Chapter 34: Humans are very cheap animals

In the car, Tang Jian turned on the heating for me, but he has been using this car for a while, and when he bought it, the car seller directly said that it was a blister car.

But it's cheap, it's convenient for Tang Jian to buy anything, and he bought it for 20,000 yuan.

This air conditioner is not powerful at all, you have to kick it with your foot to make it work.

In his car, I found a detail.

There has been a hand-woven handicraft hanging on the rearview mirror of his car, which was given to him by Xiaoqing, and he has been hanging on the car, saying that he can keep safe, but why is this gone?

I immediately asked, "I said cheap (built) people, why is that handicraft in your car gone?" ”

Tang Jian was stunned for a moment, and replied, "Throw it away." ”

He said it lightly, but I don't think it's that simple, and I didn't see Xiaoqing in his bar two times today.

I immediately said, "You shouldn't have a conflict with Xiaoqing, right?" ”

Tang Jian said unabashedly: "It's divided." ”

I was stunned for a moment, a little surprised, because in my opinion the two of them had a good relationship, the kind that made people jealous.

Why is it divided?

"What's going on? How long does it take? ”

Tang Jian picked up the Hongta Mountain next to the gear lever, lit one and sucked it hard, and said: "Just a while ago, he felt that he had no future with me, felt unstable, and ran away with someone. ”

"Impossible, right?"

"What's impossible, Ah Chang, woman! She can be your daughter when she is good to you, but if she doesn't love you anymore, you are not as good as her dog. ”

Although Tang Jian's words sounded ugly, his words were not rough.

But I still felt incredible, and said, "You have been together for so long, is she willing to do it?" Didn't you keep it? ”

Tang Jian took another hard puff of cigarette, and after slowly spitting out the smoke in his mouth, he said: "What can I do if I am reluctant, and the heart-rending retention is just a manifestation of unwillingness." Besides, what can I give her? ”

As he spoke, he sneered and continued: "Don't talk about me, aren't you and He Huan the same?" Who of us would have thought that you would be so separated, the same thing. ”

I can't say anything more, I just think it's a little too realistic, but who would have thought?

Just like He Huan's sudden disappearance back then, I don't even know the reason.

"Ah Chang, in fact, it's not a big deal, we will always forget each other in the future, first forget her appearance, then forget her voice, forget the former vows, not now, but also in the future."

I also picked up his Hongta Mountain and lit one, and said with emotion: "Yes, maybe one day, I will forget the appearance of her who I loved so much at that time; Maybe one day, I will forget all the details that I have ever experienced together; Maybe one day, I'll forget to fight for her. All the memories about us are no match for the dilution of the passing years. But I think that no matter how time passes, I will never forget the desperate mood when I loved her in the first place. ”

"I can understand that it is a kind of infatuation with three thousand weak water and only one scoop."

I laughed miserably: "You say, aren't people like us stupid and useless?" ”

"Look at how to understand, in fact, there is no shame in loving only one person in your life. But since I know that it is an irreparable relationship, I can't continue to love like this, and I can't live with ......memories anymore."

Tang Jian's words seem to be comforting himself, but they are actually comforting me, because we are fellow patients.

The two big men chatted about all this nonsense until he sent me downstairs to my apartment.

When I got out of the car, Tang Jian stretched his head out of the car and shouted at me: "Ah Chang, let it pass in the past, there is still a long way to go, when you are alone, don't think about the affairs of two people, and put the memories aside." When you are depressed, think of something happy, put your sorrow behind, open your heart, and live well. ”

"Well, you too, live well."

Friends are to confide in each other, tolerate each other, comfort each other, and encourage each other.

I am very grateful to have two friends, Tang Jian and Xie Dongqing, who will always pull me when I am confused.

……

The night back to the residence was so deep that I wanted to destroy the things that made people unhappy with my own hands.

But in the end, I held back, and when I calmed down, it was just an impotent rage.

Lying on the bed and looking at the depths of the night sky, it is impossible to see through the vastness, I am floating like a ghost in the vast time, some lost, some ignorant, and some unspeakable helplessness.

In this world, there are people who are enthusiastic and happy for you, but they are neglected by you; Some people let you have a short period of happiness, but get a chain of your thoughts.

In fact, people are very cheap animals.

I, too, am no exception.

……

I don't know if I didn't have a good rest last night, or some other reason, I woke up at night without any state at all, and my head still hurt a little.

According to my previous style, I was supposed to take a day off for a day off, but now I can't take a break, and I don't have much time left.

dragged a somewhat heavy body to the company, habitually went to the pantry to make a cup of coffee, and as soon as I returned to the position, Sun Hao called me to stop.

"Boss, just now Mr. Ye came to you and said to let you go to his office."

"Mr. Ye came to me?" I asked, a little surprised.

Ye Mingyuan, the general manager of our company and the founder of the company, usually comes to the company for very little time, why did he suddenly come to me?

I didn't dare to slack off, and after putting the coffee on the office, I went to Mr. Ye's office.

"Mr. Ye, are you looking for me?"

Ye Mingyuan looked up at me and nodded with a faint smile on his face: "It's here!" Come and sit. ”

In this company, there are few people who can convince me, and Ye Mingyuan is one.

It is said that he is self-made and a real technical leader, and it is said that Xiaomi's Ray is always his senior brother.

He is not old-fashioned, he is only in his forties, with an angular face, not very big eyes, a very straight nose, some thick lips, and a very attractive appearance.

I walked over generously and sat down on the couch across from him.

He handed me a cup of tea and asked in a casual tone, "Are you following the project over there at Yongfeng?" ”

"Yes, Mr. Ye." I nodded, looked him straight in the eye.

"I heard that the resistance is not small!"

I smiled and said, "It's a bit of a resistance, but it's going well so far." ”

Ye Mingyuan nodded thoughtfully, and said, "I have never asked about the project here, can you tell me about the current progress?" ”

I nodded, and then gave him a detailed introduction.

He didn't show any expression the whole time, just listened quietly.

It wasn't until I had finished explaining it all that he smiled lightly and turned his head slightly to look out the window, the white light outlining his chiseled face.

Suddenly, he turned his head to stare at me and said meaningfully, "You know what? Someone reported you to me. ”

I was shocked and a little dazed.

But I finally knew what Ye Mingyuan had come to me for this sudden reason.