Looking at her expression, I was a little uncomfortable, and I felt that she didn't seem to care, but I was just thinking nonsense here.

I smiled bitterly and said, "It's nothing, I just want to tell you what the situation is, it's okay." ”

"Oh," she paused, then suddenly smiled again, "I've known this for a long time, and I know you're on good terms with her, my childhood sweetheart." ”

"You know?"

"Yes."

"Oh." I suddenly didn't know what to say.

She then said: "Gao Chang, in fact, I still say that, as long as you really want to be with me, I can feel it, and I am willing to be with you, after all, we both know the roots, and I have liked you since high school." But ......"

She paused, then said with some disappointment, "You didn't make me feel like you liked me, you know?" I don't feel that you really want to be with me, and I don't want to delay you. ”

"I know, I know."

"Well, don't think too much about it, I didn't snub you because of such a misunderstanding, and I'm not so stingy."

"Well, thank you anyway, I don't know what to say, just thanks."

"Don't be polite, maybe we really have a chance to become a family, shouldn't I be like this to my own family? You don't need to be so polite either. ”

She's really good, a woman who can say such things and even think like that, that's the one who really wants to marry you!

But she was right, she didn't feel that I liked her, and that was an undeniable fact.

I can't pretend to be with her for the sake of being with her, which will hurt her and hurt myself.

Eventually, we smiled at each other and parted.

Once I got back in the car and set up the navigation, I drove out of the garage.

On the way back, I thought my mom would ask me what I said to Shu Ke alone at the end, or how good Shu Ke was.

But she didn't mention a word about Shu Ke, which made me feel strange.

"Mom, why don't you ask me about Shu Ke?" I finally couldn't help it and took the initiative to ask her.

"Ask what?"

"You see Shu Ke is so good, she takes care of us before and after the hospital, takes you to the park, and presses your legs, don't you praise her?"

"I boasted!"

"Then don't you want to know what I ended up talking to her?"

"That's your business."

I smiled in amazement and said, "Mom, you've been weird lately. ”

"What's wrong with me?"

"You must have told me a lot before, such as how good Shu Ke is this girl, let me grasp it well."

My mother smiled and said, "I said, you will weigh your emotional matters yourself, why do I say so much, you can't really be the same as the old society, marriage is decided by your parents, right?" Now it's all about the freedom of marriage. ”

My mother's idea really surprised me, because for so many years, she has been urging me, and now she has suddenly changed, and I am really a little unaccustomed to it.

I smiled again and asked her, "What do you think of Shu Ke?" ”

"Okay, of course this girl is good, but how you develop is your business, and I don't get involved."

"Mom, it's good that you did this earlier, you used to urge me every day, and I was annoyed to death."

My mom smiled again and said, "Because I know that you already have someone in your heart." ”

"Huh? Someone in my heart? Who is it? How I don't know. ”

"You are my son, can I not see who you are doing to you?"

I was a little stunned, and said, "No, I really didn't know that I had someone in my heart, Mom, don't talk nonsense." ”

"I'm not talking nonsense, it's just that you don't want to admit it."

"Who's that?"

"Creek."

"Xiyue?!"

I was shocked, my mom wasn't the only one who said that.

Bai Qin also said before, this has to make me wonder if I really have a special affection for Xiyue!

But I really didn't think about having anything to do with her, but why did everyone around me say that?

After being stunned for a moment, I said again: "Mom, now that people are abroad, how can I have her in my heart, how do you see this?" ”

"For example, Shu Kema, if you like her, then you can't walk behind us all the time today, and you won't be speechless."

"I ...... I was a little embarrassed because of a misunderstanding that day. ”

"That's right, if you really like it, you won't feel embarrassed."

It seems to be the same thing, just like in front of Xiyue, I have never felt embarrassed, and I don't feel so restrained, although she has a bad temper, but I think it's fun to get along with her.

In the silence, my mother said again: "Okay, I'm still the same sentence, you can control your own feelings, and I don't have an opinion on who you are with in the end, as long as you like it." ”

I was suddenly so moved, and at the same time I also wanted to ask myself, do I really like Xiyue?

If it's true, then what do I like about her?

Pretty? Assertive? Generous? Or is it the innate coldness of temperament?

Maybe it's both, or maybe it's neither, because there's really no reason to like someone.

……

It was already eight o'clock in the evening when I got home, and my dad had already made dinner at home, and my mom and I went back to eat ready-made.

I finally understood the reason why my parents were able to stay together for so many years and rarely quarrel, because my father really loved my mother, and he never complained about family matters.

Although my dad may not be good enough, he can't make a lot of money, and he can't give our family a good material life.

However, for so many years, he has been silently paying for this family with his practical actions.

In my eyes, he is excellent, and no one can compare to him.

After eating, watching TV with my parents for a while, I went back to the house.

I want to send a message to Xiyue, for more than a month, we have been in contact, but we are also in contact for work, and we have never really chatted.

But when I picked up my phone and wanted to send her a message, I didn't know what to say, in fact, I had a lot to say to her, but I was afraid that she wouldn't want to listen to my whining and nonsense.

After smoking a cigarette, I finally sent her two words.

"Are you there?"

The very frustrating opening statement also proves that I really don't know how to find her.

It was still afternoon over there, thinking she was busy, but I didn't expect her to reply quickly.

It's also two words: "Stupid? ”

"Busy?" I sent two more words over.

"Tell the story." She still replied to me.

Looking at her reply, I smiled, and finally typed a few more words: "It's okay, I just want to talk to you for a while, I don't know if you're busy." ”

"In a bad mood? Hurt by whom? Feelings or what? ”

"Do I have to be in a bad mood to talk to you?"

"So what's not? Unless you like me. ”

"I just like you."