"You.... Are you really taking pictures?"

There was a bit of rare panic in Chu Shanye's voice.

He coughed heavily, unable to speak for a while, and finally turned into a somewhat helpless sigh. "What's wrong?" Gu Qingyan asked him, "You said you want to see it."

yes, that's what he said he wanted to see.

But....

Chu Shanye took a deep breath and suppressed his surging emotions: "Did you stop sending me a message halfway through?" It's going to catch a cold, so wash it up. "

Gu Qingyan's face was also a little red, and he said "um" lightly.

"But the signature is not allowed to be washed off," Chu Shanye changed his words, "I will check it next time we meet." ”

See you next time?

Gu Qingyan couldn't laugh or cry.

If he goes to their exhibition match, the next time they see each other is almost next week, how can the autograph still be there at that time? What an unreasonable request.

"It's not good to let people see that I have a tattoo on my wrist until the next time we meet," Gu said. Chu Shanye was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, there was a little more meaning in his tone.

"We'll meet soon," he said, "trust me." "

Gu Qingyan wanted to say something, so he listened to the other party continue: "Don't disturb you to take a bath, take a good rest, good night." He only had time to say "good night" to Chu Shanye, and hung up the phone on the other side.

Chu Shanye is still like a child.

Gu Qingyan put the phone on the cabinet on the side and wrapped the signature on his wrist in a plastic bag again. When he took a shower and wiped his hair, he found that Chu Shanye had sent another message to himself after hanging up the phone.

[Chu Shanye: My brother may want to bother you, if you don't want to deal with it, don't deal with it, wait for me to clean him up]

[Chu Shanye: My signature is too lonely on your wrist, can you sign it on my wrist when the time comes? 】

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Gu Qingyan didn't take Chu Shanye's "meet soon" that day seriously.

The two days of the weekend were too indulgent, and the most important thing for him to do now after returning to school was to sort out the materials of the insurance research institute and submit them to the college, and then prepare for the written exam and interview.

He has a rich history of competitions, with a thick stack of award certificates and project certificates, and even when writing a resume, he has to pick the important ones above. Wen Qiao and Li Yang's grades are also excellent, but they don't have such a rich award-winning resume as Gu Qingyan, and when they see his certificate

I can't be jealous.

Wen Qiao sat next to Gu Qingyan and watched him write his award-winning experience on his resume, and suddenly said, "Yanyan, has your ex-boyfriend been annoying you recently?"

Gu Qingyan paused as he typed words, and frowned without a trace: "I haven't seen him much, what's wrong?" Chu Hao's micro. He had received the letter to his friend, but he had not seen it as before. The words filled in the other party's friend application were "We have to talk", and Gu Qingyan didn't even need to ask to know what Chu Hao wanted to talk to him.

is nothing more than those things that are to be blackmailed to him, he is used to finding reasons for himself, using the so-called "maintaining the relationship between the two families" as a reason to blackmail Gu Qingyan, so that Gu Qingyan has to be him, and he has to be tied to him for the rest of his life.

But Gu said lightly that he didn't want to.

In the past, when he was doing things, he was timid to look forward and backward, and before he broke up, he began to think about how to explain to the Gu family and the Chu family. But now that they have broken up, as for the explanation, the soldiers will come to cover the water, and then we will talk about it. None of Chu Hao's statements threatened him.

"He's been coming to me lately," Mr. Wen said, "and he's asked me a lot of weird questions, and I think you need to know." Gu Qingyan turned his head sideways to look at him: "What did he ask you?"

"Ask me if you've had any new people lately," Wen Qiao recalled with an eyebrow, "and what do I have to do with one of his ex-boyfriends?" I didn't tell him. "

Why did Chu Hao suddenly ask him this question?

Gu Qingyan said "um" lightly, and didn't say much, only thanked Wen Qiao.

He was attentive because of Wen Qiao's reminder, so he didn't feel much truth when he saw Chu Hao waiting for him at the door of the classroom the next day. Gu Qingyan could feel that this ex-boyfriend was really not doing well.

Chu Hao had two dark blue under his eyes, and his chin was even covered with a layer of stubble, so he knew at a glance that he was overly haggard from staying up late. He stretched out his hand to pull Gu Qingyan's sleeve, but Gu Qingyan directly reached out and patted it away.

"If you have anything to say, don't waste each other's time."

There were people coming and going at the door of the classroom, and Gu Qingyan was afraid that he would do something embarrassing on impulse.

Chu Hao glanced at the students around him, and rarely softened his tone: "Yanyan, why didn't you reply to the message I sent you?" Why should I get back to you?"

Gu lightly raised his eyebrows, feeling that he asked this question unreasonably: "We have broken up, and we should not contact each other."

"But I ......"

Chu Hao lowered his eyes, his eyes narrowed slightly, revealing a somewhat fierce look.

In that case, don't blame him for being unkind.

"I have something I want to tell you," Chu Hao sighed, with a little more genuine worry on his face, "It has something to do with my brother."

He guessed correctly, as soon as he heard the words "related to his younger brother", Gu Qingyan's movements froze instantly.

Gu Qingyan was silent for a long time, and said softly: "Let's go to the library in the afternoon."

Promising him that Chu Hao was just a delaying tactic, and he had his intention in choosing the library.

There were so many people at the door of the classroom, if Chu Hao was annoyed and angry, he tore his face and pulled and pulled him, it would not look good to anyone who asked. And if you are in the library, the quiet atmosphere in the library itself can suppress Chu Hao's temper first.

Chu Hao was happy in his eyes: "Then I'll wait for you in the library in the afternoon after class." After he finished speaking, he turned to leave, leaving Gu Qingyan alone and frowning in place. What was there to be so pleased about?

☆☆★

When Gu Qingyan arrived at the library, Chu Hao was already there.

He seemed to have taken care of himself, even the stubble on his chin had been shaved clean, and he was sitting in the small talk area of the library and beckoned to Gu Qingyan.

Gu Qingyan walked over, but did not sit down, and said coldly: "If you have anything to say, just say it, I have something to do in the afternoon." ”

"Don't worry, Yanyan, how long has it been since we've sat like this and talked well?"

Chu Hao smiled at him and pushed a menu to him: "Do you want to drink something?" Today I have a treat. Gu Qingyan lowered his eyes and looked at the menu, and laughed silently.

When they were together before, the two came to the library for self-study, and Chu Hao tried his best to take advantage of him and rub the coffee or milk tea he bought, as if spending a dozen yuan to buy something could make him feel distressed to death, what's wrong today? Suddenly changed sex?

"I don't drink."

Gu Qingyan frowned: "If you have anything to say, just say it, it's boring to beat around the bush."

"First of all, I want to explain to you that I really have nothing to do with Xiao Qin," Chu Hao didn't mind, raised his eyes and looked at Gu Qingyan, his words were sincere, "He's just my junior, I usually talk to him a lot, but I haven't crossed that line." I still love you the most in my heart, you can't just look at a chat and say that our relationship is not legitimate, right?"

He understands it with emotion and reason, coupled with an extraordinarily sincere expression, if Gu Qingyan was estimated to believe it half a month ago, he would have reflected on himself according to what he said.

But Gu Qingyan is not such a good talker.

r/> He has always been stubborn since he was a child, and it is difficult to change his opinion once he determines something, including his impression of people. Chu Hao deceived him too many times, and there was no trust in him anymore. "What the hell are you trying to say?" Gu Qingyan repeated it again. Chu Hao's eyebrows frowned, and he was a little surprised by Gu Qingyan's attitude. His little ex-boyfriend doesn't seem to be as coaxed as before, what kind of ecstasy soup did Chu Shanye pour him?

But it doesn't matter, after a while, he finished what he wanted to say, and it didn't matter how much ecstasy soup Chu Shanye poured into Gu Qingyan.

Chu Hao thought so, with a hint of victory on his face: "Yanyan, if you know that a person is good to you, just to get close to you, and has other plans for you, do you think this kind of person is worth associating?"

Gu Qingyan's eyes widened slightly, a little unexpected.

He originally thought that Chu Hao would say good things to keep him, and he had enough reasons to slap Chu Hao again and let him get as far away from him as he went.

But what does Chu Hao mean by his words now?

"You treat that person as a good friend, even a good brother, but he actually has other intentions for you, can you bear this?" Chu Hao pursed his lips, with a sense of superiority standing on the moral high ground in his tone, "Anyway, I can't bear it, I treat him as a friend and a brother, he actually covets the ship and I want to be with me, what do you say is this?" Did I feed all my friendship with the dogs?"

Gu Qingyan raised his eyebrows: "What exactly do you want to tell me?"

"I want to tell you, Chu ......"

; Before Chu Hao finished speaking, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrate. He hung up the phone, but the other party persistently called, as if he would not stop if he did not answer the phone.

"Hello? What do you have to say now?" Chu Hao's voice was a little angry when he picked up the phone, "Can't you wait a while?"

The voice on the other side was timid, and it took a while before he dared to speak: "Chu, classmate Chu, I am the errand who helped you with the meeting, and the instructor said that the materials must be handed in by yourself, you have to come here......

It's really unlucky, you have to stuff your teeth when you drink cold water!

Chu Hao hung up the phone hatefully, raised his eyes and looked at Gu Qingyan: "Wait for me here, I'll come back to you." After he finished speaking, he got up with his schoolbag on his back and hurried out of the library. Gu Qingyan won't wait for him here. Chu Hao is rolling, it's too late for him to be happy.

Almost as soon as Chu Hao's back disappeared from the door of the library, he also turned around and wanted to leave, but found a small notebook on the ground not far in front of him.

It seems to have just fallen out of Chu Hao's schoolbag.

The picture on the cover of the book is outdated, and it looks like it was many years ago

style, and even printed with a "non-mainstream" black and white avatar. Gu frowned, flipped the page of the notebook, and saw that the date was written on it.

"June 7, 20xx, college entrance examination vacation, he was going to study in the library, and he said a word to let him not fight so hard, he was angry again, I really don't understand, I obviously care about him, but I said it was useless, H said it was useful."

"On July 14, 20xx, the final exam, you can pass by studying casually, I don't want to read, I found that I could see the opposite side on the windowsill for the first time, I looked at him for more than ten minutes on my stomach, and I dreamed again at night.

On September 7, 20xx, he liked plain white or gray-black T-shirts to bright colors.

"On October 8, 20xx, my parents quarreled again, annoying, I couldn't go on and leave quickly, it just so happened that H that fool was also away from me, and I went as an orphan.

"On November 3, 20xx, he seems to have someone he likes, not me."

The owner of the book doesn't seem to be keen on long speeches.,It's not so much his diary.,It's more of an essay that is written every day.,Write what you think of.,Don't write if you can't remember.,It's common for more than ten days between the two.。

"Hello, excuse me."

Someone else's voice came from behind, and Gu Qingyan came back to his senses from these short diaries and made way for the people passing behind him.

The record in the notebook lasted until the summer of four years ago, when it came to an abrupt end one day, leaving several pages blank behind. Gu Qingyan flipped through it roughly and found that the day before he stopped recording, the owner of the diary was still writing what he was going to do tomorrow.

Why don't you write it down all of a sudden?

Gu frowned, and there was a faint worry in his heart-it couldn't be that something happened to the owner of the book suddenly, right?

In fact, when he saw the book for the first time, he felt that this eighty percent was not Chu Hao's diary.

Chu Hao grew up with him, and he has been maintaining the character of a "good student" in front of teachers and parents for so many years, striving for the top in both study and life, as if he was honest and motivated, and even Gu Qingyan was deceived by him at that time.

And Chu Hao, who worked hard to maintain such a persona, naturally did not allow his words to be ugly, so he deliberately bought a calligraphy and practiced for a long time, but the effect was not good, and in the end he could only be called "neat".

But the font on the diary is crooked, and people have to suspect that it was written by elementary school students, standing listlessly together, as if they were forced to pull up and open for business.

Gu Qingyan was sure that Chu Hao had never written such a word from beginning to end. So who is the "he" mentioned in the text?

> originally thought that he would be upset by the conversation between the two after meeting Chu Hao, but he didn't expect that there was something else that made him involuntarily remember.

Gu Qingyan sighed, looked at the playground outside, and found that today's weather was not bad, so he turned to the right after going out, preparing to sit in the shade of the tree.

It was the afternoon of freshman and sophomore years, and there were not many people on the playground, most of them came for physical education class, and in addition, people could be seen shaking on the basketball court. Gu Qingyan chose a relatively quiet place, there was only the sound of the wind around him, and the "rustle" sound when the wind blew through the leaves, which was suitable for emptying and being in a daze.

He was thinking about taking out the "diary" and looking through it again, when he suddenly heard someone call him: "Senior Gu?" Gu Qingyan followed the prestige and saw a boy in a sports T-shirt running towards him, his eyes full of surprise. He stood up a little helplessly and nodded to him: "You are ......" "I am a sophomore student of the Sports Institute, and my name is Fu Jiashu."

The other party stood still in front of Gu Qingyan, his expression and words were very enthusiastic: "I saw you in the library just now, but I didn't dare to admit it, I didn't expect us to be so fateful, and the destination is the playground?"

Fate?

Gu Qingyan's eyebrows moved slightly, and he didn't know how to answer his words.

"Senior Gu, I've always heard of you," Fu Jiashu said, "When I was a freshman, you came to the Sports Institute to give a lecture, and you were the secretary general of the student union at the time, have you forgotten?"

Gu Qingyan really doesn't remember.

He has made countless presentations and recruits since he went to university, and he has long known when he went to the sports institute to give a lecture.

Fu Jiashu seemed to see the confusion in his eyes, smiled understandingly, touched his hair, and felt a little embarrassed on his face: "Actually...... In fact, I have admired Senior Gu for a long time, and I have never had the opportunity to say it before, but now I have finally found an opportunity. ”

A faint chirping of cicadas pierced the silence of the afternoon and seemed to herald the beginning of summer.

Gu Qingyan's hand hanging by his side curled up slightly, his palms were sweaty, and he said a little nervously: "You, what do you mean......

"I've liked you for a long time," Fu Jiashu said, "I originally wanted to write a confession letter to you to look formal, but I didn't expect to meet you today, so I still want to say these words in person."

He coughed lightly, and his cheeks turned even redder: "If I don't say it this time, I won't have a chance, I guess I'll regret it for a long time."

"But I ......"

Gu Qingyan lowered his eyes and looked at the ground, and said helplessly refused: "I have been

I have a boyfriend. ”

"Didn't you break up?" Fu Jiashu seemed to know him very well, "I have inquired about it, you have broken up with Senior Chu of the School of Materials, otherwise I wouldn't dare to confess to you."

"No, it's not him, it's ......"

Gu Qingyan can usually talk eloquently on the podium, but in the face of the current situation, his mouth became stupid, and his lips and tongue seemed to be knotted: "Actually, someone is already chasing me."

"It doesn't matter," Fu Jiashu seemed to be really persistent, "There can be many people chasing you, you can choose one in the end, does this mean that you are still single, I still have a chance?"

Gu Qingyan couldn't say "yes" or "no", and when he was struggling with how to answer him, a basketball suddenly flew from not far away and landed directly at Gu Qingyan's feet.

Fu Jiashu frowned, turned his head and said, "Who?" Can I pay attention when playing?

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't see you."

A ruffian voice rang out, piercing the sweltering heat of a summer afternoon.

Gu Qingyan looked up in disbelief, followed the voice, and bumped into the black eyes with a playful smile.

Chu Shanye also wore a sports T-shirt today, exposing the muscles that were usually covered by the sleeves, glowing with a healthy glow in the sun.

He didn't seem to have dealt with his long hair when he returned to base, it was still silver highlights, but it seemed to have a sports headband tied between the strands. He was already twenty years old, and this dress made him completely integrated into the campus of X University, as if he was also a member of the study here.

Gu Qingyan touched his gaze, and his heart skipped half a beat. When he was stopped and confessed inexplicably just now, the helplessness and confusion in Gu Qingyan's heart were completely greater than his heartbeat.

Fu Jiashu's conditions are indeed very good, with a good figure and good looks, it is estimated that he is also a popular figure who is chased by many people in the academy, so he can confess to him directly and so confidently, but he is not a person who will be moved by Gu Qingyan.

They are not even familiar with it, how can they talk about it? But Chu Shanye is different. It seems that Chu Shanye just stood there without moving or speaking, just laughing, he could easily make Gu Qingyan's heartbeat rate faster.

Fu Jiashu wrinkled his eyebrows and looked at Gu Qingyan, and asked, "Senior Gu, do you know this person?"

This man came inexplicably, and his tone and expression were also inexplicably hostile to him, which made him very uncomfortable. Gu Qingyan came back to his senses and said softly: "Acquaintance, it's one of mine.... Brother. ”

r/> turned out to be a younger brother.

Fu Jiashu breathed a sigh of relief, and the vigilance in his heart was a little less, but before he could open his mouth to get closer to his "younger brother", he heard the "younger brother" speak again, and it was still the kind of tone that hung Erlang was a ruffian, but the hostility in it was even worse.

"Senior, don't just chat," Chu Shanye squinted, first quietly looked Fu Jiashu up and down, and then turned his gaze to Gu Qingyan unhurriedly, "Help me pick up the ball, okay?"