My name is Chen Chichi, I think the name is right, this is the thirty-ninth time I have woken up from this bed, maybe the twenty-fifty-seventh time, I can't remember.

As far as I can remember, this is my home, but I'm tired of this familiar place, and if I open the door, I'm sure to forget a lot of things.

As for what I forgot, I can't remember.

I seem to have a very important person, a name ...... What is it?

I also tried not to open the door, but there were always some voices behind the door, sometimes my mother calling me, sometimes Li Huixi needed me to help her.

Oh yes, I remember, her name is Li Huixi.

I don't know why, but I know that the voices outside the door don't belong to them, they just tempt me to go out, but every time I get hit.

If a person likes to eat heavy food, then the things he likes in his later years will only be more heavy, after all, the threshold will be raised infinitely, but my resistance to the sound outside the door will never become stronger, as long as I hear those familiar sounds, my feet will involuntarily move over, and my palms will itch.

I wanted to end it all, but I couldn't control my body, and all the movements were made by my subjective consciousness.

Whose voice is waiting for me today?

I've been waiting for a long time, why hasn't there been a voice outside the door.

Three days later, there was still no sound outside the door.

My heart felt like someone had been roasted on the fire, and the curiosity to know why the sound didn't appear had far outweighed the fear of the door.

Push the door open and forget it, but I want to push it...... My palms are itching, why is there no sound? Why......

Chirping......

My name is Chen Chichi, and I am an ordinary student in No. 5 Middle School.

Breakfast, class, exercises......

Everything seemed to be the same as usual, but it felt like something was wrong.

At breakfast, the set menu of the customers in the store was the same as mine, and there were many other foods in the store. When I first entered the campus, why was everyone looking at me, upstairs, in the cafeteria......

It feels bad to be stared at by everyone, am I wearing my clothes backwards? Don't look at me anymore......

Fortunately, my mom is a teacher at school, and finding her will definitely put an end to this silent bullying, yes, this is bullying.

Knocking on the office door, the teachers in the office also looked at me in unison, just as expected.

"Excuse me...... Is Mr. Lu Yilu here? ”

"Teacher Lu Yi...... He died in a car accident this morning. ”

The teacher who said this sentence was unwavering, his face was calm, but the corners of his mouth curled up a little.

"Died? How could it be! ”

Seeing that I didn't believe it, she took out her phone again and played me a video.

In the video, Lu Yi is covered with scars, a bloody mark has been cut on his face, and the skin on his clothes is full of traces of being burned by fire, and he is telling my last words with a very unwilling expression:

"Daughter...... I'm afraid Mom won't be able to go back and cook you dinner...... Remember, don't forget your mom, okay? ”

I don't know when all the memories about Lu Yi poured out, obviously I couldn't remember so many things just now......

"Hahahahaha......"

The teachers in the office laughed together, and their voices were harsh.

"What are you laughing at?"

I hadn't recovered from my grief yet, and I was puzzled by what they were doing. But instead of answering my question, they imitated my mother's tone:

"Don't forget me, okay?"

"Hahahaha."

"You don't learn well, look at my ...... I'm afraid I can't go back. ”

Several people actually began to imitate Lu Yi's last words, although they were angry, but this scene was too absurd, these teachers in my memory were all knowledgeable and insightful, how could they do such a devastating thing.

"Enough! Say no more! ”

But no one paid attention to me, but instead scandalized Lu Yi's words and continued to imitate them.

I ran out of the office and back in the hallway, where each class was reading a passage in unison:

"Daughter...... Mom I'm afraid ......"

I suddenly got goosebumps on my body, what is wrong with this group of people today......

"Don't learn! Don't imitate my mom anymore! ”

But no one could hear, or no one thought they heard me, because their mouths were still making noises, and their eyes were fixed on me, and all of them were ......

My best girlfriend, my favorite teacher, and my crush...... All are the same, why? Why has everyone become like this?

The pressure was so great that I felt dizzy and fell to the side, my eyelids closed slightly.

When I opened my eyes again, I was lying in the school infirmary, lying on my mother's lap.

"What's the matter, why did you have low blood sugar when you first arrived at school?"

Looking at the familiar face, I never felt that everything was so real, and what had just happened was a dream.

I couldn't speak, something was stuck in my throat, maybe I was frightened by the dream just now, maybe I was stimulated by the departure of my mother in the dream.

After a bottle of glucose, my mother deliberately adjusted the course with other teachers and stayed with me in the infirmary for a long time.

"Late, I told you to eat more in the morning, but you are always so disobedient, which makes my mother worried."

"I'm going to be late."

"I wouldn't have given you this name if I had known, and I wouldn't have given you this name, so late... Late, always late. ”

"Hahaha, it's too late for you to change it for me now, I'm afraid you won't be reluctant."

"What's so reluctant about this, it's just a change of name, not a replacement of my dear daughter."

"Mom's ......"

"What's wrong?"

"It's good you're okay."

"Silly boy, now you have something to do, haven't you woken up yet, talking nonsense here?"

"I don't have that kind of dream, I don't want to have it again."

"What did you dream about, and you reacted so violently."

"In a dream...... You had an accident, and my colleagues and classmates kept laughing at me. ”

Lu Yi patted my head lightly and kept combing my hair, so that I could feel much more relaxed, if only I could keep doing this.

The glucose is gone, and Lu Yi and I should return to our places.

The nurse came and helped me remove the needle and took a piece of cotton for me to press on the needle, but my other hand was not strong and accidentally fell off.

The infirmary door was thicker than the others, and I was too weak to push it open.

On the way back, I suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but the window in the toilet kept open and it was cold.

After coming out of the infirmary, my mother never said a word to me again, did not help me in any way, maybe to rush to the last class, and the time was a little tight.

Walking to the door of the classroom, I asked Lu Yi:

"Mom, why don't you say goodbye to me?"

As if something had been touched, my mother's face, which was facing forward, turned to me in an instant, staring at me with blank eyes.

But in the next second, she laughed, and my nervous heart finally let go.

"Bye-bye, see you after school."

As if nothing had happened, she regained her former gentleness, said hello to me and left.

Classes, meals, self-study...... Everything was no different than usual.

After school, I came to her.

"Excuse me...... Isn't Teacher Lu Yi here? ”

The teachers were still in their seats in the office, and I didn't want to open the door, but I was here after class, and my mother didn't come out.

"Didn't I tell you in the morning? What do you ask? ”

"Spoken? What did you say......"

My breath was short, and the details of that nightmare in the morning were remembered again.

"Hahahaha, nothing, just kidding, isn't she right behind you."

I turned my head, and Lu Yi stood behind me with a freshly washed apple and handed me one.

It's not funny at all. OK...... She just went out to wash the apples.

Wrong...... When did she go out?