Chapter 119: Someday Melts You
Tian Jie looked at me again with a puzzled expression, and asked after a long pause, "What kind of disease is this?" I haven't heard of it. ”
"It's fine, minor illness."
"Do you still go so far to see a minor illness? Don't we have a hospital in Chongqing? ”
"There are acquaintances over there, okay, don't ask so much, I'll give you the key, I'll go back."
"You haven't eaten yet, have you?"
"How do you know I haven't eaten?"
Tian Jie grimaced at me and said, "So, except for your mother, I am the only one in this world who knows you best." ”
"What nonsense, do you have anything to eat?"
"There must be! In. ”
I thought she was joking, because it wasn't easy to get food at her house.
Unexpectedly, she really went to the kitchen and brought out several dishes, and they were all hard dishes, including steamed pork ribs, braised beef, and even a soft-shelled turtle soup that she didn't usually make.
Looking at the dishes she brought out one after another, the corners of my mouth twitched a few times, and said, "This can't be a takeaway, right?" ”
"What are you talking about, I packed it back with my mother today, and I don't have to worry that I haven't eaten it, so I ate some at night."
With that, she ran into the bedroom again, and when she came out, she had an extra gift box in her hand, which was obviously a wedding gift box.
She took out a box of Chinese cigarettes from the gift box, handed it to me and said, "Well, there are cigarettes." ”
She's always been like this, it's not the first time, I'm used to it.
I smiled and said, "Which of your relatives' children is getting married?" ”
"My aunt's daughter is married," Tian Jie said, but she sighed and pouted and complained, "I wouldn't have gone if I had known." ”
"What's wrong?" I asked as I ate.
"It's annoying, my aunt's daughter is only 23 years old this year, she got married, I heard that she is pregnant, and it won't be long before the child is born."
She sighed again and said, "Then my seven aunts and eight aunts began to urge me, saying that my younger brothers and sisters are all married, and asking when they will be able to eat my wedding wine." ”
"Urged to marry again?" I laughed.
"No, this time it's too powerful, I just invited my grandparents to come to me."
"Then you will get married, with your looks, it is not a matter of minutes to find a man to marry."
"Gao Chang, you are such a little bastard, when will I be able to melt your heart?"
"It can't melt."
She snorted disdainfully and said, "It's going to melt, wait and see." ”
I really didn't want her to waste her time with me, but I didn't know what to say to her because I'd said it so many times.
Perhaps, perhaps, there is a way to do it, and that is for me to get married as soon as possible, so that she can completely dispel this concern.
I didn't talk to her anymore, and it was a great feeling to eat quietly, not to mention the rush back and the hot meal.
Tian Jie just sat next to me and looked at me, holding her chin with her left hand, just tilting her head and looking at me motionlessly.
"Why do you keep looking at me like this, can you stop watching me eat, it's weird."
"Just look, you look good, the more you look at it, the better it looks." As she spoke, she smiled wickedly.
I glanced at her with disdain and said, "Look at you like that, you don't look like a woman anymore, and your jaw is almost dripping." ”
"Yes, I'm empty and lonely! Brother Gao Chang, don't leave tonight. ”
I shuddered and said to her, "Don't be like this, you're scared like this." ”
"No, I won't eat you, at most where I should eat." As she spoke, she began to reach for me.
I dodged, threw away my job, and ran outside shouting, "Help! ”
I only heard Tian Jie's angry voice coming from behind me: "Gao Chang, sooner or later, you will be planted in my hands one day, wait and see!" ”
After running downstairs, I calmed down, and even though I knew she was just joking with me, I didn't want to joke with her.
I actually feel very uncomfortable in my heart, I have always known Tian Jie's feelings for me, but I can suppress being snubbed, but some people only let me have a short period of happiness, but it makes me unable to extricate myself.
In fact, it is easy to like someone, because it is liquid water, which can flow for a long time, while love is solid ice, and it is difficult to flow away if you want to, so it often represents responsibility.
My feelings for Tian Jie have always been friendship, not love, and I know very well that I must not cross the line.
It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when I returned to Lushan Hutong from Tian Jie's house, and I was tired after a day of running, and now I saw a message from Shu Ke on my mobile phone.
She asked me if I was home.
It was already sent an hour ago, and I replied, "I'm home, I just didn't look at my phone." ”
She hadn't slept yet, and replied after a while: "It's very tiring to run around all day, rest early, your parents are in good shape, and I will send them back to the hospital after eating at my house at night." ”
"I'm really sorry for you, I know you don't want to hear me say this, but I have to say it."
She replied with a voice and said to me with a smile: "Okay, then I accept your politeness." ”
"You have to accept it, or I really don't want to go, by the way, you tell me before my mother's operation." I also replied with a voice.
"Okay, then you can rest early."
After finishing chatting with Shu Ke, I just returned to the door of the house, and when I looked up, I saw the lights on in Xiyue's room upstairs next door.
I saw her bouncing in front of the window wearing rabbit ears again, and I don't know what she was doing, did she make Tik Tok?
I didn't want to poke her, but I was so curious, I shouted at her, "Hey, what are you doing?" ”
Hearing my voice, Xiyue suddenly stopped, as if she was a little cramped, and hurriedly closed the curtains.
I laughed and cried, "It's too late to close the curtains now, I see everything, what are you hiding?" ”
She didn't speak, probably embarrassed.
I didn't plan to continue talking nonsense with her, so I went home.
After a brief wash, I lay down on the bed in the bedroom, and although I was a little tired after a long day, I couldn't sleep peacefully.
I sum this up as loneliness, and I'm always lonely, especially in the dead of night.
People are like this, whenever they need someone to accompany them, they find that some people can't find it, some people shouldn't look for it, and some people want to find it but can't find it.
I tossed and turned it several times, and finally I finally fell asleep.
I dreamed that my mother's operation failed, but instead of dying, she became a vegetative state.
This terrible nightmare woke me straight from my sleep, because it was so real, it was like an omen.
I sat on the bed and kept gasping, constantly pulling on myself, should I let my mom continue the operation?
What should I do if that happens in my dream?