In front of him is the wide loess avenue of Yanzhou City, there are deep and wide rut marks on the road, pop, something fell out, fell in the ruts, Huan Xuan lowered his eyes, and saw a small child.

With short unkempt hair and bare feet wrapped in a collar of a woman's old clothes, he was his childhood self.

This made him suddenly realize that he was in a dream. He rarely dreams, and everything in his dreams is usually unpleasant, so his first reaction when he realizes it is to wake up immediately. But he couldn't wake up, and saw the child crying with his ignorant mouth open, and saw the closed door, and the man who stood in front of the door with a disgusted and scolding face.

It's scolding him, and his mother. Isn't the woman who cried and crawled over to pick up the child the mother?

This is the situation when the northerners retreated and withdrew from Yanzhou, and his mother took him back to Huan's house. The Huan family didn't let her mother in, scolded her for being immoral, scolded her for giving birth to a mongrel in the north, and scolded her for why she didn't kill the mongrel. He was two or three years old at the time, and he had a good memory, even though it was such a long time ago, he still had a firm heart.

Although, it was never mentioned to anyone.

It's a damn dream. He hadn't done it in a long time. Why can't I wake up yet.

The scene in front of him changed again, he had grown up a lot, his clothes were torn, his mother was beating him, the broom was broken in two, and the wooden basin next to him was piled high with washed clothes. At that time, his mother supported him by washing clothes with pulp, and since he was a child, he grew taller and faster than other children, and he could eat more than other children, and the family would never have enough food to eat and never enough clothes to wear. He has such a tall nose and a pair of deep eye sockets, and at a glance he knows that he is not a purebred southerner, and children and adults will chase him, scold him, chase him, beat him, and hit him with stones.

He never refused to be angry, whoever dared to do it, even if he couldn't fight, he always had to fight back, his clothes would always be torn in the fight, and he would be beaten by his mother again when he came back.

The mother was crying, and the more she cried, the harder she hit. scolded him for being a mongrel, scolded him for why he didn't die, scolded him for hurting her for a lifetime.

Then, the mother died. He froze to death, perhaps starved to death, and the grass roots he dug up at the end were also fed to him. There was no money to buy a coffin on a snowy day, so he wrapped a mat and buried it in a mass grave outside the city. There is no mourning hall and no filial piety clothes, he moved a lot of stones around a circle to mark, and when he went out of the city to see it a few days later, the stones were all cut open, and the wild beasts had to look for food on the snowy day, and the bones on the mass grave were gnawed all over the place, and he didn't know which one was the mother.

It's a damn dream. Why can't I wake up yet.

Abandon slaves, abandon slaves. Someone is calling him, it's Xie Zhan. Such a clean and decent little Langjun is like he came from another world, and now, pull him up from the mud of the prison and give him food in his hand.

I don't think he's dirty and rude, I don't think he's a mongrel, and I don't think he's eating too much.

"Let's call it Huan Xuan," the plane trees in Yanzhou City are beginning to grow, and the school field in spring is as green as clouds, Xie Rin named him, "Bi Da six inches are called Xuan." Announcer, slow also, your temperament is impatient, you must be restrained, think twice. ”

"Just think about it before you do it," he didn't understand, Xie Zhan explained to him in a whisper, "Bi is Yubi, this one hanging from my waist." Father expects you to behave like a beautiful jade in the future. ”

He's got a name. In the future, he will no longer just abandon slaves. This ridiculous dream, how is it all this nonsense.

Then, he saw the blood on Xie Rin's neck. So much, so urgent, he couldn't cover it with both hands. corpse

Do you want to fall () and be held by him? ()_[()]?『 Come and see ♀ the latest chapter ♀ in its entirety'(), without falling. Xie Zhan stood on the side, without a trace of expression on his face, only a pair of eyes burning with fire, shining brightly.

He became an abandoned slave again, the city was broken, and the Thorn Mansion was occupied by the northerners, who wore shackles and chains, like wild dogs, and were escorted by the northerners to Yejing as prisoners.

Except for Xie Zhan, no one paid attention to him, and they all knew that the northerner who killed Xie Rin was the father of his mongrel.

The white-faced mourning hall, the raging fire, and Xie Zhan's charred corpse. Sandalwood is handsome. Hunting under the banner under the city of Yanzhou, the northerners who howled and fled in the fire and had nowhere to escape. Sandalwood is handsome.

"I was blind enough to entrust her to you!" Xie Zhan's pale face, with the blood on his chest stained red, roared at him.

I'm blind. How can you not know that with this father-killing hatred in the middle, how can you take me as a friend again. What Huanxuan, what jade, what slows down. It's just an abandonment of slaves.

The scarlet pill rolled to the ground, and she ran out of her bare feet, which were white from the cold. She cried so hard that she shook her hands to wipe Xie Zhan's blood, picked up the pills on the ground, and persuaded Xie Zhan to take the medicine one after another. Maybe it wasn't just for him to take the medicine, what did she say? Is it called Tanlang? The soft red lips were stained with blood, she was kissing, so lingering, kissing Xie Zhan.

Not a slave.

Jealousy and hatred suddenly surged, and Huan Xuan struggled hard. This damn dream, this damn dream! Wake up!

She was getting more and more blurred, leaving only a pair of hands and a red lip. put his hand around Xie Zhan and kissed Xie Zhan with his lips. What is robbed is robbed, and no matter how hard you try, you can't become your own. She's leaving, she doesn't want him anymore. Fuck this damn dream, wake up!

Huan Xuan screamed and woke up.

The five watch's Diao Dou was knocking coldly in the distance, and his forehead was wet with a layer of hot sweat. The candle was still lit, and when I lowered my eyes, I saw Fu Yunwan.

She closed her eyes in his arms, her head resting on his arms, and her body was tightly held in his arms, covering a thin layer of sweat. She hadn't woken up yet, her brow furrowed and her lips pursed, her long eyelashes casting a faint shadow.

She's still there. did not abandon him and leave with Xie Zhan.

Thankfully, she's still there. Huan Xuan hugged her tighter, and lowered his head to kiss her.

His lips touched the soft, warm skin, and the person in his arms suddenly began to tremble, shaking so violently that he shook with him, as if he were trembling too. It turned out that she was not asleep, she was awake.

"Suisui," Huan Xuan patted lightly, softening his voice, "What's wrong with you?" ”

No one responded, Fu Yunwan still closed her eyes tightly and remained silent, he realized that her body was not as soft as before, snuggled in his arms softly, now she was tight like a bow, her hands clenched in fists in front of her, separating her and him, this was clearly a gesture of resistance.

Fragments of the dream flashed suddenly, making the ecstasy of the moment disappear without a trace. Huan Xuan held her fist and moved away, let her stick to his chest, and whispered to her: "Suisui." ”

It scared her, like yesterday. He didn't expect Xie Zhan to come over, in his plan, Xie Zhan heard it and retreated. Gently stroked her hair, kissed and hugged her, and patiently comforted: "Good Suisui, don't be afraid, never again." ”

She still didn't speak, she didn't open her eyes, she didn't resist, she just kept shaking, so that his hands couldn't help but tremble a little.

This situation is very wrong. Huan Xuan suddenly felt

() I don't know the bottom of my heart: "Suisui, open your eyes and let me see you." ”()

She refused, shaking more and more, but she didn't cry, the corners of her eyes were dry, and there was no trace at all. Is she resentful? Still thinking about leaving him? This sudden realization made Huan Xuan's heart chuckle, and his tone became unconsciously stern: "Open your eyes!" I know you're awake. ”

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The person in his arms shuddered and slowly opened his eyes.

Huan Xuan looked at those eyes, and his heart suddenly became terrified. These eyes used to be very beautiful, like a crystal clear pool, with soft ripples floating on the sparkling water, but now, these eyes have become a pool of stagnant water, and there is no other emotion to be found except confusion and fear.

"Suisui," Huan Xuan tried to caress her, trying to make herself gentle, "Are you afraid?" still

Is it angry? ”

She looked at him silently, confused and afraid, but she didn't see that the confused fear increased or decreased, just like stagnant water, she looked at him silently.

"Suisui." At this time, Huan Xuan was afraid. I'm scared. When I think of Xie Rin's suicide, I think of Xie Zhan's death in front of him, and I think of all the ominous things. Hold her tightly in her arms, almost embedded in her body, and afraid of hurting her, so she quickly let go again, "Good Suisui, don't be afraid, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, I will never be like this again." ”

But she was still silent, he asked her to open her eyes, she opened them, he wanted to hold her, she took it, he talked to her, and she listened. Just don't make a sound.

The fifth watch passed, and it was dawn. He picked her up and washed her, dressed her, and fed her water and food. She was very obedient, she never resisted at all, she drank the water when it came to her mouth, and ate the food when it was delivered, but she refused to speak, and her eyes like stagnant water occasionally looked at her, and they were still the same as when she woke up, and the confusion and fear did not increase or decrease.

Something was wrong with her. This realization made Huan Xuan extremely scared, and he frightened her. Now, what to do?

"Duke Ming," Wang Shu was outside, not knowing how many times he urged, "there is something important." ”

There is something important, the black ride has arrived, and Yuan Zhen also knows, and now he must arrange to leave as soon as possible, and if he is not careful, he will even take his life. But her appearance, how could he leave with confidence. With anxiety in reply: "Wait! ”

The voice was a little louder, and she was scared again. Huan Xuan hurriedly kissed it and whispered to reassure: "It's not about you, don't be afraid." Suisui. ”

She didn't react again. His heart was cold, Huan Xuan tried to kiss it, and his lips were a little soothing: "Suisui, it's all my fault, you talk to me, don't ignore me, okay?" ”

Seeing her eyelids raised, Huan Xuan hurriedly caught up, but what he saw was still confused and afraid. She didn't seem to react anymore.

"General," Duan Xiang replied outside, "Ah Jin has taken it back." ”

Huan Xuan almost bounced up, hurriedly put Fu Yunwan on the couch and ran out. Ah Jin wanted to salute, but was stopped by him: "You go and accompany the lady to comfort and comfort her, the lady is a little frightened." ”

Ah Jin hurriedly went in, Huan Xuan wanted to go in, but in the end he stood still and peeked secretly at the window. What she is afraid of is him, Ah Jin and her have always gotten along well, their women are always better to talk in private, and it may be good to have Ah Jin with her.

"Duke Ming," Wang Shu came again, "This matter must be decided by Duke Ming, and it has been discussed for a long time, and it cannot be decided." ”

Huan Xuan waved his hand, and saw Ah Jin squatting at Fu Yunwan's feet through the crack in the window, holding her

() Talking to her with his hand, Fu Yunwan looked down at her, his expression seemed to be much more relaxed than Fang Cai, maybe just wait. finally turned his head ruthlessly: "Go." ”

From morning to night, busy for a while, go over to see her for a while. She wasn't afraid of Ah Jin, but she didn't talk to Ah Jin either. The doctor called a few times, took turns to see the pulse, she was a little scared, wanted to hide, in the end did not hide, obediently listened to the doctor, and found no problems, some said that she was frightened, some said that the heart was stagnant, and drank a few bowls of medicine to calm the nerves and tonify the heart, but she still did not speak. Don't talk to anyone.

With eyes so confused and frightened, he sat there silently. Huan Xuan was extremely annoyed.

It's night again in the blink of an eye.

Huan Xuan came back from outside with the medicine jar, and Fu Yunwan sat at the head of the bed around the quilt, and he shook again when he saw it. Huan Xuan hurriedly moved away, not so close, and said softly: "Suisui, I was wrong, I'm sorry for you." You, don't be afraid, never again. You don't want children, I also found the child avoidance soup, which doesn't hurt the body. Do you want to drink it? ”

Poured half a bowl out, took a sip to try not to be hot, and brought it to her mouth. She stretched out her hand to take it, which made his heart suddenly ecstatic, thinking that she was going to be better, but she just took the medicine bowl and drank it silently.

Still don't speak.

One watch, two watches, three watches.

Five times ago, Huan Xuan didn't sleep, staring at Fu Yunwan with a pair of blood-red eyes, desperate like a trapped beast in a cage.

She didn't sleep either. Occasionally close his eyes for a while, and then open them again, silently held by him, like a lifeless doll.

Fear is like air, pervasive and pervasive, and Huan Xuan takes a deep breath. It doesn't work. It has to be like something. Maybe you need to force her, force her to carry it, just carry it.

He has also had many moments when he feels that he can't bear it, he has experience, as long as he grits his teeth ruthlessly and carries it, it will be impossible to hurt her in the future.

Gently put her down and stood up: "Fu Yunwan." ”

She heard her name, looked up at him, Huan Xuan stiffened her face: "Speak, talk to me!" ”

The voice was very loud, which scared her into a tremble, Huan Xuan endured her distress: "It's okay to scold me, it's okay to beat me, I'll let you stab me a few times!" You speak, hear or not, speak! ”

Smack, untied the knife and slapped it on the case, she trembled even more, her brows were furrowed, her mouth was slightly open, and in addition to confusion and fear, she seemed to have something new and different.

Huan Xuan lowered his head and saw the blood oozing out of himself, in the past two days, he forgot to change the dressing in a hurry, and when he unwound the knife just now, he used too much force, and the wound on his shoulder and back was torn and bleeding, so that she could see it. Is she worried?

ecstatic, he rushed over and wanted to hug her: "Suisui, it's okay, it doesn't hurt, it's just a little bleeding, I'll just change the medicine." You ......"

The latter words choked in her throat again, and now, she regained the stagnant eyes of Fang Cai, the confusion and fear that did not increase or decrease. At that moment, it was just his delusion.

"Suisui." Huan Xuan hugged her tightly, regretting, blaming, despairing, and the same confusion as her. Something hot slipped down the corner of her eye, into her hair, out of sight.

Early the next morning, Xie Zhan came and waited outside the door: "Let me meet her, maybe I can appease her." ”

"Get out!" Huan Xuan scolded, "Get out! ”

Xie Zhan refused to leave: "I have been with her for many years, and I know her personality better than you, let me meet her." ”

"Get out!" Huan Xuan drew his sword, "Don't let me see you again!" ”

Xie Zhan is gone. Huan Xuan strode back and ran back, Fu Yunwan hadn't slept yet, staring at the faded ornaments on the ceiling with a pair of eyes, silent and pale.

It was the same on the third day. The doctor walked and came, discussing the prescription and taking medicine, but it had no effect at all.

She was real, broken by him. Huan Xuan walked around with a pair of red eyes, like a sleepy beast, listening to the cold and cold fighting in the distance. She was broken by him. He really deserved to die!

"General," Duan Xiang walked cautiously, "Xie Langjun asks to see." ”

I thought he would be angry, but he paused, and for a while, he hoarsely said: "Let him get in!" ”

Xie Zhan stepped into the door and saw Huan Xuan's blood-red eyes, unkempt hair, and a messy new beard on his chin. Steps: "She still doesn't speak?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense." Huan Xuan stared at him, his teeth clenched tightly, and the sharp and cold jaws on his lower jaw, "If you dare to talk nonsense to her, I will kill you." ”

Xie Zhan looked at him and said in a calm voice: "Where is she?" ”

The door of the bedroom opened a little, Xie Zhan flashed in, breathing heavily behind him, Huan Xuan didn't come in, and watched through the window. The bed was covered by a curtain, and there was silence inside, lit with a white candle. Xie Zhan sat down on the couch and said softly: "Suisui, it's me." ”

There was a click inside, and it seemed that something had fallen, and Fu Yunwan's shadow dragged on the screen, cowering to escape.!