His hands trembled so much that he couldn't hold it, and the lantern fell, and before it could hit the ground, it was quickly caught by a black shadow, and he retreated to the side.

Maybe it's Liu Zhi, but her eyes can't see clearly, and she doesn't have the strength to see, the whole world is gone, and only the unforgettable, lost and regained, and made her so painful and tormented.

Xie Zhan's voice.

"Suisui." The voice rang out again, with a low sigh, "I thought you weren't coming." ”

Fu Yunwan trembled, unable to say a word. Why. Why lie to her. Why should she endure such pain alone? Why, when everything is irreversible, it came back.

I couldn't breathe, I fell down dizzily in front of my eyes, and was supported by Xie Zhan again: "Suisui." ”

Such a familiar hand, such a familiar smell of sandalwood. Tears wet her cheeks in an instant, Fu Yunwan whimpered, struggling to dodge: "You, let go." ”

Let her go. At this time, what else to do with her. At the moment, she didn't know who she was going to touch.

Such a big tear smashed on the hand like a burning fire, burning a thousand holes in the heart. Xie Zhan suppressed the sweet breath in his throat, carefully helped her up, and let go of his hand.

The fragrance of her in the palm of his hand, which used to be so familiar and close, has been thinking about him day and night these days. But it can't, and everything never goes back to the way it used to be. Xie Zhan lowered his head and tried to calm down, making his voice sound more natural: "Suisui." ”

Suisui. How could he still call her name so close at this time, almost exactly the same as before. Fu Yunwan held the corner of the table, tears rolling down for a long time: "Why?" ”

Why? He was in front of her, what could he say why. His schemes, those calculations, even if he is worthy of everyone in the world, he cannot be worthy of her.

Xie Zhan raised his head and looked at Fu Yunwan in the dim light of the lantern: "I'm sorry." ”

muttered, and knew how pale these two words were. Even if he has said it so many times openly and secretly these days, how can he undo the damage to her, how can he not offset the guilt and self-blame in his heart. It's all his fault, he bears the false name of exhaustive calculation, but he is wrong step by step, and everything falls into an irreparable situation. "Suisui, I'm sorry."

Fu Yunwan bit her lip and didn't dare to cry. In the hazy tears, he saw Xie Zhan hidden in the shadow of the curtain, he was afraid that the light would shine a shadow and be discovered by the guards outside. This realization made her even more desperate, and it was at this time that he was so sober and rational, and what was her painful struggle. "You're that, Sandalwood?"

Xie Zhan understood what she meant almost instantly, and his heart was desolate. Long time: "Yes." ”

Tears rolled down like a tide, Fu Yunwan choked up, and finally saw most of the plots hidden behind this name little by little. He was there for revenge, no, his eyes were never limited to revenge. Those maps, those war books, those battle maps densely marked with countless symbols. In his heart, he pretends to be the world. And how could there be a place for her.

Her guilt and self-blame, her unforgettable love and pain, in front of his world, are not worth mentioning at all.

What other answers does she need? The name Sandalwood Shuai has given her all the answers. Fu Yunwan held on to the table and left slowly: "Don't come to me again in the future." ”

"Suisui!" repression

In the low voice, Xie Zhan staggered to follow. Now he was in the middle of the lights, and the shadow dragged slender and was imprinted on the window. The guards outside could find that she was not the only one in the house, and he would reveal his whereabouts, but at this time, what did he care. ()

Stretched out his hand to pull her, touched the corner of his clothes and retracted: "Don't go, I, let's talk again." ”

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What is there to say? Even he didn't know what to say. He had hurt her, leaving her alone in that kind of cannibalistic place, and there was always news coming from bits and pieces, and he had almost experienced those torments with her, and he could feel her pain—and her love for him so much, so pure and sincere, and unconcealed love, should have been multiple, tens, hundreds of times more painful than his scheming heart.

The foot finally stopped in place, as if there were countless steel knives piercing his chest, and he wanted to see his father kill himself in front of him, as if he had made a decision to take the death drug and leave her. The sweet smell in his throat became thicker and thicker, silently, calling the name in his heart: "Suisui." ”

Fu Yunwan pulled the door.

The headache was like it was about to explode, and my heart was churning for a while, and I was in a trance. I was also surprised that I was able to hold on without falling. She had to get out of here quickly, and if she stayed a little longer, she would be dead.

But suddenly I heard an unstoppable vomit behind me. The tip of her nose soon smelled blood, sandwiched in the smell of sandalwood, which made her tremble unconsciously.

"Lang Jun," Liu Zhi ran over to help him, and took out the pill and put it into Xie Zhan's mouth with a squirming sound, "Press it." ”

Fu Yunwan turned around in a daze, and saw Xie Zhan swallowing the pill with his hand, followed by another vomit and vomited. The smell of blood became stronger, and when he looked down, in the dim light of the lantern, he saw the pills stained with blood on the ground, and when he looked up, Xie Zhan's chest was also a large area of red.

His blood. He vomited blood.

For a moment, the whole person seemed to freeze, his lips trembled and he couldn't speak, Liu Zhi took out another medicine and stuffed it into Xie Zhan's mouth, with hatred and grievance, and spoke quickly and urgently: "The lady can't treat Langjun like this!" Lang Jun never thought of leaving the lady, and he also counted the lady when he arranged it! As a result, Fu Chong reported the lady to the emperor, and Lang Jun had to take the tiger and wolf medicine with his injuries and illness, which completely damaged his body......"

In the suppressed coughing sound, Xie Zhan couldn't stop trying to interrupt Liu Zhi, and was finally able to speak: "Don't say it!" ”

Liu Zhi finally stopped talking, Fu Yunwan trembled, the lantern fell off at some point, and when he reacted, his face was already full of tears and he returned to Xie Zhan.

I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to do, I just cried silently, and my heart ached.

"Suisui, I don't blame you, it's all my fault." Xie Zhan wanted to shake her hand, but in the end he retracted it again, and reassured him in the gap between coughs, "I should have arranged it earlier, and told you earlier." It's all my fault. Don't cry anymore. ”

He had always known her best, and knew that she was careful and had to weigh everything many times, so he said as soon as he came up that it was not her fault. My throat was blocked, and it was difficult to breathe, and after a long time, I finally made a voice: "You, find more good doctors to see." ”

"It's okay, it should be fine after winter." Xie Zhan showed a smile, as gentle as before, "Suisui, go back, I just want to come and see you." Forsake him, he ......"

I couldn't say that cruel word, and I forced myself countless times in my heart, looking at her red and swollen eyes, and plucking up the greatest courage:"

() It is good to abandon him, and he will treat you well. ”()

Fu Yunwan cried out loud and covered his mouth again. Huan Xuan is very good, no one knows this better than her. But because it is so clear, the pain is increased a thousand times more.

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A few vague bird calls suddenly came from outside the window, and Liu Zhi reminded in a low voice: "Lang Jun, it's time to go." ”

"Okay." Xie Zhan coughed uncontrollably, "Suisui, I'm leaving." I won't bother you again in the future. ”

I was vague expecting her to say no. How despicable and greedy he is. He said that it was good to abandon the slave, and said that he would never see her again, but he hoped that she would be merciful and that he would see her again in the future.

But she didn't say anything. Even if he trembled so badly and looked at him in such pain.

She seems to be different from before. That's fine. Xie Zhan raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, and smiled astringently: "You go first, I'll watch you go." ”

Fu Yunwan bit his lip stubbornly. There is a long-ago memory suddenly awakened by this sentence, which makes people go back to the past for a moment, when everything was still in time. Hearing the sound of birds outside in his ears, he hurriedly chirped a few more times, and Xie Zhan slowly disappeared into the curtain. Time to go. She probably shouldn't have come to see him today. Fu Yunwan was in a trance and opened the door.

That's what he used to say. He used to stand still and watch her leave every time they parted. He said that he could only rest assured that he would see her go in safely and securely.

Don't dare to think about it again. Every fragment of the past can kill people.

Go out, close the door. The two doors separated the inside and outside, Fu Yunwan stood in front of the door, did not dare to turn back, and was reluctant to leave, saw that many lights suddenly lit up outside the wall, and there were hurried footsteps almost all of a sudden came to the gate of the courtyard, Huan Xuan came back.

All those painful struggles were put aside at once, and there was only one thought left in his heart, which he could not discover.

It was too late to think about why he couldn't be found, so he staggered and stumbled from the main room to the side room. Feet on the steps almost fell, crutches with pain, but the pace did not dare to slow down, one foot just stepped into the threshold, the courtyard door opened, the brocade robe of Xuanjin flickered, Huan Xuan came in.

Fu Yunwan closed the door with his backhand. was so anxious, with a snapping sound, I knew that I was too reckless, and I would definitely show my flaws, and I was anxious in my panic, wiped the tears on my face, and opened the door.

Huan Xuan was in front of the door.

Fu Yunwan gasped and shrank unconsciously: "I, I heard that you are back, come out to pick you up." ”

Without saying a word, he stared at her and crossed the threshold.

Fu Yunwan felt scared, kept retreating, grabbed it, and slammed the door.

Now, she was firmly in his hands. His thick hand grasped her shoulder, and he held it a little hard, making her hurt a little, and she didn't dare to speak. His cliff-like body blocked the light, and the world in the dark shadows suddenly became cramped and cramped, making her instinctively want to escape, but she couldn't. He still didn't speak, just stared at her, but there was no movement outside, he shouldn't have noticed Xie Zhan, maybe she could still get through this hurdle.

Pluck up your courage: "You, is your wound better?" ”

"Suisui," Huan Xuan finally spoke, "Where did you go today?" ”

Outside the hospital.

Liu Zhi looked around and jumped out of the secret passage, and carefully helped Xie Zhan out.

The birdsong had stopped, and in the distance there were horses parked in the shadows of the trees, and the guards were waiting for him

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p; () 。 Xie Zhan helped Liu Zhi slowly. When he heard that Huan Xuan had chosen to live in this annex, he knew that he would finally have a chance to meet her.

After years of war, everything has been marked with the shadow of war, and this annex is not immune. In order to have a way out in the event of a rebellion, my father built several secret passages in the courtyard, and told him when the city was broken. Huan Xuan didn't know all this.

At first, it was because of the sudden changes that he had no time to talk about this, and then because he used this place as a foothold for the southerners to secretly connect activities. Huan Xuan's biological father is Mu Wan, Yanzhou City fell in the hands of Mu Wan, Xie Rin committed suicide because of this, his old subordinates will never continue to trust Huan Xuan without any guilt like him, for the sake of people's stability, he can only choose to conceal it.

In the end, I made a mistake and came to this point.

The night breeze rose again, inhaling a little dry and cold air, and there was an unstoppable cough in his throat, Liu Zhi wrinkled his brows: "Lang Jun, don't come again in the future, the doctor told you that your illness can't be emotionally fluctuating......"

A person suddenly walked out from behind the carriage and horse, Liu Zhi immediately drew a knife to protect it, Xie Zhan looked up in the gap between coughs and recognized Wang Shu.

Wang Shu is here, that is to say, Huan Xuan knows everything.

I was shocked. He is not afraid, he can withstand Huan Xuan's anger, but he is worried about Fu Yunwan. Maybe it's because of the loneliness of the young man, Huan Xuan always attaches great importance to the people he loves, and the idea of exclusivity is particularly strong. Now that he has the woman he loves for the first time, he must not tolerate others getting involved, and he will never tolerate her being distracted.

"Xie Langjun," Wang Shu approached and bowed, "Duke Ming invited Langjun to go to the other courtyard to speak. ”

Xie Zhan lowered his eyes, followed him and slowly turned around, and walked towards the other courtyard.

There is a mixture of worry and relief. Wang Shu was recommended by him to Huan Xuan, and he recommended many people to Huan Xuan, some of whom always recognized him as the master, but Wang Shu has since cut off private relations with him. He sincerely believes that Huan Xuan is the Lord, and Huan Xuan is also worthy of such talents.

took a step forward and said in a low voice: "After the terms of the peace talks are agreed, we will meet outside the city." ”

Wang Shu instantly understood what he meant. Now trapped in the city and unable to get out, once you need to go out of the city to join the alliance, you can take the opportunity to get out and return to the six towns. Sandalwood's handsome strategy will never be only one layer. Bow down and fork your hands: "The servant thanked Lang Jun for Ming Gong." ”

Xie Zhan waved his hand, and saw the gray tile wall in the afterglow, and the courtyard had arrived.

Huan Xuan is now embarrassed for her?

In the wings.

Fu Yunwan smuttered, plucking up the courage to lie: "No, I didn't go anywhere." ”

Seeing the two flames in Huan Xuan's dark eyes, he jumped suddenly, and then looked closely, only the candle flame was reflected in his eyes: "Really?" ”

Fu Yunwan bit her lip and didn't dare to say any more, but when she heard him speak lightly, she asked again, "Didn't you see anyone either?" ”

His heart jumped suddenly, and when he looked up at him, he was already calm, only the two candles in his eyes were dancing more and more turbulently.

That sentence was not stuck in his throat, he couldn't say it for a long time, and Fu Yunwan made a difficult choice.

Huan Xuan pressed his temper and waited for her to answer.

My heart is like a fire burning, jealousy, hatred, anger, and grievances that have nowhere to tell and no one to say. He's a fool. was deceived and teased by them like this, even the beloved woman, whose eyes were red and swollen from crying for other men, still lied to him that he hadn't gone anywhere just now.

Maybe soon I will lie to him again and say that I haven't seen him

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Gritting his teeth, he tried to calm his voice: "Did you just see anyone?" ”

Fu Yunwan hesitated, not knowing how to answer. Intuitively, he asked a strange question, but it was so quiet outside, and Xie Zhan was not discovered, so it was impossible for him to know that she had secretly gone to see Xie Zhan. Why bother to speak out and make him angry? "I ......"

"Suisui," Huan Xuan interrupted her, "I'll talk about it after I think about it." ”

I know that there is no hope, but I have a faint hope. Maybe she wouldn't lie to him. Even if she said that she went to see Xie Zhan, even if she said that she still thought about Xie Zhan, he might be grateful to her. As long as she doesn't lie to him.

"I," Fu Yunwan tried her best to spy on his expression, but she couldn't see that his expressionless face made her feel lucky, "I haven't seen anyone." ”

The big hand holding his shoulder tightened suddenly, and his voice sank suddenly: "Really? ”

Fu Yunwan raised his head in a hurry, Huan Xuan gritted his teeth, and said word by word: "I know everything." You just met the Buddha. ”

Like five thunderbolts, the fear is mixed with the embarrassment of the lie being exposed, and there are many regrets and self-blame, and many emotions that I can't distinguish. Trembling, shaking so hard, if he hadn't held it tightly, she would have fallen. In the confusion to argue in vain: "No, not what you think." ”

"How's that?" Huan Xuan held her shoulder tightly and hated it to the extreme. Very well, all for him to be a fool. Even if she told him that she still thought about Xie Zhan, it was better than fooling him like this. "Say, 'What's that?'

How? Fu Yunwan didn't know either. But she had really told Xie Zhan that she would never see each other again. She really said it, even Xie Zhan said that, they really weren't what he thought. But at this time, he was exposed to his face. The tears fell quickly and quickly, choking up and explaining: "We don't have anything. You didn't tell me he's still alive......"

The furious mind was full of hatred, which made this sentence so harsh. Huan Xuan interrupted her: "You mean that because I hid it from you first, you can lie to me?" ”

"No, it's not," Fu Yunwan was terrified. She is so stupid, even her mouth is so stupid, she obviously didn't mean this, but the more she explained, the more confused she became, "I didn't want to lie to you, I kept asking Duan Xiang to find you back, but you didn't come back......"

"If I don't come back, can you sneak to him?" Huan Xuan was extremely angry, and pushed her away, "Fu Yunwan, what do you think of me!" ”

Fu Yunwan staggered and fell backwards, and there was a bookcase on the side, almost bumping into it, and he was dragged by him at the last moment. His other hand was behind her head, so he could hear the sound of his hand on the corner of the table. It must have hurt. Bursting into tears, he sobbed and pulled him: "I'm sorry, I was wrong." I didn't mean to lie to you, he was too, and he persuaded me, saying that you would treat me well......"

"What did you say?" Hear his cold response.

Fu Yunwan raised his head, his face was so tense that there was no expression, and he stared at her coldly: "I see." ”

It turned out that even she was willing to come back because Xie Zhan persuaded him. What the hell is he? was fooled like this, even the beloved woman had to be persuaded by Xie Zhan before she was willing to come back.

Fu Yunwan shuddered, he looked so terrible, she almost felt that he was going to kill her. With the next breath, he let go of her, kicked the door open, and walked out

() Go.

The body lost its support and collapsed to the ground, and the ground was very cold, not as cold as the heart. She did it wrong again, how could she be so stupid, she couldn't do anything.

Huan Xuan strode out of the meteor, and when the cold wind blew, the hatred and anger in his heart churned, like boiling oil. I see. She was only willing to come back after Xie Zhan's persuasion. She loves Xie Zhan so much that even the man she doesn't like is willing to come back and bow down because of Xie Zhan's persuasion.

So what is he? He has been treating her with all his heart and lungs for so many days, and he can not want his life, what is he!

A little light outside the courtyard is Wang Shu, who must have brought Xie Zhan back. Those resentment and jealousy suddenly scaled hot and could not be suppressed. Why did he leave? He is her man, her only man, they have been so many times, she is so happy every time, even in the beginning, he saved her.

Why did he go. If someone wants to leave, it can only be Xie Zhan. What has been given up can never be returned.

An arrow turned his head and instructed the guards: "Let Wang Shu take people to the ear room!" ”

Boom, the door kicked open, Fu Yunwan looked up from the ground and saw Huan Xuan's tense face. He strode to the front of the meteor and hugged it: "See clearly, who is your man!" ”

Before he had time to think about anything, he kissed him hard and tore it away.

Like a wild beast, like iron and stone. Caught off guard, he split the person and couldn't even breathe. The whole world was erased, and there was only one him left, shaking and hideous, and the sweat on his forehead fell on his heart. With a squeak, where the door opened, his thick black eyebrows suddenly stretched, and he pinched her face: "Call out." Call! ”

Xie Zhan walked into the ear room alone.

He was very familiar with this place, he lived here when he was in Yanzhou, and Huan Xuan lived in the west wing opposite. This transept was next to the bedroom, and the roof was slanting down, like a row of two rooms that suddenly had ears.

So the slightest sound will be amplified, not to mention that the sound is definitely not subtle.

Creaking, the legs of the bed are rattling. Heavy breathing, interspersed with roars and scolding, was Huan Xuan. There was a very fine whimper, like pain and joy, and it was not clear to distinguish, but the blood that filled people's bodies suddenly surged up.

It's her. They were over there, separated by a wall. They.

His trembling hands covered his heart, and he panicked to cover his ears. can't stop it, one by one, keep pouring it in.

The faint and staccato sound of a knife-like, stabbing person dripping with flesh and blood.

Call it out.

She wouldn't. She screamed suddenly. blurted out, nervous and long. I don't know what kind of means he used.

Look at me.

Did she watch it? Xie Zhan closed his eyes tightly. Huan Xuan did it on purpose, but what was he doing. Why is he still listening here.

Staggered out, and just took two steps, the voice came again: Buddha slave kissed you like this? So has he ever kissed here?

Here, where? There was a sweet smell in her throat, and there was a moment of blankness in her distracted brain, and then she heard her intermittent panting, crying, don't, please, don't.

Shaking to fall, had to hold on to the wall. And so the movement struck his ears so clearly that he almost burned and bounced.

It was too late, he had already heard. Hold.

Her voice choked suddenly. I couldn't even hear the whimpering.

The blood all over his body rushed to his skull, Xie Zhan gritted his teeth and rushed over.!