Lu Han said that after playing, Xiao Di didn't say anything, just eating his own dumplings, Lu Han felt that this girl had something on her mind, but the girl's heart was not very embarrassed to ask, and always felt that this didn't seem to be very good, he had a way, so he had to watch Xiao Di eat dumplings like this, silently playing in the snow next to him, Xiao Di said: "Actually, when I went to the toilet that day, I heard two assistants talk about this matter." ”

Lu Han raised his head, and Xiao Di said: "Not long after I signed a contract with you, Brother Yijun has always been very good to me, maybe they think it's very unfair, it should be two assistants, there are many discussions in the toilet, I heard it." ”

"Do you think the president of this light and shadow is stupid, he actually signed such an artist who is about to be abolished, it seems that this old horse also has miscalculations."

"I also think, you see how good the director is to Di Liyaer, I feel better than Lu Han, I think she must have used some means to get to the light and shadow, this week Wenxuan must have been deceived by some conspiracy, besides, even if you want to dig the foot of the wall, you have to find our artist, look at that Xiaodi, a country girl from Xinjiang, how can she really be the heroine?"

"That's right, but I don't think this sparrow can fly up the branch and become a phoenix, this matter is not as simple as she thought, sooner or later Zhou Wenxuan will give up on her, let's go, don't let anyone hear."

After Xiao Di finished speaking, he looked at Lu Han: "Later, when I went out, they saw me, and they didn't even say sorry, and left directly!" ”

Lu Han said that he was very angry, what does this mean, this is completely looking for trouble, what does this have to do with Xiaodi, the current situation is that Brother Zhou wants to sign Xiaodi, and people have not done anything wrong, Lu Han said: "Isn't it, Xiaodi, you also take this kind of rotten person to heart?" I don't think it's really necessary, you just need to be yourself, we really don't need to care about the rest of the others, and we all like you very much, Sister Ying'er Susu likes you very much, you are not abandoned by others. ”

Xiaodi's eyes were filled with tears, she said: "Actually, I never thought I would be an actor, I was in college at that time, I studied languages, in fact, I was quite happy, I could be with my classmates every day, and some people ate and played with me, and then there was an audition, my classmates wanted to go, I just wanted to accompany her, and I didn't want to audition, but what I didn't expect was that I was chosen as the heroine, and I was suddenly far away from the life I once had." ”

Xiaodi took a sip of wine and continued: "My classmates still have to complain about me, I think I made her lose the opportunity to be a star, I started filming, acting, and I didn't go back to school for a semester, I also began to get busier and busier, and when I came to the capital, I had no friends, no family, I thought that my agent was at least standing by my side, but when I was wronged, he only cared about his own money." ”

Lu Han patted Xiaodi on the shoulder, the latter took another sip of wine, and continued: "I think my life is too tragic, later, it can be regarded as a little famous, but I still don't have a friend, no one to talk to, sometimes even if the agent gives me a holiday, I don't know what I should do, I may just take a book at home in a daze for a day, the loneliness at that time erodes my own heart, and when there is no drama for a while, I was even depressed, I was alone at home and secretly read the comments that everyone gave me, and then, crying. ”

Lu Han's heart was also so uncomfortable, Xiaodi continued: "Later, I received the flowers, in fact, the flowers are really the easiest of all my TV dramas and movie programs, because you are really good, we all go out to travel, at that time I felt that everything around me was color, but before I always felt that I was the saddest person in the world, and then I regretted that the flowers ended, I even hoped that this show could be held for a year, a lifetime, I wanted to give up this job, But the liquidated damages are too much, and I can't help myself. ”

Lu Han said: "Then do you still think about it now, I think when this drama is finished, you and Brother Zhou say, Brother Zhou should agree, you can do what you want to do, no one cares, isn't that good?" ”

Xiaodi smiled: "Thank you Lu Han, but I can't stop, this real society has been seriously out of touch with me, and I am not qualified to find something real from it, so when will the entertainment industry abandon me." ”

Lu Han: "The entertainment industry will not abandon you!" ”

Xiaodi: "But when those news came out, how many people shouted, get out of the entertainment industry, I even hoped that my agent could drive me away in a fit of anger at that time, so that I could go out to travel and stay away from these things, but he didn't, he just ignored me and was indifferent to me, but I was not qualified to leave, if it wasn't for Brother Zhou's play, I might have been like this for the rest of my life, as if I was in a cage, this feeling is really too strong, and I can't escape it." ”

Although Lu Han didn't seem to understand it all the time, he still really understood it, the pain in his heart was obviously so simple, a girl can be so uncomfortable in the entertainment industry, what kind of place is this, Xiaodi stopped talking, just eating dumplings, Lu Han said: "I hope you can turn everything into the past, into your own inner story, your life will not be like this in the future, at least you have me as a friend now, our relationship will always exist, Either way, you can count on me. ”

"Thank you!"

Lu Han shook his head: "You're welcome." ”

He knew what this feeling was, at that time in the United States, he also felt this way, at that time he also felt as if everyone had abandoned him, no one wanted to take care of himself, why is this, in fact, at that time, Zhou Wenxuan or Su Su or Yi Junyinger didn't mean this, not even Xiaobai, but he chose to go to the United States, and after he went, he still felt abandoned, isn't it ironic, he understands that he can't control this feeling, This kind of negative emotion will really slowly devour a person, but fortunately, there was Ying'er by his side at that time, chatting with himself, enlightening, and comfortable, so now Xiaodi also needs himself.

Everyone will not be alone in the world, but sometimes there are some things that I always want to solve by myself, I always want to do everything, and I am so harsh and cruel to myself, but Lu Han knows that as an actor, it is not okay not to be cruel to myself, I must endure loneliness, such things are much more important than becoming famous. Because there are too many illusions and flashiness in the entertainment industry, and there are a lot of beautiful things on the surface, but these seem to be useless things, at least Lu Han feels that he is really useless to himself, the things he longs for have always been very simple, and when his heart is simple, he will feel very comfortable.

He looked at Xiaodi as if he saw his former self, and he was quite afraid that he would be abandoned by the world, but the reason why he can't be afraid is that he must believe that the world belongs to him, if he believes it, then he really doesn't need to worry about what happens, but if he doesn't believe it, who else can be his own believer.

This is a Chinese New Year's Eve, nothing special, one of thousands of Chinese New Year's Eve, at least Lu Han feels not special, today to finish early, tomorrow will still start work, the chef made dumplings, these dumplings taste good. Yijun is gone, saying that he is busy with New Year's Eve, everyone used to be always together, but now, the time together is getting less and less, everyone is moving forward, he still remembers that the last time was with Yinger Zhou Wenxuan Susu, now his side is actually Xiaodi, life is so wonderful, and smart people have actually learned to accept, sometimes accept, itself is already very smart, Xiaodi's tears fell into the snow and melted the snow, she said, this is the best dumpling she has ever eaten.

Lu Han: "But you haven't eaten much, do you want to eat again, although there are no more now, but we can go buy some dumplings?" ”

Xiaodi said: "It's okay, no, I'm full,." Thank you Lu Han! ”

Lu Han smiled: "But are you going to sit here all night today, it's cold?" So, you accompany me to the supermarket to buy something to eat, and when I want to eat it, I'll come back and make pasta for you? ”

Xiao Di shook her head, but looking at Lu Han's eyes, she had no way to refuse, she still agreed, Lu Han said: "Let's go, go to the supermarket, haven't you been to the supermarket for a long time?" ”

Xiaodi nodded and said, "I don't seem to have been to the supermarket since I came to the capital, and when I eat, I'm either outside or takeout, because I can't do it!" ”

Lu Han smiled: "You are a girl living so roughly, this is too embarrassing, it's okay, I can only make pasta, but fortunately, these can already feed me, now let's see if you want to eat black pepper or tomato?" ”

Xiao Di smiled, "I can eat anything, now I finally have a Chinese New Year's Eve look, Lu Han I think you seem to have magic power, can make people involuntarily happy, thank you!" ”

Lu Han smiled bitterly and said, "Because once there was a person by my side who could make me happy without hesitation, but then I didn't catch her." ”