Chapter 312: Resignation
After listening to Ellie's words, I began to recall, remembering that I had a fight with He Huan the night before she disappeared, and it was just a very ordinary quarrel.
But now that I think about it, it seems that the quarrel was not ordinary, because it was really a very small thing, and after she magnified it infinitely, we had a quarrel.
Could it be that she really encountered something, so her emotions themselves were on the verge of collapse, so she had such an inexplicable quarrel with me?
When you think about it, it seems that everything is not groundless, but what happened to her, and why didn't she tell me?
In my silence, Ellie said to me again: "I think Xiyue was right just now, you should go to her company to find out, even if it has been so long, there are some things that will not be forgotten." ”
I nodded heavily, and then we didn't talk about it anymore, and that's all Ellie knew.
This trip was not in vain, at least it made it clear to me that He Huan was most likely framed, and he was killed by a colleague in her own company.
We started eating, Xiyue and Ellie kept chatting, and I felt that this Ellie was much better than the one I saw in Shanghai last time, whose name was Song Wanjun.
After eating, Ellie took us around the town again, and the town at night was another side of tenderness.
I seem to understand why Xiyue doesn't want to go back, because it's really good to live here.
According to Ellie, the temperature here is about 20 degrees Celsius all year round, and even at the coldest time, it will not fall below 10 degrees.
Not only is the climate pleasant, but the people's happiness index is also high, and the GDP per capita here is not low despite the high prices.
But I want to go back, because this is not my home after all, I still have my parents and sister, and my company, and all my unfulfilled dreams.
Tired of walking, Ellie took us to her house, just southwest of the town.
Ellie's husband is French, very nice person, we have been warmly welcomed since we entered the house, he can also speak simple Chinese, there is no barrier to communication.
After washing up, I sat outside on the terrace and enjoyed my last night in France.
After Xiyue finished washing, she scattered her hair that had not yet been dried and brought me an apple, but she drank mineral water alone in front of the guardrail.
I looked at her lying on the guardrail, and there was always a detached and clear temperament in her, which made her noble and lonely, but never shared it with anyone.
"You're really not going back home?"
I still want to make sure again, because she's always been a whim, and maybe she's changed her mind now.
"No return." But she replied firmly.
I said "um" and didn't ask any more, and I knew that if I continued to ask, she would be impatient again.
In my silence, she spoke: "When you go back, do it according to the current train of thought, let go of your hands and feet, and don't be afraid of failure." ”
After a pause, she deliberately added: "By the way, you must be careful of Ye Tingting, I didn't tell you alarmist, she is far more clever than you imagined." ”
"Hmm."
"After the system is developed, tell me, if I have time, I will go back to China to celebrate you."
"Hmm."
"All you know is huh? Can't you say anything else? She turned her head to look at me.
"What are you talking about?"
She snorted softly and said, "Forget it, don't say anything you want to say." ”
Actually, I really have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say.
After a long silence, I thought it was better to talk, because after tonight we might not have much time to talk together.
"What is your ideal?" After thinking about it for a long time, I held back such a sentence.
Xiyue frowned slightly, as if she was thinking about something, sighed, and said, "I don't have any ideals, so I accepted my fate." ”
"You can't just accept your fate!"
Xiyue turned her head to look at me and said seriously: "I am so beautiful and have such a good life, why can't I recognize it?" ”
I almost laughed out loud and sighed, "That's why you don't plan to go back to China to fight?" ”
Xiyue let out a "hmm" unexpectedly, and then asked, "What can I change when I return to China?" Can it change my terrible family or what? ”
Her words made me worried, and there was no doubt that these few words of emotion were not groundless, but I did not know what to say.
As she said, there is nothing we can do in the face of this impermanent life.
I looked at Xiyue in the wind, this was a rare conversation of calm heart, and I had a faint sign of opening her heart.
But she seemed afraid of being seen through by me, so she turned her head to look into the depths of the night sky and said no more.
I smiled and said, "I don't know who swore that he would come to our company to create a miracle, so that his father had nothing to say, why did he coax it now?" ”
Xiyue also smiled and said, "Are you stupid?" Do you think he's going to make it so smooth for me? I'm not going back, it's good for you and me. ”
"So, that's the real reason why you didn't go back?"
As if I had seen through her thoughts, she turned around and walked to the room, and said, "I'm sleepy, I'm sleeping, you should go to bed early, don't be late for the ticket at half past nine tomorrow morning." ”
After Xiyue finished speaking, she went back to her room, leaving me alone on the terrace in a daze at the vast night.
I didn't bother her anymore, she was like black and white at the moment.
At midnight of sadness, a kind woman made me feel that everyone has ever given a sincere tribute to life, but time is a thing that can turn everything you have into ashes, but it may not be able to burn until dawn......
The next morning, I got up in time, and Xiyue helped me carefully check whether there was any luggage left behind, and the documents required for boarding, and then tirelessly talked to me about the precautions in the trip.
In my mind, she is not this kind of character!
She borrowed a car from Ellie and drove me all the way to the airport.
We didn't communicate much on the way, she drove silently, and I looked out the window without saying a word.
The car passed through a sea of purple lavender flowers, and I fell asleep in the wind.
In my dream, Xiyue was colorful this time, she was wearing an emerald green dress, standing on a white beach with a blue sea behind her, looking back at everyone and smiling, she had the most beautiful smiling face in the world.
……
It was still Charles de Gaulle Airport, Xiyue ordered me a light meal, and then motioned for me to go out for a while, and when I came back, I carried a few exquisite gift boxes.
She opened my lockbox, meticulously arranged the gifts, and placed the labels in the box.
After locking the box, Xiyue yawned and sighed: "I stayed up all night thinking about what gift to give to your parents, and now it seems that only your parents in this world treat me as their own family." ”
I didn't have time to feel sorry for Xiyue's stay up late, and my mood instantly fell again, and it took a long time to reply in a low voice: "You have given a lot of gifts to my parents before and after, many of which are expensive, in fact, there is no need to be so troublesome." ”
"It's not a trouble," she corrected as if she was particularly concerned, "I'm like this, if someone else treats me well, I'll pay him back three points, and I'll remember this affection." ”
I don't know what to say.
Xiyue told again: "By the way, about the demolition of your alley, it should be a certainty, or that sentence, I don't want your place to be demolished and commercialized." ”
After a pause, she said: "If you don't want to, you can do as I say, and apply for the Lushan Hutong World Heritage Site, so that it will not be demolished. ”
"Hmm."
"Alright, let's go, it's running out of time."
I lifted my suitcase and finally said to her, "Can we meet again?" ”