Pei Xiaoyuan's eyebrows moved slightly.

"Naturally, it's not you, it's all mine." Su Yu continued.

"You don't have to blame yourself at all, the one who should blame and regret it should be me."

"Sister-in-law!"

Pei Xiaoyuan suddenly called out her nickname. Then he leaned forward, pressed his hands on the desk, and leaned over to her.

He looked at her, his brow furrowed, and his eyes were full of complex and indescribable expressions.

It seemed like the first time I heard him call himself that way in a moment outside of the intimacy between the two.

Su Yu smiled slightly, palms facing the sky, and stretched out one of his hands to him in a begging posture.

"Do you still have your fish talisman with you?"

Pei Xiaoyuan seemed stunned at first, but after a short period of confusion, he was silent, did not answer, and his body remained motionless.

"If so, give it back to me."

Su Yu said. After a while, seeing that he had not heard of him, and only looked at himself like that, she straightened up as he did, leaned over to him, and when her arm could reach it, her hand slowly reached the position of the belt around his waist, found a small leather bag, groped for it, and took it in.

Fingertips touch a cold, hard object. She paused, took it, and was about to pull it out, when suddenly, the back of her hand was cold, and a big hand pressed it down, and her five fingers were clenched, and she wrapped her hand tightly with the things on her fingertips, and stopped her from withdrawing at once.

In Su Yu's memory, his palm has always been dry and warm. However, at this moment, the big hand holding her felt so cold to the touch. Rough and cold.

She tried to pull away, but she couldn't pull out anyway, but he grabbed it tighter.

"Sister, I'm sorry......"

There was only a small case in the middle, and both of them leaned slightly towards each other, and she was held by him with one hand, and the two faces inevitably leaned together.

The distance was so close, and when he called her again and said sorry in a dumb voice, Su Yu's sensitive earlobes could even clearly feel the unsteady bursts of heat coming from his face, giving her the illusion that she was about to kiss and grind her ears.

Her eyelashes twitched slightly, and she stopped trying to withdraw her hand and let him hold it. Then, slowly, she raised her head and met his gaze.

They looked at him for a moment, and a smile suddenly appeared on her lips.

"Pei Er," she also changed her words, and stopped calling him Lang.

"You said that you liked me at first sight, that I was the sweetheart of you, and that was enough for me. It's true. She whispered.

"You've got a knot, and you and I know that. At this point, even if you relent, and continue to maintain it this time, sooner or later, I will no longer be the person you liked at first sight. I don't want to wait for that day to be truly rejected and even hated by you. I don't want your love for me to become a cage on yourself. ”

"I'm sorry for you. Relying on your kindness to me, I have forcibly made you my colt against your will. I also achieved my original goal. Even if you already know that the truth is so unbearable, you still have never had the slightest heart of rebellion, and even, in the face of the biggest enemy you have hated for nearly twenty years, you have forbearance, continue to bow down to him, and call him a saint. And I, my father is the chief of evil, but I will not break with him, and stand by his side, because I am his daughter—"

"Remember what we said on our wedding night? I'm not going to force you. ”

The corners of Pei Xiaoyuan's eyes twitched.

"Pei Er, the first time I saw you in the Ganliang County Guard's Mansion, you seem to be humble and peaceful on the surface, but I know that you are actually a proud person, and I even saw the shadow of Yifeng in your eyes, lonely and determined. Now because of me, you are in such a situation. ”

"So," she stared at the extremely handsome face of Pei Jialangjun opposite.

"If you still haven't figured out what to do, I'll help you decide—"

Almost word for word, she forcibly broke her hand out of his palm with a force, and pulled it out along with the fish talisman.

Pei Xiaoyuan's hand froze suddenly.

Su Yu pinched the fish talisman in the palm of his hand and tightened it hard.

Heavy snow fell outside the pavilion, and the fire slowly breathed slightly hot. The two faced each other like this, and for a long time, neither of them said another word.

At this moment, the sound of horses' hooves galloping suddenly came from the distance, breaking the deathly silence.

The golden black horse was galloping in this direction along the riverbank, breaking through the snow.

Su Yu turned his face and stood up.

"Here comes your horse. It's time for me to go, too. ”

She smiled and straightened her cloak.

"The people at the Dragon Stable told me before that it came back on its own and didn't eat or drink there. It didn't know that you didn't want it anymore, and it didn't know that you were in prison, so it should have been waiting for you to pick it up again, so I took it to my side and raised it for a few days......"

Her voice suddenly became a little unsteady, and she stopped at once, and then she put her hat back on, and hid one of her faces in it, and then turned and went down the pavilion, and walked to the steed that was parked by the river.

The golden black horse leaned towards her affectionately, stretched out her warm tongue, and gently licked away the two strings of tears that had finally fallen from her cheeks with her back.

Su Yu felt itchy as it licked it. While dodging, she smiled and reached out, hugged its head, and said softly:

"Be obedient, take care of yourself, and triumph as soon as possible."

With that, she let go of her horse, strode forward, and hurried forward in the snow.

Several palace eunuchs who were hidden in the shadows immediately came to pick her up with a warm chariot. She bowed her head and disappeared. Yang Jae-eun and another team of palace guards followed closely. After walking out for a while, suddenly, for some reason, the warm chariot stopped again.

After a while, Yang Jaeen's figure gradually grew larger, and he walked back and saluted respectfully towards Pei Xiaoyuan, who was still parked under the leaving pavilion.

"Does the princess have any other commands?" He asked in a low voice.

"The princess ordered the slave to tell Pei Langjun that she was pregnant-"

Pei Xiaoyuan's shoulders shook slightly, and he raised his eyes suddenly.

The princess said, please rest assured Pei Langjun, there is no need to have any worries, she will give birth well. This matter was told to Lang Jun because the princess felt that it should not be concealed and that it was unnecessary. ”

"The princess also said that no matter what happens in the future, if Lang Jun wishes, then whether it is a boy or a girl, she can let the child be surnamed Pei, be proud of this surname, and worship the ancestors of the Pei family."

After Yang Zaien finished speaking, he saluted Pei Xiaoyuan again and left in a hurry.

Chapter 137

On the pitch-black Weishui, snow flakes flew like jade dragon scales. In the white snow, the red clothes are hot, and the back is gradually fading away.

He suddenly understood, rushed out of the pavilion, and chased after him in the snow.

Her figure was clearly ahead, but it was so illusory and ethereal, no matter how much he chased after her, she could never reach it.

She is like a pomegranate in the snow that is angry in May, bright and dazzling, but it is not real.

She clearly walks slowly in the Weishui Mekong on a snowy night, but she is like swimming in Luoluo, her clothes are flying, and her shadow is like a goddess, which can be seen, but it will never be approached.

"Sister-in-a-"

Finally, knowing that he might not be able to chase after him in this way, he desperately called out to the figure in front of him, and the sound echoed through the vast snow and on the banks of the silent snowy night.

In his anxious and frightened call, she finally answered, stopped in the snow, slowly turned her face, and quietly looked at the figure he was chasing.

She will always be so interpretive, she will not let him fail, even in this moment. With infinite gratitude and impulse, this time he finally chased after her, and held her tightly in his arms, and the hot and messy kisses kept falling on the old scar between her brows, on the snowy eyelids and cheeks, and finally, on the two lips like cherry blossoms in spring.

"Sister-in-law. Sister-in-law. ”

If he had lost her for a long, long time, and the world had changed several times, when he hugged her again, he suddenly remembered the scene when he went with his mother to listen to the Dharma in the Dacien Temple, the first famous temple in Chang'an. On that day, thousands of people in Chang'an flocked to the temple, and even outside the mountain gate, there were also dense people who came to listen to the Dharma. The master sat upright on the Sumeru throne and preached the Buddha's proclamation, and the sky was in full swing. When he was young, he was ignorant, and he never knew what the master preached, but he was so impressed by this passage that he remembers it to this day. At this moment, he only felt that he had entered the Bodh Gaya, and countless canopies, jewels, jewels, vases, mandalas, maha mandalas, manjushavas, and the flowers of the heavenly realm fell from the sky like rain.

He could not say anything but great excitement and joy, and called her name softly over and over again.

Her bright eyes fixed on him for a long time.

"Pei Langjun, it is clear that Fang has already said it. But why are you chasing me again? ”

Suddenly, she asked him softly.

He was stunned.

Her question was clear and soft, but it was like a lion and Buddha roar, and she was the first to drink.

With a blank feeling in my heart, in an instant, all the excitement and joy faded.

For her sake, or for the news she had told him that was nothing less than a great shock or glad tidings for him?

She took in his confused look, but smiled slightly, nodded to him, and then turned away again.

This time, she never stopped, let alone looked back.

The grenade disappears.

The sky is full of flowers and rain, and it is also disillusioned like a bubble.

All that was left was a blanket of snow.

It turned out to be just a dream.

How did he Pei Xiaoyuan have the confidence to dare to chase her like that until he forced her to stop for him.

That night, after the eunuch had finished telling the story and left in a hurry, he did chase after him. However, chasing out, the boots were like being entangled in thick snow, and the pace became heavier and heavier.

Finally, he stopped behind the footprints she had left behind, and watched the warm roof she ride away until it completely disappeared from his sight.

Looking at the people who were gone in the snow at night, he couldn't help but remember another grenade shadow.

It was the first time he had met her head-on. In the cool spring county guard's mansion, when she walked to him who stopped in the courtyard, the pomegranate red dress left a mark in his eyes that could not be faded.

His mother was a very beautiful woman, and she was stunning, and she went early, so in his impression, she was even more beautiful than if she were not an ordinary person. With the comparison of such a mother, no other woman in the world, no matter how beautiful she is, will not be overshadowed in his eyes.

In his more than 20 years of experience, she was the first woman to have a light imprinted on his eyes. Even, after a night, that ray of afterglow still shone faintly in his heart that was as quiet as water, and it never dissipated, and even made him secretly reminisce, subtly affecting his mood for the whole day the next day.

Naturally, it can't be just because she's a beauty too. What touched him was a certain aura that lingered between her eyebrows, as if to declare to him in the dark that she was the most suitable woman for him that God had created for him.

Later that night, the snow outside the pavilion, the falling calyx plums, the extinguished furnace, and the cooled pepper tea became his last impression.

He sat alone under this pavilion on the bank of the Wei River for a long time, until a warm feeling came from his injured hand.

It was the golden crow who came from the snow, poked his head under the pavilion, licked him, and kept rubbing his head against him. He was awakened by a sense of warmth. At that moment, he remembered the words she had said before she hugged its head and said to it, and had an epiphany.

The corners of his eyes slowly turned red and his eyes moistened.

The tears that fell when she turned her head, how could he not see it.

People are inferior to horses.

Jin Wuqi can still gently lick away her tears.

The young man's eyelids twitched slightly. He slowly opened his eyes.

Still lying in a tent, he woke up from a dream in a dream.

Although the snowstorm had stopped for many days, it was freezing cold, the snow was shin, and the thickest part was several feet deep, and most of the houses were also crushed by the snow. It is difficult to completely resist the cold with such a felt tent, but in any case, it is better than the open air. The only remaining house was given to the wounded, and he feared frostbite outside, so he took him into his tent overnight, and covered his horse with his own clothes to help keep him warm. Fang Cai was too deep in his sleep to extricate himself, and Jin Wuqi was worried about his death, so he licked him awake.

He was no longer sleepy, he calmed down, turned over, and stroked the neck of the horse a few times to soothe it, and then he got up and went out of the tent, and by the light of the snow reflected outside the tent, he walked towards the dark shadow of the vigil soldier on the head of the outer wall not far away, and ordered him to go down and rest, and let him take the place of the vigil.

The soldier was a local mixed-race orphan who refused to leave anyway, and once herded sheep for the nobles for a living, because he was too hungry, he stole a few bites of dog food and was hanged, and when he was about to cut off his hands and feet and skin them for public display, the army of Qipei Xiaoyuan arrived and rescued him. Since childhood, the slave has been yearning for Chang'an. He was fifteen or sixteen years old, about the same age as Pei Xiaoyuan when he officially joined the army, at this moment, a pair of eyebrows exposed outside the animal skin package were covered with thick frost, when he saw Pei Xiaoyuan coming, he was in a hurry, and he was even more flattered, and he refused to leave anyway, until Pei Xiaoyuan spoke out again and ordered him to go down, Fang thanked him and went down the wall with a little joy.