But when I think so, the only reason is telling me: Wouldn't I be the pure bad seed in my dreams by doing that?

I just wanted to come and talk to him, I didn't want to do anything like that.

I parked the car, and Lin Yaohua seemed to have guessed it, so he acted extremely calmly.

As soon as I unbuckled my seat belt, Lin Yaohua said again: "Want to run? Do you think you can run? Believe it or not, your path has been blocked. ”

"Who said I was going to run?"

Lin Yaohua paused, I looked at him again, sneered and said, "You say, it's all like this, why don't I just die with you?" ”

I don't know if he was frightened by my words or by my expression, his originally calm and relaxed expression finally had a trace of ups and downs.

He frowned, and his voice was not as calm as just now: "Young man, I tell you not to embark on a road of no return, that would be worth the cost." ”

"You forced me, Lin Yaohua!"

"I didn't force you, it was your own problem, you were wrong from the beginning."

"Why do you deny everything about others? Why do you just frame people? I didn't do the things you said, don't you think you're shameless? ”

He stopped talking, closed his eyes, and said calmly: "If you want to run, run, you really can't run away if you wait." ”

"I can't run, one person does things and one person is responsible, where is the locator in the car?"

Lin Yaohua opened his eyes abruptly and looked at me in astonishment.

"Where's the locator?" I yelled at him again.

"I don't know, it's useless for you to ask me about these things."

I don't know if what he said is true or not, maybe I don't know, after all, he doesn't drive.

I had no choice but to get out of the car and open the license plate door and wave at him: "Get out of the car!" ”

He got out of the car very cooperatively, so I took him on foot again, I didn't know where to go, I just wanted to find a place to talk to him, but now it seems that there is no way to talk.

I don't know why I came to this point, I seem to have really broken the law, and it was Lin Yaohua who offended.

I'm probably really done, and I guess I'll only be in prison for the rest of my life.

Along the way, I thought about these things all the way, and my heart was numb.

Lin Yaohua was very calm, and said to me a little: "Do you think it's worth it to come this far?" ”

"It's not worth it, but I didn't have a choice, and I don't know why I did it, I didn't think about it."

"And where are you taking me?"

"I don't know."

"Are you scared?"

Maybe yes, I didn't want to go anymore and stopped where I was.

I buried my head in a wry smile and said to myself: "I am indeed to blame for coming to this point, and I didn't expect the situation to develop like this?" I didn't think about it, I just wanted a fair ...... for myself."

I smiled miserably and continued: "But in this world, where is there any fairness? Since the day we were born, this world has been divided into three, six, nine, and so on, you Lin Yaohua is naturally nine, and I may not even be three. ”

Lin Yaohua didn't leave, he just sat down next to him, and then looked at me with a smile.

He's so strong, so strong that I can't threaten him at all, and he's not afraid of me at all.

Suddenly I feel that it is useless to be good, good people can't do it well, and bad people don't dare to do it.

As I spoke, I smiled self-deprecatingly, turned my head to look at Lin Yaohua and said, "I'm sorry Mr. Lin, I know I'm very unreasonable." ”

"Now you know the apology?"

"It's not that I'm sorry because I'm afraid, I really want to say sorry to you, think about it, if I were you, I hate my behavior too."

"You're not afraid?"

"Afraid, how can you not be afraid? I'm not yet 28 years old, I still have my parents at home, and my younger sister who is in college, and I don't have a girlfriend yet. ”

"And you're still doing it?"

"I said, I don't know why I did it, I didn't want to do it, I just wanted to talk to you."

"Then sit down and I'll talk to you."

I looked at him in a daze, and he looked at me with a serious expression, then patted the seat next to me and motioned for me to sit.

I could already hear sirens in the distance, and I guess it won't be long before the police arrive.

It's all this way, I'm still nervous.

I smiled self-deprecatingly again, and then sat down next to Lin Yaohua, it was not a chair, it was a stone on the side of the road.

"Let's talk, I'll listen to you now."

I shook my head, took out a cigarette and lit it, and took a hard puff: "There's nothing to talk about, it's useless to say anything now." ”

"Give me a cigarette." Lin Yaohua said to me suddenly.

I looked at him, but he looked at me with a serious expression and stretched out his hand to me.

I was stunned before I took out a cigarette and handed it to him, but he didn't have a fire, and motioned for me to light it for him.

After lighting a cigarette for him, he took two puffs, as if he couldn't, but he still thought about it in the way he smoked.

I never thought that one day I would sit with Lin Yaohua on this unknown road, and the two of us were silent, smoking.

As the sirens sounded from far and near, I knew that time was running out for me.

But I didn't want to run, and I couldn't.

Lin Yaohua was still so calm, and suddenly said, "Do you know? This scene reminds me of myself thirty years ago. ”

I turned to look at him, but I didn't speak.

He smiled again and continued: "At that time, like you, I offended a big boss in the county town at that time, just like you, and they sent people to hunt us down...... I'm running with my companions! Until we can't run, we won't run, just wait for those people to come! ”

After a pause, he added: "Later, we were all taken away by the big boss and beat us up, and my companion killed the big boss in order to protect me, and then I was saved, but my companion stayed there forever." ”

Listening to what he said, I wondered, why did he say this to me?

Lin Yaohua suddenly turned his head to look at me again, and smiled: "Do you know why I told you this?" ”

"You mean, I'm going to end up with your companion?"

"No, I just think that your courage is very similar to my companion, although it is reckless, but this spirit is not daring by anyone."

I buried my head in a wry smile and said, "To be honest, I was also very nervous when I faced you, but I only wanted a fairness, I just wanted to achieve my own goals, and I didn't think so much." ”

"So! I said that you are very similar to my companion, and we were sitting here smoking cigarettes as we are now, and we were poor at that time, and I smoked a cigarette with him...... I've quit smoking ever since. ”

It's that I saw him smoked so skillfully, but he didn't inhale it.

As we were talking, I saw that the police had arrived, and they found us at the place where I had just parked.

"The police are coming." Lin Yaohua reminded.

"I know."

"You're not running?"

"What are you running? Can you run away? ”

Lin Yaohua smiled and suddenly stood up, I thought he was leaving, but he said to the policemen who ran over: "It's okay, I'm fine, I've worked hard for you, go back first, I had a good chat with him." ”

Hearing Lin Yaohua's words, I suddenly had a hundred thousand whys in my heart?