Chapter 70: Anxiety Disorders
"Late, where did you put the last photo?"
"You go look in the bedroom cupboard."
"By the way, do you want to go to your mother's for dinner at night?"
"She hasn't called me back yet, maybe she's busy."
"Found it, what are you busy in the living room, so long."
"Of course, I'm going to go to sea with you, Captain."
Chen Chi Chi pushed open the door, holding a whole freshly assembled mini sailing building block in his hand.
The fox smiled happily on his face, but he still asked:
"You're not dizzy, aren't you? I haven't sobered up yet. ”
Chen Chi Chi put down the building block, a wicked smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and like a hook in his eyes, he caught the fox's gaze on himself, sat next to the fox, put one hand on her neck, leaned into her ear and whispered:
"You're sick...... Still faint me? Well? ”
The fox's face and ears were red into the sunset on the horizon in an instant, and he was so shy that he couldn't speak for a while, biting his lip, lowering his eyes, and rubbing Chen Chichi's body.
But Chen didn't plan to let her go, so he put her down, pressed her tightly, and asked again with an aggressive face: "Say it......" After speaking, he flicked the fox's lips twice with his index finger.
But the blush on the fox's face faded in an instant, and this posture of being suppressed and clamped reminded her of what she looked like when she was forcibly controlled by Zhu Ye to listen to "Stop as a Voice".
That sense of mission pulled the fox out of her happy little life in an instant, and overwhelmed her.
It's like suffering from traumatic stress disorder, living in a fantasy for too long, once something reminds the fox of something in reality, it will make her heart beat fast and very anxious.
Chen Chichi was also keenly aware of the fox's abnormality, and immediately let go of the hand that was playing with her, and instead hugged her tightly, constantly stroking her head, silently comforting.
When he saw that the fox's state had recovered a lot, he wiped away her tears with his hand and asked with concern:
"Anxiety again?"
The fox put down Chen Chichi's hand, and in order not to worry Chen Chichi, he replied with a wry smile:
"It's okay, dear."
"How can it be okay, I've already committed it several times this month, if it doesn't work, let's go to the doctor again, just tomorrow, okay."
The fox looked at Chen Chichi in front of her with complicated eyes, she knew that she was in the illusion that Zhu Ye created for her, but she was reluctant to give up this gentle township tailored for her, thinking about it from another angle, whether it was Mother Lin or Chen Chichi in this illusion, for themselves, everything was real, which was also the terrible thing about the illusion of "Stopping as a Voice". The fox finally chose Chen Chichi, nodded lightly, and replied:
"Good ......"
When the next day was about to leave, the fox looked at his face in front of the mirror, even if his appearance, memory and figure were exactly the same, but he was never Li Huixi, nor was he Chen Chichi's Li Huixi.
Looking at Chen Chichi, who had just put on makeup and was waiting to leave, the fox suddenly asked hypocritically:
"What if...... What if I'm not Li Huixi? ”
Chen Chi Chi laughed after hearing this, and replied without thinking:
"Stupid, what I like is you, even if you are Song Huixi, Wang Huixi, I still love you, of course ha, you can't be my mother."
The fox laughed out loud, and his complicated mood immediately relaxed a lot, Chen Chichi could always say something nonsensical to make the melancholy fox laugh, and the fox sorted out his expression and replied:
"What nonsense are you talking about, let's go."
This time, the two found the best psychiatrist in the city, and his hypnotism skills were very superb.
Straight to the point, the doctor told her directly after learning about the fox's condition:
"In your case, maybe hypnotherapy will work better, and you can overcome it by facing the things that make you anxious."
The fox nodded a little melancholy, and then set his eyes on Chen Chichi.
The doctor immediately understood and said to Chen:
"Please go out for a while, and we'll tell you when we're done."
Chen Chichi felt that she was disgusted, and she was a little surprised when the doctor asked her to go out, pointed at herself, and asked, "Me?" Later, he thought that this could cure the fox's anxiety, so he pushed the door and went out, and when he left, he glanced at the fox reluctantly, and left a sentence to the fox:
"Don't worry...... I will always wait for you. ”
In fact, for this treatment, the fox has no bottom in his heart, he is originally dreaming a very real dream, if he dreams here again, something unpredictable will happen.
But as long as he cures his anxiety disorder this time, then he and Chen's life will never be disturbed by the past again, as long as he can cut the shackles of the past this time, the fox will decide not to think about his mission again, and if he can live his life with Chen Chi like this, he will be satisfied.
After about ten minutes, the doctor still didn't move.
The fox feels cheated because the treatment here is charged by the minute.
Without waiting for himself to pack up his things and leave, the next second, Chen Chi Chi knocked open the door, and the noise of the originally quiet room suddenly squeezed in scared the fox, and asked Chen Chi Chi:
"Why did you come in again?"
However, Chen Chichi, who broke in this time, didn't seem to be the one she was most familiar with, her eyes were both familiar and unfamiliar, mixed with a trace of numbing fear.
After only looking at each other for a second, the fox recognized it, this is the most real Chen Chichi who was trapped by Zhu Ye in the illusion of "Stopping the Voice" every day.
Chen Chichi was almost crawling on all fours and running towards him, his thin and dark yellow face was tightly pressed against the fox's face, and the voice in his throat was confused, but the fox could vaguely understand what she was saying:
"Didn't you promise me? Didn't you promise to get me out! ”
Now Chen Chichi is like a ghost, throwing all his grievances to the fox in one go, and the terrifying aura makes the fox unable to move, just like the discomfort when he first entered the illusion, and now the sudden appearance of Chen Chichi makes her very repulsed, and it is difficult to accept this helpless reality after adapting to the fox after a happy life.
Losing his lover, losing his sense of touch, the illusion is so beautiful, people can't help but escape from reality, even if all this is fake, but it is too fake, the fox finally understands why Lin Qing is so angry after waking up.
She just wants this version of Chen Chi Chi to disappear now.
As she wished, after another blink, the Chen Chichi in front of her seemed to have changed back to the Chen Chichi who was sweet and sweet with her, but it was like a loophole, and this Chen Chichi would always become a realistic version again when he was not paying attention.
After leaving the hospital, the situation does not get any better, and the lover will turn into a "demon" at random times, which is unacceptable to the fox.
Finally, after another few months, the fox could no longer endure this life, and the life of reality and dreams was painful.
At the same time, she also realized that her dreams were always controlled by Zhu Ye, and the reason why she was like this now might be because there was something wrong with Zhu Ye, or ...... She was going to torture herself, just as she tortured Chen Chichi.
Something had to be done.
As soon as the fox had such an idea, he suddenly woke up in the chair opposite the doctor.
Everything just now was the result of the doctor's hypnosis, and the other party opened his mouth:
"Now, your anxiety shouldn't be done again."
The after-energy of hypnosis frightened the fox, and he sat in place and gasped for a long time, thinking that his life could go on comfortably like this, but the doctor's words when he left made the fox wake up like a dream again:
"This treatment is over, goodbye...... Li Huixi. ”
"Goodbye...... Li Huixi. These three words are like a basin of water poured on the fox's head, Li Huixi is being controlled by Zhu Ye, she is going to die soon, she is Li Huixi......
Everything in front of me suddenly disappeared, and the dream ...... Finally woke up.