Chapter 200: No Progress
Zhou Wenxuan said to Xiaobai: "I want you to know, even if Su Su really likes you now, but because she has amnesia, after remembering everything, who will she like is actually none of us know, since none of us know now, so we actually have no way to do anything, we are all very embarrassed, if one day, Su Su remembers, can you guarantee that Su Su does not blame you, if you can, I support you!" ”
Xiaobai lowered his head, but raised his head again, and said: "I may not know what will happen to Su Su in the future, but what I care about is Su Su's present, what Su Su's choice is now, in fact, is what I have been looking forward to, so no matter what happens, I will always be by Su Su's side, this is a promise of mine, and it is also the truest thought in my heart, in short, no matter what, thank you today!" Brother Zhou! ”
Late at night, about twelve o'clock, or later, Su Su suddenly woke up, as if she was suddenly woken up by a person, Su Su was a little uncomfortable, but she didn't know what was wrong, but because of this, she really didn't know why this happened, and suddenly she couldn't sleep, as if someone had been blowing in her ears, too much time at a time without any assumptions, and suddenly thought about some other questions, Su Su since the car accident, In fact, she knew that she had forgotten a lot of things now, but the terrible thing was that she didn't even think about what she had forgotten now.
It's a really uncomfortable feeling, as if I've forgotten something particularly important. Su Su got out of bed and picked up her cup, thinking about whether to rest first, because the headache is really a little unbearable now, although she knows in her heart that there must be something wrong with the way she is now, but she still can't think of anything, too many things in her heart have no answer or a reason, there is no trace to find, why this is happening, in fact, no one knows, after all, this is Su Su's own business, There are a lot of things in Su Su's own heart that she doesn't remember, and every night Su Su actually doesn't know how to sleep, and it is precisely because of this that Su Su feels that these things are different from what she thinks.
"It seems that I really forgot something very important, but I really can't remember what I forgot, so what I have forgotten, why don't I have any signs that I can think of?"
Her room is really quiet at night, Ying'er hasn't lived at home for a few days, it seems that she went to Brother Zhou's house, it is very likely that she is really afraid that something will happen, or she doesn't want to stimulate Su Su to think about the past.
Su Su looked at his room, a lot of things in this room have never been seen at all, why is this happening, it must be that he really forgot someone, and that person is really a very important person, otherwise there will not be so many people in this room who have nothing to do with themselves, it seems to be really funny, but this funny has a lot to do with his own past, precisely because there are too many very important things in my heart I don't know what to do, That's why I really came up with a lot of strange ideas, it seems that there are too many things that are different from what I think, and it seems that there are many things that I have never done, no matter what, it's actually good, the really important things have never changed, or is this person destined to forget from the very beginning? Life shouldn't have so much unfairness, looking at this strange everything, I don't know why she thought of someone.
That person's name is Lu Han, a completely unfamiliar name, but when I see him, I still have a familiar feeling, more familiar than being with Xiaobai, but this person's eyes are always so affectionate when he looks at him, as if there is really a warm spring shining on him, and it seems that everyone is waiting for this dignified and loving look, too many people don't care about the person himself, and many people are always looking forward to what will happen when they have not touched it?
In the hazy night, in fact, Su Su is also asleep, if you don't sleep now, tomorrow's press conference will have no energy, I don't know why this TV series is getting so much attention now, it seems that it is because this is a very famous scriptwriter, written by Zhou Xiaoxing, Su Su is actually not so familiar with this person, and I don't know what is going on Zhou Wenxuan can find a lot of new things from various impressive places to film for himself, he seems to have everything very attractive, It's so new, it's so new, that's why it's so fascinating!
Su Su really likes Zhou Wenxuan's TV series for herself this time, this time she found the feeling of her youth in a down-to-earth manner, she really understood that youth is really very important to herself, and when she can find her youth, it is actually a very good choice to see what her former self is like, After all, people are actually consciously and unconsciously avoiding themselves a lot of the time, although they can't accurately say what they are avoiding. But there are not so many people who really want to mention a lot of memories, and what really matters is how long a person can remember a person, in fact, this is a really important thing, Su Su knows that her memory is not bad, and to some extent, if it weren't for this accident, in fact, many very beautiful feelings she herself can really remember for a lifetime, although in other words, a life is not so short, nor is it very long, But this life is not as simple as I imagined, or there are really many things that are different from what I think, and there are also many things that I can't imagine, and the real right choice is actually that no matter what happens at that time, what I really have to do is to improve and enrich my heart, or one day the memory will really dissipate, but no matter how it exists or disappears, many things, in fact, will never change, For example, Su Su's sincerity.
It seems that many people have not found their home tonight, many people have not slept, and it may be that there is really nothing to say, and countless times in my heart I am asking myself, what else can I do, Lu Han looked at the photos of himself and Su Su, one by one in the mobile phone, and deleted them with tears in his heart, why is this really the case, God is so unfair to himself.
This kind of unfairness has never been.,I don't seem to have anything else to choose from.,No matter what the final result is.,It seems that the heart is firm again and again at a certain moment.,You must be able to find your own answer.,As if you're really dreaming of something.,Full of these words.,But what's right and what's wrong?,If you give another chance to choose.,Is there a lot of things that will be different from what you think, Lu Han didn't know why it seemed to be the plot of the novel, right next to him.
I remember when I first met Su Su at that time, the two of them went to watch a movie together at night, that movie was actually not good, but there was a dialogue in it that was really a special classic, and Lu Han has always liked it, it was the male protagonist who asked the heroine: If one day you have an accident and lose your memory, will you still remember me?
The actor was actually going to be a soldier at the time, but he didn't know how to tell the heroine, and he wanted to say goodbye, so he tried it at the beginning, in fact, he wanted to know what the heroine thought.
As if there was something he hadn't thought of, Lu Han's heart was a little sad, because Su Su's attitude now is really not very clear, what should it be, indeed most of the time, Lu Han really feels that Su Su doesn't know himself too much The fact that Su Su doesn't know himself is really uncomfortable, Su Su doesn't know what to do, because many times he really wants to talk to Su Su, but when he sees Su Su's confused little expression, I really feel that there are a lot of things that are not what I think, and there are a lot of things that I can't say casually, and indeed these are not the problems I have been struggling with, because there are too many things I care about, so I have always been suffering from gains and losses!
It's late at night, Lu Han is about to sleep, Su Su also closed his eyes, two people who used to be intimate like hair and skin have suddenly become like this, this should be the saddest thing, as if everything has nothing to start, there are too many beginnings and unknowns, these are not things that can be controlled, and this should be called helplessness, such a helpless feeling is not the first time, too many things seem to burst out in an instant, and tomorrow is the press conference of the graduation season, Seeing that Su Su was going to be with Xiaobai again, Lu Han's heart was very unhappy, as if he had always been very single-minded in his heart, and he felt that he had been being dominated by others all the time.
Only after losing does he know how good he cherishes, Lu Han now knows how good Su Su is when he is by his side, as if he doesn't need to worry about anything, because anything can be discussed by two people together, otherwise a person is always lonely, no matter what the starting point is, it is always better for two people to be together than to be alone, but if you can't find the emotional belonging in your heart, then you can only be one person, just be a quiet and happy child, guarding an impossible person, Actually, it's really good.