Chapter Fifty-Six: I Want to Be With You

After going down the mountain, it didn't take long to reach the boundary of Qingcheng.

Along the way, many people stared at Nalan Feng Ember, Nalan Feng Ember changed his appearance, but unexpectedly, Du Yuze was changed by Nalan Feng Ember.

Nalan Feng Ember asked Du Yuze: "Why are you disguised?" ”

Du Yuze asked Nalan Fengyan rhetorically: "Why are you always disguised?" ”

Nalan Feng Ember said: "This matter is a long story. ”

Du Yuze smiled: "Anyway, it's nothing to do." ”

Nalan Feng Ember said: "When I was a child, a fortune teller came to my house, and accidentally saw me, so he said that I was a disaster and a curse, especially this face, my father was worried, saying that since ancient times, he had a thin life, and asked him how to resolve it, and he mentioned the disguise technique." My father really found someone to teach me the art of disguise, that is, my master. I am the eldest daughter, no one at home cares about me, and my master doesn't care much about me, so he taught me the art of disguise and left. ”

Nalan Feng Ember said as he walked: "I still remember when I was a child, I felt that the disguise technique was troublesome, and I was not willing to learn it, so the master scared me, saying that I was a disaster and that it would bring disaster to myself and others, I was very scared when I heard it, so I learned the disguise technique with him very seriously, and often learned skills with him, and deceived each other, and then he left, I also already understood what a disaster water face is, and a disaster water face is what many women dream of, ha, but I have been disguised for many years, and I have long been used to it, Occasionally, it is not easy to tolerate as if something is missing, which is very uncomfortable, so it is necessary to save this troublesome face to do troubled things. ”

Du Yuze didn't expect to hear such remarks, she said it easily, and her big and transformed personality always made people feel that she lived a very free and happy life, but how could Du Yuze not hear the ups and downs in her life, she began to learn art with her master when she was very young, and her master didn't seem to be very close to her, she taught her the disguise technique and left, she has been wearing a mask since she was a child, just because her face will bring her a lot of trouble. This is her past. Thinking of this, he took Nalan Feng's hand and said, "Let's go buy wine." ”

"Hmm." Nalan Feng Ember smiled and nodded.

The streets of Qingcheng are naturally not as prosperous as Tiandu City, but they are not very depressed, standing on the street where people come and go, Du Yuze held Nalan Feng's hand, and there was a feeling of being separated from the world, so he listened to Nalan Fengshen and said: "I haven't lived a normal life for a few days, let's go buy clothes first, and then let's go have a big meal." ”

Du Yuze smiled: "Okay." Looking at her, his gaze naturally revealed tenderness.

Nalan Feng Ember looked back with a smile, and wrote all the sweetness and trust on his face.

After coming out of the mountain, it seemed that it was time to separate, Nalan Fengyan and Du Yuze both understood in their hearts, but no one was willing to take the initiative to mention it.

When staying in the guest house, although he was easy to look at, he still couldn't hide Du Yuze's innate nobility, and he could see the shopkeeper nodding to him with just one look.

In the middle of the night, the two of them took a few jars of wine and drank them in the inn, but there were very few people in the inn, and there were only the two of them in the whole courtyard.

I haven't drunk good wine in the mountains for many days, I don't know if it's because of my mood, or if it's a good wine, Du Yuze drank very hard today, and after drinking a few jars of wine with Nalan Fengshen, he seemed to be a different person, and slowly talked about his past. That was something that Du Yuze had never told the second person in his life, and it was also the story of Du Yuze that Nalan Feng had never dreamed of.

The moonlight of Qingcheng sprinkled on Du Yuze's body, which looked extremely cold, and even a little pitiful.

Du Yuze said lightly: "My mother is extremely beautiful, when I was very young, she told me and my sister that we are different from others, we were born superior. In the house, the children of the other aunts are lowly and lowly. ”

I don't know if it's because I think of my mother, Du Yuze's face has a hint of warmth: "My mother is very strict with me and my sister, especially my sister, my sister has learned a lot since she was a child, more than me, we rarely have time to play, I am not only practicing martial arts but reading." My mother used to say that she had high hopes for my sister and me, and that the better we were, the prouder she became. When I was younger, I didn't know how I was different from other people, but it was a good feeling to be on top. I also like to see how proud my mother is for me, so I work hard to win no matter what I do. ”

Speaking of this, his eyes darkened suddenly, he took a sip of wine, and continued: "But when I was twelve years old, my mother died, and she didn't see me perform the crown salute after all, and when my mother's coffin was not buried, the seventh aunt relied on my father's favor to become the lady of the main room and replace my mother's position in the house. I knew that the sword rushed into her room, dragging her hair all the way to my mother's funeral hall. She was afraid of me, and kept kowtowing in the mourning hall, and the ground was covered with blood, and my father came in and saw such a scene, and was furious, and hit me with a palm, and I was so angry that I didn't avoid or hide, but at this time, my sister, who had just come home from the palace to worship my mother, rushed over and took the palm for me, and flew out. She hit the corner of her mother's coffin, and since then she has been left with the root of the disease. ”

Hearing this, Nalan Fengshen felt a pain in his heart, but he didn't know how to comfort Du Yuze.

He continued: "That night, I knelt in front of my mother's mourning hall and washed the blood stains on the ground with my own hands. ”

Nalan Feng Ember looked at Du Yuze, and found that there was a mocking sneer on the corner of his mouth, as if he was telling someone else's story, without a trace of pain, so indifferent, indifferent and sad, that was Du Yuze that Nalan Feng Ember had never seen, only to hear him continue: "When my sister was seriously injured and unconscious, she still thought about me, and said repeatedly, asking me to remember the words of my mother before her death. I swore at my sister's bed that I would never let her down! ”

When Nalan Feng Ember heard this, he was shocked, it turned out that the Du family still had such a past.

Du Yuze poured another sip of wine, smiled coldly, and said, "Ah Yan, what kind of person am I in your heart?" ”

Nalan Feng Ember came to his senses when he heard this, and said with a smile: "Ze is affectionate and sexual, both chivalrous and noble. ”

When Du Yuze heard this, a touch of cruelty flashed in his eyes, and he said: "When I was eight years old, the son of the third aunt and I grabbed a small wooden horse to play, and I beat him to cripple with a stick. The third aunt came to my father and cried, but I scolded her for being cheap, and she hit the wall and died on the spot. The corners of his mouth raised a light smile, and he was extremely cold: "On my tenth birthday, my mother made me a very beautiful brocade robe, and I wore it to walk through the back garden, but my cousin hit me with a plate of greasy pastries and soiled my clothes, and I knocked her out with one palm, and she hit the stone and died on the spot." I was fourteen years old, just after the rite of passage, and I didn't look too much at one of the maids in the house, and she stripped naked that night and climbed into my bed, but I kicked her out of bed and stabbed her in the chest with a sword. ”

Speaking of this, he chuckled, and the moonlight shone on him like water, and it was cold in an instant.

"Am I still Du Yuze in your heart?" He asked very lightly, and the whole side of his face was hidden in the shadows, indistinct.

The moonlight was faint, and the silence was like a poisonous needle piercing Du Yuze's heart one by one, and the light in his eyes gradually disappeared with this quietness. But at this moment, he only heard a soft smile, and the laughter was like a pearl falling on the plate, and it sounded softly and crisply, which made his heart ripple. As far as her eyes could see, she shook her head, shook her head and nodded, as if she was thinking about something seriously, and only after half a ring, she spoke: "I only know that Du Yuze is very good to me, and he doesn't even want his life for me!" ”

His heart tightened.