48 How to grow old together
The slightly better pleasure against Culolo ended when Yogo was pushed around a corner by Ilfan in his wheelchair.
Around the corner were several tall pots with flowers and leaves, and Yougo saw a man sitting in a chair in a dejected chair and weeping silently between the gaps in the lush foliage.
That man Youguo is all too familiar, it is the richest man in the Republic of Batochia, it is Rosenjie, and it is also Youguo's father.
As if fearing that his crying would be heard, Rosenjie sat for half an hour in the farthest place from Youguo's room, tears flowing like a flood that burst the embankment, but Rosenjie pursed his lips tightly, and his face, which had always been full of fatherly love and generosity in front of Youguo, had turned into outright misery and despair.
Youguo also looked at his weeping father in silence with a huge flower pot in this corner, and was even surprised to find that this shrewd and cunning father, who had always been steady and reliable, and sometimes had merchants, was crying bitterly like a child at this time.
Youguo raised his hand and touched his eyes, his eyes were dry, he looked at Rosenjie who was crying bitterly, but he couldn't shed a single tear, he suddenly remembered something, something that happened not long ago.
Rosenjie had just won a big business competition at that time, but until he stepped off the bidding table, Rosenjie maintained a meticulous smile, neither the ecstasy of bidding victory, nor the excitement of victory, as if the victory of this bidding had never mattered to him, just doing something as natural as breathing and eating.
After returning home, Youguo asked curiously, "Dad, aren't you happy?" ”
But Rosenjie dusted his sleeves and said very calmly: "No, I'm actually very happy." ”
Youguo said, "Then why do you act like it's not a big deal?" ”
Rosenjie patiently explained to him: "If you want to be a successful businessman, one of the most important things is to stay calm, because opponents can't see through you, so you will be afraid to hesitate." ”
Youguo was surprised, "Will there be a time when you can't keep it?" ”
"No, it won't." Rosenjie said decisively, his expression quite smug, "For me, keeping this way is already a habit carved into the bone marrow." ”
"And what if there really is a time when you can't keep it?" Youguo said: "When will it be?" ”
Rosenjie fell silent, and then said, "That must be when I was most in pain." ”
And the last time Rosenjie was most painful was when he lost Youguo's mother.
Youguo thought that Rosenjie usually kept himself calm and calm very well, so after leaving him, Rosenjie, who could no longer maintain his calm and composed, could only vent his pain as a father who was about to lose his child in the corner.
Perhaps thanks to the expensive wheelchair, but also to the carpet that covers the entire villa, so that Youguo's wheelchair does not make a sound when it moves, so that Youguo can find his father who is hiding in the corner and crying at this time.
His hand was tightly clasped on the armrest of the wheelchair, and there were even green tendons bulging on the back of his hand because of the exertion, and Youguo just grabbed the wheelchair and looked at Rosenjie blankly for a long time, and then looked at Ilmi, who pushed him here.
Ilmi looked at him calmly and naturally, and Yougo turned his head stiffly under such a gaze, then raised his hand on the armrest and pointed behind him, motioning for Ilmi to push him away.
He timidly approached Rosenjie at this time, and was even more worried that Rosenjie would add fuel to the fire of such grief when he saw him.
Ilmi obediently pushed him away, and Youguo let Ilmi push him away from the corner shrouded in sorrow, and walked all the way to the flower garden planted in the yard.
The colorful flower beds are competing at this time, although Youguo's eyes fall on those flowers of different colors, but if someone observes carefully, they must find that Youguo's eyes at this time are far away and blurred, and the emptiness is not real.
Youguo was thinking, Rosenjie was really a good father.
But such a father is not destined to belong to him forever.
"You deliberately made me see my dad crying." Youguo asked Ilmi, "What do you want to tell me?" ”
Ilfan's gaze fell, and he wrote lightly: "It's nothing, I just feel like you need to know." ”
Youguo smiled bitterly.
If only he were selfish enough, Yougo thought.
If he is selfish enough, he will not empathize with Rosenjie's pain, and can choose to leave without hesitation when the task is completed, if he is selfish enough, he will not have the slightest hesitation about his departure, but it is a pity that he is neither selfish enough, nor indifferent enough.
At this time, the system brought a message: "I received feedback from the main system, it said that it was because of the excessive loading of memory data after restarting multiple times, which caused the data of the transmission system to be disordered.,So the bug that caused Kurolo to have the memory of the first three weeks was generated.,As compensation, you will be given a prop to erase the memory.。 ”
The system whispered, "Do you want to use it on Kurolo?" ”
"Let's not talk about that." Instead of answering, Youguo asked the system, "What will happen to my dad after I leave?" ”
"He can live a long time, but he doesn't have a wife and no children," the system said. Mr. Rosenjie said he had only one wife and only one child in his life. ”
Youguo was silent for a long time, and then asked, "Can I use it on Rosenjie?" ”
The system was surprised, "Are you sure?" ”
Youguo wasn't sure, he just blinked blankly, and the golden sunlight fell on his eyelashes, as if a layer of gold dust had been sprinkled on them.
"I don't know." "But I'm wondering if Rosenjie hadn't given birth to me, would he have been happier than he is now?" ”
The system fell silent for a moment, and it was the second time it had heard this, the first time when the original Youguo had left.
It wants to say and then stops.
At this time, Luo Senjie also walked out of the house, the cry just now seemed to be just Youguo's illusion, Luo Senjie walked towards Youguo in high spirits at this time, and asked gently and lovingly: "Youguo, how do you feel today?" ”
Youguo carefully looked at Luo Senjie, who had a slight red mark at the corner of his eye, nodded lightly and said, "I'm fine, Dad." ”
Rosenjie tugged at the corners of his mouth and laughed, he stroked Youguo's hair and took the place of Yi'er Fan's hand to push Youguo's wheelchair, talking softly to Youguo as he walked, as if he was afraid that he would be able to scare Youguo if his tone was a little heavier.
"It's sunny today." Rosenjie said: "Bask in the sun, and you may be better." ”
Youguo did not interrupt Rosenjie's beautiful imagination, he listened quietly to Rosenjie's chatter for a long time, and a burst of calm happiness spread in his heart, but he also knew that such a calm happiness was short-lived.
"Daddy." Youguo suddenly spoke, "If, I mean if, I hope that after I die, you can forget me." ”
The smile on Rosenjie's face quickly faded, and he looked at Youguo and asked
"Why do you think that? ”
Youguo lowered his eyes and avoided his gaze, "You won't be sad if you forget me." ”
However, Rosenjie had a serious face, and he said almost sharply: "If you choose to forget my son because you don't want to feel pain, I'd rather I keep this pain all the time." Youguo immediately fell silent, the corners of his mouth slowly outlined a little wry smile, and said to Rosenjie: "I'm sorry, Dad." ”
Rosenjie didn't blame him, but said sadly: "I was also in pain when I lost your mother. But I never regretted meeting her. ”
"Because she brought me more joy than the pain of losing her than the pain of her leaving."
After Luo Senjie finished speaking, he stopped talking, and pushed the silent Youguo towards the house little by little, Youguo watched the surrounding scenery continue to change, but his thoughts gradually flew to the sky.
He always thinks that he is a very strong and independent person, Youguo thought, growing up in an orphanage, with his own ability, he was admitted to a key university and a key major, he thought that he was already a leader among his peers, and no one in his situation would have his strength and tenacity.
But at this moment, Youguo realized that it was all fake, so he panicked and quickly walked away when he understood the school bully's feelings for him, so he didn't dare to pay attention to Kurolo when he promised the system to carry out the strategy, and even before leaving, he timidly wanted Rosenjie to forget because he didn't want to bear the pain of Rosenjie.
He's not strong at all, he's a coward.
After pushing the wheelchair back to the room, Youguo looked at the scenery for a while before saying to the system, "Don't use it." ”
The system says, "A prop to erase memories?" ”
"Yes." Youguo said, "Don't use it." ”
*
On the third day of Kulolo's disappearance, Yugo learns that his news is from the mouth of Ilmi.
Ilfan pointed to his mobile phone, and his face, which had never been shocked, showed a rare look that could be called shocked and annoyed.
"He went to the Withered Mountain." Ilfan said in a cold voice, "He's gone to find my father." ”
Youguo swore that he had never heard such a yin and yang tone in Ilmi, and he even wondered if Ilmi had been dropped by someone else.
Yi'er Fan stared at Youguo with his black cat's eyes, and said angrily: "He was able to find the Withered Mountain, and our family actually agreed." ”
Youguo got goosebumps from the appearance of Ilfan, and he cautiously asked, "What's wrong with Kurolo?" ”
"He's going to try the last resort." Yi'er Fan looked at Youguo, and pulled the corners of his mouth to show a grim smile: "It's a pity that it wasn't his own request, probably guessing that if he proposed it himself, the Phantom Brigade was likely to be implicated, and actually caught a scapegoat to say it for him." ”
There was even regret in Ilfan's expression, he regretted that Kurolo didn't go to find death himself.
Youguo looked at Ilmi for some reason, and he thought that it should be related to him, so he asked softly, "What about Kurolo now?" ”
"He's fine." Then, Ilmi said, "The scapegoat he captured is fine. ”
After the initial rage, Ilfan calmed down and thought about Nanika's abilities.
As a wishing machine-like bug, Narnica can grant any wish, but the corresponding price is the price after the wish is granted. It took hundreds of sacrifices to beat the enemy and figure out the law of making a wish to Naniga, and the request to make a wish to Naniga is very simple, that is, to meet Nanica's strong demand first. However, the imposition of Naiga is closely related to the desire of the previous person, and the price that the former person will pay after realizing his wish must be borne by the person who comes after.
Kurolo was very shrewd, knowing that he represented more than himself, so he grabbed a random person to satisfy Naniga's demand, and then took advantage of the situation to make his own request. But Naiga said, "I can't do it." ”
"You can make a different request."
This sentence shocked not only Kurolo, but also Xiba and Jeno, who were watching Kurolo's every move from the surveillance.
Kurolo sat in the midst of the mountain of dolls, and thought for a long time with his eyes blank before he said, "In that case, I don't have anything to ask for." ”
He turned around and left the room where Naniga was being held without looking back, and Naniga, who was quietly fiddling with the doll limbs in his arms, whispered, "He and that thing don't belong anywhere here." ”
If you don't belong here, you don't have the ability to stay.
Because the request to Naniga was not fulfilled, there will be no more demands in the future, and Kurolo did not bring any risk to the enemy beater, and even let the enemy beat the enemy get a lot of benefits in the distribution of benefits related to Meteor Street and had an extra opportunity to make a request to Naniga for free, so no one stopped Kurolo when he went down the mountain.
In this way, Kurolo leisurely boarded the airship, took the airship to the Okhima Federation, and then walked to the house where Yogo was.
He stood in front of Youguo and spoke in disappointment, "Unfortunately, I thought that thing was a product of the Dark Continent. ”
Youguo had heard a little about the Dark Continent, but looking at the rare frustrated Kurolo, he didn't take the opportunity to taunt as before, but nodded lightly.
"And what else do you want to do?" Youguo asked a little funny: "It's quite interesting to see how you fail." ”
The dark circles under Kulolo's eyes were a little thick, and he looked like he hadn't slept well for a long time, and he sighed childishly and said, "Don't." ”
Turning his body sideways, Kurolo approached Youguo, and his tone became serious: "Since you will die sooner or later, otherwise it will be in my hands to die now." ”
He tilted his head, not feeling how weird it was: "Do you want to try?" ”
"I don't want it."
Youguo was not angry, he looked at Kurolo calmly, he knew that Kurolo was not joking, being able to say such things means that Kurolo has imagined it many times in his mind, if he is angry with Kurolo because Kurolo doesn't talk to people, then he may not be angry.
Culolo was a little disappointed by Yoogo's refusal, but the expected result quickly dissipated the disappointment, and he grabbed Yoogo's wrist and shamelessly wrapped his hand around Yoogo's waist, then lowered his face to the neck where Yoogo's collarbone was visibly protruding.
There was still a good smell in Youguo's pale skin and flesh, and Kurolo rubbed the tip of his nose, then closed his eyes, and fell asleep with Youguo in a few minutes.
Yougo hesitantly raised his hand, he should have pushed it away, but stopped when his gaze swept over the dark circles under Kurolo's eyes.
Never mind.
Youguo pouted in his heart, and reluctantly, let him finally indulge.
Then Youguo closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep as well.