As Gu Qingyan expected, Chu Hao quickly replied to his message.

[CH: No, listen to my explanation]

[CH: Actually, this matter is very complicated, and I don't want to lie to you, but in fact, there is another hidden story]

[CH: Like my parents at the time, I felt that it was a shame for the children in the family not to learn to play e-sports, so I was embarrassed to tell you, so I hid the letter he left]

[CH: I can explain it, don't be angry]

"I'm not angry, I'm just disgusting."

Gu Qingyan thought that he would be very angry, but when he typed, he only felt funny.

When he broke up, he felt that he had seen the wrong person for so many years, and that's it, who wouldn't be confused and like a few scum when they were young?

But now the facts on the surface tell him that he not only sees the wrong person, but also loves the wrong love object. It was not Chu Hao who fell in love with him in those years, but the sixteen or seventeen-year-old Chu Shanye who lived in the diary that was snatched by Chu Hao.

Chu Hao seemed to be in a hurry, and began to give Gu Qingyan a non-stop phone, but Gu Qingyan was connected to Chu Shanye here, and he couldn't answer his call.

"Yanyan, don't be like this, there is a misunderstanding here," Chu Hao typed him while sending a message to Gu Qingyan, "You ignore me." "

"I'm not going to pay attention to you anymore, scum."

The expression on Gu Qingyan's face was very calm, but his fingertips were still trembling slightly when he was typing: "You really make me disgusting, you are just a waste, and you can't learn good character, while slandering my brother in front of me, and relying on what he wrote to trick me into falling in love with you, how can there be such a disgusting brute as you?"

"I can't study?" Chu Hao was silent for a long time, and suddenly such a sentence came out, "Yes, I made a mistake when I fell in love, but you can't question my poor study, I study ......"

Gu Qingyan felt that if he talked to him again, he would vomit.

He moved neatly and dragged the idiot into the blacklist again.

Blocking is blocking, but this matter definitely can't be left as it is.

Originally, Gu Qingyan thought that pasting his face cake on Chu Hao's birthday was already the most over-the-top thing he had ever done, but he didn't expect that now this person could once again refresh the shameless lower limit.

In the past, Gu Qingyan always saw all kinds of hanging stickers on the school's confession wall and forums, and he was not interested in scribbling away, but now he may become the poster who writes about hanging people's stickers.

Not only to write the ins and outs on the confession wall, but also

Let the parents of both families know about it.

Chu Hao cheated and cheated, it was his fault. Since we talked to both parents when we were together, we should notify both parents when we are separated.

"Hello?"

Chu Shanye listened for a long time and didn't hear the other side talking, so he couldn't help frowning and raising his voice: "What's wrong?" Gu Qingyan suddenly pulled out of his thoughts, and remembered that he seemed to have forgotten that he was still connecting with Chu Shanye.

"Nothing."

He didn't plan to talk to Chu Shanye about these good things Chu Hao did for the time being, so he only said vaguely: "I just remembered something, so I was in a daze." "

"Is it really okay?" Chu Shanye asked, "Don't lie to me."

"It's fine."

Gu Qingyan pinched his eyebrows, and for a moment he suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted: "It's late, I want to sleep." Chu Shanye didn't speak immediately this time, but was silent for a few minutes before he said softly: "Okay, go to sleep, good night." Gu Qingyan curled up the fingertips of the mobile phone, but still couldn't help but not tell him about it: "Good night." Before, Chu Shanye said that he hoped he could be brave.

He has always been a person who is reluctant to show his true thoughts since he was a child, and Gu's mother disciplined him very well, and he is a quiet traditional "good boy" who will not be willful or cause trouble.

But Gu Qingyan suddenly didn't want to be a good child.

After 18 years of following the rules, he has been subjected to soft violence on campus, and he has also been PUA by his ex-boyfriend, which are all traumas brought to him by "good temper" and "good character", which are not good things, and he has no habit of being grateful for suffering.

Chu Shanye had helped him enough before, and now he wanted to rely on himself once.

Gu Qingyan habitually bit his nails, opened the memo on his mobile phone, and clicked on the school's confession wall with some indecisiveness, searching for all kinds of hanging posts he had seen before, wanting to refer to how to write this kind of pickpocketing thing.

But when I clicked on it, I found that they were all eaten with screenshots, which made the whole hanging sticker look attractive and authentic. A paragraph of text and a picture, the rhythm is particularly good, so that the audience does not feel bored, and can also understand the ins and outs of the whole thing. Gu Qingyan collected these posts and prepared to observe and learn them one by one.

★☆★

When Chu Shanye hung up the phone and went downstairs, Du Xingxian and Tong Ran were in a double row.

In order to maintain the feel, the club has a mandatory requirement that professional players reach a certain level every month, even during the offseason, as long as they do not check their performance

If the requirements are met, the salary will be deducted according to the standard written in the contract.

Now there are not many days left before the day of this month's performance verification, Du Xingxian always got into the hearse of other teams before, and dropped all the points and stars, and at this moment he is pestering the best talking assistant of the whole team and his own double row to rescue.

Maybe he was dizzy from playing games, but when he saw Chu Shanye coming down from upstairs, he didn't forget to raise his head and greet him: "Hey, captain, let's score in three rows together."

"No, I finally hit the national standard," Chu Shanye glanced at him, "The salary is still only deducted from your incense."

"Captain, you're so rich, do you care about that salary?" While talking to him, Du Xingxian took Ma Chao and ate all the lines of Tong Ran's middle laner, "Money is cold, but the eyes of teammates begging for three rows to fly are warm."

"Of course I do."

Chu Shanye poured himself a glass of water, and said casually: "These are all money to support his wife, you know a fart." Du Xingxian's hand shook and he missed a gun carriage.

He looked up at Chu Shanye and said in shock: "What? Do you raise a wife? Are you in love?"

Originally, Chu Shanye's voice was very small, and Du Xingxian and Tong Ran could hear it. But now that Du Xingxian is shouting out, no one in the whole club knows that Chu Shanye is going to take a salary to support his wife.

Chu Shanye snorted: "Are you sick? Can't I fall in love?"

"No, I thought you didn't like humans at all," Du Xingxian said, "and everyone guessed if you were going to spend the rest of your life with Nakorulu or with Luna." "

Chu Shanye said indifferently: "I chose Dian Wei because I like men, are you satisfied?" Although what Du Xingxian said is a bit exaggerated, it is true.

Now in this era when even the appearance of e-sports players is slowly getting higher, many people go outside to flirt with because they look a little better than ordinary people, and come back with a bunch of messes waiting for the club to clean up. But Chu Shanye doesn't have these bad problems, he is either playing a training match or reviewing every day, like buying real estate in the King's Canyon.

There was a time when NGU went to an away game, and after the end, the local host had to invite them to dinner, and three or two people came in on the way to the meal, both men and women, saying that they were small anchors supported by the platform itself, and they wanted to come and meet the star players.

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can be called a ruthless and unrighteous, loveless.

So when Chu Shanye announced that he was going to fall in love today, Du Xingxian would be like a ghost. "Don't ask, you're going to be killed by a gun truck."

This Tong Ran fill-in mage, took a tool man Xi Shi to put the line to hang the edge, I didn't expect not only to worry about the Lu Ban on the lower road not to be sniped to death by the opposite side, but also to stand in the middle of the road to eat melons, and even the military line is gone.

"When are you going to bring the subject back to meet with the big guys?" Cheng Kai was sitting on the side as usual to supervise whether anyone was secretly eating the night

Xiao, also interjected by the way, "You kid, when you fall in love, you have to invite everyone to dinner."

Chu Shanye paused as he put the cup back on the table, and his tone was a little more uncomfortable: "Besides, I haven't caught it yet."

"I'll go, you haven't caught up with it yet, so you can boast about Haikou?"

Du Xingxian's attention returned to the game, and he drove a sprint to cooperate with Lu Xi Shi and Lu Da to arrest Zhang Fei on the opposite side, and slapped a double kill while talking and laughing: "It seems that the other party must be a very connotative person, different from those superficial people who only look at their faces." "

His words were originally in the yin and yang weird Chu Shanye, and he was ready to be scolded back, but he didn't expect the other party to be eerily silent for a moment, and then said: "You're right, he has a lot of connotation."

Du Xingxian was choked by his answer, and before he could taunt him with any words, he saw him walking to the door and bending over to put on his shoes, as if he was about to go out.

Cheng Kai immediately became alert, and waved the feather duster in his hand to point at him: "Curfew, curfew, curfew, if you go out now, don't enter this house tonight!"

Chu Shanye put on his shoes and looked up, and said lightly: "Well, it's not bad for the club rules, I'll stay in a hotel by myself."

"That's not the point, the point is what are you doing out so late?" Cheng Kai asked.

Chu Shanye lowered his eyes and opened the door, and dropped a sentence indifferently: "Coax my wife to go."

☆☆★

Gu Qingyan tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, wrapped himself in a quilt and then spread it out, scratched his ears and cheeks and studied seven or eight hanging stickers, and found that there were still a few without screenshots and evidence.

What everyone prefers to see is a real hammer with screenshots, after all, "there is no picture to say a hammer".

It's so hard to write 818.

He sighed, but didn't want to give up on the decision.

Chu Hao must be ruined, otherwise he has been let down for so many years, not to mention the feelings he has been let down for so many years, even if it is for Chu Shanye, he has to hang this person

Write it out.

Gu Qingyan curled up in a different posture, deleted all the words he had just typed in the memo, and was about to start another one when a phone call suddenly came in.

Local calls, no remarks, numbers only.

He hesitantly picked up the phone, thinking that it was a school that was going to sell him classes again, and was about to say no, but he heard the other party's voice with a smile: "Yanyan, guess who I am?"

; "Don't be so naïve, okay?"

Gu Qingyan was a little crying and laughing by him, and glanced at the time: "It's so late, isn't your club adjusting your schedule for you?" Why don't you sleep yet?"

Well, I'm out.

Chu Shanye's voice was a little unsteady, panting, as if he had just exercised vigorously: "What about your roommate?" Did they sleep?"

Gu Qingyan opened the bed curtain and took a look: I didn't sleep, why did I ask this?

"It's good that you haven't slept, or you'll have to make a noise to them when you go downstairs in a while."

Downstairs?

"What do you mean?"

"It means ......"

Chu Shanye coughed lightly against his lips, and raised his eyes to look upstairs: "I'll go downstairs to your dormitory, if you don't mind, come down and see me."

Arrive...... Downstairs?

Gu Qingyan hurriedly climbed down from the bed, didn't wear shoes, and staggered to the side of the business. He peaned over the window frame and looked down, and sure enough, in the shadow of the trees, he saw a man looking up on the phone and waving at him.

Gu Qingyan went back to the dormitory without saying a word, and rushed downstairs with a pair of slippers casually, startling Wen Qiao: "Why are you going?"

"Pick up," he said briefly, "my brother is here."

Chu Shanye was also startled by the sound of "jingling" on his side: Don't worry, take your time, I won't run. Gu Qingyan didn't speak, and ran down from the dormitory on the fourth floor in three or two steps with a stiff face, and the tip of his nose was covered with a layer of fine sweat.

It wasn't until he really saw Chu Shanye waiting downstairs that he relieved his strength, and his breathing became a little disordered due to the strenuous exercise.

"Why did you come down in slippers?"

Chu Shanye frowned and looked at his toes exposed outside his slippers: "It's dangerous to run so fast."

Gu Qingyan grabbed his sleeve sharply, shook his head, and it took a long while before he could barely say what he wanted to say: "Why are you here?" Just

I just heard that you are not in the right state, and I have been relieved, so I will take a look on the way.

Chu Shanye stretched out his hand and gently rubbed the tip of his nose: It's okay, right?

The sweat on the tip of Gu Qingyan's nose was wiped off by him, rubbing him itching, and he subconsciously ducked back: "It's okay, didn't you have a curfew recently? It's almost eleven o'clock. ”

"It's okay to stay outside for one night," Chu Shanye didn't care much about the curfew, and turned back to the original topic, "It's you, you didn't have the right mood when you called, what's wrong?"

Gu Qingyan looked at his dark eyes with real worry, and the ghost envoy said: "Chu Shanye, were you sad when you had a crush on me in high school?

Will it?

After knowing the existence of that diary, after knowing the existence of that farewell letter, this was the question that Gu Qingyan wanted to ask Chu Shanye. Behind the countless stories that were easily erased by Chu Hao, would he be sad? Chu Shanye's eyebrows moved: "Don't be sad, I'm very happy to see you every day." Crush isn't the saddest thing.

What saddened him the most was when he was not seen by Gu Qingyan, until now he can easily remember that his heart is still as fine and dense as it was a few years ago.

In fact, the past few years since he ran away from home have not been all without reckless news. Gu Qingyan went to H City to participate in a certain game in the second half semester of his freshman year, and he happened to be playing away games in H City at that time.

Chu Hao didn't know whether he mentioned this matter to him intentionally or unintentionally the night before, and planted a seed called "missing" in his heart, and even he played extremely aggressively in that day's game, ending the game 3:0 in advance.

At the end of the interview after the game, Chu Shanye deliberately wore a very formal dress that he brought, took a taxi and went outside the venue of Gu Qingyan's game against the evening rush hour in H City, looking forward to meeting him.

He even bought Gu Qingyan's favorite mango mousse, and when he arrived in his hand, the competition was over, and the representatives from major universities came out of the venue in formal clothes, and everyone looked so high-spirited, as if they would represent the country tomorrow and shine on the international stage.

Except for him.

Chu Shanye felt as if he had been thrown into the crowd and became the most inconspicuous "space junk" under the shining stars, and even the inferiority complex that had been forgotten for so many years came to the door again.

In the crowd, he saw Gu Qingyan, who looked as good as when he gave a speech in front of the whole school many years ago, wearing a black suit with long legs and a narrow waist, a pair of delicate rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, and a slight bow of his hair with news.

Chu Shanye's

His eyes were firmly glued to him, and he couldn't tear it off.

He opened his mouth and shouted Gu Qingyan's name, and he saw Gu Qingyan stop his movements and look up, his heart beat faster and faster, like the acceleration of a car before sprinting to the finish line.

Chu Shanye was typing a draft in his heart all the way, thinking about every sentence he was going to say to Gu Qingyan, but at this moment, his mind was blank, and there was only one sentence left, "Long time no see".

But in the next second, he watched Gu Qingyan walk to the other side. towards his brother.

The mango mousse that I bought that day was not delivered.

He sat in the taxi on the way back, mixed with the red light of H City, and ate the dessert bite by bite. It's very sweet, so sweet that it makes him feel a little tired, even bitter.

That was the closest he had ever been to Gu Qingyan in the past few years, and it was also the farthest one.

"Why do you suddenly ask this?" Chu Shanye looked down at the person who was dragging his clothes, not wanting to make the atmosphere so heavy, and joked, "Finally feel sorry for me?"

Gu Qingyan pursed his lips, feeling that his forced smile was particularly sad.

He moved his lips, and in the end he still told Chu Shanye what he had discovered: Chu Hao asked me to meet this afternoon and said that he wanted to talk to me about you. He was called away by his classmates halfway through, and I found a notebook in his bag.

"There are a lot of things written about crushes in that notebook, and I didn't know you wrote it at first, until you just sent me a picture of you writing, and I didn't realize it......

He took a deep breath, his eyes reddening slightly: "I'm sorry." What are you sorry for?"

Chu Shanye sighed a little nerve-wrenched: "I'm sorry for Chu Hao, he was very upright after I found out what he stole from me back then. I was stupid at the time, and I would have beaten him up, regardless of whether he was going to tell you about it.

"Are you worried that he will tell me, so you gave him that notebook?"

"Sort of, I was an idiot with low self-esteem and cowardice who liked to be touched by myself," Chu Shanye lowered his eyes, and his voice was a little low, "He told me at the time that he wanted to chase you, he liked you very much, and he would definitely be good to you." You also had a crush on him at the time, so I thought I'd do it for you, and I'll quit it, so it's good for everyone.

"But I didn't expect him to be bad to you."

That book has actually been forgotten by Chu Shanye.

What is written on it is imprinted in his memory, so it doesn't matter if there is a book or not. For him, it's just a memo, and it's just a place to vent his feelings

For so many years, he can still remember Gu Qingyan's tastes and preferences, and he can also coax Gu Qingyan to be happy.

But for Chu Hao, it was a strategy on how to please Gu and talk lightly.

Chu Shanye, who was fashionable and young at the time, was deceived by Chu Hao, thinking that his brother was just bad for him, but he would definitely be kind to Gu, so he easily gave away his hard work to others, so they missed it for five years.

Gu Qingyan moved his lips, a little incoherent: "So I found that what I have liked for so many years is not Chu Hao, but ....... It's the Chu Hao who played you according to the memo, yes......

Chu Shanye suddenly stretched out his hand and gently pressed it against his lips, preventing him from continuing.

Gu Qingyan looked at him a little confused, not knowing why he wanted to stop him.

"Brother, you just experienced a failed relationship, and now you have a lot of mood swings, and all the decisions you make are not rational," Chu Shanye's expression was very serious, I was indeed looking forward to your confession to me, but it was not in such a chaotic situation now

Under.

"I want you to think about it, think about whether I can really be worthy of you, whether I can become as good as you and go further with you.

Gu Qingyan listened to him slowly say this to himself, and the mood that seemed to be turbulent just now was slowly calmed down.

"Well, I'll think about it," he said, "and I'll get back to you as soon as I can." Don't be so businesslike, I'm so unfamiliar that I look like your mentor. Chu Shanye owed, so he had to pinch his face: "What about my brother?" What are you going to do with this 'Chu Shanye Simulator'?"

Gu Qingyan was amused by his strange metaphor again: "I want to write a post to hang on him, on the forum or on the confession wall, but I found that I don't seem to be very good at writing and am still learning.

After he finished speaking, he thought that Chu Shanye would persuade him not to do this and let him save some face for Chu Hao, but he didn't expect the other party to take out his mobile phone after pondering for a while and push him a contact.

"This person has played ancient RPGs before, "Sword Network Thirteen" and "Jianghu Big Dream" have all played," Chu Shanye said seriously, not practicing now, and making money by writing 818 for players, if you don't know where to start, you can ask him, he is very experienced.

"I thought you'd advise me." Gu Qingyan was a little surprised, "I didn't expect you to support me." ”

Chu Shanye lifted his eyelids, and his voice lost the seriousness he had just now: "I have a bad character, and I don't like to see the icing on the cake, so I like it

Huan did something that fell into the ground.

After he pushed the business card, he said softly: "I'm relieved that you're okay, then I'll go, I'll have someone bring you the weekend tickets tomorrow."

Gu Qingyan watched his movements, and suddenly spoke: It's so late, can you book a hotel?

"Try your luck," Chu Shanye looked down at the surrounding hotels, It's really not okay to find a broken hotel to get together for the night. "It's so unhygienic and it's not safe.

Gu Qingyan coughed lightly, avoiding his gaze, his ears and cheeks were red as if they could drip blood: "We, there are few people in our dormitory." ”

"Would you like to come and spend the night in our dorm?"

Insert the book helmet