Co-chanting verse 109
The man next to him scolded him: "How old the are you?" ”
Chen Jixun tugged at the corners of his mouth: "I think you have done something that you don't dare to let people know." ”
"Come and play, I'm afraid of you."
"Let's talk about it first, whoever finds out that the truth is lying, it will be a shame to be thrown into the whole of Jingning."
Nie Zhao sat next to him and didn't say anything, the girl who dealt the cards next to him was very sensible, and directly brought Nie Zhao a copy when the cards were dealt, so he was suddenly pulled into the card game, and Nie Zhao himself did not react.
She turned out to be the smallest hand in the first hand.
She said she would never play with it.
He threw the three in his hand on the table, turned his head to look at Chen Jixun, "Tell the truth." ”
The corners of Chen Jixun's mouth evoked a hint of playfulness, and he was about to ask some explosive news, but the inquiry in his mind had not yet taken shape, and when he looked at Jin Zhuoqi's sharp and dark eyes, with scrutiny and coercion, all kinds of thoughts were completely washed away.
served. The corners of his mouth twitched.
"How many exes have you had?" He dropped a sentence in a lazy and uninterested tone.
Nie Zhao said calmly and bluntly: "One." ”
Chen Jixun immediately raised his eyes and put his eyes on her again.
There were some surprises, but it was really Nie Zhao's appearance and the ability to play Jin Zhuoqi like that dog, which was not quite like what she said.
In this way, Brother Zhuo is still her first love???
It's unbelievable.
In the second game, it wasn't her who lost, it was the boy who was still shouting just now for fear of being asked something, so he chose a big adventure.
The inquirer didn't give him the slightest face, and made him walk around the bar in his pants, and was finally let go on the grounds that the man had given him a limited-edition sports car.
After all, these are all well-known sons, and they don't have to be ashamed of themselves, and the face of the family must be taken into account.
I don't know how many games it took, Jin Zhuoqi's mobile phone buzzed, Nie Zhao sat next to him, and subconsciously glanced at it, and it was Lin Sining who remarked.
She didn't leave a trace and looked away, and saw that the person who lost this game was Jin Zhuoqi, this kind of card did not have any skills, it was purely luck, and it was reasonable that he would lose.
The person who asked was still Chen Jixun, Nie Zhao heard him ask that sentence with an evil face, her whole face suddenly turned pale, she suddenly turned her head to look at Jin Zhuoqi, her ears were buzzing, and her pupils were constricted.
Chen Jixun is still joking as always: "What was the last gift your ex-girlfriend gave you?" ”
Sex, love video.
Such a precise inquiry, as well as the teasing in Chen Jixun's eyes, as if she knew something, made her fingers suddenly clenched white, and her brain was stuffy with lack of oxygen.
Perhaps it was because Nie Zhao's eyes were too straightforward, and his eyes were also warm, and Nie Zhao's eyes seemed to be snowing at this time.
Jin Zhuoqi also raised his eyes to meet her gaze, and looked at it without saying a word.
A few people who were watching the fun next to them saw that their eyes were already so obvious, and they glanced at each other ambiguously, and began to coax them in a serious way.
"Brother Zhuo asked you, what do you think the people next to you are doing?"
The wine girl who happened to walk in next to her seemed to sense that something was wrong with the atmosphere, glanced at Jin Zhuoqi, and continued to pour him wine with her head down, poured more than half of it, stopped and stood next to her, and couldn't help but secretly look at Nie Zhao.
Although she felt that this girl had some eyes, she knew that she should have an unusual relationship with Jin Zhuoqi.
Normally, his friends wouldn't give those girls a second look.
Nie Zhao glanced at the girl, looked away from Jin Zhuoqi, and heard him answer with his usual casual attitude.
"A cat, smashed."
A few people next to him were clearly unconvinced.
"What, your expression clearly wasn't thinking about that."
"Hey, Xiaolu, didn't you wear a skirt today?"
The wine girl next to her chuckled and said, "It's cold today, wear a uniform to keep warm." ”
Nie Zhao lowered her head, she didn't want to stay here for a moment, she didn't know if those people knew about the video, and she instantly felt as if she couldn't fit into this circle.
Jin Zhuoqi didn't speak, and no one took her seriously.
She has dignity and doesn't want to compete with others to get him.
If it's not hers, she doesn't want it.
If he didn't want to, what would she have to force?
Nie Zhao stood up and hurriedly walked out of the private room.
I walked to the front desk and took a box of Marlboro out.
Walking outside, the soothing wind blew, and I was able to breathe a little.
She crouched on the side of the road, biting the lit cigarette, puffing violently, and choking a little, the mist spilling down her trembling lips, her elbows against her knees, and Nie Zhao inhaled one by one.
She found that cigarettes and alcohol can really make people dizzy and give people a temporary sense of pleasure, so it's no wonder so many people like it.
Staring at this cigarette, Nie Zhao's mind couldn't help but think of the ashtray in front of Jin Zhuoqi, and the box of cigarettes that were almost finished.
He never quit, but he became more addicted than he was back then.
Nie Zhao smoked three or four, the wind was so cold that his arms were hypothermic.
Maybe the sight really has a temperature.
Nie Zhao tilted his head slightly, and saw Jin Zhuoqi standing in the distance, he didn't know how long he had been standing, and he didn't say a word.
The night is very deep, and the neon lights of Jingning at this time are flashing, the lights of high-rise buildings are bright, and the road vehicles are rushing endlessly, and they are luxuriant.
Standing here, people look very small and inconspicuous.
Nie Zhao stood up, walked over to him, stood in front of him and called out as always: "Brother Zhuo." ”
Her tone was light, with a little dullness that could not be concealed, and I didn't know whether it was blown by the wind or hoarse by the smoke.
Jin Zhuoqi looked down at her, "Why didn't you leave?" ”
Nie Zhao lowered his head and didn't say a word, but after two seconds, he raised his head and said with a smile: "Don't dare to leave, I'm afraid that you will go with that little green." ”
Jin Zhuoqi twisted his eyebrows slightly, and his voice was low.
"I don't know."
Through the light, I don't know if it was an illusion, Jin Zhuoqi actually saw a little red in her eyes.
"The video has long been ruined."
Those people thought it was his tattoo and were joking.
Her mother often resells her videos, and Jin Zhuoqi knows that she is scared.
Jin Zhuoqi would not allow this kind of thing that would threaten Nie Zhao to still exist in this world.
Except for a few photos of the two of them in the camera, everything else has long been ruined.
Nie Zhao didn't look at him anymore, his nose was still sour.
"Hmm."
"Then I'll go first."
After saying that, she lowered her head and took a taxi back, not excluding the driver with a high price, and was accepted in seconds.
Jin Zhuoqi next to him didn't leave, and while waiting for the car, Nie Zhao tried his best to relax his mood and asked jokingly: "You, how are you doing later?" Is London good? ”
Jin Zhuoqi looked at her sideways, facing the light, and at this time he could clearly see the expression on her face.
The tone is free and loose: "Nothing good or bad, studying, working, drinking all day." ”
When Jin Zhuoqi returned to London, he hardly left London except for a business trip, like a machine that kept spinning and speeding up, shaping himself into a cold-blooded and ruthless person, and he was drunk during the few breaks he had.
That state lasted for half a year.
It wasn't until he realized what the unanswered message meant, that he suddenly understood what Nie Zhao meant as if he had been struck with a stick.
Occasionally, when he watched his friends tossing and turning on various girls, he would really have the idea of sinking with them.
At that time, there happened to be a girl with a profile that looked very similar to Nie Zhao, a native of southern China, studying at the University of London, just a freshman, and a very popular personality in the circle, which was too similar to Nie Zhao, who was flamboyant and bright in high school.
She chased him for a long time, confessed to him on his birthday, and the audience coaxed, and when she came over to kiss her, Jin Zhuoqi pushed him away and stood up, met the girl's shy and stunned gaze, and said sorry to leave the scene early.
He had no strength.
Even the abusive love is gone, and it is all given to that person, and there is no way to get it back.
He thought about accompanying her to death, and what else was left for himself.
Nie Zhao didn't know what Jin Zhuoqi was thinking, and a second before he got into the car, he reluctantly smiled and told him.
"Brother Zhuo, I feel like I really can't enter your world."
"I'll go first, next time-"
Stuck in the middle of her words, her lips were open for a long time, she quietly turned around and stepped into the taxi, closed the door and left the bar.
Only Jin Zhuoqi was left standing still for a long time, watching the car flashing its far lights, and his eyes ached.
I don't know how long it took, but he lowered his head slightly, moved his frozen fingers, and pulled out the number he had kept a few days ago.
[No, there is. 】
He's just too scared of losing.
When he turned around and left the side of the road, Jin Zhuoqi was a little self-deprecating, he was actually afraid of this, so scared that he didn't dare to take the initiative, and even felt that the ice was very good at this moment, and he would not be intimate, at least not alienated.
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The moment Nie Zhao got into the taxi, he suddenly felt like crying, and when his fingers brushed the hot tails of his eyes, he felt some moist water in the corners of his eyes.
She leaned back, staring out the window with a blank look, her mind cluttered along the way.
When I got home, I lay on the bed exhausted, I didn't even have the strength to take a shower, my whole face was buried in the blanket, and I grabbed the pillow next to me and pressed it behind my head.
Then the whole person fell silent.
I don't know how long it took to drag my body to take a bath, and the whole person lost his soul.
When Nie Zhao came out of the shower, he also flipped through his previous mobile phone when he packed up his things.