This seems to be acceptable, but there is a problem with doing so, Zheng Shu asked him, "What if I was found by someone else before you came?" ”

Hearing this, Xie Yinxue raised her right hand, wrapped her index finger around one of her hairs, and after a few turns, she wrapped out a black line the size of her thumb and handed it to Zheng Shu's palm.

Zheng Shu lowered his eyes and took a closer look, and found that this black line was smooth and shiny, and it was quite tough, but it was generally much longer than Xie Yinxue's waist-length hair.

"Do you have that long hair?"

Zheng Shu looked up at Xie Yinxue suspiciously, but felt that the lips of the young man in front of him were getting lighter and lighter, as if all the colors on his body were pulled away with this black line, and the whole person was almost transparent, and his voice was softer, revealing a faint illness: "Use these threads to wrap around the ground at night, and then stand in and don't come out, no one will see you tonight except me, but you can't make a sound until I speak to you." ”

"Is it really that amazing?"

If the role of a hair is said to be so mysterious, Zheng Shu will definitely not believe it if it is replaced by other people, but this is said by Xie Yinxue, he still has seven points of faith, and after thinking for a few seconds, he said: "Then do you want your godson to take medicine tonight?" Can you add one to my sister if you eat it? If you can't, just let my sister stand in there, she will give you medicine, and I will find a way to hide myself. ”

Zheng Shu felt that he could still survive for a while, and wanted to give this opportunity to have a good night's rest to his sister Mu Yuji.

In fact, Xie Yinxue planned to give the medicine he got from Zheng Shu to Liu Buhua tonight, and he would go to other nurses to get the medicine himself, since Zheng Shu took the initiative to mention it now, Xie Yinxue did not refuse, and said: "Okay, you can stand together and cough ......."

Before he could finish his sentence, the young man coughed violently, as if he was about to vomit out all his internal organs.

"Godfather?" Liu Buhua hurriedly came over and held down the wheelchair when she heard the movement, and said worriedly, "Shall I help you go back to the ward to lie down?" ”

Xie Yinxue didn't make a sound, only nodded slightly in response, as if she couldn't even say the word "good", so it was difficult for Zheng Shu not to doubt whether Xie Yinxue would be able to get up again at night after returning to the ward and lying down.

He silently looked at the back of the young man who was gradually moving away, and after a while, he opened his mouth in a ghostly manner: "Xie Yinxue." ”

The young man stopped when he heard the sound, looked back sideways, and a few strands of broken hair on the side of his ears slid down his cheeks, swaying lightly to make Zheng Shu slightly stunned.

"You ......" Zheng Shu suddenly came back to his senses after saying a word, changed his mouth abruptly, raised the thread in his hand and said in a stiff tone, "How many times can this thing be used?" ”

Xie Yinxue didn't answer, only hooked the corners of her lips and sneered.

"Didn't you think about how many times you're going to work with me?" Zheng Shu shrugged his shoulders and hurriedly put on a posture of hanging a child, pinched the thread ball and looked away, and then looked up after recovering from the uncomfortable energy, Xie Yinxue was already gone.

"What are you looking at?"

Mu Yuji and Zheng Shu are siblings of the same mother, and they don't know him well, so they immediately reminded: "I remember that Xie Yinxue was very close to a man in the last copy, and I feel that the relationship between the two of them is not simple. ”

"What's my business?" Zheng Shu first had an attitude of "it has nothing to do with me", and after a few seconds, he muttered in a low voice, "No matter how close you are to this copy, I haven't seen that man." ”

"Huh." Mu Yuji sneered twice following Xie Yinxue's appearance, "You better think about how to clear this dungeon." ”

"I'm thinking, I'm thinking......" Zheng Shu rubbed the silver hair on the top of his head, and his expression began to become serious, "According to the current situation, it seems that we just need to ensure that we are not found by the patient, and even if we are found, the worst result is just to be able to see their hallucinations, and there is no difficulty." ”

But only for now.

After all, it's only the next day, and it's not yet evening, and it's unknown what will happen in the next few days.

It was probably because today's treatment task took a short time compared to yesterday, and it was not dark after the nurse participants had finished their nurses' meals, and it was too early to go back to the ward or dormitory, so both the nurse participants and the patient participants wanted to walk around the hospital again and familiarize themselves with the routes, the former to find a place to hide at night, and the latter to find people conveniently.

Although Zheng Shu and Mu Yuji had made an appointment with Xie Yinxue to meet in the patient entertainment and leisure area tonight, because they didn't want to attract attention, they still walked around the hospital with the others pretending to be around.

Xie Yinxue was unwell and asked Liu Buhua to push him back to the ward directly.

There were only the two of them in the ward, and as soon as he entered the room, he lowered his eyelashes and said to Liu Buhua: "This copy may kill a lot of people, if there is no step nine zhao." ”

And Bu Jiuzhao is a ferryman NPC, in other words, this copy may be so difficult that there is only one way to clear the customs: find the ferryman NPC and make a deal with him in exchange for a chance to survive.

"This copy suppresses the secret art of Qimen differently than before."

Xie Yinxue raised his right hand, stared at his slightly trembling fingertips and frowned slightly-he just used a simple Tibetan array, but now he couldn't even raise his hand, plus the corpse fantasy he suffered from in this dungeon, once something happened, it would be difficult for him to move quickly and dodge at a high frequency like when he confronted the ship's monster on the Heer's Dream, not to mention that he still had a willow flower to protect.

"Ah, is it so hard?" Liu Buhua was a little puzzled, "Then you still let others find you to make a deal in exchange for a way to clear customs?" ”

"When the time comes, just sell Bu Jiuzhao, and it's not a lie. If they can't clear the customs after finding Bu Jiuzhao, then they will have to die, and if they die, they just can't find me to seek revenge, and I won't suffer a loss. ”

Xie Yinxue said confidently, interpreting the word "profiteer" clearly.

"Makes sense." Liu Buhua suddenly realized and gave Xie Yinxue two thumbs up, "As long as you live, if it's really a critical moment, godfather, you can sell me." ”

"Fool, if you sell Bu Jiuzhao, I won't sell you."

Xie Yinxue shook her head and scolded Liu Buhua with a smile, her eyes were very gentle, and she wanted to touch her godson's head, but when her hand stretched out, she remembered that this copy of her godson's head was gone, so she could only gently fall on his shoulder and pat.

But the picture of the two of them "father-son love" is not like this in the eyes of someone.

"Thanks, Yin, Snow—"

The man gritted his teeth and called Xie Yinxue's name, as if he had met an enemy's mortal enemy, he rushed into the ward and pushed Liu Buhua away, grabbed Xie Yinxue's hand from his shoulder, held the young man's thin wrist and said angrily word by word: "I heard it all!" ”

"Well, I've seen you a long time ago."

Xie Yinxue nodded, Bu Jiuzhao was standing around the corner, his figure reflected on the glass wall, and he could see it at a glance.

Since this is the case, Bu Jiuzhao doesn't understand that he has paid so much for Xie Yinxue to open a small stove, why Xie Yinxue doesn't even want to deceive and coax him, and he doesn't hide it at all when he talks about heart-piercing words.

He was angry: "Then you make me deaf?" ”

"Think about the good." Hearing this, Xie Yinxue pulled down her wrist, brought the man to herself, and then turned her face sideways, rubbing the back of Bu Jiuzhao's hand with her cheek, as if she had been tamed, but what she said was not like this, "At least now you know that I won't lie even in front of you." ”

Step 9: "......"

The anger in Bu Jiuzhao's heart still did not dissipate, but he couldn't say it to Xie Yinxue, who took the initiative to get close to him, he only sneered and said hatefully: "Your mouth is really sharp and sharp." ”

"Oh? How do you know. ”

Xie Yinxue's eyebrows were high, her face turned sideways again, and she slowly rubbed her lips on the skin on the back of the man's hand: "Was it pierced when you kissed me?" ”

Seduce him?

Oh, it didn't work!

Seeing this, Bu Jiuzhao also raised his eyebrows, let go of his fingers to pinch Xie Yinxue's face instead, pinched his lips into a small chicken mouth, and said, "When I 'pierce' you, I hope you can also think about it." ”

Xie Yinxue: "? ”

“…… Have you pinched enough, will you come over and make salty? ”

Xie Yinxue couldn't laugh anymore, he was pinched by the man's face, and he couldn't even speak clearly, urging him to say something and leave quickly, otherwise when the participants came to the ward, the two of them would not be able to hide their "cheating".

"Aren't you going to the nurse tonight to get some medicine?" Bu Jiuzhao snorted, and there seemed to be some grievances in his tone, "I can't see you at night, so I want to come and see you." ”

At night, if Xie Yinxue left the ward and ran into Bu Jiuzhao, he would be sent back to the ward according to the rules of the copy, so Xie Yinxue couldn't meet Bu Jiuzhao if he wanted to find a nurse to get medicine.

Xie Yinxue slapped his hand away and rubbed his face, and was a little amused when he heard him say the reason: "It's not that I won't see each other in the future, it's just one night." ”

"We only see each other seven days a month." Bu Jiuzhao said seriously, "I will miss you." ”

- This person is sometimes overly blunt.

Also, they can only "meet" for a few days every other month, so it really feels like a long-distance relationship - but are they "in love"?

Xie Yinxue wanted to figure out about this, so he asked directly: "Bu Jiuzhao, do you like me?" ”

Bu Jiuzhao replied: "Yes." ”

Xie Yinxue was almost out of count, this was the first time he asked Bu Jiuzhao this question.

The first time he asked, Bu Jiuzhao flatly denied it;

The second time he asked, Bu Jiuzhao hesitated;

The third time he asked, Bu Jiu avoided it;

And this time, Bu Jiuzhao answered neatly and neatly, blurting out as if instinctively.

Xie Yinxue looked at his gray eyes and whispered, "I like you too." ”

As soon as the words fell, Xie Yinxue saw that the man's eyes that were like mist, hiding all the light of the world, leaving only cold silence and gloom, suddenly surged with a burst of fever, like burning fireworks and extremely cold frost and snow, such a contrasting, contradictory but juxtaposed existence, and told Xie Yinxue truthfully - he really liked him.

In the last copy, when he saw the dead Bosa Pocha turn back into a human corpse, Bu Jiuzhao reminded him not to look at it.

It's a pity that all appearances in this world are vain.

He has too many burdens on his back, and Bu Jiuzhao also hides a lot of things from him, they all know each other, but they don't mention or talk about each other, they have such a tacit understanding, so clear, even though they know that they shouldn't be looking, but they are all willing to look at each other.

"You're so unlucky."

Xie Yinxue pursed her lips and smiled, not knowing whether she was talking about Bu Jiuzhao or herself.

Bu Jiu looked at the side and once reminded himself that Xie Yinxue was going to punish relatives and friends, don't like him, at this moment he really treats himself as a potted flower without saying a word, and Liu Buhua, who is like a dead thing, said: "Yes, I have found that I am very unhappy." ”

Then he changed his words and said sincerely: "But if you can really kill my brothers, I will be very happy." ”

“…… More on that later. ”

Xie Yinxue didn't know what the identities of Bu Jiuzhao's brothers were, and how could they have a feud with each other to such a point, she only felt that she and Bu Jiuzhao had a "private meeting" for too long, so she let Bu Jiuzhao leave quickly, and the result was really like this - Bu Jiuzhao just walked on the front foot, Bian Yuchen and the thirteenth back foot went back to the ward.

When he entered the ward, he saw Xie Yinxue's red cheeks pinched by Bu Jiuzhao, so he suddenly spoke: "Mr. Xie, I haven't seen you for a while, your face seems to be a lot more ruddy?" ”

Xie Yinxue glanced at him and said in a lazy voice: "Yes, people are in good spirits when they are happy." ”

Bian Yuchen asked him, "What is the happy event?" ”

Xie Yinxue said: "My godson has a godmother." ”

It took a few seconds for Bian Yuchen to react to the true meaning of Xie Yinxue's words, and then sent his blessings with a smile: "It's really a great happy event, I wish you all a long time together." ”

Who is not the one who walks on the verge of death from time to time in lock immortality? The blessings given by Bian Yuchen were very auspicious, but Xie Yinxue said when she heard it: "I don't, I want to live forever." ”

Bian Yuchen: "......"

Why can't he answer when he comes back?

However, this also means that Xie Yinxue admits positively that his ultimate goal in Suo Changsheng is not to live, but to gain immortality.

Thirteen didn't react after hearing these words, still keeping his head down and not knowing what he was doing, while Bian Yuchen glanced at Xie Yinxue deeply, and what he said was still leaking: "Is it?" Then I wish you and I can get what we want. ”

Xie Yinxue bent her lips and said with a smile in her eyebrows: "Then thank you Mr. Bian for your good words." ”

"What's there to thank you for?" Bian Yuchen rubbed his forehead and lay on the bed, as if he wanted to have a good rest before the night came, but he fell asleep for less than two minutes, and suddenly supported the bed with his elbows, straightened up and looked at Xie Yinxue who was sitting in a wheelchair with his eyes closed, "Speaking of Mr. Xie, this illness is really a bit torturous, you can't lie down and sleep, right?" ”

The author has something to say:

In the past six months of 2022, I feel that my life is too painful because my condition has recurred and I cannot stabilize my condition.

I have been suffering from bipolar disorder for a long time, it is type II., so I have been treated as depression before, I have taken all antidepressants so that there is almost no therapeutic effect, and the deterioration of the condition has started since 18, if there are old readers who have chased me the book "Immortality", maybe some people will remember that I said in my words shortly after the opening of the change that I fell out of love, but the deterioration of my condition is not the pain caused by the loss of love, the breakup was mentioned by me, because my ex-boyfriend suffers from depression, he followed me, and suddenly sent me a message when I was shopping with my parents, Said "the green dress you are wearing today" is very good, when I was in college and my parents were staying in a hotel outside, I pulled me into a small group with only the two of us, I didn't understand why, and then I understood, there is a group function called "distance positioning", which can show that the group members are a few meters away from you, he used this function to chase me to the same floor of the same hotel, but I couldn't determine the room number, he asked me to tell him the room number, I bit it to death and didn't say, of course, this is compared with the previous threat he used to ask me not to go out if I have the ability, otherwise he will kill me, I don't think it's particularly scary, I'm afraid of death, so I mentioned breaking up, and then he sent me a photo of him cutting his wrists, so scared that I almost called the police, but unfortunately I've always been a very bun character, whether it's him or the hurt he suffered when he was a child, he didn't have the courage to do so, and he was easy to be soft-hearted and forgive others, because he was stimulated, so my condition deteriorated very quickly from that year.

I was very sorry for my life and went to the hospital for treatment by myself, because I have asthma and often go back and forth to the hospital, and the treatment did not arouse anyone's suspicion. Later, a lot of things happened, including the suicide and death of a friend, my mother was cheated out of a lot of money, she has always had high hopes for me, which caused me to be very stressed, began to have insomnia, auditory hallucinations, and delusions of being killed, and then I really wanted to die, and I cut my hands and smashed my house to make a big fuss, and I couldn't hide it, just when I serialized "Tyrant" before, but this is also very good, because my parents knew that the only thing they asked me after my illness was to hope that I lived, and I could even gnaw at the old when I didn't write and didn't make money. They didn't scold me anymore, and ironically my mom told me that she had the disease before, and let me know that I wasn't sick because a friend had accused me of not being strong enough, but because it ran in my family.

Since I have a severe seizure, I will have delusions of victimization, which will make me unable to trust anyone, I will completely shut down my social networking, make me feel as if I am dead, there is no dynamic, no one feels that I am "existing", I will calm down and feel safe, which is why most friends have a hard time reaching me.

And then there's the problem of breaking off, it's not that I don't write, I'll sit in front of the computer for a few hours, don't look at my phone, but I can't write normal sentences, a bit like the male protagonist in "The Shining", the words and sentences that are typed out can't be coherent into a normal word order, or it's an inexplicable daze, I think I've only been distracted for two or three minutes, but in fact, more than ten minutes or even more have passed, and in this case, I have insomnia for a long time, and it's normal for two days and one night to not sleep, and staying up late like this makes me go to the hospital several times with heart and chest pain, After taking olanzapine, you can sleep but it is difficult to wake up after sleeping, basically sleeping for more than ten hours, getting up to eat, taking a shower, washing clothes, and going to sleep for a few hours, then getting up to eat, and then going to sleep, two days have passed, and after taking medicine to control the condition, you will suddenly realize that time passes so quickly.

At present, my condition is well controlled, I will try my best to ensure that I am updated every day, and when I am in good condition, I will finish writing the article, my credit has gone bankrupt, and I may not be able to trust this guarantee, but I really really think so at this moment, and I want to work hard to do it.