I didn't mean to be tantrum, nor was I stingy, in fact I had endured and endured.

But everyone has a bottom line, why am I being pushed around like a commodity by them?

It seems that they are very amazing, I'm sorry, I'm really not licking a dog!

It was rude for me to leave so suddenly, but they were rude to me, and I didn't want to be polite.

I didn't think they would come out after me, so I walked out without looking back.

When I came downstairs, I took out my mobile phone and planned to call an online taxi to go directly to the airport.

While waiting, Xiyue suddenly walked out of the restaurant and came to me.

"Angry?"

I ignored her, still with a cold face.

"Don't be like that, men be generous."

I couldn't get used to hearing such words, so I sneered and said, "Men should be generous, and I don't want to be so rude, but you are rude to me first." ”

Without waiting for her to reply, I continued: "Am I a commodity? You're pushing you around...... Do you think that you are really invincible and beautiful, and everyone must fall in love with you? ”

My series of cannon-like words made Xiyue a little stunned in place, looking at me with a stunned face.

I took a deep breath and tried my best to restrain my emotions and said, "Xiyue, I know you are kind, but I hope you don't interfere in my life anymore, I have my choice...... Also, that friend of yours, I don't like it. ”

She nodded, and said with a hint of apology, "I'm sorry, but I didn't think about it." ”

"No, don't apologize to me, no."

"Look, look, you're still angry."

"Can't I just be angry?"

"Then how can you not be angry?"

I smiled and said, "Okay Xiyue, you don't have to do this, you don't need to come out to me at all...... Originally, I and you are not the same world, haven't you heard of a sentence, if it is not a world, don't be strong. ”

"What does it mean not to be a world? If it's not one world, then can we be two worlds? ”

"The world I'm talking about, not the world you understand."

It just so happened that the online car-hailing service arrived at this time, and I opened the car door without saying a word and got into the car.

Xiyue was still standing in place, looking a little overwhelmed.

……

I remember when I came here in the morning, I admired the prosperity of this cosmopolitan city all the way, but now I have no intention of appreciating it.

Although the night view of Shanghai is world-famous, for me now, I just want to get out of the city as soon as possible.

Its devastated prosperity does not belong to the ordinary me after all.

On the way to the airport, I had my eyes closed the whole time.

When I arrived at the airport, it was already half past eight in the evening, and there were still an hour and ten minutes before my flight took off.

After the security check, I approached the airport staff and came to the gate through their passenger transporter, because Hongqiao Airport was too big, even if I ran to it, it would be enough to choke.

I finally boarded the plane at the last minute, and when the plane took off, I realized that I had really left the city.

was not as excited as he imagined, some were just disappointed in the city, and there was no chance to learn about He Huan.

I was tired, and after the plane was flying smoothly, I closed my eyes.

After another nearly three-and-a-half-hour flight, I finally returned to Chongqing.

When I stepped out of the airport and stepped on this familiar land, I felt that I loved this city so much, and although it hid many of my joys and sorrows, I was at least not excluded here, pushed around like a commodity.

Yes, I'm a grudge.

……

At half past one in the morning, I took a taxi back to Lushan Hutong.

It's half past two in the morning when I got home, and it was quiet in the alley, walking alone on the bluestone road, except for my own slightly lonely footsteps, I could occasionally hear a few cat meows.

The rapid transition between cities has not yet made me get used to it, and I feel that my mind is still noisy, and everything is still the bustling city of Shanghai......

It was already late, so in order not to disturb my parents and Lingling, I tried not to make a noise as much as possible, carefully went to the bathroom to wash my face and feet, and then shrank into the room.

Lying on the bed, I opened my mobile phone and found that there were several WeChat messages, but they were all sent by Tian Jie.

"Are you home?"

"What's going on? Didn't I tell you to come home and talk to me? ”

"What's wrong with you? Why can't I get through on the phone? ”

"Brother Chang, what's wrong with you? You reply, or I'll call the police! ”

I looked at the time of her last message, and it was an hour ago, when I had just gotten off the plane and had not looked at my phone.

Don't really call the police!

I quickly replied to her, "I'm fine, I just got home." ”

Unexpectedly, it was so late, and she replied almost in seconds: "Why did you get home so late?" Didn't you go to the airport before five o'clock in the afternoon? ”

I thought about it for a while, and then made up a reason to reply: "After I came back, I went to sit at Xie Dongqing's house for a while." ”

It can only be said that if you want to talk about the excuse of flight delays, she can debunk it in minutes.

Immediately afterwards, Tian Jie sent another voice and said, "Then why didn't you send me a message?" ”

"Didn't you tell me to go home and message you again?" I also replied with my voice.

Tian Jie seemed to be a little speechless, rolled her eyes back, and then said, "Why do you love to drill words so much?" Do you know how worried I didn't hear from you? I haven't slept yet. ”

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood what you meant, you didn't call the police, did you?"

"I almost called the police."

Before I could reply, she sent another voice message and asked, "No, haven't you heard from me for so long?" Or did you deliberately not reply to me? ”

"I didn't look at my phone, I just came back to charge it."

"You didn't lie to me, did you?"

"What am I lying to you for, I don't believe you asked Xie Dongqing."

"I didn't bother to ask him, I didn't know him well."

"Okay, go to bed early, it's almost three o'clock in the morning."

"It's okay, I don't have to report to the company tomorrow anyway."

"Then I'm going to sleep, I'm too tired after such a day."

"Okay, okay, you sleep, I'm relieved to know you're okay, good night!"

I also said "good night" and ended my chat with her.

Looking at the WeChat page, Xiyue's avatar was in front of him, but there was no movement.

I naively thought she was going to send me a message or something, but I thought too much.

But come to think of it, she didn't have to and was obliged to ask me this.

It's just that there is a big gap in my heart, Tian Jie is so good to me, she is about to hold me in the palm of her hand, but in Xiyue's eyes, I am pushed around by her like a commodity.

Although I know she's not obligated to be nice to me, it's really hurtful.

Well, the most embarrassing thing in the world is that other people don't take you seriously at all, and you're still there to be sentimental.