The moonlight shone in through the window, sometimes near, sometimes far away, and fell on the white sheets, reflecting a quiet world, and a quiet night.

Listening to Lin Panpan say the words "thank you" to me in a weak voice, I had some mixed feelings in my heart.

I looked at her and was stunned for a long time before I said softly: "I don't know whether to hate you or thank you, and I don't know what kind of woman you are, you make me feel very ......"

"What's special?" She asked.

"Forget it, don't talk about it, you can rest well, the nurse asked me not to talk to you."

"I'm going to say."

This girl is so weak, and she still looks so unruly.

I looked at her and said with a little cry and laughter: "Then I ask you, why did you push me away?" ”

"I don't know." She whispered.

"Then why did they kidnap me and beat me?"

"I don't know."

"If you don't know anything, then don't say anything, close your eyes and sleep."

"I want to say, you talk to me."

I was a little helpless, and said with a wry smile: "What do you want?" ”

"I don't know, I don't know how to say it, I just think you're a little different from others."

"What's the difference?"

She was silent for a while, and then said, "Those people are very afraid of me, they listen to my words and listen to me for everything. ”

"I don't listen to you, just like them?"

"Well, I thought you would do whatever I asked you to do, but you resisted, and I couldn't figure it out if they fixed you."

"You're so hateful!"

"Scold me."

I didn't speak, she said again: "But you still didn't admit your mistake in that situation, and you still fought with me, and bit their boss's ear, aren't you really afraid that you won't be able to get out?" ”

I sneered and said, "I didn't think about it that much at the time, I just felt that I didn't want to be bullied by you, and I could bear it...... But haven't you heard a phrase? ”

"What?" I looked at me with interest.

"Endure the calm for a while, take a step back, and the more you think about it, the more angry you become."

She suddenly laughed, but this laugh pulled the wound in her abdomen, and she screamed in pain again.

"How? Something's okay? I called the nurse? ”

"No, it's okay, I just don't laugh."

"You better stop talking and get some rest."

"Why are you so funny?" She still couldn't keep her mouth shut.

I lowered my head and said in a deep voice: "It's quite contradictory to say, I should gloat at you like this, but I can't be happy at all." ”

"Is it because I helped you block this knife?"

"I don't know, anyway, I think you're not bad in nature, but why would you do this? I can't figure it out. ”

She suddenly stopped talking, and she didn't know if the wound was painful, so she gradually closed her eyes.

I didn't say anything, and I didn't know if I should leave or stay here.

After a moment of silence, I asked her, "What about your family?" Do you want me to call your family? ”

"No, they're very busy, you can go back if you want, I can do it alone."

I sighed, and suddenly I felt that she seemed to be the same as Xiyue, the kind that was very unpopular at home.

Because of her words, I became aware of her loneliness.

"Why haven't you left yet?" After a long time, she opened her eyes, looked at me and said.

"Don't go, after all, you're doing this for me, I'll just stay here, you can't get out of bed at all now, and I can do something for you."

She didn't insist that I go, and said with peace of mind: "Okay, I want to pee." ”

I looked at her, paused, and asked, "Can you get out of bed like this?" ”

"You're holding me!"

"No, you guess after the operation, you just walk around on the ground, isn't that right?"

"But I want to pee, what should I do? Wet the bed! ”

This was so stumped that I was stunned for a moment before I said, "You wait for me, I'll ask the nurse." ”

"Ask a fart, you come over a little bit, just help me to the toilet."

I had no choice but to walk over and shake the bed slowly, Lin Panpan's expression also became painful as the bed rose, it must have been a wound.

I was already very careful, and hurriedly asked her, "Are you okay?" ”

"It's okay, come over here and help me."

I walked over to her again, and she put her hand on my shoulder, and slowly moved her leg off the hospital bed, looking very painful.

I didn't dare to move her easily, so I could only let her hold on, and almost all her weight was on me.

It took a lot of effort to get off the hospital bed and get off the ground, and then slowly walked to the bathroom step by step.

I helped her to the bathroom and said, "Call me when you're done." ”

She pulled me and said to me, "You let me hold on, I can't stand steadily." ”

"You hold me, how do you pee?"

"You've got to let me sit on the toilet before you go out."

Also. So I let her hold on, and she took off her pants with one hand.

I didn't look at her until she sat down on the toilet and then I stepped out.

After a few moments, she called out to me, "All right, come in." ”

When I pushed the door open and walked in, she was still sitting on the toilet, a little naked because she hadn't put on her pants yet.

I quickly looked up from her, but she said to me, "Are you there?" I didn't say anything, what are you avoiding! ”

"It's a little bit wrong."

As I approached her, she helped me to my feet again, passed my pants with one hand, and then helped her out of the bathroom step by step.

It took a few minutes to get back to the hospital bed.

When she lay down again, she suddenly said, "Why are you listening to me so much now?" If you hold it, I'll hold it. ”

I glanced at her and said, "You can figure it out, it's not listening to you, it's my responsibility to do this, why do you like to make others obey you so much?" ”

"I like it, but I can't do it!"

"Whatever you want! Anyway, you don't want to impose it on me, I don't want to be led by your nose, everything I do to you now is because I have to do it, this is what I willingly, not because I am afraid of you. ”

"Okay, okay, I thank you."

I didn't answer anymore, and she said, "Hey, you're not responding at all?" Miss Ben doesn't say thank you easily. ”

"Then you should think about your own question, why don't you even say such polite words easily."

"You're really a little different from everyone else."

"That's because you don't have anything to offer me, I know you have money, but I don't want you money."

She looked at me and suddenly stopped talking, in fact, she didn't talk quite good.

Some people are suitable for talking more, such as Xiyue, who likes to be silent. And some people are suitable for keeping their mouths shut, such as Lin Panpan.

After a brief silence, she spoke again: "Did they beat you pain?" ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "Do you still know to ask this?" ”

She seemed a little embarrassed, pouted and said, "I really didn't mean to do this. ”

"You didn't mean to?"

"Really."

She glanced at me, and quickly shifted her gaze: "I just want to scare you, what if you obey me?" It doesn't scare you. ”

"Okay, you don't have to explain anymore, I don't have anything to say to you, you pushed me away and took this knife for me, I thank you, but one yard is one yard, I won't forgive what you did to me."

"That'...... Are you going to play tomorrow? ”