The whole game didn't last long before it was forced to pause because of mosquitoes.

Gu Qingyan was lucky, the mouth of the mineral water bottle didn't point at him many times, but Du Xingxian was not so lucky. Perhaps his attitude was too arrogant at the beginning, so others automatically and consciously became accomplices and unanimously made Du Xingxian play a lot of social death adventure games.

After the game was over, he hurriedly ran away with his mobile phone and other things, as if he was afraid that this group of immoral people would harm him if they didn't play tricks.

Tong Ran took a few other youth students to set off fireworks on the beach next to him, but Gu Qingyan was still sitting in his original position, looking thoughtfully into the distance.

Chu Shanye just came back from a phone call, and pulled a chair to sit beside him: "What's wrong?" Gu Qingyan shook his head lightly: "I always feel that something is wrong." He actually had an impression of some of the things Chu Shanye said just now.

In his freshman year of high school, he added a netizen to Q, Q.

It's not necessarily true to say that it is a netizen, because that person was added by the school's grade group, and as soon as he came up, he sent him a QR code for the questionnaire, and asked him to help scan the code and fill it in, and there will be a red envelope after filling it out. Gu Qingyan had also seen a senior in college send this kind of questionnaire to his friends in the circle of friends for his friends to fill in, so he didn't care much, and scanned the code to help him, and the red envelope sent by the other party was confiscated.

This is the first time they have chatted online.

The second time was when this questionnaire man sent him a message, and after Gu Qingyan read it, he quickly withdrew it, saying that he had sent it by mistake.

It was a photo of a handwritten love letter, and as soon as Gu Qingyan finished reading the first half, the original picture was forbidden to browse. People are curious, and the first half of that love letter is indeed quite interesting, but he was a little interested in this person, so he took the initiative to ask him: "Who are you going to confess to?"

"An older brother who grew up with me," said the questionnaire man, "I have liked him for more than a year, and I want to confess, but I have never had the courage."

Gu Qingyan deliberately went back to the grade group to look at his business card, but found that he did not note that he was in a few classes of high school, and combined with what he said to himself, he estimated that he was probably a child who was going to take the high school entrance examination in the first or third year of junior high school, so he said earnestly: "At this age, you have to study hard, and then you want to fall in love after you are admitted to high school or the college entrance examination." "

"But I'm afraid he won't wait for me," said the questionnaire man, "he's so good, and many people like him." "Then you're going to be good."

After Gu Qingyan finished saying this, he realized that he seemed to be in too much control, and his mother had the same tone as his mother, so he added: "But in fact...... You don't have to be too good to be liked

。 ”

It took a while for the questionnaire man to reply to him: "What about you? Did you fall in love in high school?"

"Probably not."

Gu Qingyan thought carefully for a moment at the time, and then replied: "Grades are the most important, and my mother is a very strict person, she shouldn't agree to me falling in love."

The two chatted like this. The time when the questionnaire man is online is very irregular, sometimes he sends him a "good morning" at seven or eight o'clock in the morning, sometimes Gu Qingyan will talk about some trivial things in life, anyway, the other party is just a netizen, and he doesn't know who he is at all, so he just treats it as a tree hole-like existence, and it has become one of the few places where Gu Qingyan can heal his soul during that time.

It's just that I don't know from which day this "questionnaire man" suddenly disappeared. Gu Qingyan had already forgotten about this person, and just after hearing Chu Shanye mention it, he remembered that he seemed to have had such a very similar experience.

Gu Qingyan looked at the lighthouse on the sea in the distance and whispered, "What about you? Do you still like that guy now?"

Chu Shanye had been sitting beside him in silence just now, and after hearing his words, he smiled: "I still like it."

"So many years have passed.

Gu Qingyan broke his hands and counted the time for him: "The third year of junior high school, the first year of high school, the second year of high school, the third year of high school...... It's been five or six years. ”

"Well, it's a long relationship," Chu Shanye said, "so if you fall in love with me, don't worry that I will change my mind like my brother." Gu Qingyan keenly sensed that there was something in his words, and it didn't seem to be as simple as it sounded on the surface.

He moved his lips, and after struggling for a moment, he finally gritted his teeth, and used all his courage to ask what he wanted to say: "Chu Shanye, were you back then-"

Are you the netizen I chatted with?

Or is the person you like me the one you like? But the second half of his sentence was drowned in the screeching of the fireworks as they soared into the air.

Tong Ran held up the two fairy sticks and smiled brightly, waved them loudly, and beckoned them loudly: "Come and play!" Play by yourself," Chu Shanye laughed at him, "Childish." After he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Gu Qingyan: "What did you want to say just now?" Gu Qingyan's courage had been exhausted just now.

He is not a person who is willing to go straight, he will think a lot before doing something, he is afraid of the embarrassment of others and his own embarrassment.

Fortunately, Chu Shanye didn't hear it, otherwise how embarrassing would it be if it wasn't him? It seems that he is particularly self-inflicted. "It's nothing," Gu Qingyan said, "Since you were happy at the time

Why don't you tell him?" Why didn't I tell him?"

Chu Shanye repeated his words, slowly rubbing the conch he just bought today: "I'm afraid of scaring him, and I'm afraid that he won't accept me. Later, I was deceived again, thinking that that person was just a fool when he got along with me, and he should be quite sincere emotionally, but I didn't expect him to change his mind so quickly. ”

Speaking of which, Gu Qingyan should be able to understand even if he is a fool.

"That ......"

Gu Qingyan twisted his eyebrows, trying to find out a little bit of information around the corner: "Then when did you like that person?"

Chu Shanye was silent for a long time and shook his head: "It's not good to say."

In fact, for him, liking is a myriad of moments made up of excitement.

He has seen many unknown moments when Gu Qingyan is stained with ink, there is helplessness when his cuffs are stained with ink, there is the ignorance when he just wakes up, and there are also the corners of his lips that can't help but turn up when he is happy.

And these memories are like a colored window to him, but they are covered with long-lasting dust, so he doesn't have the courage to brush them away.

There was a long silence between the two men again, and there was a faint sound of singing drifting from the beach with the sea breeze.

"ILOVE YOU is hopeless, I am this person, I don't have half an item around me, only I miss you, and I accompany me every day......."

Maybe it's because it's in City X, it's a song sung in Hokkien. The singer doesn't know what the past is, and his voice is slightly dry, which makes people's hearts astringent. The accompaniment consists only of guitar chords, thin but firm.

"I know what you want to ask," Chu Shanye coughed lightly, his cheeks were a little hot, and he didn't dare to look at Gu Qingyan, "But...... But I'm not ready yet, you give me a little more time, it won't be long.

When he said this, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "It's quite ridiculous to think about it now, when I think about it at that time, I was sick in my second year of secondary school."

Gu Qingyan felt that they were now like two narrators, each other knew or did not know each other's thoughts, and cautiously tried to circumvent them, but they did not dare to declare their true thoughts, nor were they afraid to pierce the last layer of tissue paper.

His intuition vaguely told him that there were problems with some of the things he had experienced when he got along with Chu Hao in the past, and the person who could answer these questions for him was Chu Shanye.

Okay, I'll wait for you," Gu said softly, "Come and tell me when you figure it out."

Chu Shanye scratched his ears and hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said, "What if...... If a person was terrible and unmotivated before, but he has changed for the better now, I want you to give him another one

chance, will you agree?

But when the beach singer's bitter song was finished, he didn't get Gu Qingyan's answer.

Chu Shanye looked at the waves that hit the reef and stirred up white foam, and suddenly felt that his heart was empty, astringent, as if he had eaten expired plum sauce, so he curled the corners of his lips a little self-deprecatingly, and was about to say something to ease the too quiet atmosphere, when he suddenly felt that his shoulder was lightly touched

He stopped what he was about to say, and turned his head cautiously, seeing that the people around him had fallen asleep for some time, and their eyelashes were still fluttering gently with his breathing.

A bouquet of balloons was released on the beach in the distance, slowly rising into the air with the clamor of cheers, and bursting into the night sky with fireworks of various colors, and the brilliant brilliance entangled the people standing on the ground and looking up, including them.

Chu Shanye turned his head slightly, quietly looked at the person who was asleep on his shoulder, and found that there seemed to be a small mole on the tip of Gu Qingyan's nose. He was suddenly overjoyed, feeling that he had found another secret that no one knew.

If liking is composed of heart-warming moments, then for him, the first heart-warming time should be the moment when he was in the second year of junior high school, and Gu Qingyan spoke on stage as a student representative in the third year of junior high school.

That day, Gu Qingyan wore a T-shirt printed with a cartoon rabbit, and a suit that the teacher lent him on the outside. He was late, and when he entered the venue, he ran a little hastily, and the broken hair on his forehead was swept back by the wind as he ran, and then he jumped over the steps of the stage and quietly stood behind the curtain.

He seemed to feel that no one was paying attention to him, and smiled reassuringly and playfully. A pair of beautiful eyes hidden under the lenses are shining, like a pair of glass beads that have been pampered by the sun.

Chu Shanye's class sat in the first few rows, he was originally playing with his mobile phone with his head down and borrowing the back of the auditorium chair, when he looked up boredly, he happened to see Gu Qingyan's smile that was rarely seen by others.

Gu Qingyan seemed to notice his gaze, turned his head to meet him, the expression on his face changed, put away the playfulness, and changed back to the previous little old-fashioned seriousness, raised his finger and pointed at him, and said with a serious mouth: "Don't play with your phone." ”

On that sunny afternoon, Chu Shanye looked at him and suddenly had a thought-Gu Qingyan was much cuter when he didn't keep a straight face, and he had to make him smile more in the future.

The beach singer next to him changed to a Hokkien song, and this time the voice was much more cheerful, and even passers-by joined their beach music party, beating the beat with a shaker and tambourine set aside.

Chu Shanye frowned slightly, hesitated for a moment, and then raised his hand, gently covering Gu Qingyan's ears to help him isolate him

out of the outside noise.

This action lasted for a long time, and his hands and arms would be a little sore, but Chu Shanye didn't care at all, and only wholeheartedly wanted Gu Qingyan to sleep well on himself.

He looked at the people around him almost distractedly, and suddenly spoke in a very soft voice, mixed with a little grievance: "You promised me that I wouldn't fall in love in high school."

"My brother was a fool when he got along with me, but he really liked you at that time. He is a good student in the eyes of the teacher, and you are also a good student in the eyes of the teacher, and you sound very compatible.

"I said he was stupid, but I was also stupid, I was timid and inferior at that time, and I didn't think I was worthy of you. I can see that you like him, so I don't say anything, I deserve to quit in style and fulfill the two of you. After all, one is an elder brother and the other is someone I like, no matter how you look at it, there shouldn't be a place for me.

"......"

His voice suddenly choked, getting softer and softer, so light that only the sea breeze could hear clearly: "But I don't know that he makes you unhappy, he always shows affection to me, I look uncomfortable, I don't know he makes you so unhappy."

If I knew, I would have been back a long time ago.

Chu Shanye took a deep breath, his eyes were red. The rebellion and apathy that are usually used for disguise are gone, and all that remains is deep remorse and self-blame.

Usually he doesn't feel anything, maybe everything is going well on the field, and the emotions that he has been hiding well are almost breaking down in a game.

It's as if he still hasn't grown up, and he's still the little kid who ran away when he saw his brother confess to the person he liked. But whether it was four years ago or now, all he hoped for was Gu Qingyan to be happy.

No matter who you're with, whatever you do, just have fun.

Chu Shanye changed his posture and moved very lightly. The man who slept on his shoulder let out a soft "hmm", but was not woken up.

He swallowed his saliva and slowly approached Gu Qingyan, feeling his heart beating faster and faster. I don't know what kind of shampoo Gu Qingyan used, like a light fruity fragrance, it completely covered the damp and salty smell of the seaside.

The heart rate of the players is occasionally displayed during the KPL competition, and Song Ruxiu is the most unstable person in the NGU, and his heart rate can soar to 134 in an instant when he returns to the headwind. Fans often compare Chu Shanye's almost immobile heart rate data with Song Ruxiu, jokingly saying that Chu Shanye's heart rate is fake.

But now he suddenly knew what it was like for his heart rate to soar to 134.

Chu Shanye slowly lowered his head and approached Gu Qingyan's side face without any desire

, gently dropped a very pious kiss, like kissing the person who was as playful as a rabbit that afternoon.

And tonight, except for the moon and the waves, no one knew that he kissed Gu Qingyan.