Outside the restaurant, the autumn night breeze blows coolly.

The dullness in my heart and Tian Jie was finally blown away by the wind.

"Rest for a while, and then come back later." Tian Jie said, and sat down on the stairs next to her.

Then she put her hands on her legs, and since yesterday, I felt like she was preoccupied.

I sat down next to her, but I didn't speak first, hoping that she would take the initiative to tell me if there was anything unpleasant in her heart.

But she didn't, just sat silently, looking at me from time to time, her eyes full of attachment.

I sheltered myself from the wind and lit myself a cigarette.

But in the smoke, I saw her face smiling at me, my nerves seemed to be electrocuted, and my heart withered a lot in an instant.

She suddenly grabbed my arm gently, and I subconsciously wanted to pull away, but halfway through, I gave up.

She sighed, looked up at me again, and teased with a smile, "How did you make such a difficult expression?" ”

"I'm ashamed!"

Tian Jie suddenly let go of her hand again, turned around and took out a shirt from her handbag and said, "When I went to the mall to buy clothes for my dad this afternoon, I happened to see a shirt, which suits you very well, you can try it to see if it fits." ”

I looked at the shirt she took out, and she still understood me, and knew that I liked to wear this more literary type.

"Not expensive, right?" I asked subconsciously.

"Don't look at me with such eagerness to reciprocate, okay."

I smiled and said, "You gave me clothes for no reason, say it!" What do you want to do? ”

She tilted her head, looked at me with her mouth open, and said, "Why do I have to ask you for something in your eyes to be good to you?" ”

"You know, I'm a useless person."

As I spoke, I looked at the mall across the street and said to her, "Let's go, I'll buy you a dress too." ”

"Why are you so annoying!" She glared at me hatefully and turned her head away from me as if she were angry.

"You misunderstood me, I didn't mean that the courtesy was still exchanged, I just felt that after all these years, I haven't bought you anything."

With a rare indifference, she said seriously: "It's too rusty to talk about debt between us, I have always felt that the quality of a partner is never in what he shows in his universal values, letting girls walk on the inside of the road, talking softly, creating romance and so on." ”

"You're really into the play, huh?"

Tian Jie said with fantasy again: "What I like is the neurosis hiding in the soul of a normal person, the idiot in the brain of a wise man, the soil under the feet of a rose, the most special star in the universe, the part of innocence that I only see." ”

I ignored the artistic conception in Tian Jie's words, and followed her words and said: "Whether it's a wise man, a fake idiot or a naïve, what you see is only a small part after all." ”

Tian Jie suddenly couldn't pretend anymore, and said annoyedly: "Hey, you are really good at alas!" ”

"You're really a locomotive."

I also imitated the Taiwanese accent, and then I looked at Wang Qi and laughed.

And at this moment, I can only reduce her emotional depression in this way.

But she didn't seem to be interested in talking to me anymore, because of the cold of the late autumn night, she subconsciously wrapped her clothes tightly.

"Is it cold? Why don't you go back, it's like you're homeless here. ”

Tian Jie suddenly laughed, and then reached out and put her hand on my shoulder, showing her big grin again.

"Hey! Brother Chang, do you remember that one year when you were in high school, we went to an Internet café to surf the Internet? ”

"What's wrong?" I don't know which time she said that.

"You'll forget, we weren't even eighteen years old at the time, and the Internet café didn't allow us to go in until after 12 p.m. Then the two of us sat at the door of the Internet café, it was also winter, and it was cold, so we signed up for a group to keep warm...... Do you remember? ”

Of course I remembered her reminder, nodded and smiled.

Tian Jie sighed again and said, "Why do you think we were so stupid at that time? You can wait until after 12 o'clock! ”

"That's not stupid, that's youth."

"Well, you still have culture."

"Really, if you're cold, go back, it's not good to have a cold." I said to her again.

She shook her head, as if she didn't care, and said, "Another time, do you remember?" It also happened in an Internet café. ”

"Why do you suddenly remember these things?"

"I just thought of it."

I smiled, and she continued: "I was very touched that time, we were playing games in an Internet café, and suddenly a few gangsters came, and they asked me to play games with them, and they came to touch me. You argue with them, they don't listen, you pick up the keyboard and smash the head on one of them, and the thugs are all scared away. ”

I smiled speechlessly and followed her words, "Just because of that time, I was almost expelled from school, you know? Later, my dad went to school to intercede for me...... The school saw that I usually did well, and it was because of righteousness and courage that I was not expelled. ”

Tian Jie smiled faintly, raised her head slightly to look at me, and said, "But you don't know, I also went to your school to intercede for you." ”

I didn't know about this anymore, so I looked at her in surprise and said, "You also went to our school?" ”

"Don't you believe it? I can ask your high school homeroom teacher, I stood in front of your principal's office all day. ”

I believe it, of course I believe it, my heart is mixed, and I can't say how touched I am.

"And, there'......"

She seemed to be caught in a memory, and said, "It's been a long time, you must have forgotten about it." ”

"Not necessarily." I say.

"How old were we then, are you sure you can remember?"

I was a little stunned: "How old can you remember please?" ”

"I can't remember anything else, but I remember it."

"Tell me about it."

"I don't remember how old I was, I just remember that I was in the first grade of elementary school, and a relative of my family got married, and I went to dinner with my parents...... When I came back, I brought a lot of candy, I asked you if you would eat it, you said you wanted to eat it, I said you were going to marry me after eating candy, and I agreed without thinking about it. ”

After listening to her, I was dumbfounded.

This is the ......

I seem to be a little impressed, but I really can't remember if she didn't mention it.

I smiled helplessly and said, "You knew this then?" ”

"I'm sure I don't know, it's my dad who said it, she said that she only eats candy when she gets married, so I misunderstood what he meant."

"No wonder people called you stupid when you were young."

"You're stupid, this girl is smart."

Tian Jie grinned, but never laughed.

She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, a tear suddenly fell, and I couldn't tell if it was acting or real, and I didn't know why she was like this.

She took a deep breath and said: "You don't actually know, under my optimism and humor, there is a melancholy soul, under the surface of my infinite scenery, how much bitterness, I suppressed and cried in the middle of the night, sad and guilty, sad and insomnia, I know very well in my heart that I was not like this in the past, but I still have to be happy enough every day, yes!" Everyone thinks I look good, but I'm so sad too! ”

I realized that my abrupt words and deeds had hurt her, and I quickly pulled out a piece of tissue paper and handed it to her.

She wiped away her tears, but she didn't make a sound.

In the midst of people coming and going, Tian Jie didn't even cry to add a burden to me.

Seeing a woman crying beside me, my heart was full of torment, but I didn't know how to comfort me.