8 Chapter 8

After Gu Qingyan blacked Chu Hao, he was really not used to it for a few days.

But that's just for a few days.

He was so busy preparing for the English competition that he was looking through the words and essay templates he wrote himself every day, and he didn't have time to think about anything else.

It wasn't until Chu Hao came to the door that he vaguely remembered that he seemed to have just blocked a boyfriend.

And this boyfriend is not sure to become an ex-boyfriend.

Wenqiao has a different schedule from him, he has full classes on Friday mornings, but Wenqiao's classes are all in the afternoon. Gu Qingyan sent a message to Wen Qiao and asked the other party to help bring a meal back, but when he pushed the door open, he found Chu Hao sitting in the dormitory.

"Your roommate said that they suddenly have a meeting and can't bring you food," Chu Hao looked at him with a smile, took out the lunch box on the table from the plastic bag and put it on the table, and greeted him politely, "I saw him at the door of the cafeteria, let him go to the meeting, and I will be responsible for bringing your food." ”

Gu Qingyan put down the schoolbag and said coldly: "I don't eat it." ”

"How can you skip a meal? You skip meals and your stomach hurts. ”

Chu Hao didn't seem to see the coldness on his face, and still looked at him gently: "Be obedient, let's eat." ”

Gu Qingyan looked at the food on the table in front of him and frowned slightly.

He didn't like this steamed bun shop for a long time, he remembered that he had told Chu Hao, but the other party obviously didn't take what he said seriously.

"Yanyan, don't be angry, you weren't like this before."

Chu Hao didn't react when he saw how to call people, and his originally gentle face was slightly cold: "Why have you become more and more hypocritical recently?" ”

"Am I hypocritical?" Gu Qingyan simply leaned against the table with his arms crossed, and his voice was calm, "Why am I hypocritical?" ”

"Isn't it just a game? What are you thinking about? ”

Chu Hao looked at him, his eyes were full of heartache and puzzlement: "It's not like I haven't played games with others before, why did you just hold me this time?" ”

"I'm holding on to you?"

Gu Qingyan was about to be laughed at by him: "Then tell me, who appeared in the game after saying goodnight to me?" ”

"Isn't that what has always been said, the so-called 'social goodnight' of modern young people."

Chu Hao smiled, looking very reasonable: "I just said good night to you, which means that I don't want to continue socializing on this software anymore, I want to play games, is there anything wrong?" ”

Is there something wrong?

Chu Hao could take it for granted, Gu Qingyan didn't expect it, as if it was not the other party who was wrong, but him.

"Then why did you trick me into going to sleep and playing games with a trumpet?" Gu Qingyan asked him rhetorically, "Are you so afraid that I know?" Are you afraid that I will know how to play games, or are you afraid that I will know who you are playing with? ”

Chu Hao's face changed at this moment.

His eyes widened and his mouth opened, like a begging goldfish: "No, who am I playing games with?" What are you talking about? ”

Play dumb.

Gu Qingyan said coldly: "Qin Yun." ”

"What's wrong with Qin Yun?" Chu Hao's emotions were a little excited, "Qin Yun and I are just ordinary friends, he is my junior brother, why do you always think about it?" ”

"Am I deluded?"

Gu Qingyan felt a little ridiculous: "I don't think you know best." ”

"I don't know, Yanyan," Chu Hao seemed to suddenly come back to his senses, his face was full of grievances and puzzlement, "We were obviously good before, and you never lost your temper with me because of this kind of thing, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I think you're ...... It's changed. ”

Chu Hao sighed, and his voice slowed down: "I know you've been preparing for the competition recently, you're busy, I understand that you're emotionally unstable, but you also need to try to understand me, right?" ”

"I need people's company, and I need people to play with me. What do you see we talk about every day? Good morning in the morning, good night in the evening, it's like we're just punching in machines, there's nothing related to love, and I sometimes wonder if I'm in love or not. ”

Gu Qingyan looked at his face and felt a little incredible.

It was Chu Hao who chose not to accept Gu Qingyan's sharing first, but now looking back, it was Chu Hao who blamed him for not sharing his life and not chatting.

In fact, Gu Qingyan would also take pictures of the sky, the scenery he encountered and the food he ate to Chu Hao every day, but in exchange for Chu Hao's impatient perfunctory sentence after sentence. His sharing did not get a reply, and gradually he stopped sharing.

Did it really start because of him?

Chu Hao's words became more and more earnest: "Yanyan, I don't want us to quarrel like this, we have been talking for about five years, how many five years are there in this life?" Do you have to mess with me like this because of an irrelevant person? ”

"I really don't like people to doubt me for no reason, Qin Yun and I are just good friends, good brothers, and my roommates are the same, when will you understand? If you don't believe it, ask others, ask Wen Qiao, ask Chu Shanye, have they all changed their IDs with their friends, and what relationship has they been bound to? ”

Not the same.

Intuition told Gu Qingyan that Qin Yun was different to Chu Hao.

"I trust my intuition, you're just afraid that I know that you're playing games with Qin Yun," Gu Qingyan's voice was cold, "It's a fact that you're lying, you can't quibble." ”

"Yanyan, can you please trust me a little more?" Chu Hao looked at him, and the face that made him feel hateful was full of sadness.

Gu Qingyan is not good at quarreling, and even before he started quarrelling, his eyes hidden behind his glasses were already full of mist, but this matter was too big for him, his life was smooth in the first twenty years, but he didn't expect his first love to talk about garbage.

"If you're angry because I'm playing games with Qin Yun, okay, I'll uninstall the game, okay?"

Chu Hao said and took out his mobile phone, clicked on the category of "games" and showed it to Gu Qingyan: "Look, these are all games I play, mobile games of the alliance, eating chicken, and kings, just a few." I'm sure I'll meet new people in the game as well, and if you really mind that, I can delete all the games for you, and I won't play them, okay? ”

Gu Qingyan was originally sad, but now he wanted to laugh a little bit.

What does this have to do with deleting the game?

Didn't he lie to himself and carry himself and Qin Yun behind his back? How did it go up to uninstall the game again?

"Okay, Yanyan?" Chu Hao still looked at him steadily, holding up his mobile phone, "As long as you nod, I will unload the game, and we won't have to quarrel over the game in the future." ”

"Who won't let you play the game anymore? Don't misinterpret other people's meanings, okay? Gu Qingyan laughed angrily, "If you think you're right, why are you in a hurry to unload the game?" You can't uninstall the game and me? ”

Chu Hao was speechless by him.

He was already weak-hearted, and he was just reflexively stiff-mouthed just now, but he didn't expect that Gu Qingyan, who had been listening to himself before, was a little uncomfortable.

"If you insist you're right, then we don't have to talk."

Gu Qingyan glanced at him, his eyes were full of disgust: "Get out, I think you're disgusting, break up." ”

"Break up? Do you think we got a share? There were a few cracks in Chu Hao's originally calm voice, "We have come out of the closet in front of our parents, if you break up with me, you will make trouble in front of your parents, have you thought about how to deal with it then?" ”

Gu Qingyan's face was a little pale.

Chu Hao was right about this.

His mother, who was over-controlling and valued face as the most important thing, and Chu Hao's mother, who spoiled him excessively, were all stumbling blocks on the road to breaking up, and he couldn't handle it alone.

Chu Hao seemed to see his hesitation, and said in a hurried voice: "Yanyan, I know you are losing your temper, you are very uncalm now, so you want to break up with me, you will regret it when you calm down." ”

"It's my business not to regret it, you don't care about me," Gu Qingyan felt like a crumbling castle in the air, but he was still strong and calm in order not to show timidity, "Get out, I don't want to see you." ”

He grabbed the convenient chopsticks on the table and smashed his head and face at Chu Hao. Chu Hao probably knew that he couldn't persuade Gu Qingyan to turn back today, so he could only dodge the chopsticks a little embarrassed and run away from Gu Qingyan's dormitory in embarrassment.

The door of the dormitory slammed against the door frame with a muffled "bang".

Gu Qingyan took a deep breath and felt a little hypoxic.

He usually has a good temper, and it is rare for him to have such a big conflict with anyone, and he basically does not quarrel with others, but now he seems to be hurting his muscles and bones after getting angry like this.

The mobile phone on the table shook, and it was a message from Wen Qiao: "Yanbao, did Chu Hao bring you food?" If you don't bring it to me, I'll get you something to eat. ”

"It's okay, I'll eat, you don't have to worry about me," Gu Qingyan lowered his eyes, felt that the tip of his nose was a little sour, and typed word by word, "You're busy with you, I'm really fine." ”

Wen Qiao sent him a voice after a while, which sounded like he recorded it while walking: "How do you feel that Chu Hao's mental state is not very good, and what he says is chattering, it makes me feel awkward to hear, he can't learn what those people on the Internet do PUA." ”

Gu Qingyan was stunned for a moment and asked him, "What is PUA?" ”

"PUA, haven't you heard of it?"

Wen Qiao seemed a little surprised, and then said, "A ...... A kind of mental bullying, brainwashing and control of people, I can't tell you clearly, share a video with you, you can watch it for yourself. ”

After he posted this paragraph, he posted a video link, and finally said: "You have not been in a good state lately, I wonder if this relationship has put too much pressure on you?" If you really feel uncomfortable, then go out for a walk, talk to others, follow me and the boss, I am a 24-hour high-intensity surfer, and I can be your garbage truck at any time. ”

Gu Qingyan laughed after seeing his analogy, and the irritability that had just been stuffy in his heart disappeared a lot.

He clicked on the video shared by Wenqiao with him, and watched it seriously, his hands and feet getting colder and colder.

In this video, it tells about people who remember to commit suicide because of "PUA" who lost hope in life, and in the several cases cited by the UP master, Chu Hao and those men's words are very similar.

So during this period of time, including just now, Chu Hao has been constantly PUA him?