Chapter 163: Even if the scar is ugly, you still have to face it

Gu Xu looked at Zhang Song like this, children are always children, and they can't hide things.

I was in the mood to joke with myself just now, but now leaving Jia Fanzhen is like a deflated ball.

Seeing this, Gu Xu didn't say anything more, at this time, let him be alone and quiet!

Zhang Song's family arrived at the station earlier than Lan Ruosi's family.

When the car arrived at the station, Gu Xu saw that Zhang Song had not moved, so he called him: "Fatty, when you get home, why don't you leave." ”

Zhang Song realized that he hadn't taken this train for a long time.

Before I sent Jia Fanzhen back, I took the car on the opposite side.

"Hmm!" Zhang Song got out of the car directly.

He got out of the car, looked around, and slowly remembered that the direction of his home was going that way.

Gu Xu shook his head slightly, he had known Zhang Song for so long, and it was the first time he had seen Zhang Song lose his soul.

Gu Xu sighed: "Alas! Zhang Fatzi is like that, he doesn't know where his home is! ”

"He's so worried." Lan Ruosi also sighed lightly, "I hope it's really soon, if I knew that something like this would happen today, I really should stop her." ”

"Huh!" Gu Xu smiled lightly, "It's hard to buy money, I knew it early." Don't worry about yourself here, Jia Fanzhen's temper, you can't stop it. ”

Lan Ruosi smiled lightly, she stopped it at noon today, but she didn't stop it.

The two were silent for a while, got off the bus, and walked in the direction of Lan Ruosi's house.

Maybe it's the emotion of life, maybe it's tired, Gu Xu's mind is empty today, and he doesn't seem to be interested in everything.

Except, of course, his little daughter-in-law.

He subconsciously turned his head to look at Lan Ruosi.

I don't know why, when I see Lan Ruosi, my mood will naturally be much better.

Lan Ruosi found that Gu Xu was looking at her, and she was also looking at Gu Xu.

"Gu Xu, can I ask you a question?" Lan Ruosi cautiously tested.

She hesitated for a long time, but finally decided to ask.

"Huh?" Gu Xu was a little surprised, Lan Ruosi's tone of inquiry was more timid than usual.

The relationship between the two seems to be relatively distant.

It's been a long time since she's spoken to herself like that.

Could it be that she wanted to ask what I liked?

Did she feel that she didn't ask Zhang Song, so she came to ask herself.

Gu Xu said softly: "What do you want to ask?" ”

"That's your father's ...... today," Lan Ruosi's voice was weak.

"Hmm!" Gu Xu was a little surprised, this question was very unexpected, didn't she see it?

"You said today that your neighbor's aunt was sick...... That'......," she didn't say.

She wanted to know about Gu Xu's family situation, but when the words came to her mouth, she had a feeling that she couldn't speak.

"Are you trying to ask, why is the neighbor's aunt sick, it's my dad who is taking care of her, where is my mom gone, and what's going on with the aunt's house next door?" Gu Xu said bluntly.

"I'm sorry!" Lan Ruosi was cautious, this was a sensitive topic, "Did I ask something that shouldn't be asked?" If you don't want to say it, don't say it. ”

Lan Ruosi knew very well that no one would want to mention such a thing.

She has a deep understanding of this.

"Nothing!" Gu Xu looked up at the sky and exhaled slowly.

Lan Ruosi's family, he already understood.

If you want to bring them closer, let her know about your family.

He put away his emotions and said in a breezy tone: "I was just over a year old and less than two years old.

My mom hated my dad for having no money, so she divorced my dad and left with another man.

When I was a child, I was not sensible, and when I saw that other children had mothers, and I didn't, I would ask where my parents had gone.

My dad would sometimes say that she had gone with another man, and sometimes he wouldn't admit it. Later, when I grew up, I realized that my dad couldn't afford to lose face. ”

"Gu Xu!" Lan Ruosi's heart tightened, and she felt that she had said the wrong thing, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned your sad things." ”

"Nothing!" Gu Xu shook his shoulder, "There will be a lot of unpleasant things in life, and you always have to face them." Because, even if you are very reluctant to face it, it still exists, it still happens. So, you can only face it. ”

For these things, Gu Xu has long been calm, as if the scar is very ugly but he still has to face it.

It's just a scar, and it will be fine someday.

Lan Ruosi was silent, she felt the deep sadness in Gu Xu's heart.

"Today, the aunt who is sick in the hospital, their uncle and my father used to be good friends, and the two families are neighbors, but not long ago, my uncle died unexpectedly, leaving my aunt and daughter behind.

The two families are neighbors, and in addition to the previous relationship, my dad often takes care of their family.

And the neighbor aunt often took care of me and treated me like my own son.

She set up a small stall at the entrance of my alley to sell noodles.

Every time I passed by, she would let me eat a bowl before leaving. Sometimes, when I don't eat, she insists on letting me eat, for fear that my dad will starve me, and that I won't take care of myself. ”

Lan Ruo thought and asked, your dad starved you?

But after thinking about it, she still didn't ask, in this case, Gu Xu was willing to say as much as she wanted, and if she didn't want to say it, she had better not ask.

Gu Xu continued: "My dad is not highly educated and graduated from junior high school. Some jobs, people dislike him for having no ability and a low diploma. He can only do sales and make hard-earned money with his own hands.

In the job of sales, you get up early every day and are greedy for night, and you can make a lot of money when it's good, and you can't eat enough when it's bad. ”

Lan Ruosi's nerves throbbed suddenly.

I can't get enough to eat!

These five words deeply stimulated her.

Her experience of these words cannot be described in words.

She never expected that Gu Xu's family was similar to hers.

However, Gu Xu's attitude towards life is indeed very different from her, completely different.

Gu Xu continued: "Before my dad did sales, he was working for others, and he would do whatever work he had today, and rest when he didn't work.

Once, we had a pack of instant noodles and an egg at home, and my dad gave me both noodles and eggs, and only drank soup.

My dad said he was full. But when I grew up, I learned that he gave it to me. ”

His voice choked up, and the memories of his past life and this life poured out like a tidal wave.

"Our family is poor and often goes without food.

My dad has been wondering if he has a job, even if he can't make money, he has something to eat.

Later, I don't know what happened, so my dad got a job in food sales.

The food sales have things to try, and you can give customers free things to try, and my dad often gives me things that customers can try for free.

Our family is barely fed.

Once, my dad was selling a miscellaneous bread, and the bread was so unpalatable, hard and unpalatable, that I took a bite and felt that it was not bread, but stones.

At that time, I was ignorant, and when I took a bite, I stopped eating it and threw it in the trash.

My dad got angry and beat me up, then picked up the bread from the trash can and continued to eat it. ”

"Gu Xu!" Lan Ruosi's eyes were red, "Don't say it!" ”