6 Contradictions
When Xu Linmao returned home, the huge house was dark, and only some light came out of the crack in the door of Xu's father's study.
He returned to his room and turned on the lamp in the darkness, filling the desk with a warm yellowish light.
Xu Linmiao took out two books from his schoolbag and sat on the chair, the bones on his back stretched, and he breathed a long sigh of relief.
Suddenly, Xu Linmiao saw the crocodile pendant hanging on the schoolbag.
He remembered that under the street lamp at the school gate just after school, the girl was wearing a white mask, her eyes were like shearing, and her shallow double eyelids were horizontal on it, low and sharp like a crescent.
The eyes are clearly shaped and bluntly rounded, but just looking at those eyes, it is difficult to think that this is a child with a supple personality.
Crocodile Sneakers......
Xu Linhao's memory goes back to the summer vacation.
He was recommended by a friend that day to see a very niche movie called "Crocodile Sneakers Go to the World".
After watching it, he felt a lot, and couldn't help but open the molten core and forward the movie to "Qingzhi".
Kiyoyuki quickly replied: ? β
Xu Linmiao looked at this question mark, the corners of his mouth unconsciously curved, and he typed: "Have you been free lately?" I recommend a movie to you, and I think it's pretty good. β
Kiyoyuki replied, "I've seen it. β
Xu Linmiao was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Then what do you think?" β
"Typing" was displayed over there, and Xu Linmiao's fingertips were on the edge of the phone, tapping slowly.
Qingzhi finally sent a sentence: "It's worth seeing." β
Xu Linmiao looked at these words and unconsciously curled his lips.
Before he could ask anything more, a new message came in.
Kiyoyuki: "I like the theme of it. Love, and equality. It is this theme that makes this movie seem so warm even if the ending is regrettable. β
Xu Linmiao looked at the messages that Qingzhi kept sending, and a voice seemed to appear in his mind that he had never heard before, like a flowing snow-capped mountain stream, pleasant and light.
Kiyoyuki: "The friendship between Eric and Dest, the avoidance of Dest who was terminally ill, and the story that happened in the summer in that town, all left me with a deep memory. β
Kiyoyuki: "Many people regret that Durst died in the end. Just like Eric in the movie, everyone as a viewer is also looking forward to a miracle. But I just think that in this movie, Dest's death is very well handled. It's not just a reflection of cinematic art, and it's not just about making the plot reasonable, I think Durst's death is also an elevation of the meaning of the film to some extent. β
"He's going to go to a world where there's no discrimination, he's going to never forget Eric, he's going to forget the meadows they walked together, the rivers they've drifted on, and he'll always miss everything that happened this summer."
At the end of the story, Eric also understands that miracles have already happened, every day after they met. Because they met each other, they were no longer the stars in the universe that no one cared about, but the moon within each other's reach. β
Xu Linmiao read it quietly, and the turbulent but indescribable feeling in his heart seemed to have found an outlet, and a pair of hands introduced the surging river in his heart into the sea for some reason, turning from an angry wave to a flat wave.
Xu Linmiao wanted to say to her - do you feel that they are just like us.
It's also the same summer, the same two lonely people meet each other, just fit, one in seven or eight billion.
Isn't that a miracle.
The fingertips stopped for a long time before Xu Linmiao turned off the dialog box.
He changed the original remark "Qingzhi" and replaced it with an emoji of the moon.
β¦β¦
Xu Linmiao looked at the crocodile sneaker pendant and slowly came back to his senses.
This pendant was bought by him from many stores later. I don't know what kind of psychology he had, but he bought two of them.
One hangs on his bag.
One in a box at the bottom of the drawer.
*
Chen Yuanzhi's campus life in her first year of high school was, as she expected, calm and ordinary.
At least for the first two weeks.
One night before self-study, Chen Yuanzhi sat in his seat and chatted with Jiang Zhixu, and Sun Luo chatted in a circle with her little sisters as usual, laughing and screaming quite loudly from time to time.
In the middle of the laugh, it seemed that someone said something out loud, and then the six people suddenly sang in chorus:
"Running with the wind and freedom is the direction, chasing the power of thunder and lightning! Put the vast ocean into my chest......"
The eyes of the whole class were cast.
It's still Sun Luo.
They laughed and sang loudly, and after a few words they were singing, some people laughed, and the short singing ended with the broken notes of Mao Weiya and Sun Luo, and the six of them laughed together.
Chen Yuanzhi was watching and thinking distractedly, when he suddenly heard Zhu Huanyin in front of him sneer.
"Noise."
Zhu Huanyin turned her head, not caring at all if Chen Yuanzhi and Jiang Zhixu could hear it, and said directly to Xie Jinhua: "It's really hard for me to understand why some women like to be the focus of other people's attention all the time, as if not performing for a minute will kill her." β
Xie Jinhua pushed his glasses, and his tone was cold, "I just hope they can shut up during their self-study last night." β
Chen Yuanzhi moved his eyes.
Jiang Zhixu, who was sitting behind Xie Jinhua, didn't dare to move, and his eyes widened like a frightened quail.
Zhu Huanyin seemed to have found an outlet, and began to taunt Sun Luo's gang with Xie Jinhua.
Jiang Zhixu's white fingertips pressed on the paper, wrote down a sentence, and secretly handed it over-
"It turns out that the two of them have such a big opinion of Sun Luo and them?"
Chen Yuanzhi repliedββ
"Well, I found out yesterday too."
"How did you find out?"
"Noted. A few nights ago, I almost didn't stop talking at Sun Luo's tables, and then last night, I heard Xie Jinhua smacking loudly when Sun Luo and the others were laughing in a low voice. β
But why Zhu Huanyin hates Sun Luo and them so much, Chen Yuanzhi doesn't know very well.
Chen Yuanzhi also noticed that Lu Ruye gradually became less likely to come to Jiang Weaving to play. In the first few days of school, I would come to Jiang Weaving to go to the toilet or talk, and now I basically walk with Sun Luo's gang.
But...... According to her observations, Jiang Zhixu didn't seem to care much about this either. When she looked at Lu Ruye, she always had a calm and ordinary expression.
Chen Yuanzhi thought for a moment and wrote:
"How did you and Lu Ruye meet?"
When Jiang Zhixu saw the note, his fingers paused, and then he slowly wrote:
"We were junior high school classmates."
The note was full, Chen Yuanzhi took the note, and when he was thinking about how to get back, Jiang Zhixu handed over another one.
Chen Yuanzhi unfolded.
"Do you want to ask, why doesn't Lu Ruye come to me often?"
Chen Yuanzhi was stunned and flipped to the back of the note-
"Actually, I didn't know her very well, and we didn't have much in common. Now that she's met someone more suitable to be friends with than me, she's naturally going to ignore me. β
Chen Yuanzhi turned his head to look at her, Jiang Zhixu smiled and winked at her.
Chen Yuanzhi curled the corners of his lips and said directly to Jiang Zhixu, "Okay, I understand." β
The bell rang outside, and it was time for the evening self-study.
Everyone returned to their seats and began to quiet down. Only in the middle of the second group, there is still laughter as always.
"Ahh
The sound of the iron thermos cup smashing on the floor was very sharp and harsh, and many people looked up.
Sun Luo just put away her frightened screaming expression, she put her hands together on her forehead, and bowed to everyone vigorously, looking like she was apologizing.
Qi Minrui in front of her bent down to help her pick up the cup, while Mao Weiya smiled so that her eyebrows and eyes were squeezed together, and she covered her mouth with her hands. After Sun Luo put the cup away, he immediately reached out to hit her, but Mao Weiya didn't dodge it, and slapped her while laughing.
Chen Yuanzhi found that there was nothing to see, so he lowered his head again, and suddenly heard Xie Jinhua say in a cold tone: "Damn, it's just sick." β
Jiang Zhixu obviously heard it too, and she cautiously glanced at Chen Yuanzhi.
Chen Yuanzhi likes to analyze the situation and keep a clear head, but he does not pay attention to their gossip and contradictions.
She is now a little distressed by the political homework in hand, and she plans to listen carefully to the political class tomorrow.
Their political teachers have outstanding teaching skills, listening to her lectures has a feeling of listening to cross talk, it is difficult for you to get distracted in her class, even students like Chen Yuanzhi, who have carved desertion into their DNA, can listen to a class very attentively.
Today's politics teacher is wearing a yellow suit and is talking about the political homework left over from last night. She stood in the first place in the second group, half-leaning on the multimedia desk, holding a textbook in one hand and chalk in the other, chanting:
"Therefore the conditions which must be possessed by the commodity, firstly, must be a product of labour, and secondlyβ"
Chen Yuanzhi saw the political teacher's eyes roll, her eyes suddenly became sharp, her mouth was still moving, but her voice was elongated.
Just when everyone looked up at the teacher, the political teacher had already raised his eyebrows, his eyebrows sank, his right hand raised and slashed half a circle, and a piece of chalk flew out with a swish.
The chalk struck a parabola, as graceful as a logarithmic function image, just between Sun Luo and the boy next to her.
Sun Luo was smiling and talking to the boy across the aisle on her right when suddenly a piece of chalk flew in front of her.
As she muted, the class suddenly became audible with pins dropping.
"I really can't figure it out, you dare to speak here?" The political science teacher threw the book on the podium, raised his eyebrows, and said sharply, "There is still an aisle, and you dare to speak!" Am I blind? β
"Where did you men and women come from so much to talk about, come and talk about it! Why don't you speak louder and tell us about it? β
The political teacher glanced at Sun Luo and the boy coldly, and while walking up to the podium, he opened the book vigorously, and the book was turned over loudly.
"I've been teaching for decades, and I've never seen a student like this! Are you here to learn? Yes!? β
Chen Yuanzhi looked at Sun Luo, she changed her usual giggle and smile, and sat in her seat without saying a word.
The class was silent.
Chen Yuanzhi looked ahead, and suddenly heard Zhu Huanyin lower his voice and sneered:
"I don't know which tendon Shu Jinze didn't tie well, so he can take a fancy to this kind of woman."
Chen Yuanzhi paused, and looked at it in a blink of an eye.
The boy on Sun Luo's right hand has pale skin, a middle-parted hairstyle, just right, the bridge of his nose is like a steep mountain, his eyes are moist black and brown, and his double eyelids are deep and beautiful.
Shu Jinze.
Chen Yuanzhi remembered that in the past few days, he has often walked with Sun Luo in the evening self-study. They seem to talk a lot.
Chen Yuanzhi realized something and was instantly surprised.
No way?
It's only been two weeks since school started, alas??? This? That's it??
Chen Yuanzhi couldn't help it, and pulled a small note to try to gossip with Jiang Zhixu:
- "What is the relationship between the two of them?" β
- "Don't you know? β
- "I didn't pay much attention to this, but I remembered that I thought I had seen them walking together a lot lately. β
-"Ru Ye seems to have said in the dormitory that they are together. She said that Sun Luo mentioned it first, but Shu Jinze did not refuse. β
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the note written by Jiang Zhixu, and couldn't help but cover his head and sigh.
- "It's not so fast to ride a rocket! β
- "I also think it's too fast. But Ru Ye said that they were just trying. β
Jiang Zhixu hesitated, wrote another note and handed it over.
- "Moreover, I think that Shu Jinze is weird. β
Chen Yuan was stunned.
- "What's wrong? β
Jiang Zhixu wrote stroke by strokeββ
"Maybe it's my misunderstanding, but I think he's a bit of a central air conditioner."