Chapter 54: Returning Home
It's dusk, Zhou Wenxuan and Ying'er are strolling through the streets of Milan, the evening dotted with dusk is really beautiful, like a lot of pumpkins studded with gold edges, so that Ying'er wants to eat when she sees it. This second largest city in the northwest is full of the exotic atmosphere that the whole of Italy has, and this exotic atmosphere makes Zhou Wenxuan feel really comfortable in his heart, as if he has escaped from a lot of things in the past, and those who care or don't care have all passed away with the wind.
Zhou Wenxuan and Ying'er have had a very comfortable time these days, and now I think about it and feel very happy, Zhou Wenxuan likes to stay with Ying'er like this, it seems that a lot of unhappiness has disappeared because of this Ying'er knows that the most important thing in her heart now is to work hard to improve her career, but she doesn't know why, in many cases, Ying'er seems to just want to stay by this person's side.
Italy's inclusiveness and literary atmosphere is the strongest, and there seem to be a lot of street singing but experienced artists on the streets here, which are not simple, or very precious, waiting for nothing more than these things, he has asked himself countless times in his heart, such a mysterious country, isn't it much better than the place where he is now?
The answer is yes, it's really a lot better, there is a secret in Zhou Wenxuan's heart, the city he wants to go to the most in his dream is Florence, that is the city of his dream, at the beginning he didn't go because he didn't have money, and now he doesn't go because there are too many things and things in his heart, that is, because of such a simple reason, he really began to feel that dreams are only limited to a certain amount of time, and when there are too many times, there is no way to represent anything.
He didn't want to leave, because there were people around him who were concerned.
Today is Zhou Wenxuan's last day here, these days and Ying'er walking around the streets and alleys, I really feel very happy, there is no pressure of work, there is nothing else, what he has been waiting for should be like this, but the holiday has always been short, how short things are just a dream, when you wake up, life still has to start again.
At the last dinner, Ying'er said, "Brother Zhou, are you really leaving, can't you stay longer?" Ying'er was reluctant, Zhou Wenxuan also smiled, and said: "It's not like we'll never see each other again, why are you still sad, there's no need, Ying'er will go back in another week, we can meet again, what are you worried about, now I'm going back to rest and rest, and so are you, I'm tired of playing these days?" ”
Ying'er said: "How can it be, I'm just playing, how can I still be tired, these are all small things, I think it's pretty good, by the way, a few days ago, the assistant told me that a director is going to come to me to film in a few days, saying that it's Hollywood, and I still want to ask you if you can pick it up when the time comes, now that you're here, I'll ask you now, do you say I take it or not?" ”
Zhou Wenxuan thought for a while and said: "Take it, why don't you take it, there is such a good opportunity, I wonder if you are worried about the happy rush forward, it's okay, I'm afraid that the first issue will not affect well and find someone else, so you don't have to worry, it's good, if this movie is really an opportunity, you can do it, and it will be of great benefit to our company!" ”
Ying'er nodded and said, "Brother Zhou, do you say what I'm doing now makes sense?" A lot of the time I don't actually know what I'm busy for, if I can guess it, it's great, but most of the time I don't know that I'm pushing myself to the way I am every day, what the hell is it for, because I really don't know, so I really feel that there are too many things that I don't have the right to choose. ”
Zhou Wenxuan listened, took a sip of wine, and said, "Then why did you come to the road of being an actor in the first place?" ”
Ying'er said: "At that time, my grades were not good, and I couldn't go to a good university, so I went to try the film school, but I didn't expect to get in, I also thought it was amazing, and then I also experienced a lot, lost a lot and gained a lot, when I was blocked by Su Chen, I was actually desperate, thinking that otherwise I would go somewhere else to find a position to be an apprentice or something, so that I could also support myself, it was later, I met you, Brother Zhou made me have hope for actors again." ”
Zhou Wenxuan nodded and said: "It's good at the beginning, why do you start asking yourself now whether it is meaningful or not, you haven't thought about why you think like this, this is actually a very strange thing, your heart sutra has changed, is it not the surrounding environment, but your own problem?" ”
Ying'er stopped talking, Brother Zhou always asked her to torture her soul, Zhou Wenxuan said: "Ying'er, now your mood is actually understandable to me, many people will have such thoughts about you at some times, some people have been doing it for a long time without fame and inaction, some people are so popular that they have reached the highest peak and actually feel a little cold from a high place, in my opinion, in fact, you are the second kind of person, now you are so red that you are thinking about a question, what am I going to do now, You're asking yourself this question, not to mention if you're feeling lonely right now and there's nothing to do. ”
Ying'er understood what Zhou Wenxuan meant, silently stirred the cappuccino in her hand, and said: "Brother Zhou, in fact, I understand what you mean, or maybe there is really something wrong with my own heart, but it's okay, Brother Zhou!" I will adjust it slowly, you can rest assured, or ask to go up, so when will you get on the plane? ”
Zhou Wenxuan looked at the time and said, "It's almost there, Yijun is going to die of ink, and he won't send me the flight information now, okay, I'll leave now, you have a good rest, wait to return to China to meet!" ”
Ying'er nodded and said, "Brother Zhou, pay attention to safety, I'll wait for you to come back!" Oh yes, you wait for me to come back. ”
Zhou Wenxuan smiled, Ying'er said this is really strange, but now it seems that Zhou Wenxuan also really thinks that how many times he has been different from Ying'er, I don't know why this time it feels very strange, it seems that he really has something to say, but he still really can't say the strange feeling, which is very strange.
Zhou Wenxuan's back made Ying'er feel stunned, as if a person who cared very much gradually left her, Ying'er shook her head, she has been in a bad state recently, and she is always thinking nonsense, and she doesn't know what is going on, "I can't think about it anymore!" Ying'er heard her own voice.
"There's no way to solve the problem by escaping!" Ying'er suddenly heard a voice, turned her head and looked around, but couldn't find anything, why is this? The voice appeared again and said, "Don't look around anymore, I'm in your heart, tell me quickly, what is the relationship between you and Zhou Wenxuan!" ”
"What is the relationship, Zhou Wenxuan and I are very pure, he is my agent, I am his artist, it's so simple, what do you think is another relationship? What do you think! This demon! ”
The voice laughed, as if mocking Ying'er, and said: "You deceived me, deceived your own heart, even if it is the relationship between an artist and an agent, but it can't be so pure, I know it, you can't fool me, Zhao Ying'er, when can you face your own heart, I really start to think you are hypocritical when you look like this!" ”
Ying'er is going to be angry to death, what the hell is this person, and he still says that he is hypocritical, obviously he is......
But what it was, she couldn't say it herself.
That person seems to have disappeared, and the whole world has quieted down, as if this is really the case, she has a lot of things that she can't say to tell Zhou Wenxuan, but because she can't say it, she is silent many times.
I remember one time, at that time, my hand was injured, during filming, the little nurse found by the assistant was still clumsy, Zhou Wenxuan scolded angrily at the time, scolded the little nurse and the assistant and cried, grabbed the iodine wine and bandaged Ying'er with his own hands, it was really romantic at that time, and now Ying'er still remembers, it should be that time, there are a lot of different things in my heart.
At that time, Ying'er also asked Zhou Wenxuan: "Why are you so fierce with that person, she is a little nurse, and she has never seen anything on the market, it is very likely that she was scared to see so many of us, Brother Zhou, you were really fierce just now!" ”
Zhou Wenxuan said righteously: "This is not a trivial matter, so is the assistant, so much blood doesn't know how to stop the bleeding, fortunately you have a lot of blood, otherwise I think you will faint, he is still indifferent, he is really going to be angry with me, next time such a person doesn't need to stay around, you too, don't tell me earlier, what if you leave a scar!" ”
Ying'er thought about it many times and felt amazing, why did Zhou Wenxuan speak so seriously, but now that she thinks about it, it is still pink bubbles, she feels really ashamed, and she doesn't know how to say and do it.
Ying'er looked at the time, her thoughts were out of her mind for so long, and her palms were densely covered with sweat. The mobile phone vibrated and the text message came, it was Zhou Wenxuan: I'm on the plane, don't worry, see you back to China. With a few short words, she felt very happy in her heart, and said silently in her heart: "Well, Brother Zhou, see you when you go back!" ”