has never been a moment of shame and spit on like this.
Under Jing Guozhen's surprised gaze, Jing Mian suddenly stood up and left the study.
Behind him, Father Jing's voice became smaller and smaller, and after Jing Mian, he couldn't even hear what the other party said.
Jing Luo waited under the stairs with a pillow, because he yawned, his eyes were wet, and when he saw Jing Mian coming down, his eyes lit up instantly, and he said with a smile: "Brother! I can go to your room and sleep today......"
Jing Luo's voice stopped.
Because Jing Mian's face was not quite right.
Even though he was calling his brother, the other party did not respond to him, on the contrary, he put on slippers like that, opened the door, and walked out without looking back.
Jing Luo was stunned for a few seconds, and hurriedly chased out, and the pillow was thrown on the living room floor.
Winter.
The branches of the trees are cool, and no one can get used to the winter in the city.
Jing Mian's lips were mist, and he was not wearing a coat, and the cold wind could wipe his neck and penetrate into his skin through the thin fabric of his shirt.
Growing up in Jing Zhai, Jing Mian is familiar with the fact that not far from Jing Zhai, there is a high staircase that leads down to a far park, and when he is bored or lonely, he will come here and look at the fluctuating lake in the distance.
Only today, the lake has frozen.
When Jingmian stopped, he was already sitting on the stairs.
"Brother?"
Jing Luo followed his brother's back, and soon caught up, standing beside the young man and calling him.
Jing Mian: "...... I'm sorry. ”
Because the voice was very small, Jing Luo didn't hear it clearly, and said anxiously: "Brother, what did you say?" ”
Jing Mian's throat moved, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
This time, Jing Luo heard clearly.
My brother's hands are cold.
It was like the blood was frozen.
Jing Luo squatted beside Jing Mian, hugged his brother, and gently patted Jing Mian's back with his little hand: "It's okay, it's okay, brother." ”
Jing Luo didn't ask about the cause and effect, or why his brother apologized, he just hugged his brother and told him that it was okay.