Chapter 69: The Past
When Liu Zongliang walked away, Ye Feng stood up, walked over and closed the door, and then returned to his seat.
During the whole process, Ye Feng didn't speak, and gave He Miao the opportunity to ask questions.
But He Miao didn't speak, both of them fell into silence, and after a while, He Miao spoke, "Actually, Zong Liang, this kid, is not what you see, he is very strong"
Ye Feng nodded, he understood, but people are like this, when they are about to lose something, they will be extremely indecisive.
"Actually, you're not what we see, are you?"
He Miao picked up the teacup, used the tea lid to remove the tea leaves on the surface of the tea, and took a small sip.
But what he said made Ye Feng frown, "How can you see it?"
"I can see it!"
He Miao looked at Ye Feng kindly and pityingly, and in her crystal clear eyes, there seemed to be a kind of magic power, which made people intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.
"I saw the anger in your heart, but I was suppressed by you, and ...... Your inner world is also different, although they are not pure, they are also white, but... Yours is red and full of blood."
Ye Feng lowered his eyes, but immediately raised his eyebrows and smiled, laughing at himself, "That clan mother, if you say this, do you think that I am a murderer, a bastard who kills people without blinking?"
"No, kid"
He Miao looked at Ye Feng gently, "You are wrong, it is indeed wrong to kill people, but it does not mean that killing people is wrong, some people should be killed, just like someone wants to kill you, but you treat him with compassion, isn't this extremely stupid?"
Ye Feng nodded, he agreed very much with what He Miao said.
When someone is about to kill you, and you don't fight back, even if you die, people will laugh at you for being stupid.
"Child, I can see the kindness in your eyes, you don't really want to kill someone, do you?"
Ye Feng was silent, and only after a long time did he say lightly, "Everyone I kill is the one who should be killed, because if I don't kill them, it will be my people who die, since I must die on one side, why don't I kill them?
He Miao smiled slightly, which made Ye Feng's vigilance lower a lot.
This is her ability to dismantle the psychological boundaries of the other person from the heart.
"Yes, that's why I want to meet you, not because of the attraction of your red world, but because you are willing to hide your past identity for the people around you, I think you are a kind person, a clean person"
Ye Feng was stunned for a moment, slightly distracted, he had heard many people's evaluations of him, and no one said that his heart was good, but no one had ever said that he was clean.
After all, for a person whose hands were covered in blood, cleanliness was really a thing of the past, but today, Ye Feng heard this word!
"Child, I don't know much about your past, but I believe in you and is a trustworthy person because your heart is kind"
He Miao looked at Ye Feng with some compassion, "But child, the way you try to integrate into this world is really heart-wrenching."
Ye Feng smiled and said, "Maybe, but isn't this bad? everyone doesn't have to be sad, I can live again."
Although he said that, Ye Feng's eyes were a little hurt, he didn't show it, he just endured it alone, like an injured lone wolf in the jungle, lying under the silver moon, licking his wounds alone.
He Miao looked at Ye Feng softly, she understood Ye Feng's inner feelings, and knew his mood at the moment.
"Son, since the past is gone, why don't you put it down? People always have to look forward, stop in the present, and look at the past, so that the gain outweighs the loss."
Ye Feng was silent, He Miao didn't speak again, and began to taste the tea in his hand.
He Miao can understand Ye Feng's silence very well, this kind of enlightenment of other things is what she has done the most in her life, so she can roughly imagine what kind of psychology Ye Feng is at this moment.
"Whew"
I don't know how long it took, Ye Feng exhaled deeply, and the smile of the past appeared on his face.
Seeing this, He Miao also laughed, but before she could fully laugh, she was stiffened by Ye Feng's words.
"So... Mother, why can't you forget the past?"
The smile on the corner of He Miao's mouth gradually disappeared, and his expression was slightly lowered, "How can I say this?"
"Since, according to what you told me, people must know how to forget the past and live anew, have you forgotten? If you have forgotten, why don't you look for your other half, why don't you go out of the way with your own talents?
Ye Feng smiled, while He Miao was expressionless, but it could be seen from the continuous ripples in the teacup in her hand that her heart had begun to turbulent.
"It's good, right? You still have goodness in your heart, right?" Ye Feng said lightly, "Since you haven't forgotten the past, why do you want to teach us to forget the past?"
"Hahaha"
"Hey, hey, hey"
"Rustle"
Outside the house, there was the cheerful laughter and chasing of children, and faintly, the rustle of the leaves could be blown by the wind, and inside the house, the old man looked down at the tea, and the young man played and drank tea.
"You're right, I haven't forgotten the past, I can't let go... This is the pain of my life," He Miao muttered.
This is an empty hole that she will not be able to face in her life, originally she thought that she had sealed this matter in the dust, and she would not think about it in this life.
But when Ye Feng put this bloody fact in front of her, she knew that she hadn't forgotten it, but she didn't dare to face it, she was running away!
"So clan mother, I think the past can't be forgotten, this is the memory of your life, whether it is beautiful or not, but it is what you have experienced in your life, this is a fact that you can't get rid of, and"
Ye Feng's eyes were slightly cold, "Clan Mother, I'm different from you, I can't forget the past, because if I forget, then no one will remember them, and no one will be able to seek justice for them!"
"Alas, child"
He Miao said gently, "I admit that you are very right, people can't forget their roots, I suddenly understood this sentence, and this is thanks to you"
After a pause, He Miao continued, "But about killing people and seeking justice, children, good will be rewarded, evil will be rewarded, those who are evil will eventually face cause and effect, so you don't have to be too extreme, I don't want you to fall into the devil's way because of this kind of thing, the Buddha once said, the sea of suffering is endless, and turning back is the shore."
Ye Feng shook his head, "I don't know if evil is rewarded, but I must be the Buddha who sent them on the road, the clan mother, there are some things you don't understand, when you embark on this road, you can't turn back, and I don't want to look back" Ye Feng smiled freely, "Maybe this is called young and frivolous."
He Miao looked at Ye Feng in a daze, and suddenly found that Ye Feng was very similar to her when she was a child!
Slowly, a small red face slowly coincided with Ye Feng.
In the end, she turned into a little girl with pigtails and a red face, He Miao smiled slightly, and her expression was a little trance, "Maybe... You're right, right?"