Jin Zhuoqi's fingers lightly placed under her eyelids, feeling moist and warm, and then comforted: "Okay, don't think about it, it doesn't hurt much, it's different from your physique, and if it's heavier, it hurts." ”

Nie Zhao didn't have the heart to joke with him, so he took out the medicine kit and gave him medicine with his head down.

After finishing the meal, he suddenly felt a little like smoking, so he took Jin Zhuoqi's box of Marlboro from the table, which was closest to his new love.

When you bite into your mouth, you don't think it's easy to smoke at all.

I took two puffs, choked a little, and even stood at her feet, and I didn't dare to come over with her big eyes and small eyes.

He answered the phone, sounding as if he was dealing with yesterday's car accident, and the other party's voice was a little anxious, not at all like what Jin Zhuoqi had said that it had been dealt with.

It seems that the other party wants the lion to open his mouth, after all, Jin Zhuoqi is fully responsible.

"I'll go out for a while, you stay at home."

Nie Zhao smoked and lay on the sofa, nodded, and said, "Come back and bring me some fried noodles." ”

Jin Zhuoqi was stunned, and when he closed the door, he left the last sentence: "Wait for me to come back and fry you." ”

Hearing the words of satisfaction, Nie Zhao laughed, put out the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray, and played with his previous mobile phone for a while.

She hadn't been on the Internet much in a long time.

She didn't have any friends, and naturally no one sent her a message on WeChat.

Only last week Ge Yuankai sent her a message.

[What? Let me report peace to my family, and I will report it to you if I think about it. 】

Nie Zhao knew that he would not receive a reply if he replied to him now.

Or replied: "It's a good life, don't worry about it. 】

After the reply, Nie Zhao also received a WeChat call from Fu Kun.

Before he called, he also asked: Is Brother Zhuo not at home?

Nie recalled: Hmm.

After answering, there was a long silence on the other side.

Nie Zhao could only take the initiative to ask, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

Fu Kun took a deep breath and called out to her: "Nie Zhao, don't torture him, okay?" When I begged you. ”

Nie Zhao was lying on the sofa, and when he heard his words, he sat up with his mobile phone in his hand, hunched over, and clenched his mobile phone with his eyes lowered.

"What?"

"Do you think you're doing that?"

"Brother Zhuo had autism when he was a child, in fact, he has never been well, he was very irritable when he was a child, he did everything in fights and violated discipline, because he didn't want to disappoint Aunt Jin to become a good student, he was very mentally ill, he can't be said to be depressed like you, but after he was released from prison, it seemed to be even more serious, he was a person, he always liked to let people see his strong and calm appearance, in fact, he didn't have it at all in his heart, he was actually very paranoid in his bones."

Fu Kun's voice was low and a little unwilling: "He was going to London for treatment, and it was not a serious illness, but he came back because he heard that you were sick, so he came back without hesitation." ”

"If two people can only live one, he wants that person to be you."

"But have you thought about it, Nie Zhao, there must be a limit to people's selfishness."

Nie Zhao opened his lips, and his throat was like a dry and cracked river.

She wanted to say that she was slowly getting better, at least, she could see it, wasn't that recovering?

"I can't see him." Nie Zhao tried to grasp something, "He went abroad, I was well treated in China, and I can take care of myself." ”

Fu Kun chuckled, completely unconvinced.

"Really? He knows that you are sick and will go back to China without even thinking about it, do you think he can let go of you? ”

"Nie Zhao, I'm sorry, I know I'm ruthless, but I just want Brother Zhuo to be good."

"Did you know he was in a car accident yesterday? He bumped into someone and wanted to be private with someone, and that person opened his mouth Brother Zhuo also agreed, but the other party saw that Brother Zhuo agreed so easily, and began to increase the weight, Brother Zhuo dislocated his jaw on the spot, and then said that he was private with him, and threw him a card, and today the person suddenly said that he wanted to sue him, saying that he did not agree to settle it privately, saying that Brother Zhuo was a hit-and-run. ”

Nie Zhao listened to Fu Kun's words in a bit of a daze, she didn't think that it would cause such consequences.

"I don't know."

"You don't have to say that I know, it's because of you." Fu Kun said, "Because with you, he is really going crazy Nie Zhao, I don't want to see Brother Zhuo go down like this." ”

"He's done enough for you."

Nie Zhao clenched his phone and didn't say a word.

After a long while, he said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to let go, Jin Zhuoqi doesn't want to leave, I'll get better, I'm already getting better." ”

She will recuperate and eat well in the future, or go to the hospital now, or get injections, she is already getting better.

Jin Zhuoqi, who loves her so much, how could she be willing to part.

After speaking, Nie Zhao hung up the phone in a panic and hastily.

She used to be arrogant and had never been embarrassed and inferior in front of anyone, but when she heard Fu Kun's words at this time, she couldn't raise her head a little.

It is she who is despicable, she wants to occupy Jin Zhuoqi and wants him to accompany her all the time.

Nie Zhao pressed his mobile phone on the sofa next to him, got up and hurriedly poured himself a glass of warm water, and poured all the medicine prescribed by the doctor before.

The bitterness in his mouth was disgusting, but Nie Zhao pressed his throat and eyes, swallowed it all raw, and pinched the toffee placed next to him and chewed it in his mouth.

I don't know if it's a drug, and as if I heard Jin Zhuoqi leaving her, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, like an omen before sudden death.

She was terribly flustered.

After sitting on the spot with her ears covered for half an hour, Nie Zhao returned to the bedroom, where Crumbs followed her and climbed into bed.

Two minutes later, she suddenly jumped on the desk next to her, her paws clutching at the small drawer on the desk.

Nie Zhao tilted his head and looked at it, still a little unclear So.

She walked over and pulled the drawer open, and the pieces were instantly inside.

The drawer of the desk is large enough to fit the size of two middle-aged cats.

There were a few books in it, "Summer, Fireworks and My Corpse" and "Norwegian Wood", as well as a few magazines and comics, which were crumbled and pulled around for a long time, almost tearing the book.

Nie Zhao frowned, took the book out of it, and looked at it with an inexplicable look in his eyes.

"What are you doing?"

When the book was pulled out of it, a silver tape recorder was revealed.

Nie Zhao's eyes must have been, she remembered that this thing was bought for her by Jin Zhuoqi when she bought the watch.

The second her eyes saw this recorder, it was like being struck with a stick, and she suddenly remembered one thing, this recorder she asked him to buy.

At that moment, Nie Zhao's hairs stood on end, and she stood there for a long time, unable to help herself, staring at the recorder with a stunned look, and she suddenly didn't dare to take it.

The kitten pulls on this thing, which means that she often uses a voice recorder to record something.

And at this point, she had no idea it existed.

A sense of fear crept up in her eyes, and she stepped back in a messy manner until her calf hit the edge of the bed, and the pain was so painful that she fell to the bed.

She stared at the recorder for a long, long time, but still breathed tense and walked over to take it in her hand.

I don't know when Jin Zhuoqi will come back, and she must not know what is here.

When I opened it, it showed more than 30 audio clips, which were not recorded every day, but from the perspective of time, it was the third day that the recorder was bought, and she continued to record something.

"Jin Zhuoqi, you can only love me alone, even if I die."

He said, "Then let's die with you, and I won't fall in love with anyone else." ”

"Really? Unbelief. ”

"When did you break your word?"

"Can you get the inside while we're doing it?"

"I can't."

"But there will be a feeling that you are very full and will overflow, and your lower abdomen will swell very comfortably."

He chuckled, "How can you be satisfied?" ”

"I don't know."

Third paragraph:

His voice was a little emotional: "I don't seem to be able to raise you well." ”

"You're going to come to see me 800 times a day, so just put on a monitor and find a chain to lock me in the bed, and I won't think about stealing the dagger."

After sinking for a long time, he said, "What is the difference between living in my bed and dying?" ”

"I love you."

Jin Zhuoqi laughed: "I love you too." ”

……

Nie Zhao's face was terrifyingly pale, and he didn't catch the recorder at all.

"Smack!" As she fell to the floor, her whole body began to tremble.

How many things had she forgotten.

But when she heard these voices, she could think strangely of everything she had told him, the picture at that time, her voice, Jin Zhuoqi's expression.

Everything reappeared in her mind, and even if she couldn't see it at the time, she could remember every frame clearly.

Chapter 57

She immediately closed the recorder and put it in its place, and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, for I don't know how long.

She didn't know if she found this recorder because she could see it with her eyes, she didn't know if she was better, but she knew that Jin Zhuoqi might be dealing with the bad things she had caused outside at this time.

His leg injury was not yet healed, and Nie Zhao vaguely remembered that his leg was still a little unsmooth when he came out of the house.

She sat on the desk in front of the study, and there was still the book "Norwegian Wood" next to her, which she couldn't read halfway through, Nie Zhao liked Naoko in it for a while, liked her pain, her entanglement, her paleness, her despair, and liked her ending.

Perhaps for her, death was the best option.