The motorcycle sped forward along the road, and the speed was faster than the last time Chu Shanye took Gu Qingyan.

Gu Qingyan could only hold his clothes tightly, and he was really a little scared: "Chu Shanye, you slow down." ”

"What's wrong?"

Chu Shanye's voice was caged in the helmet, and he was a little muffled: "I'm not speeding." ”

"It's not a question of whether it's overspeeding or not, it's my ......"

A little scared.

Gu Qingyan thought about it and swallowed the last four words back.

In fact, he was not afraid of the speed of the car, which was not particularly fast, but seemed to be afraid of leaving the life he was used to.

For example, the relationship with Chu Shanye, who used to be unpleasant, is getting better, such as breaking up with Zhuma, who has been talking for almost five years.

He didn't feel anything before, and it wasn't until Chu Shanye took him on a bicycle at the school gate that he really realized that he was about to say goodbye to a long, but also failed relationship.

Chu Shanye didn't urge him to say the rest of the words, but slowed down the car appropriately: "So what? Do you still feel uncomfortable? ”

“...... Actually, it's okay. ”

Gu Qingyan's hand was still tightly tugging on his clothes: "You...... Have you ever been afraid to leave a familiar life? ”

Chu Shanye stopped at the intersection, waiting for the red light with other non-motorized vehicles, and thought after hearing his words: "Everyone will be afraid." ”

"Because you're used to your old life, it's like closing your eyes and reaching out to know where you put your things. If you suddenly want to move one day, of course you feel resistant, just because you subconsciously think that a different life will take a lot of energy to adapt to the new life. ”

"But what if the old life is bad?"

Chu Shanye turned his head and asked him: "If the old life brings you more sadness than happiness, isn't it easier to change to a new way of life at this time than to maintain the original state?" ”

Gu frowned: "You're right, but ......"

"I know why you're so undecided."

Chu Shanye chuckled: "You have been a good student since you were a child, you grew up following the rules, and you haven't done the kind of deviant thing I did, of course you don't dare." ”

"It's not that I don't dare."

Gu Qingyan was looked down upon, and subconsciously retorted to him: "Why don't I dare? I just felt like I wasn't ready. ”

Since he was a teenager, the interpersonal relationships around him have been slowly framed by Chu Hao. The friends he made must be known and agreed to by Chu Hao, and this situation became more serious after they fell in love, so that now except for a few roommates, most of his friends have a certain relationship with Chu Hao.

A breakup is only the first step, and everything after a breakup needs to be shuffled and re-planned.

Gu Qingyan is a person who is willing to make plans, from small daily plans to big life plans, he strives to plan in an orderly manner, and the too ethereal future will make him very insecure.

"What about you?" Gu Qingyan asked him, "Were you scared when you came out of your home to play professionally?" ”

"Of course there is."

Chu Shanye turned the motorcycle into a road next to him, ready to find a place to park: "I'm tired and afraid, I train like a dog every day, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to get on the starter." ”

"And how did you overcome it?"

"Take one step at a time, I'm not a god, I can't understand every step."

"Then you ......"

Gu Qingyan was halfway through his words, and the helmet he was wearing was suddenly taken off.

Chu Shanye brushed his helmet, and the corners of his lips curled slightly: "Actually, from now on, you can learn how to take one step at a time." ”

Gu Qingyan didn't understand, and looked at him a little blankly.

"I mean ......"

Chu Shanye looked at the person sitting in the car, not realizing that his eyes were full of gentle smiles.

His current appearance is quite like a little rabbit raised by Du Xingxian before, sitting with his hands in his hands and looking out of the window in a daze.

"The most important thing you need to care about right now is to play with me."

Chu Shanye suddenly raised his hand and rubbed Gu Qingyan's hair, and when the person didn't react, he slipped into the video game city next to him first.

***

Gu Qingyan failed to do well in several exams in his sophomore year of high school, although his parents didn't say anything, but he put too much pressure on himself, he suffered from insomnia all night long, and his physical health was particularly poor.

He was the last to go home from self-study that day, and as soon as he turned into the path leading to the community, a particularly arrogant bicycle bell sounded behind him.

He turned his head and saw Chu Shanye riding past him, stopped in front of him, and looked at him locally: "Yo, isn't this a good student?" ”

Gu Qingyan had long been accustomed to the thorn in his words, and he only glanced at him and said hello.

"Hey, Miyoshi, why is your face so bad?"

Chu Shanye relied on his long legs and the bicycle seat was adjusted high, and he just bent down to look at him at this time: "Can't sleep at night?" ”

Gu frowned: "Don't worry about it." ”

"Hey, I'm too lazy to care about you."

Chu Shanye raised his eyebrows, and the word "disdain" was written all over his face.

He was silent for a while, and then spoke, "My brother...... I don't know if you have insomnia? How can he be a boyfriend, and he doesn't ask a word of concern? ”

"Chu Hao is busy studying, not like you who are idle every day."

Gu Qingyan covered his lips and coughed lightly twice, his eyebrows were full of boredom: "If it's okay, don't get in my way." ”

"Hey, Miyoshi," Chu Shanye called him behind his back, "I'll take you to the video game city to play for two hours, you must be able to sleep at night, do you believe it or not?" ”

Back then, Gu Qingyan didn't believe it, his impression of those places was the same as that of his elders, there must be a miasma in them, and only those who did not study well or had no job would go.

"I bought 100 yuan coins," Chu Shanye waved the small plastic bag in his hand at him, "It's not enough to change it, let's go." ”

Gu was lightly interrupted by his voice, avoiding his gaze: "Do you remember that you also wanted to bring me to the game city a few years ago?" ”

"Well, I remember."

Chu Shanye lowered his head to open the small plastic bag, and sneered when he heard this: "Anyway, at that time, someone could treat me as a donkey's liver and lungs. ”

Gu Qingyan couldn't hear whether he wanted to care or didn't want to care, and when he didn't know what to say, the person next to him poked his shoulder: "Stretch out your hand." ”

He spread out his palms for some reason, and a handful of game coins were poured into his hand.

"Play whatever you want, I'm in for a treat today," Chu Shanye said, "The main thing is to have fun, and if you have fun, you'll be in a good mood." ”

Gu Qingyan nodded while holding the game currency, but he didn't know what he wanted to play.

It seems to be quite interesting, and the video game city is completely different from what he imagined, the facilities inside are very new, very clean, and the people playing games next to them are not the so-called juvenile delinquent reserves, but they have seen a lot of people who look like college students.

Stereotypes are harmful.

Gu Qingyan came to this kind of place for the first time, and felt that his eyes were a little unable to see.

"Oops stupid! It's just a little bit! ”

A complaining female voice came from not far away, and he followed the sound and saw a young couple standing in front of a crane machine.

There is a bear doll in the crane machine, and the rabbit doll next door should be a set. At this moment, the little couple was clipping the bear, and the boy had a pile of high game coins in his hand.

"Don't worry, I'll get it out right away," the boy looked sven and spoke softly with glasses, "trust me." ”

Gu Qingyan subconsciously walked to another crane machine and hesitantly threw in two game coins.

The iron claws, which looked loose, shook in mid-air, slowly reaching for the doll pile, grabbing the foot of a doll bear.

The doll bear was lifted upside down and slowly brought to the hole at the edge of the machine. Gu Qingyan's heart raced rarely, and his eyes looked at the bear without blinking-

But the iron claws shook gently at the edge of the cave for some reason, and the doll bear that had been clamped up fell into the doll pile again.

...... Strange speechless.

Gu Qingyan showed a somewhat disappointed look on his face, and let out a "tsk".

It's really hard.

Chu Shanye was just replying to the message, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Gu Qingyan standing in front of the crane machine, so he walked behind him: "Do you want it?" ”

"No, it's fun."

Gu glanced at the doll rabbit next to the doll bear without a trace.

...... Actually, he really wanted the rabbit.

Rabbit ears are long, fluffy, and look particularly good in the hand.

But according to the difficulty of clipping the doll bear just now, the rabbit will not be easy to go, otherwise the little couple around him would not have to work so hard.

"It's so hard to clip, forget it," Gu Qingyan turned around and left the crane machine, "It's just a doll, and it's useless to clip it." ”

He inappropriately remembered that he had encountered a similar crane machine when he and Chu Hao were shopping in the mall before, but the machine was filled with wool felt of small animals. Gu Qingyan took a fancy to a chick wool felt at that time, and thought it was very cute, so he spent 20 yuan to buy five opportunities to clip the doll, but he didn't get it.

He looked at the couple of boys next to him who were helping his girlfriend with wool felt, and tried to ask Chu Hao for something for the first time: "I like this." ”

Chu Hao was lowering his head to play with his mobile phone at the time, and said impatiently when he heard this: "What's the use of you asking for this?" Nothing but to put it at home to eat ashes. ”

"Yanyan, can you be more mature, don't look at everything and want everything? This is not practical at all, and the crane machine is an IQ tax, which is specially designed to cheat people out of money, don't ask for it, okay? ”

He didn't look like he wanted everything, he just wanted this wool felt.

But he was blamed for no reason, and he was not in the mood to continue trying, and finally followed Chu Hao.

Gu Qingyan lowered his eyes and sighed softly, but he heard Chu Shanye say, "You go shopping by yourself first, and I'll do something." ”

As he spoke, he left in a hurry, and Gu Qingyan didn't even have time to ask him what he was going to do.

But Chu Shanye's character of thinking is one out and one out, and he has long been used to it.

Gu Qingyan shook his head, and after walking forward for a while, he was attracted by the two people who were PK on the dance machine, so he simply stood and watched.

For the first time, he knew that the original dance machine could also PK, and he was fascinated for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that someone was patting him on the shoulder.

"Miyoshi, look back at me."

Chu Shanye's ruffian's voice sounded behind him, shouting the nickname he had given him years ago.

As soon as Gu Qingyan turned around, a fluffy rabbit was stuffed into his arms, and those long ears were directly pressed against his chin.

He subconsciously rubbed the rabbit's head, and it was as soft as he thought.

"I can't walk in front of the crane machine, and I don't want to lie to me," Chu Shanye's voice was full of pride, "The matter of clipping a doll can't make it difficult for me." ”