I don't know when Xiyue returned to the room, it seems that it was just a moment of trance for me, and when I came back to my senses, she was no longer on the balcony.

I went back to my room, washed up briefly, and lay down on the bed.

This twists and turns of the day has finally calmed down until now.

I didn't expect to meet Shu Ke by chance, and I didn't expect her to be so outstanding ten years later.

I used to think she wasn't worthy of me, but now I'm not worthy of others.

I even dreamed of her that night, dreamed that I was back in high school, dreamed that I was with her.

We still established a relationship in the face of many rumors, and even Xie Dongqing, who had such a good relationship with me, despised me for being hungry and not choosing food.

She is very good to me, she can be said to take care of everything, and follows me every day when she has time, like my little follower.

But a dream is a dream after all, and when you wake up, you are still alone.

Seeing that it was still early, I went to the kitchen to cook some porridge, then packed it and took it to the hospital.

As soon as I arrived at the door of the ward, I heard my parents talking, and I happened to hear my mother say to my father: "Old Gao, don't tell Gao Chang and Lingling about me, one of them hasn't graduated yet, and the other is not stable yet, so don't let them know about these things." ”

"Well, listen to you, I didn't tell him."

"Also, how much money do we have in our family? Gao Chang is now under a lot of pressure on the mortgage, and now he has quit his job, and he can't find a good job for two days a day, but the mortgage has to be repaid on time. ”

"Give it to him, he doesn't want it! What do you think can be done with this child? My dad sighed.

"He doesn't want it, then we will go directly to the sales department and help him repay the money in advance, so that he will have less pressure in the future, what do you say?"

My dad was silent for a while and said, "That's a good idea, hey! This kid is too stubborn with me. ”

"You know whatever! Then you always talk about him and compare him to other children. ”

My dad said in a deep voice: "Didn't I say angry words, I regretted it after I finished speaking, and I will try to correct it in the future." ”

Listening to my parents' conversation, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and what did my mother just say that I must not let me know?

Curious, I walked into the ward.

Seeing me coming, my parents didn't continue to talk, my mother looked at me and said, "Son, why are you here so early?" ”

I forced a smile and said, "I couldn't get up when I was working before, but now I can't sleep when I don't work, so I got up and cooked some porridge, Mom, you haven't had breakfast yet." ”

"I'm going to ask your dad to go down and buy it for me."

"Then you don't have to buy it, let's drink porridge." As I spoke, I took out the porridge.

I didn't immediately ask my mom what she just said that I couldn't let me know, because my mom's situation is not very stable right now, and I don't want to ask her to say something she doesn't want to say.

I waited until after my mom finished eating the porridge, and when my dad took the lunch box to wash, I went out with me.

"Dad, you wait."

He slowed down, and I followed, saying, "I heard the conversation you had with my mom just now, and my mom said she wouldn't let me know, what don't you want me to know?" ”

My dad was stunned for a moment, and continued to walk forward, saying, "It's nothing, don't think about it." ”

"No way, there's nothing you don't want me to know? Something must be wrong with you. ”

"What's the matter with you, kid? It's okay, so don't ask, go back to the ward and accompany your mother. ”

I always felt that something was wrong, and with my mother's sudden cerebral hemorrhage, I was afraid of something more serious.

I continued to follow, pestering my dad and asking, "Dad, if I'm still in school like Lingling, you don't have to tell me, but I'm almost twenty-eight, do you think it's necessary to hide it from me?" ”

While washing the lunch box, my dad said in a deep voice, "Your mother won't let me tell you, I'm going to say, she should be angry." ”

"You tell me, I promise not to let my mom know that I know, okay?"

My dad was silent for a while, shook the water on his hands, wiped his clothes again, and then straightened up and looked at me and said, "Gao Chang, you are indeed not small, it's not that we keep urging you to get married, it's because of ......"

"Because of what?"

My dad sighed again and said, "Your mom isn't doing very well. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Didn't the doctor say that the problem is not very big, as long as you take the medicine on time, it will not recur, isn't it?" ”

"That's it, but ......"

My dad paused again before finally saying, "Your mother said that she had a headache from time to time last year, so I took her to the hospital for a check-up, and I was shocked when the results came out." ”

"How?" I asked urgently, frowning.

"It is easy to say what kind of primary aneurysm is to cause cerebral infarction and intracranial hemorrhage, and cerebral hemorrhage like this is easy."

My head suddenly "buzzed", and my legs suddenly went limp, and I almost didn't stand firmly.

Although I didn't know what the primary aneurysm was, the words cerebral infarction and intracranial hemorrhage sounded like two thunderbolts above my head, and I was overwhelmed.

My dad said to me again, "Don't be nervous, the doctor said, it's not acute, and it can be relieved by medication now." ”

I suddenly wanted to cry, not because the tears were not angry, but because I couldn't stand such a blow.

In my impression, my parents are very healthy, and they usually get better quickly, why did this happen?

I couldn't stand it a little too much, and I squatted down with my legs limp, clutching my hair with both hands and couldn't believe it.

My dad stretched out his hand to help me again, and said to me: "Gao Chang, get up, don't be so sad, I just said, this is not acute, your mother won't let me tell you, I'm afraid you're like this." ”

"You ...... Why hide it from me? ”

"Why, isn't it because I don't want you to worry about us, don't you know what your own life is like?"

I was a little embarrassed by what my dad said, I was such a failure!

"Dad, I was wrong, I was so wrong...... In the future, I will never be willful again, I will work hard, I will definitely work hard. ”

"Get up, don't be in a hurry about work, quit if you don't do it well, your parents are still there, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

My dad lifted me up from the ground, and he reprimanded me, "The manly man bleeds without tears, and wipes away my tears." ”

My heart was like a bolt from the blue, and I couldn't accept this fact.

Although he held back his tears, the tears kept rolling in his eyes.

My face was cold, and my heart was haggard.

My dad said to me again: "You can't let Lingling know about this, she is preparing to graduate now, don't be affected." ”

"I know." I nodded mechanically.

"Also, when you go back to the ward later, you will pretend that you don't know anything, and don't mention it, do you hear?"

"Hmm."

"Okay, you take it slow here, I'll go back to the ward first."

"Dad, I want to know, can this disease be cured?"

My dad looked at me, was silent for a while, and said, "It can be cured, but the risk is very high, I have also discussed it with your mother, let's talk about this later." ”

After my dad finished speaking, he went back to the hospital room.

I was standing alone at the door of the bathroom, a little confused, a little trance, and a little heartache.

Suddenly, I thought of Shu Ke and remembered that she told me yesterday that she worked in the oncology department and that I could consult with her.

I immediately pulled out my phone and made a voice call to her......