Chapter 102: Childhood
Judging from the story that Yijun screamed for a long time last night, Yang Yang and Yijun are indeed a pair of happy enemies with many stories.
Since he was a child, when Yijun was a bare-bottomed little boy, he was bullied by a little girl next door who was also bare-bottomed but much taller than himself, that's right, that person was Yang Yang. Yang Yang's parents and Yijun's parents are world friends, and the relationship between the two families is very good, so since he was a child, Yijun knows that Uncle Yang and Aunt next door are very good to him, but there is a little devil in the family who always bullies himself.
This situation has always been like this, two people go to kindergarten together, sleep in the same bed, Yijun always kicks Yang Yang, but Yang Yang is not willing to show weakness, saying that if you dare to kick me, I will fight with you, that is, what he has to do now no matter what is to achieve his own victory in the war with Yijun, this is what Yang Yang wants to do, and what he has been looking forward to is also this thing!
Although Yang Yang has always been taller than Yijun when he was a child, this situation has actually ended in elementary school, in Yijun's opinion, Yang Yang has done all the bad things because he always beats himself, so he will not grow tall now Because he is not tall now, he will indeed lose the right to debate on many issues because he is shorter than Yijun, the two of them still go to school together and go to school or at the same table, but it seems that Yang Yang is angry throughout elementary school, angry why Yijun is so tall now!
This situation lasted until junior high school, that is, when adolescence arrived, Yang Yang no longer bothered about his size, because he was more concerned about his beauty now, although the two of them were still in junior high school, and they were still at the same table, but the things in their hearts did change, Yijun began to pay attention to a girl in the class who studied very well, but Yang Yang always thought about what it would look like if Yijun wore his father's suit.
In junior high school, Yijun's grades in the high school entrance examination have always been up and down, but Yang Yang really doesn't like to study, she has a headache when she looks at these things, but beauty was found on Yang Yang's face, it is true that the longer she gets, the better she looks, and there are many boys who like herself, and she doesn't like to study more and more, but Yijun never plays with herself, and she doesn't like herself.
Later, Yang Yang also found that Yijun had been paying attention to a girl in the class, that girl was the best student in the class, but she didn't seem to be so good-looking, why is all Yijun's eyes on that woman now, it's really strange, in fact, Yang Yang is more angry, angry why things have become like this now, is it because he is not good enough.
With sneaky observation and occasional little anger, the high school entrance examination arrived, the day of the high school entrance examination was indeed very hot, and finally after the exam, Yang Yang refused all the boys' invitations, just wanted to find Yijun to go home for dinner together, because Yijun was out to make up classes, the two of them actually never went home together, and when they happily went to find Yijun, what they didn't expect was to see Yijun and the girl holding hands, she felt very uncomfortable for a moment, and left lonely.
The two people with the best grades in the class are together, and they are both admitted to the best high school at the same time, everyone is blessed, and they are all envious, and Yang Yang was not admitted to high school, everyone forgot the girl who looked very beautiful, Yang Yang did not come when the list was released, and then Yang Yang's mother still didn't want to give up on her, so she hoped that she could go to the best high school, and spent money to get in, and she was in the same class with Yijun again, and there was also the person who studied very well.
The three of them went to school together, in fact, Yang Yang refused all the time, but she still wanted to go with Yijun, and the girl also enthusiastically said let's go together, but Yang Yang felt that she and Yijun were childhood sweethearts, and she was always angry, but she felt that the two of them would not be together for long, so she didn't take it to heart, and she had always been good friends with Yijun, but one day, that girl came to Yang Yang.
Caught off guard, she said that she knew very well in her heart that Yang Yang liked Yijun, but Yijun liked herself. Although Yijun doesn't like Yang Yang, she still feels that Yang Yang is a threat. "Can you transfer to another school, anyway, you don't study well, it's actually the same everywhere, you won't be without you in your heart here, but I think I'm alone in his heart!"
Of course Yang Yang's hot temper was unwilling, but at that time, there were 8 months left before the college entrance examination, and the girl said that if you don't leave, she will break up with Yijun, so that even Yijun can't pass the college entrance examination, and her life will be ruined? Yang Yang knew very well in her heart that she would do these things, and Yang Yang also felt that Yijun really liked that girl, what should he do in the future with great sadness?
At that time, her parents asked her if she wanted to study acting, and she said yes and left. Also moved.
Yang Yang didn't know the later story, but Yijun knew that after Yang Yang left, he found that he seemed to be missing a piece in his heart, so he was absent-minded all the time, and finally told his girlfriend that he had broken up, took the college entrance examination normally, and was admitted to his favorite university, but he couldn't find any news of Yang Yang, but he only knew that Yang Yang went to study acting, but his parents didn't tell him where she was, and he wanted to have two children, in fact, the hearts of both parents were very clear.
Because he understands that their relationship has gone wrong now, Yijun knows that he has no face to go to Yang Yang again, so the two of them have never been in touch again, and now when Yijun heard the name Yang Yang, his heart felt uncomfortable for a moment, and he was almost very soberly aware of a problem, this person is his childhood sweetheart, Yang Yang.
Yijun talked all night, Zhou Wenxuan also listened all night, and after listening to Zhou Wenxuan, he said, "So you mean, do you like this girl, or do you like her?" Should I want this person, or should I not? ”
Speaking of this, it seemed that Yijun was old like an old man in an instant, and said, "Brother Zhou, you know that some people can't actually be measured by likes or dislikes, but I have always had her in my heart, but I also know that it is useless to have her." The past is gone? ”
Yi Jun shook his head, as if there were a lot of words that had not been said before they were over, Yi Jun said: "Actually, I really think that at some point I am a very passive person, why I haven't thought about what Yang Yang is thinking in his heart, I have always been like this, in fact, I really don't like this kind of self, but even if I really don't like it, I don't know how I have to face all this, what else can I do You say, In fact, I have always been a person who has no skills, do you think so, do you think the same, if you think so, Brother Zhou, I really shouldn't face Yang Yang, because I think Yang Yang really shouldn't see me anymore, I really think that he can only reap real happiness if he really can't see me, otherwise I feel that every activity of my own is actually superfluous, and I don't know if I should face these things, but I did think about it, What else can I do, Brother Zhou, I'm really messed up right now. ”
Zhou Wenxuan stood up, and suddenly felt that this question was really tricky, and he said to Yijun: "Actually, I understand what you mean, and I also understand how entangled your heart is now, but the problem is that you always have to face it, do you say that you don't look at him in this life, this is impossible, you know very well in your heart that this is impossible, since we all know that this is impossible, then what are we still fighting for, is there nothing we can do? Actually, no, you want to see Yang Yang, not only to see Yang Yang, but also a lot of things we still have to do, because only in this way can the past things be said so that a truth can be said, if you have always been like this, in fact, you will miss a lot of things, you are so smart, you should understand! ”
Yijun shook his head and said: "I shouldn't have understood these things all along, if I did, I wouldn't be so embarrassed now, I don't understand, I think I really don't understand, that's why I was thinking about what I want to say to Yang Yang when you asked me just now, is it to explain, but what should I explain, the problem is I actually don't really have anything to explain, I'm almost forgetting the past, and he doesn't necessarily want to be haunted, If I can't let go all the time, it's too low! ”
Zhou Wenxuan smiled and said: "You talked to me all night, it's four o'clock, and the word I gave me is that you are too low, you can still sleep now, I don't care if you or I want to sleep, I have to sleep anyway, I don't want to think about anything happy or unhappy, I don't want to think about anything when I didn't listen to you, you don't want to be angry anymore, I advise you, in short, you still have to remember that these are your jobs, if you can't even do your job well, I ask you, are you ashamed?" ”
Zhou Wenxuan left, although he knew very well in his heart that Yijun couldn't sleep this night, but he still hoped that he would get the answer that he had been haunting all along, but no matter what happened, Yang Yang was destined to be a person of light and shadow.