11 Nightmares
Jin Yi scrambled against the door and didn't want to leave.
Mu Congyun saw that he was not leaving, so it was naturally difficult to leave him to cultivate, but if he wanted to ask him why he hadn't left, it seemed as if he was chasing a guest, so he could only look at him suspiciously.
What else is going on?
Not to mention that I'm going to practice.
It's just that his habitual face is expressionless, and the shallow doubt in his eyes can't be easily seen by Jin Yi. In Jin Yi's eyes, the air pressure around the senior brother was a little lower, and he stared at himself with a calm face, as if he was about to draw his sword in the next moment.
Although the elder brother is very good-looking, that cold gaze is not something that everyone can bear.
Jin Yi suddenly felt the pressure, he didn't dare to be too presumptuous in front of the senior brother, his eyes rolled around, and finally fell on Shen Qi, and he said in a hurry: "I have something to do with Shen Qi!" ”
Shen Qi, who was named: ?
He slowly turned his head and stared at Jin Qi with compassion.
Compared with the senior brother, in Jin Yi's heart, it is naturally better to deal with it. He completely ignored Shen Qi's gloomy gaze, and squeezed to Shen Qi's side and sat down with a good look of two brothers.
Shen Qi was originally sitting on the landscape stone under the corridor, the stone was not big, and it was quite comfortable to sit on Shen Qi alone, but with one more Jin Qi, it immediately became cramped and crowded.
Especially when Jin Qi was about to reach out to put his shoulder on his shoulder, Shen Qi finally couldn't bear to stand up, and at the same time pressed his palm heavily on the landscape stone, and he was full of strength.
The fragile landscape stone was torn apart in an instant, and Jin Qi, who was sitting strongly, fell unsuspectingly. Strands and covered in ash rose from the ground.
Shen Qi suppressed the corners of his lips, turned his head to Mu Congyun and complained: "He collapsed his senior brother's stone. ”
After speaking, he stared at Jin Yi condemningly.
Jin Yi: "......"
Why is this little tail talking so much at this time!
He didn't notice at all that it was Shen Qi who was secretly making trouble, he just thought that this landscape stone had cut corners, and muttered with a red face and Mu Congyun explained: "It must be those people in Yutang who bought defective products in order to save money!" I'll go find the second senior sister and ask her to reason with Yutang! ”
After speaking, he didn't wait for Mu Congyun to speak, and he was angry. Shares ran like the same.
It is estimated that there will be no face to come to the bright moon and hide the heron again in a short time.
Shen Qi snorted imperceptibly.
Everyone ran away, Mu Congyun didn't care about the broken stones on the ground, and handed the storage bag to Shen Qi: "You go and pick a room, if you still lack anything, tell your second senior sister." ”
Shen Qi took it and looked at it with great interest, in addition to a set of living utensils, there were also disciple clothes, spirit stones, and some broken silver used in the mortal world.
Seeing that Mu Congyun was already very eager to be alone and quiet at this time, he didn't have to make any more inches, put away the storage bag and went to pick the room.
After pretending to turn around, Shen Qi deliberately picked Mu Congyun's next door.
When Mu returned from Yun practice, he found that he had an extra neighbor.
“……”
He stood outside Shen Qi's room, opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he couldn't say it, and entered his room in silence.
Forget it, just live it.
However, Shen Qi noticed that someone stopped at the door, did not look back, and curled his lips viciously.
Turning the wooden bracelet, Shen Qi flicked the two birds on the surface of the wooden bracelet that seemed to be a lot bald, and whispered to himself: "This stupid rabbit also looks shrewd." ”
It's really easy to bully.
It adds a lot of fun to this boring day.
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That night, Shen abandoned and stayed in the house next to Mu Congyun.
With his cultivation, he no longer needed to rely on sleep and rest, but when he first arrived in Xuanling, and Xie Cifeng's warning words were first, he was worried that Xie Cifeng was likely to be secretly wary of him, so he didn't rashly make trouble, but cultivated in the room.
The filthy element operates in the body, like a thousand sharp blades cutting through the meridians.
Shen Qi sat cross-legged, wisps of blood appeared at the corners of his mouth, but he didn't even frown.
After a long time, he opened his eyes, surrounded by a faint gray mist. It wasn't until the gray mist was completely absorbed into his body that he stood up.
He stood by the window, looking at the cold moon above his head, his expression a little ugly.
The pain caused by the operation of the Filthy Yuan was not worth mentioning to him, but since he was reborn, when he cultivated, it was always easy to recall those old things that were annoying to him.
Those rotten and stinking old things turned into demons that haunted him, and he could never go further.
Shen Qi looked into the distance and said to himself: "If you go and kill her now, there shouldn't be any demons, right?" ”
The human pupils slowly erected, turning into the vertical pupils of the dragon clan, covered with a cold and disgusting color.
The killing intent was blazing, and Shen abandoned his footsteps slightly, and he was about to go out to kill.
Just pushed open the door, and collided with Mu Congyun in the courtyard.
Both of them were a meal.
Shen Qi's expression changed instantly, and he looked at him suspiciously: "Why hasn't Senior Brother rested yet?" ”
“……”
Mu Congyun didn't answer.
I can't say that you sleep next door to me, I'm not used to not being able to sleep.
"Why didn't you sleep?"
Shen Qi lowered his eyebrows, did not hide his gloomy emotions, and said half-truthfully: "I had a nightmare, I dreamed of my mother, and I was a little scared. ”
The boy stood there, the cold moonlight pouring down and casting a faint shadow on his face.
It was the first time he had mentioned his parents, but the words he used were "nightmare" and "scared."
Mu Congyun didn't know what he had experienced, so he could only comfort him by following his words: "It's just a nightmare, don't take it seriously." ”
But what if it's all true in the dream?
The interrogation turned around and was swallowed again. Shen Qi looked at him strangely, and he didn't want to kill people desperately at this time.
He remembered that in the illusion, when the woman hugged her child regardless of the danger, it was obviously such a thin body, but it made people feel safe.
Before those two children died, they wouldn't be scared, would they?
Children with mothers are always more dependent.
He also remembered the hug that did not reject him during the day, and even called it comfortable.
A strange longing crept grew in his body, rising from his back and up his spine, making him desperate to hug the person in front of him and try that feeling again.
Shen Qi pinched his palms with restraint, suppressed the surging desire that suddenly came, and whispered with that gloomy and pitiful expression: "It's not a dream, it's real." ”
He approached quietly, looked at Mu Congyun with good eyes, and read resistance, hesitation, and restraint from his face.
He knew that Mu Congyun didn't like physical contact with people, and he was trying to resist the urge to escape.
"My mother and others have children, and they don't want me anymore." He told the past half-truthfully, his expression was helpless and fragile, his voice was suppressed and dumb, and he slowly leaned his head on Mu Congyun's shoulder socket.
Mu Congyun's body was obviously stiff, and he moved as if he wanted to retreat, but he hesitated and paused.
Shen Qi curled his lips triumphantly, and his arms wrapped around his waist inch by inch.
The two of them were close to each other, and their necks were not wrapped in cloth to exchange temperatures. The longing that the emptiness in his heart that could not be filled was finally satisfied, Shen Qi squinted his eyes and felt it carefully, and sighed softly.
That's how it feels.
Soon after he was born, his mother left the Outer Heavens.
At the time, he was just a hatching egg and didn't understand what that meant. He lacks the congenital deficiency of the Heart Protector, and it is more difficult to break the shell than other young dragons. He stayed in the egg for a hundred years, and when he finally broke out of his shell, his father abandoned him.
But before he broke the shell, his father was also full of expectations for him, thinking that he would be the Tianjiao of the Candle Dragon Clan that was rare in a hundred years, and he would be the first person to leave the Outer Heaven with the Zhongshan Candle Dragon Clan.
The patriarch of the Candle Dragon clan has many concubines, and there is naturally no shortage of children. But he is the only one who has not yet broken the shell and is taken by his side day by day, hatched with the most mellow fire spirit of the candle dragon clan.
Perhaps because of this, he developed a little intelligence when he was still in the egg, and he could vaguely feel the movement of the outside world.
knew that although he did not have a mother, he had a father who loved him even more.
He was afraid that his father would wait too long, and he would accumulate strength every day and finally be able to break out of his shell.
But on the day he broke the shell, he not only lost his father, but also became a shame and a joke for the Zhongshan Candle Dragon clan. He still remembered the cold, disappointed and disgusted eyes as he managed to break open the eggshell and crawl towards the other man.
The man who had failed his hopes didn't even want to give him a name, but said coldly: "It's good to be so weak, it's good to survive, let's call it a long life in the future." ”
Long life, long life.
A name that has been with him for seventeen years, branded with shame.
"Dad has a lot of children, it's useless to dislike me, and he doesn't like me."
With a cold look in his eyes, Shen Qi hid his face and still whispered. He was immersed in the wonderful feeling of physical contact, tightly imprisoned the other party, and did not give Mu Congyun a chance to escape. The nose was filled with a clear smell of grass and trees, which was Mu Congyun's unique smell. But at this moment, he did not feel disgusted, but a little addicted to it.
"They thought I didn't know, but I remembered."
The dark tide under Shen Qi's eyes was turbulent, but his movements were gentle, revealing a strong dependence. He even buried his face in Mu Congyun's neck socket and rubbed it lovingly.
Like an insecure critter.
"Everyone hates me, but my brother is different."
Mu Congyun's heart became very soft, and he understood all the hesitations and uneasiness of Shen Ren, because he had experienced them all.
It is precisely because of understanding that he is always more tolerant in the face of Shen Qi.
He exhaled slowly, no longer resisted the other party's hug, hugged the other party a little rustily, patted his back gently, and even his voice subconsciously became soft: "Not in the future." ”
Shen Qi let out a low "um" and hugged the person tighter.
This hug lasted for a long time, until the crescent moon on the horizon was covered by dark clouds, and Mu Congyun had to move and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, it's time to go back and rest." ”
He even suspected that Shen Qi had fallen asleep,
Fortunately, Shen Qi didn't really fall asleep, and finally let go of his hand when he heard the words.
Without the shackles, Mu Congyun was much lighter. Seeing that Shen Qi was still holding the pestle, he pointed to the room and urged, "Go and rest." ”
Shen Qi was still reminiscing about Fang Cai's embrace.
For the first time, he found that this slimy physical contact turned out to be so pleasurable and even somewhat addictive.
With a strange light flashing in his eyes, he re-examined the person in front of him and had a new plan.
Suppressing the corners of his lips that he wanted to curl up, hiding all his malice, he opened his mouth in a tone that Mu Congyun absolutely couldn't refuse: "I'm afraid alone, can I sleep with my senior brother?" ”