When Gu Qingyan received the call, he had just finished watching a few games at NGU.

It can be seen that Wen Qiao wants to learn more about NGU with him, and as soon as he arrived at the library, he sent all the competitions and cuts related to NGU to Gu Qingyan.

Chu Shanye worked so hard to understand everything about Gu Qingyan, Gu Qingyan felt that he should also work hard to understand him. AFTER HE HASTILY FINISHED EATING, HE CLIMBED INTO BED, PULLED THE BED CURTAIN, HUGGED THE IPAD AND BEGAN TO WATCH THE GAME.

I thought I would feel bored because I couldn't understand it, but after watching it for more than five minutes, Gu Qingyan realized that he could still understand it.

Except for some specific systems and BP skills that need to be absorbed and understood as new knowledge, the rest of the information is not so difficult to understand, and KPL's commentary is very professional and he is very comfortable to listen to.

The first game that Gu Qingyan clicked on was last year's spring game, and as soon as the progress bar was loaded, several rows of barrages quickly crossed the screen, and it didn't look like he was saying anything good.

He frowned and paused, realizing that the barrage was the same color, and the words were very different.

[NGU is finished, I won't play K League next season, when are you going to sell the team] [What's the use of a good-looking face, a bunch of sissies, what kind of games do you know] This scolding is too ugly, right?

With Gu Qingyan's tutor, it is already the limit to be able to scold words like "scum" and "stupid", and Chu Hao is the only one who has been scolded by him like this. Now that he saw so many foul words, although it was not aimed at him, it still made his eyebrows frown, and a nameless fire rushed out of his heart.

The barrage can't reply, he can only click on the few barrage reports that he doesn't want to see anymore, and then open the comment area, and at a glance, he sees that the comments of NGU team fans have been pushed to the first one:

[@接主队冠军: Everyone discusses issues calmly, don't dump each other's pots, support friendly suggestions, and politely refuse personal attacks. NGU is one, one is prosperous and one is lost, I hope that all NGU fans will pay attention to civilized speeches and make good use of reports, thank you. 】

This comment has more than 6,000 likes, and the comment area is indeed a lot more friendly, I don't know if it's because the unfriendly comments have been reported.

Gu Qingyan blinked his eyes and let the video start playing again. At this time, the hero had already been loaded into the map, and Pangu of Chu Shanye carried an axe and drilled into the wild area.

Chu Shanye has picked many heroes, wild cores, blue-collar workers, and has played everything, you can eat the line to fight the jungle core, or you can be a blue-collar worker to give the economy to the horse core or shoot the core.

Gu Qingyan didn't have an in-depth understanding, and he thought that according to Chu Shanye's strength, he would also be a jungler who could take all the C, but he didn't expect that Chu Shanye would take a lot more blue-collar games than he would take wild cores.

br /> and the rest of the team has chosen the C position and also won the tool man, everyone does their best for the sake of the team, even if they converge on the edge, even if they are scolded again and again, they have to run in desperately, it seems that they are all in order to let this team go further.

Gu Qingyan suddenly remembered what Song Ruxiu had said that night.

"He is very compatible with NGU, and if he digs it up, he may be able to try to play a dozen French nuclear weapons," Song Ruxiu seemed to be very calm in the face of the reality that "he will be replaced", and his voice did not fluctuate for half a minute, "No one knows whether the changes in the next official version will be beneficial to French nuclear friends."

Good.

Even if he is already choosing an heir, Song Ruxiu is still thinking about the team. Is this what esports is?

Gu Qingyan finished watching one game, and then clicked on the next one, as if he wanted to make up for all the games he had missed in this short afternoon.

He found that no matter whether NGU won or lost, there were discordant voices in the barrage and comment area, and no matter how he could pick out the thorns. It's okay to win, if you lose or there is a big headwind in the first half, there will be a lot of people who jump out and start to divide the pots, it seems that they use the keyboard to point at the country without watching the game, and these pots bear the brunt of Chu Shanye's head.

Because he is the captain and a rookie jungler in the league, he deserves to be scolded the most.

It is true that Chu Shanye is not an immortal without a little problem and fault, but he is not a bastard who has been making mistakes.

Chu Hao said before that Chu Shanye E-sports went very smoothly, became the starter smoothly, won the championship smoothly, and became famous smoothly.

At that time, Gu Qingyan didn't hear the sour jealousy and yin and yang in his words, and he didn't understand the affairs of the e-sports circle, so he was brainwashed by his words preconceivedly, thinking that Chu Shanye had been at ease in the past few years after leaving home.

But after he understood all this, he realized that if he looked back, behind every glamorous professional player, there was a hidden path that was not known to outsiders, paved with sweat and tears.

The games that Wen Qiao picked for Gu Qingyan were really representative. Some of them were big headwinds in the early stage and turned the tables in the later stage, while a few games were played for almost 20 minutes, back and forth, and even a few times were pushed to the high ground by the opposite side, all relying on the extreme operation of NGU players to avoid ending the game prematurely.

It's exciting, even someone like him who didn't know anything about e-sports before can see how wonderful it is.

The voice of the commentary came from the lpad, and Gu Qingyan looked at the NGU team members hugging each other on the screen, and was a little distracted for a while. They're really competitive and they're really hard.

There was a sound of walking outside the bed curtain, and it seemed that Li Yang was back and was with his girlfriend

Make a phone call, while making a call, untie the bag of takeout and make a "cold and cold" sound. Then he pushed away his chair and stood up, and left the dormitory again.

Gu Qingyan sighed softly, subconsciously rubbing the phone case, and at a certain moment he had the urge to call Chu Shanye. But Chu Shanye should be watching the concert at this time.

It's also a good thing to relax and relax, when Gu Qingyan watched these videos, he felt that Chu Shanye was too tight before, and he rarely smiled even when he won the game.

As soon as he thought of this, the phone that had been set aside suddenly rang.

He didn't save the caller's number, only a string of numbers was displayed on the screen, and the caller's location was X City.

Gu Qingyan picked it up, and could only hear a noisy background sound on the opposite side, as if there was a "zilala" current passing by from time to time, I don't know what someone was shouting, but I couldn't hear it clearly.

Gu Qingyan frowned: Hello? You are......

He didn't know who sold his mobile phone number, and for a short period of time, the phone calls for selling classes and online loans kept going, which made him unbearable. As if he was afraid that he would hang up the phone, the person on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke, and his voice was urgent: "Brother, it's me." Chu Shanye.

Gu Qingyan was stunned for a moment.

Chu Shanye's voice seemed to be a little wrong, it seemed to be crying and choking, and he felt a tense in his heart when he heard it, for fear that something had happened to Chu Shanye.

But then he heard the singing.

The singing voice like a blue tide brought him back to that sultry summer afternoon, and a thin earphone cable seemed to cross time, connecting the hearts of the 21-year-old him and the 17-year-old Chu Shanye, gently resonating with the notes.

He listened to the song in silence, and Chu Shanye was also silent, but Gu Qingyan felt that there seemed to be a huge tsunami between them.

In fact, Gu Qingyan hasn't heard "Gentleness" for a long time, and the most recent time may have been inadvertently looped when listening to the Japanese push two years ago, and he also went to read the lyrics for this purpose.

Then I saw the Weibo before the lead singer of the Fan Archaeology Orchestra, and turned out a sentence written by the lead singer:

"Love is giving, and then giving." [1]

At that time, Gu Qingyan couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but now he seems to understand. He lay on the bed, closed his eyes, listened to the noise and noise on the other side of the microphone, and imagined the appearance of Chu Shanye.

Is Chu Shanye wearing a team uniform or a private uniform today, is it the baseball shirt he washed and has the smell of his laundry pods, or the black T-shirt that is particularly favored?

What's his expression on now? Is it like everyone else who is surprised to be able to listen to the concert, or is it difficult to laugh?

Over and tears? The tip of Gu Qingyan's nose suddenly soured, and he shed tears when the words "If there is, let you be free". "I give you freedom" over and over again, from calm to heartbreaking, from free and easy to unwilling to love.

What does it mean to "give you freedom"?

It's just unwillingness again and again, sleepless nights again and again, and missing again and again.

He finally understood the song because of Chu Shanye. From not understanding to understanding, Gu Qingyan took six minutes, but Chu Shanye walked alone on this road for six years.

Gu Qingyan closed his eyes and seemed to be able to see white notes flying all over the sky under the spotlight, like a snow in June. And when the last sentence "I will give you all all freedom" was sung, Chu Shanye spoke again. He asked Gu Qingyan if he would like to accept him.

Gu Qingyan moved her lips and whispered in a somewhat choked voice, "I miss you so much."

He didn't say "yes", he didn't say "unwilling", he just said-

I miss you, I miss you so much, I miss you so much.

&n

bsp; I really want to see you and give you a hug. Confession is such an important thing, of course, to say it face to face.

Six minutes of tenderness ended, and cheers rang out in the background of the call. Chu Shanye was silent for a long time, and then asked him: "Brother, do you want to see me?"

Gu Qingyan nodded subconsciously, and remembered that Chu Shanye couldn't see it like this, so he said "um" lightly.

Wait for me, Chu Shanye said, I'll go back to see you soon.

"You must wait for me."

Gu Qingyan's mobile phone was hot, he wiped his tears indiscriminately, bit his lip and said "Okay" softly. He wanted to say what he wanted to say to Chu Shanye in person.

He wanted to look into Chu Shanye's eyes and say that he was willing to be with him, wanted to take the initiative to open his hands and hug him, and wanted to soothe his sadness and pain for so many years.

Gu Qingyan suddenly realized that there was no sudden missing, and the so-called longing had already planted the seeds when he promised Chu Shanye that he would watch the game.

He had a hundred ways to think of Chu Shanye, the sun set, night fell, and the crescent moon hung in the sky.

Even when Chu Shanye stood in front of him, he would still think about him.

***

Gu Qingyan didn't know how he fell asleep that night.

He refreshed the message interface over and over again, and even boarded Weibo, which has not been on Weibo since it was on the hot search, and saw a lot of materials about NGU on the homepage.

Big data understands him and recommends it to his account

A lot of information about NGU.

Gu Qingyan looked over one by one, saw the video of the game scene taken by the fans, and also saw the group photos sent by the fans after meeting them at the concert.

[@叽叽喳喳喳: Friends, I'm really happy today! Who would have thought that I could meet my home team when I came to the concert, ahhhhhh Double Chef Ecstasy Ahhh 】

[@蓝色潮汐: Wow! Which district are the sisters from! I also double-chef woo woo woo my team actually came to the concert too] [@我和你的王国: So when you talk before the lead singer of "Gentle", let me call the person I like, did someone call? Who did you call to? (Curious】

[@柚子气泡水: I was in the same district as the blogger, KPL passers-by, I saw that they all called, but I don't know if they called out hhhh tens of thousands of people at the scene called at the same time, and the phone signal was so bad]

Gu Qingyan's fingertips stayed on this Weibo for a moment, and his heart shook in his chest.

At the moment when Chu Shanye asked "whether he is willing to accept him", he thought about a lot of things, but in the end, he was relieved.

Whatever.

He didn't have to worry about whether the two parents would agree to their relationship, and he didn't have to worry about some black fans with ulterior motives attacking him because Chu Shanye was in love.

In the previous 20 years of his life, he always planned for himself in advance, overdrew happiness, advanced hardship, and made himself more and more tired and sad the more he lived. In many cases, it is clear how simple a thing is, and when it falls on him, it must be involuntarily complicated, and countless possibilities and contingencies are imagined before everything has even begun.

It's too distracting.

What if this time he doesn't think about anything, assumes nothing, and only loves? Gu Qingyan had never lived like this, but this time he wanted to try.

After reading Weibo, he sent a message to Chu Shanye, asking him when he would come back and if he wanted to pick it up himself, but the other party never replied.

Maybe it was because the signal in the stadium was really bad, so he waited patiently until eleven o'clock before receiving the word "no" from Chu Shanye.

Chu Shanye asked him to go to bed early, don't worry about him. But Gu Qingyan lay on the bed and tossed over and over and couldn't sleep. How can you sleep when someone asks someone like that?

Gu Qingyan regretted it a little.

He should have said it directly to Chu Shanye.

The roommate fell asleep, leaving Gu Qingyan alone looking at the ceiling in a daze, the phone was not turned off, lying hot in the palm of his hand, but he didn't receive any more news from Chu Shanye. Finally, it was

The biological clock overcame what he was thinking about, and he fell asleep in a daze.

There were too many bizarre dreams that night.

Gu Qingyan didn't know what he had dreamed of, and it wasn't until he heard someone shouting his name that he slowly woke up from his chaotic sleep, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Wen Qiao stepping on the ladder at the head of his bed. The expression on his face was complicated.

Gu Qingyan didn't sleep well last night, his head hurt a little, and he frowned: "What's wrong?"

"I think I'm getting up, and I'm seeing an idol downstairs."

Wen Qiao said with a solemn face: Not sure, I'll look at it again———

Before he finished saying the word "look", he saw Gu Qingyan get up from the bed, and Wen Qiao hurriedly got up from the ladder. The son went up and down to make way for him.

Gu Qingyan finished washing up in three minutes, stepped on his slippers and rushed downstairs.

It's nine o'clock in the morning, which happens to be the time for class, and there is no one on the stairs. He rushed downstairs and stopped the car in front of the glass door of the dormitory building.

Outside the dormitory building, under the banyan tree, stood a man wearing a baseball jersey, the same one he wore from him last time, wearing his trademark black mask, leaning against the tree and looking at his phone, his hair dyed silver standing out in the sun.

Gu Qingyan thought for a moment that he was dreaming, otherwise why would someone who was still at the competition site in H City appear here yesterday? He held his breath, slowly pushed open the door, and walked towards Chu Shanye step by step.

Chu Shanye seemed to hear his footsteps, raised his head after locking the screen of his mobile phone, and his eyes exposed outside the mask were slightly bent, smiling as if he was very happy.

When Gu Qingyan stood in front of him, he confirmed that all this was not a dream that appeared after he had not experienced sleep.

Chu Shanye, you ......

He opened his mouth, only to realize that his voice had become a little hoarse at some point, as if there was an extra piece of sandpaper in his throat and would not let him open it

"Why are you back?" He asked, "Didn't you say you have to wait until tomorrow?"

Chu Shanye lowered his eyes and looked at him, and his voice was very gentle: You said yesterday that you wanted to see me, so I came back and took the earliest high-speed train today. ”

The distance from City H to City X is 900 kilometers, and he came back in the dust just to see him. It's just for Gu Qingyan's sentence "I miss you so much".

Although Chu Shanye didn't say anything, Gu Qingyan could see that there was a tired look between his eyebrows.

So what about my answer?" Chu Shanye blinked, Brother, I also listened to the concert, and I am also standing in front of you

Is my answer ready?

His tone was calm, but Gu Qingyan could sense that his breath seemed to tremble slightly when he spoke. He was nervous.

It was a long, almost six-year wait, and it seemed that an answer was finally coming to life today.

Gu Qingyan swallowed his saliva, looked at the younger brother in front of him, who was already taller than him and was no longer a child, moved his lips, and said softly: "Chu Shanye, you ...... You lower your head slightly.

Chu Shanye was originally nervously waiting for the verdict to be announced, and was stunned after hearing what Gu Qingyan said, but he still bent down slightly obediently, parallel to Gu Qingyan's gaze.

Gu Qingyan raised his hand to his ear and took off his mask.

Chu Shanye showed a somewhat cramped and nervous smile: "Brother, I'm standing here, why do I even have to take off my mask?"

He didn't want to wear a mask, but he was so nervous that he could only use the mask to temporarily block his unnatural expression, which could also keep him from being too frustrated and ugly when Gu Qingyan refused.

After Chu Shanye finished speaking, he coughed lightly, looked away and didn't dare to look at Gu Qingyan's eyes, and pretended to be relaxed and teased: "Actually, brother doesn't have to be too embarrassed, just refuse if you refuse, it's not like we can't be friends, right, I'm ......

He couldn't say the second half of the sentence, because a pair of moist and trembling lips were lightly imprinted on his lips.

Chu Shanye heard a "boom" sound in his ears, as if something poured out from the bottom of his heart, and turned into a field of fireworks in front of him. It turns out that kissing with someone you like is this feeling, as if the ice river thawed in early spring, everything recovered, and the first river flowing eastward appeared.

He subconsciously raised his hand, wanting to hug Gu Qingyan, and wanted to clasp the back of his neck and press the person towards him, so as to prolong the time of this kiss. But his fingertips curled slightly when he reached halfway, and he still didn't do it.

Gu Qingyan blinked, slowly left his lips, and raised his eyes to look at him, his breath was a little unstable. But Chu Shanye still heard every word he said clearly. That's my answer, he said.