35 Chapter 35
Fu Yunwan couldn't help but close his eyes.
I didn't dare to look at it, but I heard his tight breathing, and his hands were so hot, and wherever he went, he was hot, and a fire was burning. Shame and dependence, and resistance that he didn't dare to speak, he wanted to be like that, but at this time of exhaustion and sorrow, that kind of thing didn't seem appropriate.
"Suisui." Hearing him whisper her name, so gentle, the tip of his nose rubbed against hers, causing an unconscious tremble, she couldn't help herself, and softened, "It's all dust, I'll wash it for you." ”
Fu Yunwan opened his eyes suddenly, he didn't know if he was thinking, he wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, he was so ashamed that he immediately closed his eyes tightly again, his body was light, he let her go on the couch, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, which made her gasp all of a sudden, and wanted to say no, but he suddenly got up and left.
All at once it became empty, cold and lonely, as if as soon as he left, all the thin warmth, the reassuring things followed. Fu Yunwan propped up his sour body and looked at the door, hoping that he would come back soon, but he was afraid that after he came back, he would really want to wash her.
How can she do it, she can't do it with such shame, but he has never allowed her to refuse. His face was burning, and his ears were burning uncomfortably, maybe he didn't mean that. But if he meant that, what would she do?
She heard his footsteps in her ears, which made her tremble at once, and hurriedly got into the quilt to cover her head, and the footsteps soon walked in, stopped on the edge of the couch, and he sat down next to her.
The rudimentary bed, made of planks and mattresses, was weighed down by his weight and swayed to the point of collapse, and he suddenly lifted the quilt and scooped her out.
Fu Yunwan screamed in surprise, and hurriedly bit his lip, feeling the warm moisture, his big hand with a calloused touched her face, a soft tremor, a warm cloth towel fell on her cheek, and he wiped her cheeks carefully.
made her extremely ashamed all of a sudden, she simply spent the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.
Slowly opening her eyes, he lowered his head and wiped the dirt on her forehead very seriously, his eyes were dark and heavy, and there were bloodshot under his eyes, which made her suddenly realize that he must be very tired these days and didn't sleep much. He had always been so energetic that she was scared, and there had never been so many bloodshot eyes like this, and the tips of his eyes drooped slightly with exhaustion.
The hand, unconsciously caught him, didn't dare to shake it, only put his fingertips next to a little: "Are you tired?" Either you go to sleep first, and I'll wipe it myself. ”
Huan Xuan looked at her, there was something thin, wisps of things in his heart, ironing and falling to the bottom of his heart. She's concerned about her. Now, is he finally able to leave something in her heart? At least at this moment, she was thinking about him, and it wouldn't be just Xie Zhan anymore. Touching her cheek, she whispered, "Not tired." ”
The cloth towel was wrung in the hot water bucket again, gently wiping away the blood and dust on her face, wiping away the tears mixed with the dirt in the corners of her eyes, her lips were dry and dry, and she struggled for most of the day, she must have never even drunk a sip of water.
Reaching out and taking the water bowl on the case, he tried to be lukewarm, let her head rest on his shoulder, and brought it to her lips: "Drink some." ”
Fu Yunwan leaned on him and took a few sips. By this time, the new graves that weighed heavily on my heart, the nightmarish struggles and escapes, and the fear of witnessing familiar people dying in front of me one by one
The self-blame has suddenly been reduced a lot, and it can be put down for the time being.
The burden on her heart was finally shared with him in such a gentle movement, and his arms were so warm and strong, it was the most reliable place in the world.
Fu Yunwan nestled quietly in his arms, his mind was blank, in a trance, seeing the warm yellow candlelight, smelling the hot smell on his body, and closing his eyes slightly.
Huan Xuan fed her a few more sips and put down the water bowl. The cloth towel was already dirty, so she threw it into the bucket and wrung it and wiped it down behind her ear. Her hair was in a disheveled bun, the hair that had fallen was scattered against the back of her neck, and her fingers were pulled up, and strands were tucked behind her ears.
Fu Yunwan felt the calluses on his hands again, so many, so thick, and there was a slight itch when she rubbed it, which reminded her of the time when she once fell on her waist, and with a little force, it was a bruise that could not be erased for many days.
His ears were hot for a while, and in a trance, he realized that he pulled open a little neckline, and the warm cloth towel ran down his neck and wiped it down.
His body tensed up all of a sudden, almost bounced up, pushing him to refuse incoherently: "I, I'll come by myself." ”
Huan Xuan was not ready to let her come by herself, so he clenched her hand and pressed it to the edge of the couch. Her hands are very small, soft and boneless, and the pinching is all soft flesh, which makes him feel ape, and his eyes can't help but deepen a little.
Neck, collarbone, shoulder. Fu Yunwan didn't dare to look, her eyes were closed, so her sense of touch became more and more acute, and gradually she lost the ability to escape, even if he didn't press her, she couldn't resist. The water is so soft, so warm, I have never bathed for so many days on the way, even if I wipe a little water, I feel comfortable, but at the same time, my body is tense to the extreme, and if I touch it slightly, it will explode.
Huan Xuan rubbed his waist. Nothing has ever been done so simple, and nothing has ever been so difficult. It takes the greatest will to concentrate so much that it is just to help her scrub. It was very cold, I was afraid that she would catch a cold, and I didn't dare to untie my clothes, revealing a little wipe, her body was always in his arms, and she had to mobilize the greatest will not to touch her.
It's so unbearable that it's going to explode.
Fu Yunwan screamed. It was really time to hide, and he couldn't move, just pushed his hand helplessly.
Huan Xuan held her down again, clenching his teeth tightly, biting his cheeks so hard that his muscles were exposed. It's so petite, he can swallow it in one bite. Dismantling and crumbling, one time at a time, you can imagine her softness. But she had just experienced such a great fright and mourning, and although he was rude, he also knew that it was not good to touch her at this time.
Keep your head down, little by little, and rub it under your waist. Ahh
Pop, the cloth towel was thrown into the bucket, panting, and it took a long time to adjust his breathing. Hurriedly straightened her clothes, held her in his arms and rubbed and rubbed it, the stubble pierced her skin, and heard her faint, cat-like bark, it was hurt by him.
After waiting for a long time, the hot body calmed down a little, Huan Xuan took a deep breath and sat up a little straighter.
Fu Yunwan was vague, feeling that he was holding her feet, not knowing what he was going to do, and opened his eyes slightly.
Huan Xuan is untying her socks, she should soak her feet, she is tired from running around this day, and hot water can relieve fatigue, he knows this method for those who often travel long distances.
Reaching out and holding his ankle, the edge of the sock is locked with silk thread, delicate
It's surprising, I think of the first few times I was messing around, and I didn't even pull it, I just put it up like that, and my heart was hot again. Pinching the socks and taking them off, Fu Yunwan finally guessed his intentions, and suddenly felt extremely ashamed, hooking his toes and desperately retracting: "I'll come by myself." ()”
Huan Xuan didn't speak, just held it and didn't allow her to retract it. Fu Yunwan couldn't move, thinking that he had never been able to refuse, fear was sandwiched with shame, lying in his arms the more he couldn't move, his tiger mouth grabbed her ankle bone, clenched it a little tightly, a circle of slight red marks, he suddenly realized it, relaxed a little, and then saw the blood blisters on her feet.
It was made on her feet when she was fleeing for her life during the day, and there were stones and sand drilled into her shoes, and her skin was fine, and it was easy to grind out several, red, and pitifully tight. Huan Xuan frowned, didn't touch it, and asked her, "Is there a needle and thread??" ()_[()]?『 Come on[]. See the latest chapters. Complete Chapter'()"
Fu Yunwan barely opened his eyes a little, panting slightly, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know why he asked this: "I used to bring it in the car." ”
The car was left on the hillside in distress, and it was found at that time, and everything was left in the corner. Huan Xuan picked her up and walked over, took out the sewing box from the pile of things, and pulled a needle down, Fu Yunwan half-closed his eyes in his arms, and saw the burden on the other side, and the protruding corner of the soft and hard layer of those clothes was Xie Zhan's spiritual position, and she hid in it.
The hot mind cooled down all at once. He didn't notice her abnormality, he was afraid that she would fall, but his arms holding her tightened tightly, so the bulging muscles became more and more close to her back, so hard, so reliable, so that she tasted life worse than death under the blow of self-blame and dependence.
Huan Xuan sat down on the couch, reached out and plucked a piece of hair, and pinched the needle.
Fu Yunwan didn't know what he was going to do, so he left a slit in his eyes and looked secretly. He took the hair to thread the needle, his hand was so big, his fingers were thick and long, the needle was as thin as a hair, and he didn't wear it a few times, he squinted slightly to find the candlelight, Fu Yunwan couldn't help it, and called him in a low voice: "I'll come." ”
Huan Xuan handed her the needle, and she was propped up in his arms to get up, her hand finding the support point, and inadvertently pressed it on his leg. The muscles tensed to the extreme almost instantly, and they began to ache and feel uncomfortable, and they moved her away a little with their breath, she didn't notice it, pinched the needle and raised her head slightly, and the hair in her hand was sent, and somehow, it had already penetrated.
So that he didn't even know where he wanted to go when he looked at this action.
"Alright." Fu Yunwan handed over the needle, Huan Xuan didn't answer, just stared at her tightly, Fu Yunwan felt scared again, and unconsciously shrank back, he suddenly took it and turned his face away.
The thick chest was undulating, and the breathing was strange with a tight and loose breath, Fu Yunwan didn't dare to speak anymore, seeing that he was holding the needle and lifting her foot, he suddenly stopped.
"How?" Fu Yunwan's breathing tightened, and he asked.
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Huan Xuan put her down, and when he spoke, his voice was unusually hoarse: "You have to wash first." ”
He was really dizzy, and he couldn't get wet if the blood blisters were broken, so he should wash her feet first. The heart is ape, I don't know where I thought, and I almost broke down. Dragged the bucket closer, took her feet and put it in.
The warm water wrapped up, reaching as deep as her calf, Fu Yunwan felt that the pores on her body suddenly opened, and her heavy body suddenly loosened by more than half. He half-crouched at his feet to wash her, he was so tall that he squatted taller than her
() Halfway through, he actually washed her feet. Let her be ashamed to the extreme, and muttered: "I, I'll do it myself." ”
Huan Xuan ignored it, and soaked her other foot in, she couldn't rely on her body for a while, and involuntarily hugged his neck. Her heart fluttered, but she reacted immediately, and hurriedly withdrew her hand, Huan Xuan took her hand out of the bucket, wiped it on her body wetly, and reached out to put her retracted hand on the back of her neck again.
"Hitch on, lest you fall."
pressed twice on the back of her hand, her tone was gentle, but she exerted some strength in her hand, Fu Yunwan understood that he refused to let her go anymore, and had to hold on, as if he held a soldering iron in his hand, it was hard and hot, and he was so ashamed that he didn't dare to open his eyes.
Huan Xuan washed carefully. The ankle bones are also round, with thin joints and soft flesh. His feet were no bigger than his palms, his nails were pale pink, and his heels were soft and tender, with a small round shape.
I just want to swallow it. Why didn't I find it before. Fingers stuffed into the fingers, a little bit of broken and washed, the weather was cold, the water was cold fast, and I didn't dare to wash her for too long, took it out and put it on her legs, and wiped it dry with a cloth towel little by little, blood bubbles were born in the heel position, and there were also on the side.
pinched the needle that had threaded her hair, held her feet in her hands, and softened her voice: "It hurts a little, you bear with it." ”
Fu Yunwan couldn't help but hold his breath, knowing that it wouldn't hurt very much, but he was still very afraid, the thin needle tip fell, and he punctured the blood blister.
In fact, it didn't hurt very much, but because it was leaning on him, he couldn't help but hiss, he quickly raised his eyes, rubbed her lips as if comforting, and his voice and breath fell on her lips: "It doesn't hurt, good." ”
Fu Yunwan blushed, thinking that only his mother would say this when he was a child, he regarded her as a child. Seeing that he lowered his head and was concentrating on threading the needle, the tip of the needle came out of the other end of the blood blister, and the hair remained in it, with blood, he pressed it with his sleeve.
"Don't," Fu Yunwan instinctively stopped, "dirty, it damaged your clothes." Let's use a cloth towel. ”
Of course, Huan Xuan will not use cloth towels, those things that have been stained with water get wounds and are easy to suppurate. Gently pressed the sleeve a few times to wipe the blood away, pulled out the needle, let the hair stay inside, and tied a knot.
Fu Yunwan became more and more unaware of what he did. He plucked another hair and handed it to her, she dressed him, he took it and bowed his head, and did the same, and disposed of another blood blister. Fu Yunwan couldn't help but ask: "Why do you want to do this?" ”
"The blood is easy to coagulate, and if the drainage inside is not clean, it will bubble again, and it will never get better." Huan Xuan wiped it clean, holding the thin ankle bone, and was reluctant to let go, "Wear a hair in it, blood and water flow out of the hair, just drain it clean." ”
Fu Yunwan suddenly realized, and wondered if a majestic man like him actually knew this, whether it was the experience gained from foaming his hands and feet when he was in the army in the past. It is said that joining the army is extremely hard, and his background like this is even more bitter.
made her suddenly feel soft-hearted, and the hand holding his neck stroked unconsciously.
Huan Xuan felt it, his heart was hot, his lips covered his toes and kissed gently, she screamed and shrank her feet sharply, which made him feel funny, and he became more and more unbearable, so anxious that he sharpened his teeth and grinded them.
One, two, three, both feet were dealt with, Huan Xuan picked up Fu Yunwan and sent the needle back. The newly picked bubble, afraid that she would run into it when she slept at night, so she thought about getting her a new pair of socks to change into, and saw that the burden of the clothes was placed on the side, and she was about to open it, but Fu Yunwan was suddenly
Thinking of it, my heart suddenly jumped: "I, I'll come by myself." ”
Huan Xuan glanced at her, she dodged, not daring to make eye contact with him, making his heart suddenly stagnate, and at this time, his fingers touched a hard piece of the baggage.
It is Xie Zhan's spiritual position. Hidden between decay and decay, wrapped tightly.
The joy in his heart suddenly turned cold half, it turned out that at that time, Xie Zhan had always been there.
There was a pause in his hand, he didn't say anything, he just took out his socks and carried her back to put them on carefully.
Fu Yunwan sensed his unhappiness, but didn't know how to comfort him. She was very afraid that he would not be happy now, even if she hid the spiritual position when she was alone on the road, and she didn't always hold it, it had only been so long, and she hadn't really thought much about it. I want to explain, but I know I can't explain it, so how can I explain it? I was at a loss, and I couldn't bear it until the corners of my eyes were red.
Huan Xuan put on his socks, put down his trouser legs and tucked them, raised his eyes, and saw her red eyes. My heart softened all of a sudden. Between him and her, it will never be possible to bypass Xie Zhan, so why force her like this. Let go of the things that should be let go, didn't Xie Zhan say that when the water is clear, there are no fish.
Look, even he himself often thinks of Xie Zhan, let alone her. Stretched out his arms to hug her, patted her gently, and comforted: "It's okay." ”
Fu Yunwan's nose was sour, and she cried. I don't know what he meant by nothing, but it was as if the valve suddenly opened, and those grievances and fears, and the suppressed pain of many days suddenly found an outlet, nestled in his arms and vented, crying heartbreakingly.
Huan Xuan wiped her tears, patted her shoulder lightly, and comforted her in a low voice: "It's okay." ”
Fu Yunwan cried bitterly. Tired to the extreme, the heavy blood on his heart, those who suddenly appeared and disappeared forever, all drifted away little by little with tears and crying, and when he cried to collapse, he felt that Huan Xuan's arms were extremely comfortable, he kissed her face and coaxed her in a low voice: "Be good." ”
He treated her like a child. At this moment, she is also willing to be a carefree child, and finds a lot of comfort in his arms. The crying went down little by little, the tears wet his clothes, and he lost his clarity in his head, but he became more and more dependent, clinging to him.
Huan Xuan hugged the person in his arms a little tighter, stroked his hair with his big hand, and wiped his tears again. She gradually fell asleep, her breathing was heavy, and she was sad in her sleep, her brows were frowning tightly, Huan Xuan lowered her head, and her fingers followed the direction of her eyebrows, smoothing her frowning brows little by little.
Now she was asleep peacefully, her brow furrowed, and her little face unusually quiet after being tired.
Huan Xuan carefully put her on the couch, lay down himself, patted her next to her, and closed his eyes. The heart was quiet and peaceful, for a long time, listening to her breathing gradually lengthened, Huan Xuan got up lightly.
There are still many things waiting for him to arrange, even if he wants to sleep with her for a while, he can only endure it.
went out and found Wang Shu: "Everyone is following?" ”
"Keep up," Wang Shu was busy all day, and his eyes were red, "When He Pingzi arrives in Langya, he will follow the vine to find it." ”
Huan Xuan's head. Sandalwood is handsome. This time, he wanted to see what kind of person he was, and he would learn everything from Xie Zhan.
"I checked it again, and there was no Liu Zhi in the body." Wang Shu said again, "I also asked Duan Xiang, and he said that he didn't find Liu Zhi in the two times that Fu Niangzi mentioned it, and I thought that it was either a disguise or something strange." ”
Could it be that she was wrong? Huan Xuan very
Almost dismissed the idea. She's timid and thin-skinned (), if not very sure? ()_[()]?『 Come to []& see the latest chapter&complete chapter'(), she will never say it rashly, and she doesn't know that Liu Zhi was in Yanzhou before. It is likely that it was disguised and modified, and Duan Xiang was concealed. "Tracking along this area, Liu Zhi should have been injured last night and couldn't run too fast."
Wang Shu took the order and left, and it was dark and dreary, and Huan Xuan gathered the generals and colonels at the first level, and ordered the words that needed to be of a unified voice.
This time the disaster is not small, and when I go back tomorrow, it will be a storm. But he will carry it, he has to keep this life and protect her well.
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When Fu Yunwan woke up, he found that he was sleeping in the car, the car was walking on the road, and he could hear the neat sound of horses' hooves and footsteps outside, and the early morning sun shone in through the cracks in the window, shining out the dust particles dancing in the air.
She was stunned for a long time, not knowing where it was, not knowing where she was going.
got up and sorted out his clothes, calmly pushed open the window, Huan Xuan urged the horse to walk beside the car, and immediately patted the horse over when he heard the movement: "Wake up?" ”
"Wake up." Fu Yunwan looked out the window, the mountains in the distance were gray, and the front and back of the car were the army winding for miles, marching with neat steps, she was walking on the official road in broad daylight with his team, "We, where are we going?" ”
"Go to Yanzhou," Huan Xuan bent down and lowered his head, softening his voice, "You come with me." ”
It's impossible to hide her, Yuan Lu will definitely spread out this matter and make a big fuss, and from then on, those undercurrents of contention will also surface, and if you make a mistake, you will never recover. For her sake, he had to pay attention every step of the way.
Fu Yunwan's heart immediately hung again, and her breathing was tight: "You ......"
In the distance, the horse's hooves raised billowing smoke and dust, and a few horsemen and horses went against the direction, and in an instant, they came to the front and unfolded the holy decree: "Xuan Huan Xuan, Fu Yunwan will see you immediately!" ”
Fu Yunwan didn't recognize it, but Huan Xuan did, it was Tingwei who came, and when the courtiers committed serious crimes and the emperor intended to be executed, they would be handed over to Tingwei for disposal.!
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