Idiot, idiot. It seemed to come from his heart, a low and deep voice, Fu Yunwan cried out in an instant.

I don't know why, I don't know which heartstring it touched, I just feel that the bitterness and pain in my stomach are aroused by these two short words, and I can't stop crying with a whimper.

Huan Xuan sighed and gently took her in his arms. He stood in front of the collapse, she sat on the couch, although the couch was high, but she was so petite, her face leaned on the upper part of his waist, and it was touched, and the warm tears quickly soaked the robe, she didn't say a word but sobbed, and her breathing was disturbed by this, like a child who was aggrieved and confused.

Huan Xuan lowered her head and wiped the tears on her face with her hands, wiped off a little, and fell down more, she couldn't finish wiping it at all, who knew she had so many tears. I wanted to persuade her not to cry, but the words came to my mouth and swallowed back. The series of events lately has been overwhelming, and her heart is not tenacious, and it must have been hard to endure for such a long time, and it may be better for her to cry.

just hugged her, patted her gently, and sighed in a low voice: "Idiot." ”

It's really stupid, I believe others so easily, I know that I don't know how to resent when I am deceived, but I just cry stupidly like this, maybe I still blame myself in my heart. and how could he bear to scold her.

I had prepared a lot of words, but I swallowed them all at this time, touched her soft long hair, and suddenly remembered what Xie Zhan said when he was dying: I want to protect her, just like protecting my beautiful dreams that have not been ravaged by war. At that time, he didn't understand, but at this moment, it seemed that all of a sudden, he understood Xie Zhan's mood.

Now, he has a similar mood.

Fu Yunwan couldn't stop crying. I didn't think about anything, I couldn't think of anything, I just instinctively leaned on him, buried my face in his arms, and cried one after another. In the gap between the pain and drowsiness, he vaguely felt that his arms were very warm, very strong, with a little bit of hardness, different from his mother and Xie Zhan's arms, but they were just as reliable and stable.

I don't know how long I cried, my head began to hurt, my voice was all hoarse, I remembered what I should have said to him, and struggled to raise my head: "I'm sorry." ”

He looked down at her, his gaze was gentler than ever, and the tears that had just stopped welled up again. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, and I saw with vague tears that a large patch of his robe was wet, and she made it. She once or twice will only cause him trouble. All the emotions came up again, and he hoarsely voiced: "I'm sorry." ”

Huan Xuan couldn't understand the subtle difference between these two sorry sounds, but he didn't need her to say sorry, he thought that he should have been considerate of her and take care of her. Fingers wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "It's okay." ”

Her tears were even more, and she couldn't wipe her hands even when they were wet, and a rough man like him couldn't find a handkerchief even after searching all over his body. Huan Xuan raised his hand, held the sleeve to her cheek, saw the dark lines pressed by the gold thread on the sleeve, and stopped again. Her skin is delicate, these embossed flowers may scratch her, looked around, saw the corner of the veil exposed under her pillow, quickly pulled it out, took it in her hand and wiped her tears.

Wiped her eyes, then her cheeks and mouth, and pinched her nose to make her blow it. Fu Yunwan was groggy and let him fiddle, for a moment he thought of his mother, and for a moment he thought of Xie Zhan, they had all wiped tears for her, they were all gentle and meticulous, Huan Xuan was different from them, he had a strong hand, and when he held her face, she felt a faint pain, even if she could feel it, he was already trying his best to retract his strength.

He's so different from them. The tears that I had just held back somehow couldn't stop pouring out again.

Huan Xuan paused, the handkerchief was already dirty, and it was not easy to use it anymore, so he stuffed it into his sleeve casually, and wiped it twice with his hand, thinking that she didn't know why she was crying like this again, how much water could there be in her eyes, and she could cry for so long. Thinking that she probably still didn't worry about today's events, she stroked her cheeks and said softly: "Fu Jiao lives in a side courtyard, you can rest assured, even if you want to see her, let people bring her over to meet, you just need to remember who she is." ”

It made Fu Yunwan cry more and more breathlessly, he was still whimpering in a low voice before, but now he is crying loudly. It was impossible to wipe away these tears anyway, Huan Xuan sat down next to her, took her shoulders and let her nest in his arms, and patted her gently: "It's okay." ”

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When Huan Xuan woke up, he saw a little white morning light on the window, it was about five watches, and his arms were slightly heavy, it was Fu Yunwan, lying in the crook of his arm, groggy and not waking up.

Last night they were sitting on the couch like this, he was sitting, she was nestled in his arms, I don't know when she fell asleep, she slept so deeply, he didn't even have a dream, and she seemed to sleep well, because she cried too hard and couldn't breathe well, and she was snoring slightly at this time.

Huan Xuan lowered his eyes and looked down at her in the faint morning light.

The eyes were swollen, the lips were dry, the hair was half disheveled, half still tucked, and the clothes were messy. She used to be always clean and delicate, so embarrassed, it stands to reason that her beautiful appearance should be reduced a lot, but Huan Xuan didn't think it, but felt that she was like this, which made him feel more pity in his heart, and couldn't help leaning down and gently kissing her eyelids.

It wasn't the first time he'd spent the night with her, but it was different. In the past, when he came to her, he always had such and such thoughts, but last night he did not have the slightest of those happy thoughts, just holding her like this, soothing her, had made him extremely satisfied.

What a weird experience.

Huan Xuan couldn't help but kiss her on the lips, her lips were dry and curled, slightly itchy, and a strange pleasant feeling. Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Xie Zhan's spiritual position on the case, and suddenly thought that a person like Xie Zhan who was a courteous person had never spent the night with her, so he was the only one in this kind of experience.

Something spread in her heart, and suddenly it bloomed, and it crawled to her lips in her eyes all of a sudden, and with a faint smile, she pecked at the corner of her mouth again, and the soft body in her hand moved, and she woke up. Huan Xuan lowered his head and said softly: "Wake up." ”

As soon as Fu Yunwan woke up from the dream, he was startled by this sudden sound, his eyes didn't dare to open, and he recognized that it was Huan Xuan, and the situation last night was bit by bit, and slowly recalled it.

She was sad and guilty and kept crying, he held her and comforted her patiently, she cried too tired, felt that he was so warm, so reassuring, extremely tired, I don't know when I fell asleep, I was in his arms like this, and spent the night in a daze.

His face was hot all of a sudden, and those shames and guiltes came back again, and he suddenly remembered that although he had spent the night together several times, he was awake like this, knowing who the other party was, and it was the first time that he needed to face the opposite situation, how could he dare to open his eyes and look at him? The shame was extreme, but he just closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to move.

Huan Xuan also said that she was too tired, and kissed her lips again, feeling that her lips were unusually dry, and she was very suspicious for a while

He was about to crack and bleed, so he whispered, "Get up and drink some water, my lips are very dry." ”

Fu Yunwan became more and more afraid to move, and suddenly remembered that they didn't do anything last night, and every time he came, he was going to do something, he seemed to be very interested in that thing, and he had been kissing her just now. His heart hung up all at once, and he couldn't help curling up, trying to get away from him.

Huan Xuan waited for a while, couldn't wait, so he simply tightened his arms and hugged her horizontally in his arms.

Fu Yunwan was so shocked that she had to open her eyes and meet his lowered eyes with a smile.

So dark, so deep, with a smile at this time, she had never seen him laugh, she used to think he was stern and terrible, in fact, he had a pair of slightly upturned eyes when he laughed, which was very bright and amiable.

Huan Xuan also looked at her. Her eyelids were red and swollen, and at this time a pair of eyes blinked uneasily, dodging and not daring to look at him, he could see that there was fear in her eyes, which made his heart stagnate slightly, and then he thought about it, she had always been shy, so she opened her eyes early in the morning and saw him, and it was not something to worry about.

Stretching out his legs and getting off the bed: "I'll go get you water." ”

He walked to the table, freed one hand to pour water, and only held her with the other hand, Fu Yunwan was startled, and he couldn't help grabbing his sleeve, afraid of falling, but he was so strong, he supported her with one hand, and let her lean firmly in the crook of his arm like a baby in his arms, and took a water bowl to her mouth: "Drink." ”

Fu Yunwan couldn't help but drink it. The water was a little cold, and when it slid down my throat, it made my dry throat itch and cough involuntarily.

"Frozen?" Huan Xuan put down the water bowl and reached out to touch her forehead, her body temperature was slightly cooler than his, but it was still within the normal range, Huan Xuan put down his heart and picked up the water bowl again, "There is no fever, drink some more." ”

Fu Yunwan drank a few more l, the dry and itchy feeling in his throat went down slightly, and he said in a low voice: "Don't drink anymore." ”

Huan Xuan put down the bowl and saw that there were water stains on her lips, and reached out to wipe it off.

When he raised his arm, the sleeves of his shirt were a little opener, and the corner of the handkerchief was faintly exposed, Fu Yunwan's heart jumped, and he blurted out: "The handkerchief, give it back to me." ”

It was Xie Zhan's handkerchief, which she made for Xie Zhan with her own hands, and later quietly put it away when sorting out his relics, and kept it by her side for a moment. How could it be with him?

Huan Xuan reacted for a while, and then reacted to take it last night

wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and when she finished wiping it, she felt dirty, so she casually stuffed it into her sleeve. She's sharp-eyed, so she can spot it. "I'll give it to you when I'll have someone wash it, it's dirty."

"No," Fu Yunwan said eagerly, "I'll wash it myself." ”

At this time, Huan Xuan realized that something was wrong. She was so nervous, her body trembled in the crook of her arm, and her voice was the same, she had been hiding from him just now, but she didn't hide now, staring at his sleeve and watching tightly, all her attention was on it.

Suddenly there was a vague guess in his heart, and he moved her to his shoulder, and with two fingers, he pulled out the handkerchief.

She immediately reached out to take it, and her eagerness could be called snatching, as soon as Huan Xuan's arm was raised, she threw herself into the air and fell back into his arms, and Huan Xuan slowly unfolded the veil.

The white silk handkerchief of the light moon, with a faint smell of sandalwood, is embroidered with a small sandalwood character on the silk thread on one corner. Xie Zhan's handkerchief, most likely, was given by her own hands

He did.

Huan Xuan watched in silence (), and the joy and love that had been hovering in his heart from waking up to now sank little by little. This veil is hidden under her pillow? [()]?『 Come to []$ to see the latest chapter$ full chapter'(), she sits and lies down, awake and asleep with her. Look at the spiritual seat offered on the incense table next to it, the stack of hand-copied scriptures in front of the spiritual seat, a plate of neatly placed fruits, every bit in this room, there are traces of Xie Zhan everywhere, but it is ridiculous that he is secretly glad that Xie Zhan has never spent the night with her, and he has never had such an experience as him.

Silently letting go, the handkerchief floated and fell into Fu Yunwan's arms, Huan Xuan walked back to the couch and put her back on the couch steadily: "You rest, I'm leaving." ”

Turning to leave, I heard her hoarse voice: "You ......"

The footsteps were immediately paused, but she stopped talking, not to stay. That bit of joy disappeared completely, Huan Xuan pushed open the door and strode out.

It was very cold, and the roof and the ground were covered with a layer of white frost everywhere, and the frost and snow could still leave traces, and he spent several nights here, but nothing could be left.

In the house, Fu Yunwan sat in a daze holding a handkerchief, heard the footsteps walking farther and farther, and hurriedly jumped off the couch and chased to the door like waking up from a dream, the door was half-hidden, the outside was empty, and Huan Xuan was gone.

She him off again. She never wanted to make him angry, but for some reason, she always didn't do it well.

Lazily walked back and picked up the handkerchief on the couch. This veil used to be in Xie Zhan's sleeves, stained with the long-lasting sandalwood fragrance on his body, and now it was stained with her tears, and if you look at it carefully, there is also a trace of Huanxuan's smell. What does he smell like? The heat, the slight sweat, and the smell of horses and hay, the smell of force, the smell of fighting, which usually frightened her, but in him had become another expression of safety and reliability lately.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have slept so soundly in his arms last night.

But she finally him off again. Fu Yunwan clutched the handkerchief tightly, only to feel that in addition to the bitterness in her stomach, the confusion became heavier and heavier, and she couldn't breathe, and vaguely felt that it was even more difficult than when she lost herself to him a few days ago.

Parvis.

Huan Xuan stood under the porch and waited to lead the horse, and the depressed and uneven atmosphere in his heart could not be dissipated.

Chen Wan, deputy of the guard, stepped forward to report: "I searched Fu's house a few times last night, Sister Ji disappeared early yesterday morning, and Liu Po interrogated several times overnight, and she didn't seem to know." ”

The news was passed to Li Qiu by Sister Ji, and the access control was bought by Sister Ji to help Li Qiu, if Fu Jiao didn't lie, she didn't know who the person behind the scenes was, then the only clue to catch the person behind the scenes was Sister Ji. "Send more people, you must find Sister Ji."

Chen Wan took the order, Huan Xuan got on the horse and went out, and Wang Shu hurriedly chased after him: "Last night, Your Majesty issued a few holy decrees, ordering all the generals and generals below the captain of all departments in Beijing to be reported, and the Yulin Army and the Tiger Ben Army were assembled overnight, and the vanguard troops rushed to Jingzhou overnight. ”

Huan Xuanlema, from Wang Shu's eyes, read the same speculation as him, what Yuan Rong said seems to be true, gathering Yulin and Huben should be to prepare for the royal conquest, as for the list of generals to be submitted, it is to find out the details and make it easier to start. "How long will it take for our people to arrive?"

"If it's fast, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow at the latest." Wang Shu said.

Huan Xuan nodded and patted the horse out.

The cold wind blew on his cheeks, and he couldn't make a decision on a difficult matter in his heart. Since Yuan Zhen left him, then this time he drove the family

() sign (), will he be brought with him? See the latest chapter. Complete chapter'(), what will she do when he leaves? originally wanted to keep her in Yejing, but Yuan Rong specially reminded her not to stay that day, there must be something strange inside, so how should he settle her?

Along the way, he planned again and again, but he didn't think it was a foolproof strategy, until he saw the towering walls of Miyagi, and Huan Xuan Le Ma, he also felt ridiculous. Countless life-threatening events were in front of him, he didn't want to think about it, he was thinking about her, and at this time, she was about holding the handkerchief, guarding Xie Zhan's spiritual position, remembering and grieving.

The living are never as good as the deceased, let alone Xie Zhan. His feelings are destined to be nothing more than a joke-

The people of Kesi have passed away, and the living people still have most of their lives, do they have to watch their beloved think about other men day and night for most of their lives? Huan Xuan took a deep breath, and a thought suddenly popped up in his mind, why? He saved the person first, and the body was he got first, and now he is the only one who is by her side.

The reins in his hand are getting tighter and tighter, and he has never thought of fighting with Xie Zhan, but this matter, I'm afraid he has to fight.

"General," on the other side of the palace road, Fan Liang rushed over, "Your Majesty has decided to drive the expedition in person and leave me to guard Yejing." ”

He frowned, obviously very worried about this result: "There is something I have always wanted to discuss with you, Your Majesty in addition to allowing the Nanren to join the army, but also has plans to rectify and reform the army, but the current time is really not good, so I thought about it and always felt that it was inappropriate, so I didn't tell you." ”

Huan Xuan listened and didn't say a word. Judging from this sentence, what Yuan Rong said is undoubted. At present, the timing is indeed very poor, there is Jingguo in the south and the Northern Expedition, and there is a Rouran invasion in the north, and at this time, if the system is forcibly reformed, the army may be in chaos, so it is no wonder that Fan Rail is hesitant.

It's just that Yuan Zhen has always been tough, and he may not listen to him.

"General," there was another brisk sound of hooves behind him, and Yuan Rong approached with a smile, "The old lady is also here, what kind of captain list does Your Majesty want for the night, I am a big boss, and I can't figure out who is under my hands, and I haven't slept all night, I'm afraid I won't be able to get this list out for a while." ”

Fan Liang glanced at him: "Da Sima, let's go to Your Majesty and say it." ”

He urged the horse to go first, Yuan Rong followed, and Huan Xuan fell last. When he entered the door, he couldn't help but look back in the direction of his home, he had always borrowed the Xie family in Yejing for so many years, this was the first time he had bought a mansion by himself, and there was a woman he wanted in the mansion.

This time, no matter what, he has to fight for himself.

It was already evening when he left the palace, and Huan Xuan had just walked out of the city gate, and Duan Xiang immediately greeted him from the side: "General, the lady is sick again." ”

My heart burned. What kind of disease, is it the medicine again? She still wants him. I didn't have time to speak, so I only kicked the horse in the belly, and the black horse spread its four hooves and galloped out like a gallop.

The fire in my heart burned brightly. She has to be him, this time, he must fight for himself!

On the side of the road, Helan Zhen had just escaped from home and was about to rush up to stop him, when the reins were suddenly caught, the eldest princess of Anhe was full of anger, and led a team of female guards to hurry up and surround her. ”

The eldest princess of Anhe grabbed the whip and pulled her off the horse: "Go home!" ”

"I'm not going back!" Helan really struggled, "I won't enter the palace, I just need to marry my brother!" ”

Syllable! The eldest princess of Anhe shook her hand and gave her a heavy slap, Helan really covered her face, scared, hated and couldn't believe it, and the female guards on the side rushed up, put her into the car, and ran away.

The eldest princess of Anhe followed behind, looked back at Huan Xuan's distant back, and gritted her teeth.

Huan Xuan didn't pay attention to anything, urging Wu Qi to run more and more quickly, like a cloud, he crossed countless streets and alleys in an instant, and rushed to the front of his house.

He didn't dismount, pulled the reins, and the black horse relieved his master's mind, neighed, and jumped over the high threshold.

Inner house.

Fu Yunwan heard the familiar neighing of horses from afar, followed by a rush of footsteps, and rushed closer and closer to here. My heart was beating to the extreme, my legs began to tremble, and I couldn't stand on the edge of the bed. It's him, he's back.

The footsteps suddenly stopped in front of the door, Fu Yunwan held his breath, and with a bang, the door kicked open!

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