The loose atmosphere around him instantly collapsed at this moment, Jin Zhuoqi pursed his lips and said calmly in his tone: "Work needs." ”

"Tsk."

Nie Zhao threw the recorder to him and jokingly said, "Sure enough, the mall is like a battlefield." ”

Some companies need voice recorders in order to steal secrets, but she didn't expect Jin Zhuoqi to do the same.

Many days after that.

Nie Zhao's mind was always very calm, so some things were also hindsighted.

She suddenly found that she didn't know when Jin Zhuoqi had never been out of the house once, and even if she needed anything, she had always ordered it to be delivered.

Even when he bought vegetables, he would find someone to help him buy them back, and he would guard the house every step of the way.

Nie Zhao couldn't quite understand why, suppressed the strangeness in his heart, and identified this situation as if he didn't want to go out.

She laid out the yoga mat and prepared to do yoga, and halfway through it, she felt a sore back and legs, so she lay flat on the floor to rest.

Staring at the ceiling, there was a white light in front of me.

Sometimes she couldn't even tell whether it was her fantasy or if there was really light.

After all, in this layer of white like a thick fog, she could not see anything from this world, not even the shadow of the faint ceiling lamp, just a white, endless white.

After a second of shaking, when he opened his eyes, Nie Zhao was still a little stunned.

Her brain was buzzing, like a mass of bees in a heap, stinging her whole body painfully and numbly.

The pain in her body became more and more intense after doing yoga, so strong that she couldn't breathe, and her chest was stuffy.

She sat on the edge of the bed, frowning and feeling that something was wrong, she stretched out her hand and touched her arm, and suddenly touched a bloody wound, the wound was not deep, but it was lightly scratched, and it was bubbling with blood.

The tingling sensation stems from this.

When the fingers touched the wound, they suddenly trembled and no longer dared to touch again.

Her eyes widened, and after a second of confusion, a sense of dread arose.

In order to confirm her suspicions, she bent down and hurriedly groped for the ground with the palm of her hand, and felt a sharp hard piece that seemed to have been removed from somewhere, because all the knives in the house were locked in the kitchen cupboard by Jin Zhuoqi.

Yes cut with this thing.

And there was no yoga mat on the ground that she was still practicing.

At that moment, she was a little at a loss, and even her eyes began to ache and ache.

She hurriedly threw the hard piece under the bed and blindly began to deal with the crime scene.

Her heart tightened to the point that her whole body ached, and she struggled to her feet, and walked around the bedroom in a hurry.

Thinking of the bathroom, I woke up in an instant, walked in quickly, pinched the shower gel and smashed the bathroom mirror.

"Bang!" A bang.

The glass mirror shattered to the ground.

She stood in the glass slag heap, pale and waiting.

Her closed eyelids trembled a little, and she silently counted the numbers in her heart, and in less than seven seconds, Jin Zhuoqi would walk in to see her.

But she didn't see it, and she didn't feel it either.

When she opened her eyes and was desperately touching something on the ground, Jin Zhuoqi was already standing outside the door looking at her with a pale face and a dead heart.

He walked into the bathroom with a raised step, his voice hoarse and astringent: "What's wrong?" ”

Nie Zhao's face moved in his direction, raised his arm to expose the wound to the light, and pressed the draft, trying to suppress the tremor and nervousness in his voice.

"I tried to get a comb, and I accidentally hit something and the glass shattered."

Jin Zhuoqi's tone was very calm, and he walked over, and his eyes hurt when he saw the wound on her white arm.

He pulled her out of the bathroom and said, "Give you some medicine, and I'll clean it up later." ”

Jin Zhuoqi asked softly: "Nie Zhao, let's not put a mirror in our bathroom." ”

Nie Zhao smiled hard and said, "Okay." ”

He grabbed him again, looked up with a little face, and looked like a rare flatterer: "Brother Zhuo, don't be angry, I'll pay attention next time." ”

Jin Zhuoqi clasped her wrist and leaned over to kiss her lips with restraint and forbearance.

"yes, I know."

"You're obedient."

Chapter 52

Nie Zhao pretended that the incident hadn't happened, as usual, ignoring the incident, she felt that she was getting better.

But then she thought about it, her memories seemed to start to become very fragmented, and she didn't have amnesia, but sometimes she didn't remember some of the self-harm she had done, and when she noticed the wound, she would remember what she had done, and her spirit and memory were like crumbling machines, disintegrating and separating inch by inch, reversed in order, and becoming memory fragments.

She consciously wanted to avoid it, it was so similar to the time she first went to the hospital that she couldn't imagine what would happen next.

I just remember that the little nurse who often took care of her by her side would turn from a caring gaze to impatience and silence.

She began to feel sick and disgusted with her body and soul.

I always felt that my body was very dirty, as if something filthy had been contaminated, so I took a bath for longer and longer, and every time I rubbed my skin until it was painful.

Jin Zhuoqi told her every time not to take a bath for so long, and every time an hour passed, he had to call her out.

This is true for a long time.

Nie Zhao, who hadn't completely soaked in the bath, was a little irritable, and his ears were calloused when he heard his shout.

She couldn't suppress her anger: "Are you annoyed??" I can't take a shower? ”

When he blurted out this sentence, Nie Zhao sat in the bathtub again and was stunned for a moment, opened his lips, and wanted to say sorry, but heard his footsteps turning around and leaving from the bathroom door, and the words of apology were swallowed back into his stomach, and his throat was dry and painful.

After taking a shower, I came out and changed into pajamas, dried my hair and went to drink porridge, I didn't dare to speak when I lay down in front of the dining table, the spoon was useless, and I lowered my head and held the bowl and drank it in small sips.

I heard a cold sentence over there: "Porridge is not used to wash your face, eat well." ”

Nie Zhao sighed unnaturally.

I took a big sip of it, and I couldn't drink it halfway through.

She felt a little guilty and awkward, opened her lips, made a preset for a long time and didn't say sorry, and nestled back on the bed after eating.

Jin Zhuoqi glanced at her and went to the study to deal with the work as usual.

Nie Zhao felt a little bored, lying flat in her head, looping back and forth in her head, back and forth, she took a deep breath, sat up suddenly, and wanted to find something to pass the time.

So she went to the utility room next door and found some things she had piled up to play with.

Her fingers suddenly touched a drawer, it was locked, and she didn't open it for a long time.

Fortunately, it was a combination lock, and I tried four zeros, but it didn't open.

I tried her birthday again and turned it on.

It shows that Jin Zhuoqi doesn't want to hide it so much, otherwise as long as she finds this thing, she will definitely be able to try it.

Open the drawer, and there are just bits and pieces of clutter inside.

There was also a very soft plastic bag with a lot of medicine in it.

She guessed it was a spare medicine that couldn't fit in the medicine cabinet.

Waiting until he touched a certain bottle, Nie Zhao paused again.

For no other reason, the bottle was a peculiar size and shape, similar to a special medicine she had taken a long time ago.

This special drug is originally from the United Kingdom, and its main effect is to calm emotions, relieve stress, and make people have a short period of pleasure and relaxation, which is also used to treat depression.

She has eaten it, and the effect is miraculously very good, and the most direct effect is that it can eliminate her insomnia, and it can be 100% addictive.

The phone call before Ge Yuankai left said that he didn't want her to take this medicine.

After that, Nie Zhao had never seen this medicine or bottle in any of his treatments.

Originally, Ge Yuankai bought it for her, but Ge Yuankai left, and there was no sale in China.

She lowered her eyes, she didn't know what was going on in her head, her long eyelashes were as thin as cicada's wings, she trembled lightly several times, put the medicine in its place, locked the door, and went back to the bedroom.

She sat at the table and played with Lego, fumbling for the size and shape of Lego, regardless of the position she liked, and didn't care if the Lego was formed and looked good, just blindly playing with it.

All emotions seemed to linger in an instant, leaving a dead calm.

Nie Zhao wanted to cry in despair.

I wanted to laugh and scold Jin Zhuoqi, why did he return to China.

Didn't he know that he would be affected?

I still think he's okay, so I show up in front of her as a savior to pull her out too.

Nie Zhao didn't think he was better.

They were like two trapped beasts tormenting each other, imprisoned alive in this house.

Biting each other, making each other bruised all over their bodies, and using saliva to give each other some comfort and treatment.

It's a pity that Nie Zhao's depression was not caused by Jin Zhuoqi, but because of her.

Nie Zhao firmly believed that if Jin Zhuoqi was still in London at this time, he would definitely get better and better, and would not get worse and worse like her.

People are emotional animals, she is a flammable and explosive forbidden/product, and some people don't want to die.

He also stayed in the study for an hour, because he had to hold a very important meeting temporarily, he couldn't be absent, and when the meeting was over, he closed the computer and went back to the bedroom to see Nie Zhao.

Her mood has been very wrong recently, and sometimes she will forget what she has said, so Jin Zhuoqi wants to help her remember, and she must always keep her spirits tight, pay attention to her abnormalities, and ask the doctor for a solution in time.

Seeing that Nie Zhao was still playing with Lego, he glanced at the time, poured warm water, and shouted to her in a soft tone: "Nie Zhao, go to sleep, you won't be able to sleep if you go to bed too late." ”

Nie Zhao was still playing Lego in silence, and after a few seconds, he stopped what he was doing, lowered his head and didn't look back at him.

The voice was a little hesitant, but he still said it: "Jin Zhuoqi." ”

"Huh? How? ”