Spring (5)

Shen Yu's life is bounded by Brahma Prima.

Until then, he had a smooth life and a bright future. And after that, it was like walking alone on a thorny mountain road, and every step was not easy, until I met Rong Jin.

After the fire that rose to the sky in the imperial city in the past, the dust settled.

Shen Yu thought that all the past could finally be written off, but the poison in his body was like a bone appendage, dragging him back to the abyss he once was.

also brought Rong Jin with him.

Over the years, the illness has tormented Shen Yu many times, but there has never been a time like now, which makes him truly feel the pain of the skin.

After seeing the wound on Rong Jin's forearm with his own eyes, among the medicines sent every day, the fishy sweetness that seemed to be absent became more and more difficult to ignore.

The pitch-black medicinal juice contrasted sharply with Rong Jin's pale face, and it also made Shen Yu's heart swell with self-loathing again-

Every extra moment he has passed now is taken from Rong Jin.

Changfeng looked at his master's expression, his breathing subconsciously slowed down, and he looked at Rong Jin on the side as if asking for help.

Rong Jin put down the letter he was reading, stepped forward to take the bowl, and said softly, "I'll come." ”

Changfeng was relieved and immediately retreated.

Rong Jin sat sideways on the side of the bed, gently blew off the hot steam, scooped a spoonful of medicine and sent it to Shen Yu's lips.

Shen Yu's hand in his sleeve clenched tightly and released it again.

He obeyed Rong Jinyan, but he didn't know the psychological illusion, or because he was more sensitive to blood than ordinary people, as soon as he entered it, he tasted the taste of blood from the "unspeakably bitter" medicine.

The throat moved slightly, and he tried his best to suppress it before swallowing the medicine in his mouth.

Rong Jin was stunned when he saw it in his eyes, and then lowered his head and took a sip of medicine.

Shen Yu was surprised: "You ......"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Rong Jin sticking it up, and when his lips and teeth were leaning on each other, he fed him the medicine he was holding.

There was no shyness in her expression, she was calm and frank, and her bright eyes almost made Shen Yu feel ashamed of herself.

It's like a bright moon hanging high in the sky at night.

It clearly reflects his struggle and unbearableness.

Rong Jin is such a person.

What you want and what you give up, weigh it clearly, never be indecisive, and you will definitely do what you recognize.

"I know your suffering, you should also know my heart, and your tongue should not be used to argue and persuade." Rong Jin bit his lip lightly, and it was supposed to be punishment, "This medicine is too bitter, I want to find some candied fruit, and you can drink the rest yourself." ”

Shen Yu said: "Okay." ”

Rong Jin got this sentence, and then went outside to look for Hongyin, Shen Yu held the bowl and slowly drank the medicine in it until there was not a drop left.

When Xun Shuo came to check the pulse again, Shen Yu kept him and asked about Rong Jin's physical condition.

"It's fine. With me and Miss Rong here, don't worry about it. ”

After learning that Shen Yu already knew the inside story, Xun Shuo's heart that had been hanging fell down, and he didn't have to go to great lengths to hide it.

I don't know how many people envy Shen Yu, he is young and successful, and then he is in power, and the emperor's relatives have to avoid three points when they see it.

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Shuo seems to be (), but Shen Yu is really living a hard life.

In addition to his own house and the medical hall (12)()_[()](12)『Come to []_See the latest chapter_ full chapter" (), he comes here most often, in all fairness, if Shen Yu's experience is placed on others, I am afraid that he will not know how many times he has died.

Xun Shuo took his wrist and said with heartfelt emotion: "The luck of half your life is supposed to be used to meet Mrs. Zun." ”

Shen Yu calmly came out of his mind for a while, and laughed very lightly: "It's worth it." ”

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From the very beginning, Rong Jin didn't plan to tell Rong Qi the truth, for fear that she would worry and that she would stop her.

But Rong Qi is a doctor after all, and he is still a doctor with good medical skills.

Even if I didn't see the clues at the beginning, I felt that something was wrong after checking the pulse every day.

After all, she has been trying her best to regulate her body, and she has also watched the supplements eat with her own eyes, but this body is becoming more and more weak, how can there be such a reason?

On the day he learned about the incident, Rong Qi was about to go to Xun Shuo to theorize, and his eyes were red with anger: "He is also a doctor himself, how can he let you be like this?" Don't you know you're pregnant! ”

Rong Jin sighed silently, grabbed her sleeve, and pulled the person back: "I can't blame Dr. Xun for this matter, I insisted on doing this." ”

As soon as she did something, the possible consequences, Xun Shuo explained it clearly to her.

After listening to this, Rong Jin still calmly rolled up his sleeves, and the thoughts in his heart were very simple.

Even if there is only one possibility, she has to save Shen Yu.

"Sister ......" Rong Qi grabbed her slender wrist, and the protruding wrist bone made people's hands hurt, as if they could break it with more strength.

Rong Qi wanted to persuade, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say anything.

In the end, he just buried his face on the eldest sister's thin shoulder, and his voice was full of grievances: "Are you really worth it?" ”

Not to mention that the child in the womb will be affected, if it goes on like this, even her own body will inevitably collapse.

Over the years, Rong Qi and Shen Yu have been at peace with each other, and they have recognized this brother-in-law in their hearts.

But at this critical juncture, she still hopes that her eldest sister can be "selfish" and think more about herself.

"I used to feel that people and things in this world don't have to be forced, gather and scatter with fate," Rong Jin stroked her cheeks, pulled the broken hair behind her ears, and said softly, "Now I know that people are not plants and trees, and it is inevitable that there will always be obsessions......

Today, Rong Jin seems to have finally understood Shen Yutian's state of mind in the past when he chased after the South China Sea and the North, knowing that he could not do it.

According to the Buddhist scriptures, this is not good.

But she still wanted to force it.

But as it was said in the past, many things are barely coming, not to mention that birth, old age, sickness and death are beyond the reach of human beings.

On this day, after another round of blood, Rong Jin got up and fainted.

If it weren't for Rong Qi's insistence on accompaniment, she would have fallen to the ground like this, with her current body, I am afraid that the child in her womb may not be able to be saved.

Rong Qi's eyes were red and she insisted: "It can't go on like this." ”

Xun Shuo was silent for a long time, and said, "Yes." ”

The two looked at each other, and sighed in unison, because everyone knew that Rong Jin would never listen.

This matter could not be concealed from Shen Yu.

He came here with the help of his attendants, dismissed the people, and nothing

() to do, just quietly look at Rong Jin in a coma.

It seems that he wants to completely engrave her appearance in his memory.

The remnant sun was like blood, and under the gaze of everyone, the door opened again.

Shen Yu barely stood firm by holding on to the door, and ordered lightly: "Send Mrs. away." ”

Everyone was surprised, Rong Qi's words that had been prepared for a long time were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

Cheng Ying had already received the order to arrange it properly, knowing what would come after he went, he pinched his palm fiercely and said respectfully: "Yes." ”

"There is a beautiful Zhuangzi, you can go with her," Shen Yu looked at Rong Qi, a smile appeared on his pale face, "Take good care of her, take good care of her body, it is best to live a long life......

"I also told her that I have no regrets in this life."

"It's just a step ahead, and I'll be guarding by the Nai He Bridge, waiting for her for a long time."

Shen Yu seemed to have thought about it a long time ago, his expression was soft, and he spoke eloquently, so calm that he didn't seem to be explaining the aftermath at all.

Rong Qi had never seen him like this, biting his knuckles, forcibly holding back his tears, and nodded heavily.

Shen Yu acted vigorously and resolutely, and Cheng Ying followed him, but after a while, most of the people in Zhuxuan went away, and they became deserted again.

Shen Yu didn't ask anyone to serve, lit the lamp, and slowly grinded the ink.

He had long thought that he would leave a letter to Rong Jin and his unborn child, but Rong Jin had always been by his side these days, and he had not found a suitable opportunity.

Now I can write slowly.

It's just that I don't have enough strength, and the words I write with a pen are out of shape, soft, and a little unpresentable.

This should be the longest letter he has ever written in his life, and there are endless words, but as his energy becomes more and more lacking, he finally finds it difficult to continue, and he puts his pen on hold.

A moth swooped down, and the candle flame trembled and was about to be extinguished.

Shen Yu leaned on the back of the chair, his hands hanging weakly, his eyelids getting heavier and heavier, and his mind was not very clear.

It seems that from the candle flame, I have a glimpse of the blood color of Brahma in the past.

Before closing the eyes, a rare voice came from a distance, but what was being said was no longer really audible.

There is still no shadow to attract the soul, and as far as the eye can see, there are overwhelming, like blood-colored red flowers.

He couldn't remember who he was or where he came from for a while, but he subconsciously followed the faint ghost fire in the distance for an unknown amount of time, and saw a river in the distance.

The river is wide, but the water in it is not deep, only knee-deep.

Before stepping into it, those memories buried deep in the bottom of my heart came one after another, burning like fire.

Countless hands stretched out from the river, scorched black by the fire, with no flesh and skin left, only dry bones, desperately clutching his ankles and the hem of his clothes, trying to drag him into the ground.

Shen Yu was not timid, his eyelashes drooped, and he calmly looked at the scene of this group of demons dancing.

I don't know how long the confrontation lasted, but a light came on, and the charred hands seemed to be frightened and faded away.

Shen Yu raised his eyes and saw an unknown number of people standing on the shore in the distance.

He couldn't see his face clearly, but the armor he was wearing was something he was familiar with.

In the past, they were covered in bruises and dying, and their flesh and blood were so blurred that they could barely make out their appearances, but they still desperately protected him to break through the encirclement.

With his body as a shield, he shielded him from the dense rain of arrows.

"Major General......

"Stop ......"

"Jiro ......"

In the fragments of their memories, their dry lips opened and closed, and they called him in different ways, but they all said to him in unison, "To live." ”

Across the vast river, someone on the bank beckoned to him, and his rough voice was the same as back then, and he laughed and said, "It's not time to meet yet, young general, you should go back." ”

In a trance, it seemed that someone grabbed his wrist.

A soft but firm voice sounded in his ears: "Shen Yu! ”！