I was stunned, a little bit I didn't understand why Mr. Ye suddenly asked like this, which caught me a little off guard.

Mr. Ye smiled again and said, "It's okay, let's talk casually now, just tell me what you think." ”

"This, Mr. Ye, I think there really is no one in our marketing department who can be qualified for this position, let's see if I can be transferred from other departments."

Mr. Ye glanced at me and said with a smile: "Why don't you recommend yourself to me?" ”

"Ahh I ......," I smiled helplessly, and said, "how can anyone recommend yourself." ”

Mr. Ye also smiled: "Xiao Gao, you are just not confident, I know that Hu Yongqiang can sit in the position of director, and most of the credit is yours, but you have always had a non-contentious attitude...... That's why I just asked you that, but I'm not very satisfied with the answer you gave me. ”

I was a little embarrassed, he was right, I was just a little unconfident, it probably had something to do with my birth and family.

When I was young, my parents always talked about how good other people's children were in front of me, and they always compared me with others, and always felt that their children were inferior to others.

In addition, after leaving the society, Xie Dongqing, who has such a good relationship with me, also has such high achievements, but I am still alone.

This also indirectly led to me feeling that I was not as good as others, so I didn't have that self-confidence.

In my silence, Mr. Ye said to me seriously: "Xiao Gao, you have been in the company for almost five years, I don't believe you don't care about the position at all?" ”

"I care, I definitely care, but I ......" I said with a wry smile, "Mr. Ye, as you said, I don't like to stand out, and I don't have much confidence." ”

"Therefore, I really don't dare to hand over the position of director to you, not because I am not at ease with you, but as a leader, at least I must be confident."

"Well, I know, I'm okay with everything."

Mr. Ye glanced at me again, a little hated that iron could not be made of steel, and shook his head in disappointment with a final sigh.

I was still thinking about what I said wrong, but I quickly reacted, and hurriedly said: "But Mr. Ye, I think the position of our marketing director is really difficult to say except me...... Even if you are transferred from another department, you don't know our marketing department! ”

Hearing me say this, Mr. Ye suddenly laughed again and said, "You really reacted fast enough!" ”

I laughed and said, "If I'm not interesting, it's really unteachable." ”

Mr. Ye smiled again, and didn't say anything about it anymore, I naturally don't know what he thinks about it.

After sending me downstairs to my residence, Mr. Ye glanced at my residential community and asked suspiciously, "Didn't I hear that you bought a house before?" Why do you still live here? ”

"I bought it, but I haven't picked up the house yet."

"Which real estate?"

"The one of the Royal Water Bay."

"Oh! Which real estate seems to be owned by Yongfeng, right? ”

"Well, it's Yongfeng Real Estate."

"That's still good, mortgage or full purchase?"

I smiled bitterly and said, "Mr. Ye, where can I afford to pay the full amount!" Mortgaged. ”

Mr. Ye also smiled and said: "It's okay, work hard, there is no problem in paying off the full amount in three or five years with your ability." ”

"Well, Mr. Ye walks slowly."

After sending Mr. Ye away, I kept thinking about his last words.

Leaders like to draw pies, but I don't think Mr. Ye's last sentence is like painting a pie for me, he seems to be really optimistic about me!

Maybe it's because I'm thinking too much, and as a boss, he naturally wants to encourage his employees, so that I can be down-to-earth for the company.

After returning to the accommodation, I sent the order information I had just taken to Tian Jie and told her that this was all the order information of the Sunshine Holiday Hotel.

After a while, Tian Jie replied: "Okay, I received it, I will call you when there is a result." ”

"Well, thank you for your fans for me."

"Aren't you going to thank me?"

"Thank you too."

"Cut, come less, I don't want to thank you verbally."

"Please eat, you can choose the place, okay?"

"It's pretty much the same, plus one, come back with me tomorrow to see my parents, you have to behave better, don't goof."

I just remembered that tomorrow is Tuesday, and Tian Jie told me last week that her mother had her birthday on Tuesday, and asked me to go back with her to deal with it, and I agreed.

Although I didn't want to help her deceive her parents, I had already agreed, so I had to bite the bullet.

I replied, "Okay, got it." ”

"Remember to dress smart! Don't be sloppy, I've got several of my aunts coming. ”

It's really helpless, but I can only agree.

After charging my phone, I lay down in bed and tossed and turned over and over in various sleeping positions, hoping to leave all the heaviness of the day behind and get a good night's sleep.

Unfortunately, after lying down for an hour, there was still no trace of sleep.

Finally, when he was tired of tossing, he opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze, and then, in the vanity and loneliness, lit a cigarette and looked out the window at the deep night.

The city seemed to be shrouded in light and shadow, but I felt like I was going to be hanged in the night, and I couldn't see the dawn of tomorrow!

Thinking of all the encounters today, as well as the words that Mr. Ye said to me, I feel that I really have no self-confidence, Mr. Ye is right, my biggest shortcoming is that I am not confident enough.

But self-confidence is ingrained in my bones, and I want to change myself, but I always feel that I am not enough, and I am always worried that I will mess up.

I was in a trance, and in the trance, I tasted loneliness and helplessness again and again.

The night was a little deeper, and I seemed to have been forgotten by the whole world in this cold corner, still dazed, still distracted for a while.

That night, I slept very lightly, and my long-tired soul struggled in the endless black net-like dream, until the morning sun shone on my face through the gap in the curtains, and I woke up exhausted.

I sat in bed for a long time before I habitually went to the bathroom to wash up and then started a new day.

In the past three years since He Huan left, I have turned myself into a robot, every day at two o'clock and one line between the company and home, and occasionally go to Tang Jian's small bar to sit down.

Life is so simple, yet it's also so lonely.

As soon as I got on the familiar No. 176 bus, I saw several policemen standing in the company lobby as soon as I arrived at the company.

And the door of Hu Yongqiang's office has been surrounded by water, and I don't know what happened......