81 Behold this beloved
Youguo didn't dream until dawn all night, and Sesshomaru, who was forcibly held by him, couldn't close his eyes, which was a bit unfair.
Listening to the sound of steady breathing in his arms, Sesshomaru turned his face slightly sideways to look at Youguo in his arms, his brows slightly frowned because of Youguo's calm and peaceful sleeping face, Sesshomaru couldn't tell where the warmth that spread from the bottom of his heart and then flowed to his limbs came from, but he didn't reject it, and there was still a little pleasure hovering in his chest.
The moonlight fell on Sesshomaru's face, helping him soften his usually too cold face, and the velvet tail that was originally on Youguo's body was slightly tighter, and Yuguo, who was half buried in Sesshomaru's velvet tail, comfortably rubbed the fur on the side of his face.
*
Not long after waking up the next day, the half-demon boy - now Youguo knows the boy's name, his name is Chi Dan - Chi Dan came with his father Nagisa Hyuk, Nagisa Hyuk is a cat and looks very young and handsome, but perhaps because of the perennial lingering sickbed, the originally handsome face looks very haggard because of the too thin cheeks, and he stands in front of Youguo as if he can be put down by the wind.
"Gods...... Ah, Mr. Youguo, my dad knows that you helped me get the medicine, so he wants to come out and say thank you to you. Chidan was a little happy because Nagisa Hyuk was more energetic today than before, and helped Nagisa Hyuk to greet Youguo excitedly.
Youguo didn't think that he would be of much help to Chi Dan without himself, so he just smiled when he heard this, "I didn't help much. ”
Nagisa Hyuk coughed twice, he seemed to have a gentler personality, Wen Sheng and Youguo thanked him, "No, I still have to thank you, otherwise this kid wouldn't know what would happen outside."
Youguo waved his hand, Before he could say anything, Sesshomaru and Evil Opinion walked over from behind him, Nagishiro's expression was a little surprised when he saw the Sesshomaru with a frosty face behind Youguo, although the hint of surprise quickly disappeared, but Sesshomaru was so keen, he naturally noticed the shock that flashed when Nagismaru faced him.
"You know me?" Sesshomaru looked at Nagisa Hyuk lightly, although it was a question sentence, but there was no doubt in the words, but a strong flat and straightforward statement.
Nagisa He was silent for a moment, perhaps because he felt that he couldn't hide it, or maybe he felt that it was pointless to hide it, so Nagisa He bowed his head slightly and whispered, "I know you, you are the eldest son of the Western Country Dog General, Sesshomaru-sama, right?" ”
Sesshomaru has rarely heard of the name of his father, the dog general, no matter how famous the once famous youkai is, no one cares about it after his death, like the lights that go out, under the torrent of time, like the overlord who once dominated one side of the dog general, in the end only turned into a hideous pale corpse, who cares about him except his old friends?
However, even though hundreds of years have passed since the death of the Inu General, Sesshomaru still felt ripples in his heart as if he had been thrown a small pebble when he heard the name of the Inu General, and he looked at Nagisa in front of him lightly and said, "Do you know my father?" ”
Nagisa Hyuk shook his head, a wry smile appeared on his pale face, "It's just that I'm lucky enough to meet once, and I can't talk about acquaintance." ”
Sesshomaru retracted his gaze with a flat expression, he has always had this attitude towards unimportant people, and Nagisa He did not feel unhappy because of this, probably having heard of the name of this trembling noble son, Sesshomaru saw that he did not directly throw a whip at him, which was considered a good attitude.
Sesshomaru didn't mean to stay here for a long time, he had been looking for the grave of the Inu General in order to get the iron broken teeth left by the Inu General, and it was enough to stay at Nagisa's house for one night, and now that they had met and thanked him, it was naturally time to leave, so Sesshomaru turned around and stepped on the path to leave here, and shouted in a low voice: "Youguo." ”
Youguo naturally followed Sesshomaru's side, and his outstretched hand gently grabbed Sesshomaru's hand, and Sesshomaru did not refuse, acquiescing to Yugo's rather intimate treatment.
It's just that before the group walked far, Youguo clearly heard Chidan's panicked shout from behind him: "Father-"
Youguo looked back, Nagisa He, who was still standing beside Chidan and waving goodbye to them just now, had passed out to the ground, Chidan was barely supporting Nagisa who was unconscious, and his thin body was shaky, but he couldn't care about these things, so he could only hold his father, and Douda's tears fell from his eyes one by one.
It's not good to leave when this happens, Yugo looks at Sesshomaru, and Sesshomaru looks at him in silence as well.
"Are you going?"
Youguo nodded hesitantly.
*
Today, Nagisa He, who can barely support his body to stand up, is already at the end of his strong crossbow, and Chidan only thinks that his father has improved because he has taken medicine, but in fact, Nagisa He is just returning to the light, and if this continues, Nagisa's fate to Huangquan is just a matter of breaking his fingers.
Knowing such a comment from the mouth of the youkai doctor who was subdued by Sesshomaru, Chidan's immature face was already full of despair, his mother was a human, and he had passed away a few years ago, and his father, who thought he would be able to accompany him forever, was now dying, and Chidan, who was still a cub as a youkai, couldn't accept such a result anyway, holding the doctor's hand and almost kneeling down for him.
"Please, save my father."
If the doctor had a way, he would have used it, after all, the killing pill that was eyeing him behind him was not a joke, but it was precisely because he knew that Nagisa's condition was no longer able to return to heaven, so the doctor could not say that he could cure Nagisa.
"At most, I can prolong his life for a few more months." The doctor wiped his sweat, "No matter how much I can't do anything." ”
Chidan asked desperately, "Is there really no way?" ”
The doctor shook his head, but then hesitated a little, and when he saw Chidan's eyes suddenly brightened like flames, he had to say helplessly: "This kind of scabies, unless it is a panacea on the High Heaven Plain, there is no way." ”
The gods of Takamagahara have always been far away from the world of humans and demons, and Chidan has not even seen a few monsters, let alone those high-ranking gods of Takamagahara, not to mention that the gods have any reason to give the elixir in their hands to a small cat and use it?
The doctor's words undoubtedly branded Nagisa's future as mortal, Chidan's eyes completely dimmed, and Youguo on the side couldn't help but jump when he heard this, and thoughtfully remembered the peach pill that he had hidden in his clothes.
Whether or not to take it out is all in the thought of Youguo but he really is not so selfish as a duke that he can give up the peach pill without hesitation after all, the peach pill is precious, although he doesn't
Eat, but have to think about killing pills.
The slightly cold fingertips brushed Youguo's hair, Youguo subconsciously looked up at Sesshomaru, Sesshomaru was looking at him quietly, those gilded golden eyes had already seen through the hesitation in Youguo's heart.
"It's none of your business." Sesshomaru said in a low voice, "Don't worry. ”
His gaze was serious, and Yuguo's heart moved slightly, but he couldn't help but smile at Sesshomaru.
"I know."
The doctor left some medicine and left tremblingly against Sesshomaru's indifferent gaze, Chidan thanked Youguo and Sesshomaru in despair and went to boil the medicine, even if there were only a few months left, Chidan hoped to be able to let his father accompany him.
Chidan went to boil the medicine, and there were only two people left in the room, Youguo as a human being could hardly see how serious Nagisa's condition was, but it was impossible for Sesshomaru, who was also a monster, not to see it.
"Is there really no way?" Yugo asked, "As a youkai, will you die of illness like a human?" ”
Sesshomaru looked at Nagisa on the hospital bed indifferently, although the doctor didn't say it explicitly, but Sesshomaru couldn't understand where Nagisa's illness came from, for demons to die in battle is the most common way to die, but not all youkai will die in battle - some demons will die of heartbreak, and this kind of death is too rare for demons.
But rare does not mean that there is none, and Chidan's father, Zhu He, is undoubtedly due to heart failure.
As for the reasons for the five decays of Nagisa's heavens...... Sesshomaru's eyes are obscure.
He already had some conjectures.
Regarding Youguo's question, Sesshomaru only said lightly: "No, he himself no longer has the desire to live." ”
Youguo froze in place.
It's easy to save someone who wants to live, but it's hard to save someone who wants to die.
I don't know how long it took, Nagisa He, who was in a coma on the sickbed, slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were still a little dazed, but as soon as his eyes touched the Sesshomaru and Youguo beside the bed, he already understood what was going on, and smiled a little apologetically, Nagisa Hyuk coughed and said, "I'm sorry for the trouble." ”
"Nothing trouble." Youguo said honestly, "You are obviously a cat, why did you become so weak? ”
Yuguo thought of what Sesshomaru said, and his tone was not good for a while.
He really wants to live, he wants to live well, he knows the weight of life, so he can't understand why Nagisa Hyuk has no will to live.
The treasures that he cherished were easily given up by others, and Youguo's expression suddenly turned cold.
Nagisa He, who was exposed to this matter, was slightly stunned, and then smiled helplessly: "Please...... Don't tell the kid. ”
"He has a sensitive personality, and if he knew the real cause of my death, he probably wouldn't be able to accept it."
Youguo said coldly: "So what's the reason? ”
Nagisa's pale face tensed, and he couldn't help but tremble, then he sighed and said, "It's because of my wife." ”
Nagisa Hyuk seems to recall the time when he met his wife, and his originally pale face resurfaced a little red because of the happy memories of the past, but as the memory deepened, the originally agile face began to turn pale again because of the painful memories of it.
"As a human being, it is extremely difficult to conceive a demon heir, but she still gave birth to Chidan without hesitation, and I tried my best to prolong her life, but the damaged body still couldn't support it for too long, and Chidan's mother finally died on a winter night."
"From the moment she died, I didn't live long."
Speaking of this, Nagisa He looked at Youguo and pulled the corners of his mouth into an apologetic smile: "I made that child suffer, I'm really sorry." ”
Youguo smiled, but it was not a smile that was moved or moved, but a sneering smile.
He said coldly: "Selfish guy. ”
Nagisa's expression froze, Youguo was rarely angry, but now, at this moment, his heart was full of irrepressible anger, it was true that Nagisa's love for his wife was sincere and warm enough to be moving, but Youguo was still angry about it.
This low and surging anger even made Sesshomaru beside Youguo feel a little surprised, Sesshomaru lowered his eyes to look at Youguo's still angry face, and then slowly withdrew his gaze.
Such an angry blessing is really rare.
"Because of his love for his wife, he left his young son to follow his deceased wife?" Youguo said coldly: "Do you think this is very affectionate? ”
"Your wife would rather give birth to a child in the hope that he will grow up healthy, but as a father, you let the child born to your beloved wife suffer such a pain without her knowledge, I think if your wife knows about it, I am afraid that I will never forgive you when she sees you under the Yellow Spring."
Nagisa's eyes suddenly became panicked, and he thought of his wife's character, and Yuguo mercilessly broke through the problem he was trying to ignore, making him bend over and cover his chest in almost unbearable pain.
"Think about what Chidan did for you." Youguo took a few deep breaths, he didn't want to think about the hunter anymore, but when he saw Nagisa, he really couldn't help but think of Luo Senjie.
Rosenjie also loved Youguo's mother deeply, and he also wanted to follow her after her death, but he still chose to persist when he thought of his infant son.
Youguo no longer has a mother, do you want him to lose his only remaining father?
If he hadn't met Luo Senjie, Youguo might have felt some emotion for Nagisa's affection, but it was precisely because he had met Rosenjie that he knew what a good father was like, so Youguo couldn't stand Nagisa's selfishness.
"How strong Chidan is, how selfish you are."
Youguo clenched his palms tightly, and his nails pressed a series of crescent-shaped nail marks on his soft palms.
"Don't say you love your wife anymore." Youguo's eyes were dry and red, but his voice was cold: "You are not worthy." ”